I know its been a lil over a year with this account But I decided on a better Name to run under so from now on I will be posting under this new account and I will be keeping the new account . MeteorFox was kind of a quick name thought up after having to close my last account so memories would not haunt me. But those memories are becoming less hurtful now.

anyways You can now find me here

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kitzune-echo/  Kitzune-echo

I dont know why and i dont care but I am Feeling in an awesome mood tonight! I havent felt this way in a long while So i am enjoying it :)

Miss talking to all my peeps on here btw

Well it's been a year since I've been here in kc . After being pulled out here by some good friends from my horrible situation. Life has still been throwing me curveballs . But through all of it I have persevered. Working two jobs. Got a new reliable car. Found a new mate. Lost friends? Made new friends. Lost a shit load of weight. Got a good computer. (Just no time to use it...) and throughout all of this still dealing with heartbreak. I think I've come to terms that my heart will never heal over it . But it won't stop me from growing in other aspects. Just have to keep moving on and trying to make each day the best you can. Course staying constantly busy helps keep the mind from wondering as well... sometimes. But you got to do what you have to do.

All in all. Yes I still hurt a lot and have nightmares constantly. But I will keep persevering the best I can
.."Carpe diem" or whatever..

Why did I share this information, don't know. Just felt like letting it out.. you probably don't care. But meh. I'm getting used to that too.

So I know lately my inspiration has been my depression over loss and other things. But when I try to draw anything else I just can't seem to stay focused... I want to be able to draw more in depth things and I just can't seem to find it in me.. was thinking about taking on some requests but I rarely have time to draw anymore. Life has just been too complicated.. and I just can't seem to get over the hurt.. I just want it to stop.