reworded: I was right no one cared. And Sean, take me off your watch list.

So I lost my drawing mojo with my new meds.. So no more art for me. Haven't drawn in over a year anyway. I'm now officially disabled. I still live with mum and dad (it sucks.) I can't get a job, so I'm pretty much screwed. Gonna end up in a homeless shelter.. again. Haven't roller skated in 4 years. Also I gave up on love and relationships. I'm 31 and single for a about 2 years now. Haven't talked to a friend on the phone in over a year. Haven't seen a friend since December of last year. Yeah my life is boring, horrible, and pointless.

So I heard that Lumiya is good. I'm having terrible connections with my puter and I was just recently given a tablet. (yay!) So now I'm trying to figure out whick SL text client would be best to run.

Does anyone remember Zoobilee Zoo? It was on the Disney Channel back when I was like 4 so that's about 26 years ago. A bunch of people dressed up as animals used to play act on that show. I don't remember what it was about but I remember a bunch of people dressed as animals. Prolly no one on my watch is old enough to remember it.

So I just got my moms old laptop. It's slow as hell and clunky. Doesn't run half the stuff I want it to tho. But it was free.

Well it's official, winter is over, Summer is here. Why you may ask? It's going to hit almost 90 next week here in Phoenix. I hate this place.

So yeah my bday is on Monday. The 4th. I'll be 30. Hurrah?

So yeah I'm really sick, got a fever, chills, sweats, the usual. (Who even reads this?) I squeak when I breathe, went to Urgent Care and got stuff for my Nebulizer. Blargh, last night I rolled over on the cat (Ty) then he was really pissed off and lunged at me biting me in the arm. So now I have a huge cat bite welt :/

After 20 years we had to put down our kitty Smokey. He stopped eating and purring. We knew it was bad when he stopped purring, he was always very loud when it came to purring.
We got Smokey when I was in 6th grade, he came to us a tiny baby kitty barely old enough to leave his mom. He lost his tail when he was about 5.
I will miss him very much. He was a good old kitty.

So yeah alot has happened in the years I was AWOL. I now have an official doctors not saying I am unable to work due to chronic migraines. Yeah really sucks. I have no income because of this and have to apply for social security disability. I stopped collecting Ponies and all 200+ of them are in the attic. I'm still doing customs, just at a much slower rate. My kitty Milenka died, my kitty Smokey is almost 20 and is dying. We have a new puppy named Dutch and he's a little shit. It's a Great Pyrenees puppy, both the other dogs are jealous. We have 2 new kitty additions to the family. Rinzo and Ty. I'll be throwing some pics of all the new additions as I collect them. (The reason it took me so long to upload these three new images to FA is because I er forgot... how to. Heh yeah I know it says 'submit' on the upper left hand side of the page... I'm just a bit slow. Anyway I have plenty of artwork to scan and upload, some old some not. Lots more Marews as well. :)

~Jenn

It's been like what 3 years, well damn. Anyways I'm back, how odd is that?

Really I'm not. Just very busy. I have a kitten named Rincewind (yes named after a certain 'Wizzard.') Also I've been helping my mom with ickly tiny pups! They're about oh er 7 weeks old now? They're Bearded Collies and just the cutest things on earth! They love to play with the kitten and the kitten loves them :) We had 4 pups, but 2 went to our breeder, so we now just have the two boys: Diamond Jim and Nobby Nobs (anyone see a pattern with names here?) I'll do my best to get photos up.

~Jenn

Haven't uploaded anything lately, been a bit upset. No not EMO. But I have an actual reason to be upset. I'm worried about a certain person in my life who's stuck in Iraq. I don't hear from him often and when I do get a phone call it's a major relief to finally hear his voice. But then I start worrying again until I can hear from him again which might not be for another couple of weeks.
Just on Mother's Day I lost my therapy kitty. You know how some people have therapy dogs, well I had a therapy cat. Her name was Lotus, she had a beige and cream coat with blue eyes, extra toes on each foot and her fur was as soft as a bunny coat. She had been run over, and my mother and I had found her under my fathers truck curled up 'asleep.' She had apparently made it home before she died. Lotus was only 4 years old and was the sweetest little kitty I ever had, she slept with me every night on my bed and somehow wedged herself between the mattress and the wall or curled up with a stuffed bunny. On the other hand.. er paw Cupcake is pregnant (we think) and is going to have puppies! So we should have little Bearded Collies running around in about 3 months or so.
I have decided to collect rollerskate wheels now! YAY! Yus I rollerskate a lot. If anyone in or around Phoenix ever decides to go skate I'm almost always at Great Skate during their Saturday night session from 7:30PM to midnight. Note me if ya wanna skate.

~Jenn

I'm going to be uploading older artwork that I deem to be decent enough to be seen and not cringe worthy :)


~jenn

My Open Canvas finally works! That's a blessing and a curse. Haven't used OC in a long time, kinda forgotten how it works, and now after messing about in it I remember how bad I am at it. Just so used to a pencil and paper and not a tablet, eurgh!

~Jenn

On March 4th I'll be 25... Uhm yay? I still get carded to go into R movies, and when I go skating they still ask if I'm 18 so I have to sign a waiver. Maybe it'll all stop when I'm 30.

~Jenn