"Yipes!"

I have to complete the remaining requests in time, before I leave for the US... and who knows.. where I'm going there might not be Internet Service.

[I'm an Internet Lover] NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU T_____T

I will get the free time to finish the traditional art on the 1st week of November, since I am not working. Plus, most of the arts I havent done yet, because of the tension and the part time job last days. [So I'm gonna ink some of the arts in the US, but I probably wont pubblish it, by the bad connection in some zone's xP.

So anyways we will be departing November 8th, and I will return the 29th.
We will stay for 4 days in North Carolina, then the next 2 weeks in Alabama, Cullman. I will be bringing my lappy with me. But, really I wish to visit all my bff's around the world where I met online... they have been good to me, and surprisingly caring. I dont recieve much affection irl, that's why I care for and you all.

"Yipes!"

I have to complete the remaining requests in time, before I leave for the US... and who knows.. where I'm going there might not be Internet Service.

[I'm an Internet Lover] NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU T_____T

I will get the free time to finish the traditional art on the 1st week of November, since I am not working. Plus, most of the arts I havent done yet, because of the tension and the part time job last days. So I'm gonna ink some of the arts in the US, but I probably wont pubblish it, by the bad connection in some zone's xP.

So anyways we will be departing November 8th, and I will return the 29th.
We will stay for 4 days in North Carolina, then the next 2 weeks in Alabama, Cullman. I will be bringing my lappy with me. But, really I wish to visit all my bff's around the world where I met online... they have been good to me, and surprisingly caring. I dont recieve much affection irl, that's why I care for and you all.

Yep.. I'm back, and surprisingly it gets boring in here, when nobody dares ask for a free commission... Thats strange. I thought the world loved Free stuff.
Oh well, anyhow, I am ready for new ideas... i havent continued the Avatar comic, because im fresh out of idea's plus i need lots of inspiration from my buddies, ofc after what ive been thru earlier, I couldnt just make a full recovery in one day.

I hope you guys, help me out with fresh new idea's also, it would be really helpful if you give me hints on the comic strips :3
I am recently doing even backgrounds and skins, for different websites.
Plus in all the commissions its all free everybody!! YAYZ!!
Here is a link I wanna share http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4624746/

Of course you will have to be patient please, because I have other commissions to make, and 9 are more then I usually have in a day. Plus I'm working till tomorrow, so it's worse then multitasking xP..
FREE Art or Not, it still requires patience. If you understand my meaning ^^"

Im feeling very generous :D

I cant stop listening to this song XD
https://youtu.be/K7tleFb6TlI

I snatched this from  syrus-wolfe

[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 4

[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car (train in my case :P)
[x] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 7

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (only very close fur friends)
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 10

[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 12

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 17

[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 19

[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to yourself as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 23

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Final Total: 28


Now, take your score and multiply it with by two to get your final score.

I'm 56% furry

Awww, I was expecting more xP

I am afraid, of losing my new friends and my old pals. Especially my best friends forever.
I have suffered allot in the past, and lost friendships and I have suffered allot, that's why I cuddle up to my old and new friends, because... well yeah you know...

So far I heard my new friends had difficult times in their lives. Those people made me want to reach over and take care of them, but unfortunately I live far away from my caring furry friends.

I am telling you about my insecurities and doubts obviously, because even if I have a happy day, sometimes things pop in my mind, and I become worrisome for everybody i care about.

I even fear of losing my love  regidor especially I wish he was in my arms right now to delete my worries.
I fear of losing my big brother  zackx1 because he is caring to me.. I fear of losing my bestest pals  xXryeXx  RedFoxxie  xCHEWYx  Rico-dawg  thedarkwolfzearoth  Bryan88  FoxietheWindragon  Jimfoxie and more ...

*whimpers scared*

I Found out I cannot afford to recieve or give money through PayPal without credit cards, or bank accounts. And I have neither.
So to proceed my arts I announce that commissions asked are still Free.

I know I might seem useless by the moment, and I cant help to feel worse about myself. But I'm different. *sighs* I guess I will have to find another way to make money online.
Thanks to  RedFoxxie -  Zackx1 -  mixxiwuff with their tips on PayPal, they were very useful on my money search, but alas I cannot afford to it yet.

And I thank to my inspirations, to help me get back to drawing;
 thedarkwolfzearoth -  Zackx1 -  Regidor -  Tyfurischer -  xxryexx -  Bryan88

Anyways I have started on doing a New Comic, with me, Regidor, Zack and other known FA friends of mine, and the story is about the Dragon Avatar. Previously seen on 2 arts
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4446846 and (cover) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4510272
But I might do a convincing and more theatrical cover comic book for my story :D

Hai. I know I havent continued my art, and of course I recieve commissions one after the other, but I have no problem with that, because it helps me to have more space on what I'm doing. And least problems. Anyways. I have 1000+ Pageviews and I thank most of you watchers for giving me such a golden oppurtunity to make some more and helping me and inspiring me. I love you all, and it has been awesome this summer. I hope you can give me more idea's this Fall (Autumn).

For traditional art 15$
For Inked art 10$
For Music 3$
And/or other art 20$

I will start with a cheaper price, because its my first time with selling art, and I dont know much about online cash ^^"

(Free for All arts).
The free arts expires until I find a way to recieve money throught the internet.

Hai. I know I havent continued my art, and of course I recieve commissions one after the other, but I have no problem with that, because it helps me to have more space on what I'm doing. And least problems. Anyways. I have 999 Pageviews and I thank most of you watchers for giving me such a golden oppurtunity to make some more and helping me and inspiring me. I love you all, and it has been awesome this summer. I hope you can give me more idea's this Fall (Autumn).

I might find a job eventually, because obviously I cant keep up at home Jobless. Family complaints and such. I hate Fall because its where the summer ends, and where fun is only an expression T_T
I will lose my Part Time Job before my birthday (20 November) and when it does, I will need to have a permanent job by the time.
I hope I can find it quickly, because I dont want to leave Italy since my roots grew here. I'm saying this because my Mom told me, that if I dont find another job, she will send me next year "for 3 years" to find a job in the US with my dad.

Wish me luck all. It might not look bad for you guys, but its bad for me leaving italy for the US. I have been living here for 13 years, why would I leave now? (my other 7 years were; 3 years in spain and 4 years in germany).

(( This week I will be busy except Saturday and next week... (PM me for requests meanwhile im at work). ))
I am a very generous person, and I will definitely give back free, what people request me. If what I have done for them isn’t likeable, then please note me about it http://www.furaffinity.net/newpm/michel-89angelus/ and I will get it fixed. Of course I do the art as a Hobby, but lately I haven’t been doing anything yet, because I was less inspired, so the best way to get me going is by doing FREE commissions for everybody who asks (obviously).
Of course, I wont ask you to pay up because I’m not that Greedy, and right now I don’t need the money (especially since I dont know how to actually recieve the money from FA to me).
So take your time to think what is, what you wish me to “draw (example) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4189162/ - ink (example) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4291814/ - photo montage (example) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4042282/ - create music (example) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4253351/ about… and such”. I have time and no requests at the moment, because of lack of communication with my watchers. So please come by, if you like… ^_^ Thankyou .

I wish and need a personal FA Icon of my tigerwolf, but Idk how to make flash animations, and I need help on the information of how to make a flash image " .gif "
If someone cared to send me a link on which application to make it possible, pls do it quickly x_x
Thankyou.

Hey everyone, So far the music sounds terrific (by my point of view) and I love how the remix'es come out... I especially pubblished on my Youtube page. :D

I dont know how I wish to feel... Im happy to have allot of supporters, but I still feel sad and/or incomplete inside. Probably I wish to have my mate by my side right now, because i do think of him, but we're still so far away from eachother v.v

Well anyways, I have lately been doing music with FLStudio9, and I have done a few drawings.

I hope this week will be different, because I already had a terrible start Monday 19th, Tuesday 20th was horrible too T_T wish me luck all... I need the support v_v

Hey I did a first Song called "Rainbow Colours" and I like it allot :3
The end is a bit off... but the rest is GREAT =D
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4123115/

I think I will make more, of course, I'll have to learn allot about this program, because it's already tough to find the right music and such x_x

Anyways feel free to download FL Studio, if your interested in making music:
http://translate.google.it/translate?hl=it&langpair=en%7Cit&u=http://www.flstudio.com/

Well I'm back on the saddle, ready to ride out of the darkness, since I am still not clear of all the sadness that I had from 2-3 days ago.

It wont be easy since lately i get ticked off easily sometimes, but luckily not always.

Anyways with luck, I might jump back on the desk and continue some arts... since I'm feeling better now, and hope for the absolute excellence.

Well, I already did the first comic strip of me and  Regidor, because I miss him so much... and these comics make me feel we are getting closer to eachother x3

Not much art now, because I have been with my Up's and Down's especially, knowing that most people at the Fun Center spread bad voices about me, and I feel terrible knowing they are, but not knowing what are they saying.

Especially feeling alone in this world most of the times... so If I am not even drawing my sad feelings, that means it's a terrible mood. I thank for my friends to keep me cheered up... I really need the real affection, one of my friends refused to hug me v.v

I seriously am in the midst of the Scale of Good and Bad. In the fun center I feel allot of Negative energy flowing around me... and I'm not loving it.

If any of my friends can help me out of this place, I might return happily with the drawings... And nothing gets done in this mood.

Sorry viewers... T_T

Summer art is one of the best art there is, especially with the heat, it makes you wanna think of the beach, the water and the *coughs* "you know what" *giggles*
Anyways this summer I will be going with my friends to a Fun Center, being animators for the kids, and going in trips to Theme parks and water parks... And having tans under the scorching sun, from white to black xD

It's fun, and I hope this summer will be fun. Especially looking at the Hot people walk around, makes you wanna chase after them *lol*

I wish to spend this summer more with my Love, that way this season will be forever special x3

I Wish to spend this summer irl with:
 regidor  zackx1  RedFoxxie  xxryexx  dragonianfire  jimfoxie

I already pubblished the first comic strips, and I can't stop drooling myself. Every strip is Daily, so dont pressure me for more hahaha x3
Anyways, anybody feel like suggesting me what to do next for the next pages? I was thinking of a surprise party that joins in... but feel free to bring me suggestions on positions and stuff.. hehe
I will keep on doing my way, until i see someone who will like to help...
*giggles* x3

Gotten better with art, tell me if you want it coloured or not, and i'll make it happen. toodles.

BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND MEME

How did it all begin...?
RP cyber on IMVU for the first time

Where did you meet?
IMVU

When did you meet?
Probably November or December 2009

Was it love at first sight?
idk, if finding a dragon avatar attractive is love at first sight

how old were you both?
18 me and 23

When did you have your first kiss?
Not yet, if you mean irl kiss ^^"

Where was your first date?
Read answer above.

How long until you met the parents?
I reeeeeally am not sure.

When was it 'official'?
The times we got back together x3

The good...


Whats your happiest memory of him/her?
When he was so romantic with me

Whats the sweetist thing he/she has ever done for you?
He took care of me, when we were friends... and licked my wounds when i was hurt

Does he/she buy you lots of gifts?
When he can afford it *giggles*

Whats your favorite thing to do together?
no answer is required *lol*

When did you know you were falling in love?
When we took allot care for eachother

Who said 'I love you' first?
I did

Is it true love?
We will see, until the 1st kiss

How do you know this?
Because all I ever wanted is to feel the love through a kiss, and I know it feels like wonders.

The bad...

Whats his/her worst habit?
idk

What annoys you about him/her?
hmm.. nothing in particular

Has he/she ever hurt you badly?
absolutely not

Do you trust him?
ofc... for someone who cared about me all along, how couldnt I?

The ugly....

Best facial feature?
Why would that be under ugly? His smile.

Favorite part of his/her body?
Uhm... *blushes* can i not answer this? its kinda embarassing >//<

Hair colour?
Black

What does he/she smell of?
idk

Whats he/she wearing when you picture him in your head?
I see a sexy dragon


Deep and meaningfull...

Could you be without him/her?
everytime i leave him, i dream about him everyday, so I guess i cant stay without him

Do you think about him/her constantly when your apart?
Read answer above.

How long have you been together?
I have been with him and not, so in total, it must be at least 5 months

Can you see a future together?
hopefully

Would you like to get married?
uhhhhhhhh....

Have children?
i dont think its possible, even because *chuckles* uhm yeah

Where can you see your relationship in a years time?
well, we'll see

5 years time?
idk, possibilities are endless

Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you?
idk

How do you know this?
idk xD.

Are you scared he/she might find someone better?
if he will, then i be sad v.v

Would you die for him?
ofc

On a lighter note...

Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?
cyber web cam ^//^

Say something that only you two understand
im horny

Do you have nick names for each other?
Hmmmm yeah kinda

Does he make you laugh?
That he does

Is he tickelish?
Idk

Are you?
*sighs* yes....

His Favorites...

Food?
idk

Drink?
i think powerade

Sport?
tennis

Past time?
probably something in bed, involving me x3

Animal?
tigerwolf *points me*

Aftershave?
idk

Clothing style?
sporty

Band?
idk

Music?
techno?

Your 'things'....

Song?
Stamp On The Ground - Italo Brothers

DVD?
unknown

Place to hang out?
online xD

Meal to cook together?
idk

Lasts...

Spoke to him/her?
yesterday evening

The last text he sent you?
"*Nuzzles* I'm so happy that I have you *kisses*"

When will you...

See him/her again?
hopefully soon

Speak to him/her again?
Read answer above

Tell him/her you love him again?
he knows x3

Lastly....

Is this love?
maybe =3

I am coming back telling you I am ready with requests, but still one at a time, because I just came out of a Big Ordeal. I have made peace with my ex... and I hope for the better and less for the worse x.x

I'm not doing requests yet, altho i feel better psicologically. I still need time.
Anyways I need friends to comfort me, and mostly family... But I havent recieved irl cuddles for a long time, and I'm getting colder with strangers...
I'm starting to hate myself. Especially how I explode when I lose my patience, I need a time off.
So While remembering my past, I torture myself as well... *sigh*

Sorry for the drama.
Signed, Emo.

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT? (slightly edited for the English)

[x] You know how to make tea
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[] You own a credit card.
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[x] You show up late for work a lot.
[] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before. (in bathing suit *jk XD*)

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks (or a local café or something) know you by name.
[] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realised that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR

Total: 24 What do I win?? XD

Hey everyone... I'm sorry to say this, but I'm stopping my requests temporarily, because of my current condition... I am not wounded physically, but mostly emotionally.

I only proceed with feeling...

But my feelings are hurt, so... yeah...

I like being watched and commented, I have no problems at all... but sometimes I wish I could do some valid requests for others... I did one request for a friend on FA  wereisRyutheRaccoon2012 , but he didnt answer if he liked it or not http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3719918/ _
And I'm worried I didnt do a good job, or I didnt do what he requested... It's just not easy to do things as other wants; and I told him that.

Anyways I only did 3 requests for others so far... the other arts are done by my willing. And I accept requests... I might sound desperate, but I'm calm like a cat x3

Right now I'm unsure on what to draw anymore, so please if you had any idea's just share it with me? thankyou ^_^

I love drawing allot, and being creative with the graphic FX and such on Gimp2.0 ... but today I'm fresh out of idea's... "Crap!" >.<

Hey everyone... so far I'm loving FA, especially by watching and learning the many anthro and yiff arts =D
But hey... I once used to copy by eyes... but now I'm no do for that stuff anymore...
Now I draw by what I see on that blank piece of paper. I Draw in pen, and am good at it!

The Title of this Journal is Right... Now I accept requests! Just tell me how you'd like the pose of your fursona or somebody's fursona, and where you want them "IF" you want them in a photo, like as seen before on (Alone Again???) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3705210 - (The Challenge To Nature_picture) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3616164/ - (Zack the BlackWolf) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3715455/ ! And various stuff of that sort... =3
Your welcome to ask, of course I will try to make them sooner as possible, Many requests mean lots of work... so be Patient, ok? Thankyou =3

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink, what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain what/where.
09) Worst habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What eye color do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?