I'm depressed.

Yes, I am looking for a server to play on, one that would let me play on creative.

Why? Cos' Survival is boring to me, and creative is extra boring with no one to marvel at my creations, x3

So, If you have a server or a server you play on that would let me play creative then tell me please. <3

I suck at camping, sure I can put up tents, do all dat' survival stuff..
but I CANT FUCKING SLEEP IN SAID TENT!

; ~; I fell ill with like.. doom

I felt dizzy, not to mention I was feeling ill just before that with the cold/the flu. Not fun.

on top of that my wrist almost re-broke D:
So I went home at 3 am in the pitch black.
Picture this, no lights for 5 or so miles and all you can see is 5 feet in front of you with the torch from your phone and it's slightly foggy.

Oh wait, where have I seen that before? Oh wait. Slender.

I am beyond broke.. in debt if anything thanks to moving house and stuff.. you remember that $150 I had left? It's gone. All gone. I have no fewds in the house and ... well my life has come to a stand still..

Not to mention I have a desire to get some art to take my mind off of things.

Before you say. "But that will cost you more money." I know that, Getting art relieves my stress.

FML

Yay!

I hate being in hospital.
and before you ask, I only broke a bone... or two..

Yeah so, I fell down some steps, it hurt, I broke my left wrist and my left pinkie finger, so I've been up and down from the hospital, in and out of slings, back and forth to family members to let them know I'm alright.


CHAOS! It's not the bloody bones that are sore, it's my thumping headache from doing all this, ontop of which I'm moving house soon so stress is piling up. Moving into a house that isn't even decorated fully yet. ; ~;

ATLEAST my room is done and we should be getting internet in it as soon as I move in so more por-- I mean uh.. potential artists to look at!

>w>
<w<

Um, So how was your week!?

Give me your loves. ; ~; so I know you're with me in spirit.

I'm alone and I'm not gonna' lie.. I miss my Mom even though she is only in France.. D:

God dat' ending to the first one always... ALWAYS! Makes me cry my eyes out. ; ~;


I completed it for like the 8th time full 100% Got dat' secret ending..


My feels.. all of my feels DX

It wuz good for a last minute one~ I just got done clearing up the house and clearing still half drunk people out of my house... *Looks at clock* are you kidding me? It's 4 Pm!? D:

SO MUCH DAY HAS BEEN WASTED!

But, I did get paid this morning and I worked out my living costs, bills and such and I have... $150 in spending money. o wo

Now then, Who shall I commission?

Leave your comments suggesting who I should commission, what I should get done and what pose or what ever, I'm bad with poses. ; ~;

They're not mermaids, They're Dugongs!
Yeah, I'm bored..

My mother is away for a week to the sunny place of France, my dad is away on some stupid business trip for a month. :I HOUSE PART-- Oh wait.. I don't have any friends. ; ~; /Drinks alcohol to herself.
Oh, and my job never paid me today. :I. Yes another pouty face cos' I wanted to get something done with Kirin! In some sort of elegant manner! DX

SO FUCKING BORDEDEDED! If I had a cure for my boredom it would be a gods send since I have nothing to do... Dx

A little question off topic

If I bought another piece of art for two people, and auctioned off the other character to be in the art with me... would you people bid? ; ~;

these furs in their sexy Schutzstaffel uniforms.

Well I say to you my dear friends, or should I be saying Comrades?

Yeah you heard right, I'm a communist fur, and I'm proud of it so come at me bro!
KGB all da' way~

I should get some art like that done... Meria wearing some Russian KGB clothes~ Yep, most definitely ~

But, don't get me wrong I have nothing against yall' Schutzstaffel furs just promise not to be gentle with me~

HURR~ <3

I've decided to get a commission of my new adoptee.. Kirin the Qilin x3


Isn't she Adorable!

Yeah, I need people to tell me some good relatively cheap artists x3 Preferred under $70

Brown cow!
8D

Yep

Batman wuz good!

Bane made me Hnng all over da' place. :l

Look a Raffle! o wo

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3608230/

GO TO IT O WO

Daycoon!

Uhh ahhahh

Fighter of da' nightcoon!

Wut.. I get bored too

o wo I smell some soup..

it put me in the mood for soup.


I'ma get some soup. 8D

Just played it..


Nope.. Nopenopenopenopenope

NOPE.AVI!

; ~; FUCK YOU SLENDER MAN!

F-chat is down..

That means I can't laugh at people trying to hit on me D:

Which means I don't have stress relief from moving into my new house! DX

WHICH MEANS I AM GONNA BE ANGRY! D:<

I sad..


Y I SAD!? D;

It's so hot.. ; ~;

I grew up in Scotland so I'm not good with heat and Its really warm right now. So I'm dying.

... and all I have to say is--


YOU BETRAYED THE LAW!

So... Tattoo's.. Who has them?

and who likes them? :3

Since Meria is getting a tramp stamp~ <3

http://i.imgur.com/7jFS6.gif <-- Number 2

Is it just me or are submissions not showing the users names? D:

I am giving Meria a Tattoo.

But I have no clue on what to put on her, i was thinking lower back.

"LAWL MERIA THAT IS SO SLUTTY!"

; ~; It's either that or butt..

Care to help? <3

I recently got Skype

Add me?

meria.bellamy

P.S - I do not own a mic, I will not go buy one, I see no need for one. It is just easier that talking via shouts.