I am currently Active / Inactive
General | Posted a year agoHello everybody. I haven't used this website in awhile, and when I do it's only to commemorate the good times. I have grown up and moved forward since the last time I was on here.
I'm sorry if I haven't replied to any messages in awhile, distractions can really overcomplicate things and make me overlook the smallest of tasks.
For the past few years my emotional state has been a real gamble, as drama and misinformation has really taken a toll to my mental acuity and has badly affected my trust into others.
I have been continuing on making art, but most of it is just random doodles and/or not furry related. The rest I can upload here, but only the art I think deserves the attention.
I haven't completely decided on whether or not to open PAID Commissions, because of also the issue of "Art Block".
Thank you for those who still believe in me. :3Looking to pay for Commissions :(
General | Posted 9 years agoI've been wandering around in Fur-Affinity, searching for Payment commissions from really good artists, as a gift for my boyfriend. So far I had no luck whatsoever, and all the good artists are closing submissions. So I go look for Open Commissions on the Search and only found artists who wants over 100 $/€.
I can't afford that, and I don't charge that much to my viewers either.
So I look at the journals list of those who I watch, I already asked
skyeder but got no answer back, I went looking for other 2 journals and they're either both closed or full of requests.
Now I've decided to write down a journal of what situation I find myself in. I opened up Payment commissions but at the same time am looking to buy a commission from ANY ARTIST because I haven't seen anybody except
mei5683 and
shadesofgreen, make my fursona more out there (especially out of my own skill).
I really hope I get any of my watchers attention, because the situation is getting dire.
I can't afford that, and I don't charge that much to my viewers either.
So I look at the journals list of those who I watch, I already asked
skyeder but got no answer back, I went looking for other 2 journals and they're either both closed or full of requests.Now I've decided to write down a journal of what situation I find myself in. I opened up Payment commissions but at the same time am looking to buy a commission from ANY ARTIST because I haven't seen anybody except
mei5683 and
shadesofgreen, make my fursona more out there (especially out of my own skill).I really hope I get any of my watchers attention, because the situation is getting dire.
[FREE COMMISSIONS CLOSED] :O
General | Posted 9 years ago[1 Drawing & Coloring per day]
Okay. Let's be honest.
I returned not for the money but for the art.
I opened payment because of Love and friends who told me that my drawing skills are great, and that I should make a profit.
But most of the furries who followed me in FA have known me mostly for my FREE COMMISSIONS; so I won't disappoint, and open a TIME LIMITED FREE COMMISSIONS Journal to my profile.
I will copy and paste the categories from the PAID COMMISSION journal onto here but I won't insert prices.
1. Furry art Animation/loop COLOR:
I will make short colored animations for each request.
2. Furry art Animation/loop NO COLOR:
I will make short black & white animations, for each request.
3. Furry Digital Art (YIFF):
Drawings with adult content will be colored digitally.
4. Furry Digital Art (CLEAN):
Drawings with clean nudity will be colored digitally.
Down here will be listed the FREE Requests:
0
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Okay. Let's be honest.
I returned not for the money but for the art.
I opened payment because of Love and friends who told me that my drawing skills are great, and that I should make a profit.
But most of the furries who followed me in FA have known me mostly for my FREE COMMISSIONS; so I won't disappoint, and open a TIME LIMITED FREE COMMISSIONS Journal to my profile.
I will copy and paste the categories from the PAID COMMISSION journal onto here but I won't insert prices.
1. Furry art Animation/loop COLOR:
I will make short colored animations for each request.
2. Furry art Animation/loop NO COLOR:
I will make short black & white animations, for each request.
3. Furry Digital Art (YIFF):
Drawings with adult content will be colored digitally.
4. Furry Digital Art (CLEAN):
Drawings with clean nudity will be colored digitally.
Down here will be listed the FREE Requests:
0
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REOPENING COMMISSIONS [$$]
General | Posted 9 years agoCommission Info here > http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....hel-89angelus/ <
Hey guys. I haven't been doing much commissions in a while, but I have returned to make art for these 2 weeks.
No worries. The price for each art request will be cheap. I'm not looking forward to emptying your pockets.
THIS WILL BE TEMPORARY AND I CANNOT WAIT TO GET STARTED.
I will make only a few categories for the time being, then I'll eventually come up with new idea's.
1. Furry art Animation/loop COLOR: [10 $/€]
I will make short colored animations for each request.
2. Furry art Animation/loop NO COLOR: [7 $/€]
I will make short black & white animations, for each request.
3. Furry Digital Art (YIFF): [5 $/€]
Drawings with adult content will be colored digitally.
4. Furry Digital Art (CLEAN): [3 $/€]
Drawings with clean nudity will be colored digitally.
If you need further information please send me a PM or comment down below. Thank you <3
Art Commissions requestee list:
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All payments will be made through PayPal.
Hey guys. I haven't been doing much commissions in a while, but I have returned to make art for these 2 weeks.
No worries. The price for each art request will be cheap. I'm not looking forward to emptying your pockets.
THIS WILL BE TEMPORARY AND I CANNOT WAIT TO GET STARTED.
I will make only a few categories for the time being, then I'll eventually come up with new idea's.
1. Furry art Animation/loop COLOR: [10 $/€]
I will make short colored animations for each request.
2. Furry art Animation/loop NO COLOR: [7 $/€]
I will make short black & white animations, for each request.
3. Furry Digital Art (YIFF): [5 $/€]
Drawings with adult content will be colored digitally.
4. Furry Digital Art (CLEAN): [3 $/€]
Drawings with clean nudity will be colored digitally.
If you need further information please send me a PM or comment down below. Thank you <3
Art Commissions requestee list:
1 ...
2 ...
3 ...
4 ...
5 ...
6 ...
7 ...
8 ...
9 ...
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All payments will be made through PayPal.
PROMOTED!!!
General | Posted 9 years agoAfter putting my body and mind to the limit, I was relieved and tossed all my tension and anxieties aside.
I sat down and sank into the couch, feeling like I was free from the heavy chains of study.
I feel like I've escaped from a brainwash and still have thoughts of returning to class next week.
Now I can put my mind at ease, and my body to rest, and say "I missed you sweet vacation!"
I sat down and sank into the couch, feeling like I was free from the heavy chains of study.
I feel like I've escaped from a brainwash and still have thoughts of returning to class next week.
Now I can put my mind at ease, and my body to rest, and say "I missed you sweet vacation!"
TODAY EXAMS!!! 0_0
General | Posted 9 years agoThat's right. In this last hour I have at disposal, I am writing this journal to let you know that I'm going to do my exams for my 3D printing class.
I am really nervous that even after I woke up I felt queasy.
We will have a powerpoint presentation at first, to talk about what we did in the Internship of a job (kinda like those meetingw where you present a product to your boss).
Then the other half of the exam is the hard part, which is all only written. So in this last hour I have I must study or read of what I haven't, and hope for the best, because... hooo boy, there is a ton of things to remember @_@
I am really nervous that even after I woke up I felt queasy.
We will have a powerpoint presentation at first, to talk about what we did in the Internship of a job (kinda like those meetingw where you present a product to your boss).
Then the other half of the exam is the hard part, which is all only written. So in this last hour I have I must study or read of what I haven't, and hope for the best, because... hooo boy, there is a ton of things to remember @_@
I'm growing SICK OF IT!
General | Posted 9 years agoWould you consider me a whiner if I'd told you I'm sick of being mistreated as a door mat? Or would you sympathize because I'm being a realist?
I am too nice for my own good. I welcomed people in my circle of trust too much, that the intruders came in and found a way to break this circle.
I am not making this up, I will gladly make more friends after this journal but I'm going to as a FULL WOLF.
I don't care if you're trying to flirt with me just to make me happy... I don't care if you think you know me, and you feel like you want to be with me forever because I'm not like other people... I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
If you guys want to stay my friends, I'm happy. I will no longer suffer for Long Distant relationships because I cared TOO much.
I had to wake up and smell the flowers, to realize that my friends and family were always there when my ex'es weren't. So I grew stronger because of them and more Confident of my future decisions.
I'm kind to everybody, but not to liars.
No more mister nice guy.
[PS. Except to my friends]
I am too nice for my own good. I welcomed people in my circle of trust too much, that the intruders came in and found a way to break this circle.
I am not making this up, I will gladly make more friends after this journal but I'm going to as a FULL WOLF.
I don't care if you're trying to flirt with me just to make me happy... I don't care if you think you know me, and you feel like you want to be with me forever because I'm not like other people... I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
If you guys want to stay my friends, I'm happy. I will no longer suffer for Long Distant relationships because I cared TOO much.
I had to wake up and smell the flowers, to realize that my friends and family were always there when my ex'es weren't. So I grew stronger because of them and more Confident of my future decisions.
I'm kind to everybody, but not to liars.
No more mister nice guy.
[PS. Except to my friends]
I'M BACK!!!
General | Posted 9 years agoHey guys, I'm back on FA after my long absence. I was busy, careless and distracted by many other things.
I did say on one of my journals that I have a Youtube channel so most of my time was spent there.
Then I participated in a 3D printing class, and from there I did 8 hours a day of Internship at a job.
My hours of the week are clearing up fortunately, so I will eventually return to make more art here.
I've lost friends but I gained some others.
I wish we can be all friends in the end.
See ya guys.
I did say on one of my journals that I have a Youtube channel so most of my time was spent there.
Then I participated in a 3D printing class, and from there I did 8 hours a day of Internship at a job.
My hours of the week are clearing up fortunately, so I will eventually return to make more art here.
I've lost friends but I gained some others.
I wish we can be all friends in the end.
See ya guys.
A Music Video For all my Foxy Friends ;3
General | Posted 12 years agoUSA 2 WEEKS, 4th September
General | Posted 12 years agoThat's right I'm going to the US for two weeks in vacation. I haven't been much on FA so practically I'm leaving you guys a small update. I always get nervous and feel like its a huge step to go there... because I don't live there :P
I salute to my buddies on FA for I had less time to communicate with them and I'm sure that they understand my absence. I have not forgotten about them. To whom has recently watched me, I thank you for appreciating my art, and my long years of art have not yet come to an end fortunately.
I keep creating something new, but for now furry art is on pause.
Seeya guys when possible ^_^
I salute to my buddies on FA for I had less time to communicate with them and I'm sure that they understand my absence. I have not forgotten about them. To whom has recently watched me, I thank you for appreciating my art, and my long years of art have not yet come to an end fortunately.
I keep creating something new, but for now furry art is on pause.
Seeya guys when possible ^_^
Stop with ART. TALKING ABOUT ME 4 A CHANG3 :D
General | Posted 12 years agoWell it's obvious that I've been absent, but I have my reasons.
1. I'M GOING TO THE US ALABAMA FOR 2 WEEKS ON THE 4TH OF SEPTEMBER.
2. I'M A YOUTUBER. I DON'T QUALIFY AS A POPULAR ONE, BUT I'M GETTING THERE, SO PARTICULARLY I'M WORKING ON MY GOALS AND MAKING ANIMATED EPISODES FOR THE PUBLIC {PS. ALSO COUNTS AS ART MAKING}.
3. I'M A GAMING ADDICT. SO IF I FIND A PARTICULAR GAME THAT INTERESTS ME, AND ABSORBS MY MIND, I WASTE MY TIME ON IT UNTIL I'M BORED OF IT {SPOILERS- GAME'S NAME ABBREVIATION IS SWTOR}.
4. THUS I AM STILL SINGLE IRL, WHICH MEANS I FOCUS ALLOT OF MYSELF ON PERSONAL AND PRIVATE ACTIVITIES... uhm... I said too much ._.
5. DON'T WORRY. I'M STILL INTO FURRIES AND NON-FURRIES, WHICH STILL MAKES ME A CUDDLY TIGERWOLF ;3
1. I'M GOING TO THE US ALABAMA FOR 2 WEEKS ON THE 4TH OF SEPTEMBER.
2. I'M A YOUTUBER. I DON'T QUALIFY AS A POPULAR ONE, BUT I'M GETTING THERE, SO PARTICULARLY I'M WORKING ON MY GOALS AND MAKING ANIMATED EPISODES FOR THE PUBLIC {PS. ALSO COUNTS AS ART MAKING}.
3. I'M A GAMING ADDICT. SO IF I FIND A PARTICULAR GAME THAT INTERESTS ME, AND ABSORBS MY MIND, I WASTE MY TIME ON IT UNTIL I'M BORED OF IT {SPOILERS- GAME'S NAME ABBREVIATION IS SWTOR}.
4. THUS I AM STILL SINGLE IRL, WHICH MEANS I FOCUS ALLOT OF MYSELF ON PERSONAL AND PRIVATE ACTIVITIES... uhm... I said too much ._.
5. DON'T WORRY. I'M STILL INTO FURRIES AND NON-FURRIES, WHICH STILL MAKES ME A CUDDLY TIGERWOLF ;3
COMMISSIONS are now OPEN!
General | Posted 12 years agoHello guys, I am back for some more Art Commissions.
I've been busy with youtube episodes and being busy, being less inspirational...
but all in all, I'm back for furry art commissions.
I would like to start doing arts again, because now I can afford it :D
I can only do Clean art for you, I'm sorry sex and fetish lovers.
Here is a list of commissions I can do for you;
A) Traditional Sketch = 3$ / 2€
B) Digital Traditional inking = 5$ / 3€
C) Digitally colored art = 8$ / 5€
D) Photography = 15$ / 10€
E) Short Drawn Animations = 20$ / 15€
I accept ONLY PayPal payment.
List of people:
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I'll do an image for you guys to see.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10595636/
PS.
Only close friends get it free! :D
I've been busy with youtube episodes and being busy, being less inspirational...
but all in all, I'm back for furry art commissions.
I would like to start doing arts again, because now I can afford it :D
I can only do Clean art for you, I'm sorry sex and fetish lovers.
Here is a list of commissions I can do for you;
A) Traditional Sketch = 3$ / 2€
B) Digital Traditional inking = 5$ / 3€
C) Digitally colored art = 8$ / 5€
D) Photography = 15$ / 10€
E) Short Drawn Animations = 20$ / 15€
I accept ONLY PayPal payment.
List of people:
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
I'll do an image for you guys to see.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10595636/
PS.
Only close friends get it free! :D
Created My own WEB-SITE!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoYour eyes aren't deceiving you. The title is right, I have personally made myself my Own Web-Site.
It has everything in it that talks about my character. Some information may require a Log-In, because of how personal it is.
If your not interested into digging through my files then check only the page's you can access without log in. Don't expect that I have TOP secret files like government stuff, if you do think it, you'd waste your time trying to hack it anyways.
I have many buttons and decorations, but not too much to cover your entire screen; just enough for you to have multiple choices.
If your still interested about my past and present click here:
v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v
http://beautifuleye4.wix.com/miksthinkingbox/
https://youtu.be/jqdptWPcDrI
If your not interested, then thankyou for reading my Journal :3
It has everything in it that talks about my character. Some information may require a Log-In, because of how personal it is.
If your not interested into digging through my files then check only the page's you can access without log in. Don't expect that I have TOP secret files like government stuff, if you do think it, you'd waste your time trying to hack it anyways.
I have many buttons and decorations, but not too much to cover your entire screen; just enough for you to have multiple choices.
If your still interested about my past and present click here:
v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v
http://beautifuleye4.wix.com/miksthinkingbox/
https://youtu.be/jqdptWPcDrI
If your not interested, then thankyou for reading my Journal :3
Comic Idea Cancelled. Time for a new start?
General | Posted 13 years agoWell so much can happen when you live miles apart from someone you love. And it didn't only happen to me. Yes. We must move on, until further notice.
Anyways enough of that comic thing.. something last less then anything much involved, let's end the line at that.
Next time I gotta be careful what choices I make.
Also I made this journal to scrap the previous one.
Anyways enough of that comic thing.. something last less then anything much involved, let's end the line at that.
Next time I gotta be careful what choices I make.
Also I made this journal to scrap the previous one.
Free Art Raffle by Myra
General | Posted 13 years agoAnybody Interested? Then dig in.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4280838/
This is
myra's journal.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4280838/
This is
myra's journal.Journal Update. Free Commissions [CLOSED]
General | Posted 13 years agoI need to update this. I'm telling you all, that now all the free arts, will be closed until my Inspiration will rise once again.
Only friends can ask for new requests, and I will enlist the friends I hear from the most.
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I haven't enlisted all my friends, because once again I said I haven't talked to all of my friends at the same time, so now I'm going according to top communications ^w^
Have a nice day ^W^
Only friends can ask for new requests, and I will enlist the friends I hear from the most.
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I haven't enlisted all my friends, because once again I said I haven't talked to all of my friends at the same time, so now I'm going according to top communications ^w^
Have a nice day ^W^
Remaining Requests, please hold...
General | Posted 13 years agoChange of Art Plans Compadre's D:
General | Posted 13 years agoSince, recently in this week we have a travelling guest (family friend in vacation), I could not afford to continue the Free Art Requests;
1. Because I'm not comfortable with the same person sitting in the same room in the afternoon.
2. This guest loves to travel and explore, so pretty much we have to travel with him.
3. Since our travels are distant, the afternoon's are very unfortunate for me.. and I hardly get on :(
So do not get offended if I haven't finished them sooner, and I apologize that I didn't warn you guys.
So, to these 2 requestee's, do not freight (do not fear), because I will get to your arts after Thursday.
rmpsi &
thunderblue
1. Because I'm not comfortable with the same person sitting in the same room in the afternoon.
2. This guest loves to travel and explore, so pretty much we have to travel with him.
3. Since our travels are distant, the afternoon's are very unfortunate for me.. and I hardly get on :(
So do not get offended if I haven't finished them sooner, and I apologize that I didn't warn you guys.
So, to these 2 requestee's, do not freight (do not fear), because I will get to your arts after Thursday.
rmpsi &
thunderblueAccepting Free Requests of any type except for Rated R.
General | Posted 13 years agoI am accepting once again to do Free requests.
And these will be in COLOR
MATURE CONTENT will have double meanings, innocent dirty play, and robust bulge showings. No nude art until I get paypal xD
ADULT CONTENT is revoked until I get paypal.
CLEAN CONTENT is always permitted ^^
FLASH ART/FLASH VIDEO I thought I'd experiment :3
Requestee list:
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[bff innocent dirty play] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9604797/
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[innoecent dirty play] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9623178/
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[Clean] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9710464/
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[Clean] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9631611/
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[Clean]
[2]
[Clean] & [Clean]
Requests will be terminated until I have no time for PC.
And these will be in COLOR
MATURE CONTENT will have double meanings, innocent dirty play, and robust bulge showings. No nude art until I get paypal xD
ADULT CONTENT is revoked until I get paypal.
CLEAN CONTENT is always permitted ^^
FLASH ART/FLASH VIDEO I thought I'd experiment :3
Requestee list:
[0]
[bff innocent dirty play] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9604797/[0]
[innoecent dirty play] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9623178/[0]
[Clean] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9710464/[0]
[Clean] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9631611/[1]
[Clean][2]
[Clean] & [Clean]Requests will be terminated until I have no time for PC.
My Little Pony Requests.
General | Posted 13 years agoI am not a brony... yet ._.
ANYWAYS.. I've been doing pony art for a girl who like's ponies and loves my art style.
I've done her a favor, 2 were free, the other are payed.
I recently done one in particular http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9567903/ that took me 5-6 hours in total.
One character for each day, maybe 2 characters in one day.
It wasn't easy, yet, it was easier for me to do the ponies seperate, then reunite them in the background.
ENOUGH OF THIS SUBJECT!
I know most of you watchers hate ponies.. and believe me.. I didn't like ponies until I started making art requests for
thunderblue.
Also, if your able to draw allot of pony art, does not make you less of an artist. You gotta change style sometimes, right?
Anyways. I hope she likes this art, I tried to make it purrfect for her :3
ANYWAYS.. I've been doing pony art for a girl who like's ponies and loves my art style.
I've done her a favor, 2 were free, the other are payed.
I recently done one in particular http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9567903/ that took me 5-6 hours in total.
One character for each day, maybe 2 characters in one day.
It wasn't easy, yet, it was easier for me to do the ponies seperate, then reunite them in the background.
ENOUGH OF THIS SUBJECT!
I know most of you watchers hate ponies.. and believe me.. I didn't like ponies until I started making art requests for
thunderblue.Also, if your able to draw allot of pony art, does not make you less of an artist. You gotta change style sometimes, right?
Anyways. I hope she likes this art, I tried to make it purrfect for her :3
Recently cheered up. Advanced with Minecraft Pixel Art. OK!
General | Posted 13 years agoThe reason I'm not much on FA is because I moved to dA (deviantArt), I'm not sayin I'm out of FA 4ever... just saying most of my art has been focused on Pixel Art in MINECRAFT, and FA rules clearly states that I cannot submit anything within the grounds of other game properties and yadda yadda... EVEN if the art itself has been painted/constructed in the game.
It's too bad, because I really did great paintings.
If your curious on what I'm referring about, jump on [my dA] http://michel-89angelus.deviantart.com/ . You don't have to, it's just to get my point.
Anyways in a short time I'll be jumping on a plane to US, Alabama, for a 2 week's vacation. I'll also be celebrating my Bday (11/20) and thanksgiving there. We will be taking off the 13th.
Recently 2 of my friends haven't been speaking to me much... one has gone absent for unknown reasons (
) and the other is acting odd around me, when I pour my feelings out (
).
I don't know whats going on with these two, and whatever it is, it doesn't look pretty.
On the other hand, Thanks to my best friend
xxryexx, he's been cheering me up and keeping my chin up, trying to keep me at bay from sad stuff, I've been feeling more confident, and slowly I'm feeling more secure about myself.
Thankyou for being there at the right time, I wouldn't know what to do if I was sitting between pain and sorrow.
Anyways I'm open for Free Pixel Art Requests (to do with Minecraft). {Don't worry, requests will be put in scraps}.
And I am available for Free Sketch Art. I'm not much in the mood for inking... unless it's about glowy stuff.
Thanks for the support guys.
It's too bad, because I really did great paintings.
If your curious on what I'm referring about, jump on [my dA] http://michel-89angelus.deviantart.com/ . You don't have to, it's just to get my point.
Anyways in a short time I'll be jumping on a plane to US, Alabama, for a 2 week's vacation. I'll also be celebrating my Bday (11/20) and thanksgiving there. We will be taking off the 13th.
Recently 2 of my friends haven't been speaking to me much... one has gone absent for unknown reasons (
) and the other is acting odd around me, when I pour my feelings out (
).I don't know whats going on with these two, and whatever it is, it doesn't look pretty.
On the other hand, Thanks to my best friend
xxryexx, he's been cheering me up and keeping my chin up, trying to keep me at bay from sad stuff, I've been feeling more confident, and slowly I'm feeling more secure about myself.Thankyou for being there at the right time, I wouldn't know what to do if I was sitting between pain and sorrow.
Anyways I'm open for Free Pixel Art Requests (to do with Minecraft). {Don't worry, requests will be put in scraps}.
And I am available for Free Sketch Art. I'm not much in the mood for inking... unless it's about glowy stuff.
Thanks for the support guys.
The RPThreat Comic (fur halloween)
General | Posted 13 years agoHi guys. I wanted to ask you guys for idea's for the comic... I mean I'm stuck on the page where me and Rye are havin a talk in empty space. So I was asking, if you guys can share some idea's or maybe a storyline that way, I can paste it into the comic no problem. And finally be able to complete this long Story.
Thanks guys.. I really need to finish this, and when I do.. I can finish anything.
Thanks guys.. I really need to finish this, and when I do.. I can finish anything.
Speed Painting VIDEO (My STYLE)
General | Posted 13 years agoYoutube - facebook BUST?
General | Posted 13 years agoI use Google Chrome more then any browser I hav, or, don't know to have. Anyways the problem is, that when I want to see a video on Youtube.. any video.. I can't see it, telling me of Error 305 or somethin... I try refreshing or changing browser, and same thing happening.
That's not the only problem.. there is also facebook.
I wanted to write down a daily status comment with GoogleChrome.. but page's are white, and I can't see anything. But InternetExplorer works...
I tried cleaning the mistakes with CCleaner, but nothing changed.. I just hope FA isn't next on the list... because I sincerely use these 3 websites the most.
That's not the only problem.. there is also facebook.
I wanted to write down a daily status comment with GoogleChrome.. but page's are white, and I can't see anything. But InternetExplorer works...
I tried cleaning the mistakes with CCleaner, but nothing changed.. I just hope FA isn't next on the list... because I sincerely use these 3 websites the most.
Other more years of loneliness...
General | Posted 13 years agoOther more years of loneliness, because... I cannot find someone dedicated like you.
I know I made my choice... and the risk was huge.
I lost you, and now I have ahead of me... more loneliness in real life.
I splitted up because the family was between us, and our paths were tangled by broken dreams, and unreachable goles.
Our hopes were too high, that we didn't see the real picture.. till now.
Other more years of loneliness, and darkness.
I don't have the gumption to even step outside.. especially after what happened recently.
Other more years, of hiding in the shadows, for how timid and afraid I am of the real world...
I've been closed in these walls for almost 3 years... hoping somebody would offer me a perfect job... but thus is an unreachable goal, just like our relationship.
I hide in the shadows just like a black wolf, hunting in the twilight.
I did promise myself.. that if I lose you... I wouldn't find another soul anymore... and I'd definetly turn back into a wolf... for how lonely I might turn out to feel...
I wish I still have my friends, after such an ordeal... I do not want to abbandon my flesh just yet.. my recent goals might have been shattered.. but I still need a new home to sleep in, far from my family.
You can consider me as an emo, when I pull out negativity at a happy moment... or I just smile and wave.. because I dont want you guys to feel bad for me... *sobs* sorry.. *sniffles* It still hurts... to absorb the pain.
I love you guys.
I know I made my choice... and the risk was huge.
I lost you, and now I have ahead of me... more loneliness in real life.
I splitted up because the family was between us, and our paths were tangled by broken dreams, and unreachable goles.
Our hopes were too high, that we didn't see the real picture.. till now.
Other more years of loneliness, and darkness.
I don't have the gumption to even step outside.. especially after what happened recently.
Other more years, of hiding in the shadows, for how timid and afraid I am of the real world...
I've been closed in these walls for almost 3 years... hoping somebody would offer me a perfect job... but thus is an unreachable goal, just like our relationship.
I hide in the shadows just like a black wolf, hunting in the twilight.
I did promise myself.. that if I lose you... I wouldn't find another soul anymore... and I'd definetly turn back into a wolf... for how lonely I might turn out to feel...
I wish I still have my friends, after such an ordeal... I do not want to abbandon my flesh just yet.. my recent goals might have been shattered.. but I still need a new home to sleep in, far from my family.
You can consider me as an emo, when I pull out negativity at a happy moment... or I just smile and wave.. because I dont want you guys to feel bad for me... *sobs* sorry.. *sniffles* It still hurts... to absorb the pain.
I love you guys.
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