Update: For the last couple of weeks, I've trying to go back to my drawing ways since I'm not working anymore overtime at work. Right now, my drawing still sucks and nobody cares about mine. So despite what I have gone through for 13 years, I still have a long way until I'm actually getting noticed by all and by the best.

The only solution to stay motivated in drawing is I'll have to open my commission slots in the future so I can earned extra money outside of work. I believe that I will get better the more I draw, but I'm not sure if that's gonna changes anybody's opinion about me. We'll see how it goes.

I would have make a special birthday pic today, but I wont have time for that because I got work today. Maybe in a couple of days off, I’ll do some drawings that I never finish for a long time. My resolution is to start drawing again.

I need some ideas! what kind of adoptables would you like to have?

Put up a poll on twitter. Please vote and see what’s your take on it.

https://twitter.com/mastermarion90/.....723796480?s=21

This year, I’ve been doing absolutely nothing but being for lazy for a whole year. 2021 was still horrible in a different way. Several artists disrespect me for being a worthless piece of shit, lost more friends and preoccupied with my job that prevents me from doing whatever I want. Next year I want to go back to drawing and hope to gain respect from some of the greats. That would one of resolution if I can fulfill it. I also want to be active and getting more stuff done outside of my work. Hopefully next year would be slightly better. I’m very sorry for not doing what I suppose to do to impress people. I’ll try to do better once my schedule gets arranged. Have a safe year and pray for the pandemic to end.

Merry christmas to new watchers and people who still watching me. I had difficulty finding time to draw a special pic for y’all but I try to finish it next week before new years.

Who here works for Amazon?

Im thankful for my new job and a new role. The followers I’ve gotten and being alive despite the virus. I promise to get back into drawing as soon as I get everything sorted out. For right now, I continued to post commission pics done by others

Tomorrow morning, we’re making a long drive to Mt. Rushmore in Keystone South Dakota. It’s 14 hr drive there. We’ll be away for 4 days. So, when I drive. I wont be able to text, and check all messages til I make a certain stop. Wish me luck.

They wouldn’t pay a dime for each other as they make each other. A great artist makes free art for their dearest friends… which it FUCKIN PISSES ME OFF!!

I dont have friends I had to pay shitload of money to get some artwork. They treated me like I’m sort of pawn to do thier bidding! Those artists who disrespect their fans and followers, including me, dont deserve my respect. When you motherfuckers disrespect me, I aint worth a shit. I dont give a damn about you, your friends and your fuckin family. Here’s some advice to you. Keep close to your friends. Enjoy your life as much as you can. Be grateful for all the fans friends, and talented that you have. Because if you misused them, sooner or later. Karma is gonna bite you in the ass. I will hold you accountable for your mistakes.

Who do you which artist that most despicable or disrespectful? An artist that actually piss you off?

I sent some people a message and they didnt give me a response, you dont get me a response. I’m not sure if that DM is fucking broken or something but this is starting to piss me off! I lost some friends because they dont couldn’t go out of the way to talk me. Just tell me that youre busy and I leave you guys alone. Im mostly busy but I took some to messages you guys. At least let me lnow that youre not dead. Things have been very silent and its depressing. I know havent active to do my own work but there’s no reason to get that much silent treatment and disrespect. Im done for now. Back to work.

Just turned 31 today and I feel like I’m getting way too old to be doing stuff enough, but I’ll try pull through for another and still hanging on my new job and my resolution is to start draw again and maybe i’ll make some good friends or win back my old friends. I’ll keep entertaining with drawings and commissions. Please be safe and wear a mask.

Happy New Years to everyone!

We all the know 2020 has been a horrible year for all of us and I dont see how people would think otherwise. Since 2020 will be put down in history. How will we know that 2021 will be a better year? We’ll just have to find out.

When you send a note to someone and doesnt read or respond to a couple of days, does that note automatically marked as being “read”?

Merry Christmas and happy new year to everyone! Hope you have a safe holiday and wish to end this god forsaken pandemic once and for all. And it starts by not going anywhere.

When people watched me by mistake.

Since I have enough watchers here, maybe someone can come up with an idea of which characters(No OC) to draw since the last challenges I did about a month ago. Whoever 6 people requested the most preferrable character with be featured on my submission info once my drawing is complete. Shoot some ideas!

No, I’m not quitting here.

I quit my job because they were not doing enough to help with my issue since they offer me to go on quarantine for 2 weeks after being contacted with the virus at home. They think it’s no big time and it’s joke. So, they had me put it in as a “leave of absence” so I wont get fired from that. They didnt pay me for the leave and they didnt pay me for the hours I worked when they shouldn’t put my employees number on the system the time I got back to work. That’s when I had enough. The managers treated me like shit and the customers straight up horrible. It’s not worth fighting for my job back. If you’re not going to take care of tour employees, I’ll find somebody else who will.

So I’m out of the job for now, but I applied for another one. In the meantime, I wont be paying for big commissions for awhile.

Last monday, I just got promoted to Logistic Supervisor. 4 years in the retail business and now I have big responsibility to manage the store. So, I’m making more money and more commissions to buy.

If an artist that I hired have died with tragic cause like the coronavirus, that’s another money down the drain because there will be nobody else who’s gonna compensate my losses. And it sucks so bad.

In case furaffinity shuts down in the meantime, follow me ExmiiverseSM90 on twitter. I’m mostly active there!

I got another bone to pick with. And it's takes back to a year ago.

 PYC-art happens to most incompetent commission I've ever dealt with because for five months she couldn't get the job done when she should've finished my drawing in 1 hour! That's blatant favoritism and disrespect, and I don't take very kindly of that because she would prefer to finish her stupid project instead of mine. If she knew she weren’t willing to take on my project before taking money, she would've said "no" so I could leave her alone. When I paid her and I had no seen no progress and no communications about my project, I knew there was nothing going as it should've, so I demanded my money back and it also took very long to get it back. Thankfully I did so I've been compensated. But, the damage's been done. If she had blocked me before I had an issue with the refund, she would've robbed $200 out of my pocket. So the bottomline is I got refund and then she blocked me and that pretty much does it to me personally.

I dealt some artists who have been stalling my projects in a few years now and despite the fact that she's a great artist, she sucks at managing her commissions and her new type of deals she's offering right now is a joke. I wouldn't invest in her anymore because she couldn't get the job done. She would not care about other people when she's lining her pockets. I don't respect artist like that and that's why I unwatched her and let her do her own business. I'm done.

 xworldmx I know you're watching me and I know who you were. All the bullshit you have pulled have gone way too long in the last decade it's pissing off to the very core! You kept changing several accounts and kept purging your arts for stupid reasons now each time you felt like the drawings you've made has no meaning to you. You lost my respect as a friend and everybody who actually followed you. You deceived me for a long time and you never been interested in art. I was actually impressed with a your art s you've made recently, but you threw everything away just because you couldn't get of your stupid insecurity that have haunting you for years now.

Here's my advice that can actually save you from the internet for good. If you're sick and tired of living in the life where you're afraid of someone talking bad about you... just quit. Save me the trouble and everybody else. Don't make another account, don't go to twitter, facebook, discord, DeviantArt, f-list, newgrounds, inkbunny, tumblr (never go there ever), youtube and many other websites. Just quit the internet and a live simple life. Just draw on your own entertainment, but don't post it anymore. You cant gain respect and followers if you keep pissing them off! It's not gonna work anymore! You put me in a lot of pain and ignored me for so long. I did not turn against you. When you delete several of your accounts and delete all of you artworks, you turned against me and you did this to yourself.

Go ahead and unwatch with all care. I'm done! And there's no point of blocking you because you wont be there anyway.

PS: I thought you cared about me so I deleted all the fanworks because I deserve keep it on my gallery anymore.

I just turned 30 and now I’m getting way too old to do all of the stuff.