Thankfully it wasn't as long as I thought it would be, though these past 3 days felt pretty long. Gonna be more cautious now and take this slide as an opportunity to promote future accounts like subscribe star possibly or current ones like FA and Patreon. Damn near gave me a heart attack.

Man, It's been a while since I made a journal on FA. Sadly, the only reason I'm doing so is because I am suspended from Twitter do to violating their rules against graphic violence or adult content in profile images policy. Honestly I should have known better, and like an idiot I never read their policy in full. I always thought instinctively they had like a 3 strike system or something. Last year, I violated that rule for the first time, only reason I did it again was because I foolishly thought they'd give it a pass if this time I made it look more "viewer friendly." At least for the holidays. I'll show an Image here soon, It's basically this https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37303762/ only a close up of my (Dugan's) face wearing a Santa clause hat with a EggNog carton spilled over the cum to make it look as if the cum is just EggNog, and I'm drunk off it or something. Unfortunately, Twitter didn't see it that way, and it only takes violating the rules against graphic violence or adult content in profile images. TWICE to get a permanent suspension.

I've sent them an appeal, but I'm worried they will either ignore it or outright reject it. If I can't get my account back, I don't know how that will affect my Patreon growth, but I'll have to adapt and find alternatives to share my content or just stick to Uploading here on FA, e621 and of course my Patreon. My heart and stomach aches so bad, I'm trying not to break down... I was hoping 2021 would be a better year, but I'm honestly losing hope. Even if I can make it by with my art without Twitter, I still think about all the work I had to do to bring in the following I made there, the future interactions with people I could have, now I'm left out of it... 33.2k Followers down the drain and I can't even notify them either about my situation... All because of a stupid profile pic...
I don't know... Maybe it's for the best... Twitter has been getting less and less adult content friendly over the years, so I hear. It's especially very volatile overall, but it helped bring me the following I needed... Hopefully something better crops up and takes it's place and is less authoritarian, vague, confusing and harsh to the community. I'm going to prepare for the worst to avoid further let down.
If worst case scenario comes, Just know I won't give up. I'm sorry I've neglected so many who supported me here on FA, and I'm sorry to those who followed me on Twitter for making the stupid mistake I made.

I hope everyone enjoys their Christmas and New Years. I'll do my best to enjoy mine.