Hello, im sorry to inform everyone that happened to follow or asked for comission from this account.. will no longer be active anymore.. im his girlfriend… we have lost another soul. Once i figure out how to delete this or deactivate it.. again… my love is gone…

So… i got my blood type and now hopefully i dofind a donor easier this way
Im an O+ by watthe nurses tell me
Hopefully i have a friend that is a match, hope its my best friend… lol

Im still alive still kicking
Suffering sleeping issues tho due to restless legs and sone other facters regarding my health that is making it difficult to rest, but i try im still awaiting adonor too i know some of ya’llare willing toge donors but harder because of location. But otherwise thank you, infactthere is a possibility of someone from the us that can help me but with some expensices i must pay half of the bill for the persons. Travel n accommodaions so ye….
Otherwise im doing ok for now

A day to have my dialysis catheter fixed until i come across a matching kidney
Tho im gonna be in isolation another 2 weeks added to my current ~_~

Im finallyhome...
But im not in the best state...
All day today i suddenly started crying on and off...
Emotional day in the negative way....
I heard whispers... started punching myself then the wall....
I dunno wats wrong....home doesnt feel like home...

Founded a apple pencil
Was discounteded at 103, 110 buy
Open box item, yes

Lost my apple pencil....
Until i have atleast 140... I wont be able to continue until i get home

The infrared thermometer freaked me out,itsaidi had a fever then they checked other way inside my ear,
Anxiety kicked theytold me it mught be because you were walking with crutches andit takes abitto cool down...ihad taken 2 tests already too... but... i dunno...

Still good
Doing well
Just passed few days depression kicked
I just want to go home... once home even, gotta wait 2weeks...
But... each day passed is a step closer...

Request closed

Well i did not get my desired number
But those already here can request another drawing in note
Title it request 2

I was discharged monday but still awaiting date for training den home, this is one big step getting out, but apparently, at the place im staying at, i cant access FA, so look me up on discord id on main page or add me @ ig meteora.maxwell i will be uploading there as well

Requests now closed for another day, i have 2 on the liststhat needs to be done
Thank you i will reopen again soon

Well, my brother from another mother became a possible doner
He gave me hope, if things work out, he saved me...
Dude man, i love this guy... didnt even second thought it
Forever im in his debt, much luv to my bro

I was told i need dialysis, i also would like to grt a kidney transplant too... but it is wat it is... gonna be alone fir awhile... couple months... before iget to go home...

Well more bad news,
My amputated foot got infected then the infrction started attacking my kidneys so im high risk for dialysis...
Need to modifyy eating habits cause i know i an reverse it alittle, but also if i can could recieve a kidney transplant, so yea das wats happening...

Today my grandmother had been called home, is now with my grandfather and other members of the family. I mourn yet still stand strong, she fought a battle that ppl call a hoax. She won her fight, she became covid free, but the after math left her exhausted, may she now rest in peace

We’retrying hard to be optimistic
We get daily updates on my grandmother
Today we were told shes covid free, but it has left scarring in her lungs, and will have a tough time...
Another troubling issue appeared, mrsa... and i pray... pray its one thats treatable... im not ready to lose her yet... the last thing i heard her say before her induced coma was “i need oxygen...” and i dont want that to be the last thing to hear from her

Dr told us to prepare if the choice has to come... but most of my family is optimistic... my grandma is a very strong person...

Yep everyone is positive... both my grandparents in the hosital the rest home in isolation... but goid news so far my grandma is sounding better my grandpa apparently is still kicking too, so far so good, rest of family seem to still be kicking too, hope they recover swiftly

my grandmother and grandfather contracted the virus
possibly my entire family out in the city where its hitting hard...
they never go no where so it had to be my fucking retarded god damn little brother...
if my family goes down because of him hes literally dead to me...

So im hsving surgery to smpoutate my pinky toe, its not even connected to any bone at all and apparently its been like that awhile... o.o so yea i was literally dying slowly x.x .... blood poisoning, but im doing ok

Got a possible amputation surgery... so yea
Im falling apart... literally...

So my 14 day isolation ended, after leaving i did some house chores right, to the point where i literally could black out. Im not sick or anything but i feel like i severely over did it, fatigue, muschle pains/stiffness, nausae...
Can these symptoms be just from over doing it? Bssically pushing myself? I havent done physical workout since jan....
Need input

Im alive no virus got me.... yet, had a close call too. But just to say, my body lost maybe 0.5% of bone and flesh.
Ah stubbed mah toe, never got better i was slowly being poisoned by dead flesh basically getting sick ha har but im ok.
Got dat sucker off and im doing ok, i am in a 14 day quarantine rule. Mentally not ok been away from home almost a month...
This week friday im released, but feels like forever... well watever gotta deal with it.

I moved all my work into scraps
I wanna try start fresh with my artwork here
hopefully soon