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BEHOLD!

Gonna try to kick my butt in gear and upload the backlog of art I have amassed since my last upload.

Also have gotten a fair amount of watchers since then holy cow! Thank you all!

As a fair warning there's going to be various themes ranging from SFW to NSFW with the latter involving kinky material that may not be to everyone's tastes.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28779081/

Any help (tips, spreading the word, .etc) will help!

Thank you.

Please take a look at this artist’s prices and adoptables. They are also streaming fairly regularly.

Here is their price list: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....rtha-amberose/

If you can’t afford to spend anything the please signal boots. Their art is too good to not be getting as little attention as it currently is.

Thank you.

Not that many but fair warning anyway^^

Edit: And done! For now anyway ^.^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8595904/

Do please spread the word of you can’t help directly!

I guess this is now a good a time as ever to bump that depressing journal XD

Happy Thanksgiving to everyfur/one in the US. Hopefully you enjoy time with your friends/family with good laughs and gooder(yes I said that) food!

And to those outside the US, hope you have a happy day at this current time XD

“I wonder, just what is it that makes me so... sad?”

”Why is it I always forget that one thing I was supposed to do even when I’ve done just about everything else?”

“I like talking with folks. Some I even call friends. But do they like talking to me? Am I worth their time? Do I contribute enough to the friendship? Or am I still on the “Acquaintance” stage? Am I being selfish for thinking that way?”

“I don’t like my face. My body is unappealing. I’m fat. Really. Fat. Do people cringe at the sight of me? Do I disgust them? Do they speak with me only out of courtesy?”

“My mind is cluttered with distractions. I shut out the world with music and sometimes gaming. Why? Is it so my “sadness” doesn’t show more than I would like? Why do I hate myself?”

The mind can be your own worst enemy at times.
(This is not directed at anyone. Just like the title says, Late Night Thoughts.)

So I very rarely show much if not any activity on here but I'm very much here and active. I've been doing some thinking lately on how I want to structure my page/gallery and decided on what I'm gonna do! Also wanted to address some things for future reference.

1. I don't always if not ever respond to shouts.

Does not mean I don't appreciate them make no mistake, I just don't usually respond is all^^

2. Watchers.

This coincides with point 1. I do appreciate them greatly even if I don't respond to them. Just wanted to clarify that as well.

Now lastly, Everything NSFW will go into scraps for the time being until I decide weather or not to make a dedicated folder(kinda wish FA had a function where you could lock certain folders to certain filters. Like anything NSFW-related could be only seen by those who are old enough and have the appropriate filters from mature to adult. just a thought really ) This is a fair warning! Look at your own risk!

Anyway that's about as much as I wanted to say this time around. Have a good one!

Old journal was old so bumping it with this to show I'm still alive(not like most care too much anyway).

So since I gave a fair amount of folks watching me I figured I'd try some interaction! So as you might have notice, I currently have mostly kinky stuff in my gallery. However I do have a universe/narrative as well. While it's not quite fleshed out entirely I'd like to start showing it some love(mainly in commissioned pieces) Now my question to you guys is: Are you interested in seeing some of this universe? Or would you rather the kink to continue? Let me preface first that you might not see anything immediately of either as I have to plan accordingly with my limited funds. But yeah let me know what you guys ant to see! Thanks in advance!

Yeah I don't care if it's this late but might as well bump off that old turd. Anyway again just want to say I am blown away by all the watches and faves and while I don't thank you guys individually I want you all to know it's greatly appreciated!

Well that's all for now. Thanks for reading if you made it this far!

That get your attention? No? Well that got awkward very quick... hey look a weirdo who talks to himself on the internet. What a source of entertainment.

ANYWAY since it seems that a good amount of people/furs have decided that I'm interesting enough to watch I might as well drop an update here.

First of all thank you to those who are watching me! I suck when it come to individualy saying thanks so hopefully you'll see this journal and know that I appreciate it.

Uhh... not much else to say really. Just getting over the winter time flu(ugh my god) and things are getting hectic as the year wraps up. Yeah I'm terrible at this kind of stuff.

Actually the only other thing really is that the mood is still fluctuating. I don't know. It's like one moment things are alright but then it's like ugh hopeless meh blah will never have a best friend(I have friends thank you god but just lacking that one friend you know that you really connect with) after having a not so positive experience at a first attempt.

But yeah that's all there is for me to say right now. Again thank you to the new watchers and I hope that whoever read this far has a wonderful day/night/weekend and what have you!

So a few days late but I am now 19. Man, just feels like I turned 18 few days ago. A lot has happened for sure between now and last year. Going to start collage soon, preparing to enter the workforce, Gonna start driving soon. Man, Becoming an adult is seeming to be quite a daunting task. Life has been a little more on the negative side as of late. Mentally and personally been very low. Life seems a bit bleak to me. If anything I feel like a bit of a failure really. Had my first long-term(over a year) friendship end on a very bitter note. Won't delve too much into it but basically I messed up. Even though it was pointed out that I wasn't totally to blame I still feel like I failed as a "friend". Really hate myself for that. I've neglected other people and honestly it feels like I don't give them enough incentive to talk to me. I've usually been the one to get their attention first just to talk. I don't know, just feel like a bit of a tool lately. Yeah, what a way to feel on your 19th birthday and all. Wasn't really planning to make this journal this big but eh, I guess I just needed to get some stuff off of my chest. I'll end it here though. Feel like I'm rambling to much blegh

Go here for more info:http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7786513/

Please spread the word around. It's very scary when someone is missing in a world like today.

Look here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20448558/

She could really use the help. And if your not but know someone who is then please redirect them to the link.

And even if neither of the options above are applicable then please spread the word. Anything helps!

Just stood in their shower? Crying? For a good 2-3 minutes? At 1 in the morning? While your supposed to be showering? Just curious.

When will you allow folders for favorite like DA? WHEN!? (I has a lot of art I want to add to my favorites list but It's getting hard to manage them with so many already. Am I wrong for wanting to do this? Should I just screw it and fav away? I can't decide 0.o)
Any opinions/advice would be appreciated!

And a safe and Happy Holidays!

Today three armed men went into the Inland regional center in San Bernardino and shot 14 people dead and wounded 17 more. The police chased the three in a hot pursuit then a shootout that took out one and another wounded who died later of their injuries. The third man ran on foot into the residential neighborhood and a standoff lasted for several hours before the third man was detained.


I don't live very far away from there.


Just goes to show, you never really feel afraid until it hits close to home.


Again my heart goes out to the loved ones of the victims of this horrible event.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmkAcGz1BJk

I want this to be a thing! GOD I WANT THIS TO BE A THING!!!

When you browse through your favorites going down memory lane from when you first joined and see sometimes almost nothing but "Submission deleted by the poster" on a whole page or a bunch of them on some pages. QnQ

BRING ON DA PRON!!! XD