Sorry for my long abscence, lots of things keep tending to change and I have been wanting to be active repeatedly before things change again, but hopefully things seem to be pretty stable right now and I am hoping to get more active again! Wanting to break my hiatus with some stories, but I am usually very unmotivated to do anything personal work related so if anyone wants to do a trade/collab/commission please do note me~! I would take requests normally but with college and work I really would rather stick with those three things ^^ Won't take more than probably 3 at a time due to the previously stated reasons, and all my previous works are on my page for reference! Hope I can provide more work for everyone here soon~

So for anyone following my page for over a year or two know that I came out as trans around then, and that since iv'e been struggling to set up an appointment with a therapist due to issues of home life. Well now that's settled and the big issue is financial, with a lot of personal issues I wont really get into but the bottom fact is i'm barely struggling to get along let alone try to see this therapist to help me start HRT so I don't feel miserable on a daily basis. SO I would like to provide a link here to my tumblr post explaining things a little better in detail and if there is anyone who would just like direct links just note me or leave a comment but all I can ask is if anyone seeing this can share it around that would be greatly appreciated <3 https://ngm123.tumblr.com/post/1683...../help-with-hrt

I'm going to Megaplex this year. That's it you can all go home now. (Will update with the actual meme if I get tagged or when I see it)

Just made as my very first telegram group, a group for furs who play the pokemon tcg whether it be competitively, casual, online, or irl, would love to see it grow if there already isnt a group for it, so if anyone here would be interested here will be the invite link and I look forward to seeing any other fuzz butts there uwu https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAAyDgnmxy5HYU37QYw

For those of you who don't know or are not in the close group of friends I have and have already told this, this morning at 10am my best friend and dog Lucky had to be humanely euthanized. In the past 24 hours he went from his normal self to vomiting, losing all fat and muscle mass in his body, not eating or drinking and becoming dehydrated, lethargic, etc. The vet didn't know the cause but most likely his age of 15 caused kidney failure that was probably in the process for a while but now finally caught up to him. I broke emotionally being that I forced myself to stay in the room when he passed, all commissions I am writing myself and anything I planned on getting will be on hold for a while being that I want to get a very nice probably painted piece in memory of him. I had him since I was 4 and he was one of the few memories I had of my departed grandmother. I don't want people to come here with pity or accusations of attention grabbing, I want his memory to live on even with people who would have never met him otherwise. He had a good life and I never regret a second of the time I spent with him. R.I.P Lucky Mark ???/2002 - 5/13/2017. You will be dearly missed.

https://www.twitch.tv/shinymoo Come join! Playing some ranked solo que, I may be in bronze but the journey to gold is my dream uwu

If anyone wants to come watch a bronze furry play LoL ranked come watch at twitch.tv/ShinyMoo :3 got pandora going in the back too so it's not all boring but I will not be talking~

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7994288/ A close friend of mine put this journal out so please go check her work out, commission her, (she had 3 people drop commissions so she was even more left in the dust dont do that plz) if you are so kind she does accept tips! I myself sent over some cash so she is covered for a bit but please do help her if you can! <3 Thanks for listening!

Im not really that scared tbh even being in florida. Im far enough away from the coast to not worry about flooding, live in a townhouse so its got a lot of structure, so im pretty sure ill be fine at home as this blows through ouo

HELL YEAH I NEVER THOUGHT ID MAKE IT THIS FAR. But in all seriousness thank you all every single one of you, I have no words to how happy I am that 200 furs took the time to want to see what I produce and for that I cannot thank you all enough. Now for the update~! I have the opportunity to get a partial suit, my first ever, from a very close friend of mine BUT I still need another $50 to use it at an upcoming meet and $80 to buy it fully so that everyone knows I am now more than ever wanting to take some story commissions, 5 USD a page any topic will not increase price please note me if interested or comment on this journal! <3

Just a reminder that I am still open for my written story commissions everyone! Currently saving up for a partial that my friend is selling to me so anything helps.

So for the umpteenth time I have been lectured by my folks for the most minuscule and stupid things, leading up to the threat of being kicked out and knowing them they will make good on that even though I am actively looking for work and if I was to be kicked out I wouldn't be able to hold said job. That being said if there is anyone that has room for a roomie and such, and don't worry once I find work I will pay my share, I just need to have a fallback in case something happens. It would be preferable to be with only other furs as the roommates but I will take what's given if things come about that way. So if anyone has something as such or even can just signal boost this journal for me to people who may be interested it would help lots, thanks!

Anyone else have one and would be willing to help a newbie around? X3

Woopsy

Havent been able to connect to the interwebs for a while so be expecting some art dump now that I have access X3

If anyone could spare the funds or wants something, or could even boost the post please do she really needs it to be able to get a new laptop to start up with her digital art! Here is the link to the post http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20994225/

-Unless need be, SO i'm trying to get a full time job atm but with the job market as it is I am having a very hard time and need any way to make money as I can so I figured I would ask around here, if any furs in the nearby Jacksonville area OR need something done that can be done online or from my home and you do not live nearby, please contact me if interested, I really need to make the cash so I do not have many limits to what I wont do, so once again please get in contact with me if there is anything I can do for all you fuzzbutts~ And even if you don't have something or just aren't looking for someone any signal boosts will be greatly helpful because I desperately need the work to pay for my insurance and gas ;w; Thanks for reading all and I look forward to hearing from anyone interested <3

Hap birth

One more week and I will be a year closer to the sweet release of death ¯\_ツ_/¯

Edit: I POSTED THIS AT EXACTLY 4:20 I AM THE ULTIMATE SHITPOST *Airhorns*

So another person I assumed was a good friend of mine just ended up blocking and removing me on skype and pretty much anywhere else after I texted them to ask if they wanted to play a steam game like we used to. I hate fake people, someone who just acts like your friend to either benefit themselves (have already dealt with this numerous times) or out of some kind of pity like they are obligated to until you don't talk to them for a while. My whole point of this is if you are going to talk to me to be my friend (not that anyone does rn anyways) don't be fake with me, if I do something that offends you or say something wrong tell me straight out so I can apologize or fix what I did and we can move on as mature people unlike some people I have encountered who always say your doing fine but talk shit about you behind your back. This is something that is always an issue of mine due to my social anxiety and awkwardness through years of bullying, I always worry now after all these fakes so please be truthful with me.

Anyone interested? I really need to start making some dough so spreading my name around or if you are interested please let me know. ;w;

Almost 500 views on the two trade pieces I did with Lilithrose, I am glad to see people enjoy it~ Getting very close to the 200 watcher mark and I am very excited!

I am so excited you guys like omg 200 watchers will be a big deal for me ;w;

I am almost to my milestone of 200 watchers and I am so excited! I may not be a visual artist who can give out an amazing piece for these kind of milestones and I already do requests so giving a free story would be redundant, im thinking getting a commission with someone I pick from a raffle winning? You guys let me know what you would like! And thank you for every watcher I have you all are amazing and I appreciate you all, hope to see you at 200!

Tfw someone tries to start drama because you refuse to date them after they were super pushy even when refused XD