If you’re familiar with my work, then you’ll know that I have a series of stories that I wrote called the Hell’s Archangel Saga. These stories were heavily influenced by Natural Born Killers, Helluva Boss, the Postal games, the Manhunt games, Hatred, and The Punisher. The first story was conceptualized in late 2021. Throughout late 2021 and the first half of 2022, I was going through a lot of stress and rage. Hell’s Archangel was my way of letting it all out. At the time, it was the most violent, most offensive, and most sexually explicit story I ever wrote. Sadly, my mom passed away from cancer a week after I finished the story. I didn’t get back to writing until more than a week after the funeral. Looking back on Hell’s Archangel, I asked myself if I went too far with it. It was meant to be a one time thing. In early 2023, I made the decision to write 2 sequels to the story. I added Shirley Ferrante to the main cast, and Hell’s Archangel 2 became the longest story I ever wrote. It surpassed its predecessor in terms of violence, sexual content, and offensive content. Hell’s Archangel 3 took the offensiveness to another level. After writing those 2 stories, I asked myself once again if I went too far. After that, I decided to write some Helluva Boss fanfics. My hellhounds would appear as main characters in those stories. After I finished my fanfic called The Mad Hounds, I decided to move forward with Hell’s Archangel 4. It’s much more violent and more offensive than its predecessors, but cuts down on the sexual content. I don’t think I went too far with it. I will eventually go through with Hell’s Archangel 5, and it’s gonna be much more brutal than its predecessors. I stated that if someone were to read the Hell’s Archangel stories in chronological order, the reader would notice the deterioration of Layne Shadows’ mental state. On a side note, the second half of 2024 was when I commissioned Desperado Dave to draw the main characters of these stories. I think he did a fantastic job with each commission. If you want to know more about the backstories of the characters, I’ll leave links below:

Layne Shadows: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57086653/
Arlandria Kilmister: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57543457/
Joe Casto: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58073642/
Tom Yamamoto: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58612708/
Shirley Ferrante: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58993707/

I’m proud of writing the Hell’s Archangel Saga, and I’m also proud of Desperado Dave for doing a fantastic job designing my characters. Some of whom look better than how I initially wanted them to look.

Recently on Twitter, Rhythm Bastard made a post calling out TERFs on their bullshit. I replied to him with my character Shirley Ferrante and said that she has a long track record of slaughtering transphobes in my stories, which is why I gave her the nickname of The Transphobe Slayer. However, some worthless fucking parasites thought it would be a good idea to bullshit me about this. One of them accused me of being misogynistic because I am against TERFs. Being against TERFs does NOT make me a misogynist. Obviously this piece of trailer trash is uneducated and transphobic. Yes, I am a bisexual Atheist who supports the rights of trans people. Yes, I paid Desperado Dave to draw Shirley. It's obvious that Rhythm Bastard knows that I'm all for the rights of trans people given the fact that he too supports the trans community and went the extra mile by making a song calling out TERFs on their bullshit. He actually gave my reply a like, which I thought was pretty cool. Dave also knows about my support for the rights of trans people. The reason why I decided that Shirley should be trans is to add more diversity to my roster of characters and that she has executed transphobes in extremely brutal ways in my Hell's Archangel stories. And yet, people like to get their panties in a bunch at the sight of a character who is canonically trans. Some dumbfuck on Twitter claims that having a trans hellhound who slaughters transphobes is corny, which is hypocritical since this shitbag has an anime profile picture. There's nothing wrong with having characters who are trans, even if the characters in question hunt transphobes on a regular basis. Most of the trans people I've interacted with in real life and on the internet are generally good people. The same can never be said about the transphobes, including TERFs. Transphobes are among the many enemies of the LGBT community, and that's a fact. I'm not getting rid of Shirley, but I am going to block anyone who talks shit about her and/or gives me shit for supporting the trans community. Trans rights are human rights, and every sane person knows that.

Some people might be wondering why some of my characters wear trench coats. The main reason why is because I think they look cool and because I like to pay homage to The Matrix films. This is a major contrast from this one guy whose fetish is characters dressed up like food. That same guy was called out by Desperado Dave because the guy included Octavia from Helluva Boss. Dave doesn’t have any issue with my characters wearing trench coats. I even told him that Octavia does wear black jeans, black combat boots, and a black trench coat in some of my Helluva Boss fanfics given the fact that I told him that I aged up Octavia to be 18 because of the dangerous stuff that she does in my fanfics including street racing and gunfights. When I told Dave about paying homage to The Matrix films, he did mention The Crow. He is aware that I don’t have a fetish for trench coats and thinks it’s fine that I think they look cool.

I deleted the LinkedIn apps on my devices because of how broken that site is. I tried posting a blog post on LinkedIn, but it wouldn’t display a preview. I’ve been planning on deleting my LinkedIn account for some time, but I’m not sure when or if I’ll do that. For now, the apps are deleted from my devices. I don’t know how the fuck LinkedIn is the most broken social media platform in existence. People always say that Facebook and Twitter are bad, but LinkedIn is a lot worse because it doesn’t work. To be fair, it’s not as shitty as Google+. At least Google+ had the decency to disappear. As for LinkedIn, I look forward to the day that site meets a similar fate.

My friends and family know that I don’t celebrate Valentines Day. I consider it to be the worst, most corporate, most over commercialized, and most overrated holiday in existence. Hell, I consider it to be one of the worst inventions in history. The reason why I don’t celebrate Valentines Day is not because of the commercialization, a failed relationship, or any bullshit like that. The true reason is because of a domestic violence incident that happened on February 14, 2006. Me and my brother were in our room watching tv. We started arguing about something, but I can’t remember what it was. Shortly after, my abuser came in while he was drunk off his ass. He yanked me from my desk and slammed me against my dresser, causing me to bleed all over my school folder. This incident is what caused me to stop celebrating Valentines Day. Before the assault, my mom gave me a sticker that was worth $10. After being assaulted, I tore the sticker up and threw it in the trash. Over the next several years, I came to hate Valentines Day more and more with all these scammers, conformists, and corporate pigs trying to shove that corporate bullshit down my throat. I don’t regret destroying/throwing away every Valentines Day card I ever received, and I’ll never buy any Valentines Day shit because of the trauma of domestic violence. I thought about preordering some of this year’s Helluva Boss Valentines Day shit, but I just couldn’t go through with it because of the trauma of being assaulted. I haven’t bought any of that stuff the previous years, and I’ll never get myself to buy any of it. I can’t celebrate Valentines Day, and I’ll never pay for a Valentines Day commission. Fuck that corporate conformist bullshit holiday into oblivion! 🖕🏻🤬

An artist known as Desperado Dave is in danger of losing his insurance. I'm including a link to his Kofi so you can help him out.

https://ko-fi.com/desperado_dave

Just as a reminder, I am on Bluesky. Be sure to follow me there if you have an account.
https://bsky.app/profile/michaelracer.bsky.social

I recently uploaded a video of my picks for the best albums of 2023.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVKFTl8AqFM

I recently got the new Loona plush, and this is what I have to say about her.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXr7newr-Tw

I just signed up for BlueSky. Feel free to follow me.
https://bsky.app/profile/michaelracer.bsky.social

Not everyone knows this, but my family has been in a downward spiral since August of 2022. I’m going to go over the events showing how my family has been in a downward spiral.

August 10, 2022: my mom dies because of stage 4 liver cancer.

Later in August 2022: my Great Aunt Joan suffers from a stroke and is diagnosed with terminal cancer.

October 2022: my grandparents’ cat dies and my grandpa (Tom Markferding) lashes out at my dad, destroying our relations with him.

December 30, 2022: we attempt to make amends with Tom.

January 25, 2023: my Great Aunt Joan dies.

March 2023: Tom betrays my brother on Facebook, only to try and fail to make amends with him.

Easter 2023: my family has a reunion in this toilet called Myrtle Beach. Thankfully I didn’t get to go to that 🚽

Late April 2023: I left the Facebook group called The Markferding Family due to the toxic behavior of Tom. Furthermore, my Aunt Chris only made things worse by blaming my dad.

May 17, 2023: I took my rage out on Tom by unfriending him on Facebook due to his bigotry and toxic behavior after having planned on unfriending him for some time.

To say that my family is fucked beyond belief would be an understatement. I’m never attending another family reunion due to my resentment towards the Markferdings, especially since Tom and my Uncle Jim are white supremacists. It only gets worse when you find out that Tom has a long track record of gaslighting his wife into taking his side. Sooner or later, I’m just gonna cut my ties with every last person in that toxic ass dumpster fire known as the Markferding Family ☣️

Last night I had a dream about a Helluva Boss episode that doesn’t exist in real life. The episode focused on Loona aged 60 while speaking to a therapist. Loona didn’t look too disheveled for her age. She was wearing a black leather jacket and black jeans in addition to being bare pawed. She also had her hair in a ponytail. When the therapist showed her footage from her past, she started to tear up. I think this would be an interesting concept for a future episode. If not, I could always commission an artist to draw 60 year old Loona in therapy.

2022 may have been the worst year ever since 2020, but we got a lot great albums and EPs that year. Below is a link to a video with my picks for the best albums and EPs of 2022.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPnUdTVMIkc

I recently made a review on the Synthwave Protogen from CorgiBeans. Below is a link to my review.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CqPRuZSGMKI

This afternoon, one of my former Facebook friends texted me. This guy in particular blocked me years ago, completely burning the bridges between us. It wasn’t until September when he apologized and sent me a friend request, but I deleted the request and ghosted him. This guy claims to have been abused by his now ex-boyfriend and that his ex hijacked his account, blocked me and several other people, and destroyed his phone. It wasn’t until today when he finally texted me, and I sent him a long ass message saying that I’m not falling for his sob story nor am I accepting his apology. I also told that he should see a shrink and leave me alone. After I sent the text, he spammed me with a series of voice messages harassing me and playing the victim card. Even though I called him a backstabber—which he is—he questioned why I didn’t block him. I did block him after he sent the final message, and I’ll have nothing to do with him ever again.

Recently an artist who calls herself Avanne Zambuto was kicked out of her home by her abusive mother and was rendered homeless. Nestor Santamaria started up a GoFundMe in order to help Avanne. I felt terrible for Avanne and made the decision to donate to the fundraiser because she needs the money more than I do. Below is a link to the fundraiser so that others can donate as well. If you can’t donate, then the least you can do is share the fundraiser in order to get the word out.

https://gofund.me/f5c73a43

September 28, 2022 is the day my computer died. It was originally made in 2013, but was given to me as a gift on Christmas of 2015. The computer in question is a Dell Latitude E6400 with a Centrino 2 processor and ran Windows 7. During the first few years of me having it, it was very fast. By early 2019, it started slowing down due to its age. It got even slower in 2020. By early 2022, it became so slow that it was almost unresponsive. The battery was all fucked up, and the computer needed to be plugged in in order to work. It was only a matter of time before it would finally die. This afternoon, the hard drive was all fucked up, and the computer became useless. I can’t edit videos or rip music from my CDs with a broken computer. This isn’t the first time I lost everything on a computer’s hard drive. The difference is that this time, the only important things I lost were my music and my editing software. Fortunately, I have my music backed up thanks to my CD collection. As for the editing software, I can always download it from VSDC’s website. This computer lasted longer than the last three that I had mainly because this one wasn’t used every day. I will be ordering a new computer within the next few days, and I’ll be back to making to making videos soon enough.

I just did a review of the plush of Octavia from Helluva Boss 🦉
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcbwsbDyR1M

I haven’t been the same for the past month and a half. The biggest reason why is because my mom passed away on August 10 of this year. The cancer was too aggressive, and watching my mom die was the worst pain I ever experienced. She passed away in front of me, my dad, my brother, and my grandparents. How can we recover from this? I was hoping that she would be able to recover, but she couldn’t. I had to take a week and a half off from work because of what I was going through. The funeral was on August 18. Some relatives, neighbors, and even people my mom worked with attended the funeral. Four days later was when my dad picked up mom’s ashes from the funeral home. I really wanted to get my mom something special for her birthday, but now that’s not gonna happen. August has always been my least favorite month, but the loss of my mom took my hatred towards August to a new level. My mom did nothing to deserve this. During her final hours, I told her that she’s the greatest mother I ever could’ve had, and no one can replace her. I still stand by this statement, and I will dedicate my next story to her. My dad stated that he is never going to remarry, and I understand his decision. September 23 of this year is what would’ve been my mom’s 56th birthday, and her passing is the biggest reason why 2022 is the worst year ever since 2020. I feel like this loss has altered my personality in some way. Below is a link to the Florida Cancer Specialists Foundation where you have the option of donating money in memory of my mother.
https://interland3.donorperfect.net.....958&id=284

Here is a link to my official ranking for every studio album by Linkin Park, and I even include one of their live albums as a bonus.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOj3MW1haWg

I just reviewed the soundtrack to The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, and here’s a link.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozASotkvr4c

Here’s a link to my review of the new Grey Daze album.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKdyIIKCsJE

I have been planning this review for a while, but I was on the fence on whether or not I should go through with it. I ultimately decided to go through with it, and here it is.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eE93TUS-Nxw

I just uploaded my review of the Mr. Wolf plush.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2cUWzCm5DQ

Let’s take a look at the first compilation album from Psychostick, and this is the longest review I’ve made so far.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uo9_Kr1Waf4