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Posted 15 years ago
corgii Is an amazingly talented Anime style Anthro artist that is offering decently priced commissions right now. She is Lacking attention at the moment, and does not deserve to be neglected: her work is great. ^^If you all would do me a solid, and do her some justice, we would be awfully grateful.
Thanks a lot!! ^^
For the Fucking Guinea Pigs!!
Posted 15 years agoIs anyone curious about my fursona's background?
Posted 15 years agoIf you're seeing this, you've probably already seen my submissions entitled "Who say's we can't do as we please?"
Please, if you are the least bit curious about my fursona, take the time to view these submissions. I have taken a lot of time to start this story, and complete the chapters that I'm revealing to you.
It would really make me feel like my work was not in vane if ya'll took a look at what I have thus far.
Thank you so much, and I appreciate your time.
Please, if you are the least bit curious about my fursona, take the time to view these submissions. I have taken a lot of time to start this story, and complete the chapters that I'm revealing to you.
It would really make me feel like my work was not in vane if ya'll took a look at what I have thus far.
Thank you so much, and I appreciate your time.
Happy Commenter appriciation day my fellow watchers!! ^^
Posted 15 years agoSo, to all of you out there who have taken the time to push that tiny little button at the top of my profile that says "watch," Thank you so much.
To those of you who take the time to view every submission of mine, I give you a great amount of Thanks.
To those of you who watch me, view all of my submissions, and comment... OH MAI GAWD, I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS WITH A FUCKING WHITE HOT FUCKING PASSION FUCK.
Your comments and critique is one of the main things that keeps me growing in my musical talent. I am always seeking to improve, and everyone here nurtures that inner need of mine with their opinions, praise, and ego stroking. ^^
I will do something for all of you... I'm just not sure what yet...
To those of you who take the time to view every submission of mine, I give you a great amount of Thanks.
To those of you who watch me, view all of my submissions, and comment... OH MAI GAWD, I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS WITH A FUCKING WHITE HOT FUCKING PASSION FUCK.
Your comments and critique is one of the main things that keeps me growing in my musical talent. I am always seeking to improve, and everyone here nurtures that inner need of mine with their opinions, praise, and ego stroking. ^^
I will do something for all of you... I'm just not sure what yet...
Hello there all!! ^^
Posted 15 years agoI just thought that another update might be in order.
For the record, today has not been the best day (after sleeping in til 3 in the afternoon.)
But, other than that, things have been smooth sailing internally.
My mind has been in a better state recently. Holding that state seems to be a bit draining for me though, so, I guess I'll need to start taking it a bit easy for awhile. No more 10 hour days at school for a little while. ^^
School is school. I'm getting a little more insight into why people there are the way they are, and more insight into how I respond to them, and how they've begun to effect me.
I've noticed that I have less tolerance for indifference among the people around me nowadays. I guess that can be a side effect from trying to flow with my fellow cosmetologists on a constant basis... But, I should really realize that my indifference is what brings life to my personality, and that I should be able to embrace it, even when it's another person's indifference that I find to be a nuisance. Pretty basic concept, no? it will probably bring a lot more inspiration to my trade if i am able to embrace this aspect of my life fully, and without fear. But, I may have to better myself in other philosophical aspects before i take this step. I am still trying to gain stability in a lot of other aspects of my life: there's no need to overload myself. God knows that I have time.
Although things in the metaphysical are starting to come into their own, financially, we're stuck in a rut. My mother and I are still living with my grandmother in Ohio. With my mother being out of work, and with my schedule for school making job hunting into a wild goose chase, our primary income is my grandmother's social security check, which, mind you, is barely enough to support one person (who is terrible with their finances) let alone 3 people (who are all terrible with their finances.) To tell the truth, I'm not all too worried about this at the moment. I know that I will have some options if things go south: I'm not totally screwed. I can arrange something, at least until I graduate from school (which, I've already made it through half of my course so, things should be ok.)
Physically, I am forever finding new ways to hurt myself... always. x3
I just got over my left thumb joint giving my piano playing a run for it's money, and I somehow developed some form of skin irritation (after sitting in a wooded area for too long) that itched like crazy that I'm just now getting over, and today some 14 year old kid (at the church that i do sound work at) decides to play fight with me, and bashes my left elbow into a wall (previously fucked up in an ATV accident.) =/ Yes, it still hurts. No, it's not permanent. ^^ Other than that, I'm in good condition. My weight appears to be stable, my bones are as strong as ever, and my muscles are lean... too lean... Maybe I should try a gym (with my imaginary time and energy?)
My emotions are running as rampant within me as ever. I'm still trying to find a simple solution as to getting them in line. Maybe i should just blow them up? x3
My inspiration for artwork is kind of dormant at the moment, which really isn't a bad thing. It will wake up soon. ^^
I think that pretty much covers everything... except that I think I've fallen for someone... =D
I won't say who.
BUT, you know who you are, person that I'm falling for!! ^^ <3
For the record, today has not been the best day (after sleeping in til 3 in the afternoon.)
But, other than that, things have been smooth sailing internally.
My mind has been in a better state recently. Holding that state seems to be a bit draining for me though, so, I guess I'll need to start taking it a bit easy for awhile. No more 10 hour days at school for a little while. ^^
School is school. I'm getting a little more insight into why people there are the way they are, and more insight into how I respond to them, and how they've begun to effect me.
I've noticed that I have less tolerance for indifference among the people around me nowadays. I guess that can be a side effect from trying to flow with my fellow cosmetologists on a constant basis... But, I should really realize that my indifference is what brings life to my personality, and that I should be able to embrace it, even when it's another person's indifference that I find to be a nuisance. Pretty basic concept, no? it will probably bring a lot more inspiration to my trade if i am able to embrace this aspect of my life fully, and without fear. But, I may have to better myself in other philosophical aspects before i take this step. I am still trying to gain stability in a lot of other aspects of my life: there's no need to overload myself. God knows that I have time.
Although things in the metaphysical are starting to come into their own, financially, we're stuck in a rut. My mother and I are still living with my grandmother in Ohio. With my mother being out of work, and with my schedule for school making job hunting into a wild goose chase, our primary income is my grandmother's social security check, which, mind you, is barely enough to support one person (who is terrible with their finances) let alone 3 people (who are all terrible with their finances.) To tell the truth, I'm not all too worried about this at the moment. I know that I will have some options if things go south: I'm not totally screwed. I can arrange something, at least until I graduate from school (which, I've already made it through half of my course so, things should be ok.)
Physically, I am forever finding new ways to hurt myself... always. x3
I just got over my left thumb joint giving my piano playing a run for it's money, and I somehow developed some form of skin irritation (after sitting in a wooded area for too long) that itched like crazy that I'm just now getting over, and today some 14 year old kid (at the church that i do sound work at) decides to play fight with me, and bashes my left elbow into a wall (previously fucked up in an ATV accident.) =/ Yes, it still hurts. No, it's not permanent. ^^ Other than that, I'm in good condition. My weight appears to be stable, my bones are as strong as ever, and my muscles are lean... too lean... Maybe I should try a gym (with my imaginary time and energy?)
My emotions are running as rampant within me as ever. I'm still trying to find a simple solution as to getting them in line. Maybe i should just blow them up? x3
My inspiration for artwork is kind of dormant at the moment, which really isn't a bad thing. It will wake up soon. ^^
I think that pretty much covers everything... except that I think I've fallen for someone... =D
I won't say who.
BUT, you know who you are, person that I'm falling for!! ^^ <3
You Know You're In Ohio When...
Posted 15 years agoStolen from 
cigarsnscotch
1. Go to Google and type, "You know you're from (your city or state) when...." (hit "I'm feeling lucky")
2. Cut and paste the list.
3. Bold the items that apply to you
1. You don't think of Florida first when someone mentions Miami.
2. You snicker when someone's from Tiffin, because you think of the State Hospital.
3. You think Pro football teams are supposed to wear orange!
4. You've heard of 3.2% beer.
5. Schools close for the state basketball tournament. Deer season, too.
6. You're proud of your state fair, but would rather go to Cedar Point. [/b]
7. You know all the 4 seasons: Winter, Still Winter, Almost Winter, and Construction.
8. You live less than 30 miles from some college or university.
9. You know what a buckeye really is, and have a recipe for candy ones.
10. "Toward the lake" means "north" and "toward the river" means "south."
11. You've heard of the Great Nickel Beer Night Riot.
12. You know if other Ohioians are from southern or northern Ohio as soon as they open their mouths.
13. You root for a college team though you've never taken a class there.
14. You can spell words like Cuyahoga, Olentangy, Bellefontaine, and Tuscarawas *(Wapakoneta?) and you know which letter is doubled in "Cincinnati."
15. You always visit more than two amusement parks in one summer.
16. You know that Serpent Mounds were not made by snakes.
17. You know what game they're playing when the Mud Hens take on the Clippers.
18. "Vacation" means spending a day at Cedar Point or King's Island.
19. You measure distance in minutes.
20. .Down south to you means Kentucky.
21. Your school classes were canceled because of cold.
22. Your school classes were canceled because of heat.
23. You've ridden the school bus for an hour each way.
24. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.
25. You know what's knee-high by the Fourth of July.
26. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's my coat at?"
27. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked.
28. You think of the major four food groups as beef, pork, beer, and Jell-O salad with marshmallows.
29. You carry jumper cables in your car.
30. You know what pop is.
31. You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit.
32. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with snow.
33. You think sexy lingerie is tube socks and a flannel nightie.
34. The local paper covers national and international headlines on one page but requires 6 pages for sports.
35. You think that deer season is a national holiday.
36. You know which leaves make good toilet paper.
37. You thought that the Michael Stanley Band was the most popular band in the country.
cigarsnscotch1. Go to Google and type, "You know you're from (your city or state) when...." (hit "I'm feeling lucky")
2. Cut and paste the list.
3. Bold the items that apply to you
1. You don't think of Florida first when someone mentions Miami.
2. You snicker when someone's from Tiffin, because you think of the State Hospital.
3. You think Pro football teams are supposed to wear orange!
4. You've heard of 3.2% beer.
5. Schools close for the state basketball tournament. Deer season, too.
6. You're proud of your state fair, but would rather go to Cedar Point. [/b]
7. You know all the 4 seasons: Winter, Still Winter, Almost Winter, and Construction.
8. You live less than 30 miles from some college or university.
9. You know what a buckeye really is, and have a recipe for candy ones.
10. "Toward the lake" means "north" and "toward the river" means "south."
11. You've heard of the Great Nickel Beer Night Riot.
12. You know if other Ohioians are from southern or northern Ohio as soon as they open their mouths.
13. You root for a college team though you've never taken a class there.
14. You can spell words like Cuyahoga, Olentangy, Bellefontaine, and Tuscarawas *(Wapakoneta?) and you know which letter is doubled in "Cincinnati."
15. You always visit more than two amusement parks in one summer.
16. You know that Serpent Mounds were not made by snakes.
17. You know what game they're playing when the Mud Hens take on the Clippers.
18. "Vacation" means spending a day at Cedar Point or King's Island.
19. You measure distance in minutes.
20. .Down south to you means Kentucky.
21. Your school classes were canceled because of cold.
22. Your school classes were canceled because of heat.
23. You've ridden the school bus for an hour each way.
24. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.
25. You know what's knee-high by the Fourth of July.
26. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's my coat at?"
27. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked.
28. You think of the major four food groups as beef, pork, beer, and Jell-O salad with marshmallows.
29. You carry jumper cables in your car.
30. You know what pop is.
31. You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit.
32. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with snow.
33. You think sexy lingerie is tube socks and a flannel nightie.
34. The local paper covers national and international headlines on one page but requires 6 pages for sports.
35. You think that deer season is a national holiday.
36. You know which leaves make good toilet paper.
37. You thought that the Michael Stanley Band was the most popular band in the country.
a little update to loosen the screws on your sanity.
Posted 15 years agoOh, the life of an 18 year old nutcase furry out in the 'semi' real world.
Let's get this show on the road, shall we?
For the record, Cosmetology school has been like a goddamn wooden roller coaster. Mind you, I hate wooden roller coasters. Nonetheless, everything has been going fine and dandy on the good days. Most of my problems are the result of poor reactions, and attitude issues. Adjusting how i react to things helps by a lot.
Home... Oi, grandmother is getting sick of my mother and I. xD
Who can blame her? We've been here for about a year now... with no hopes of leaving as of yet...
things have been tense here, but keeping things around me strait as i go keeps me out of the confrontations.
socially... I've discovered the joys of the "Gay bar" recently.
No, I don't go out drinking. I can't stand booze.
What I HAVE found is the joy of watching preforming Drag Queens dance their asses off to dance music... THAT is a site to see. ^^
mentally... Things have been hard recently, but a breakthrough a day keeps the breakdowns away I say. I'm finally able to access my rational and philosophical thinking again, after a long time of being without it. I should be ok in no time, so long as i stick to my guns. ^^
emotionally... Oi, things have been crazy, but, as time passes, I find it easier to take control of what I feel in some aspects of my life. I still have a long way to go here.
Physically... Just dandy. I need to improve my posture though...
Musically... Oi.
Let's get this show on the road, shall we?
For the record, Cosmetology school has been like a goddamn wooden roller coaster. Mind you, I hate wooden roller coasters. Nonetheless, everything has been going fine and dandy on the good days. Most of my problems are the result of poor reactions, and attitude issues. Adjusting how i react to things helps by a lot.
Home... Oi, grandmother is getting sick of my mother and I. xD
Who can blame her? We've been here for about a year now... with no hopes of leaving as of yet...
things have been tense here, but keeping things around me strait as i go keeps me out of the confrontations.
socially... I've discovered the joys of the "Gay bar" recently.
No, I don't go out drinking. I can't stand booze.
What I HAVE found is the joy of watching preforming Drag Queens dance their asses off to dance music... THAT is a site to see. ^^
mentally... Things have been hard recently, but a breakthrough a day keeps the breakdowns away I say. I'm finally able to access my rational and philosophical thinking again, after a long time of being without it. I should be ok in no time, so long as i stick to my guns. ^^
emotionally... Oi, things have been crazy, but, as time passes, I find it easier to take control of what I feel in some aspects of my life. I still have a long way to go here.
Physically... Just dandy. I need to improve my posture though...
Musically... Oi.
Last call for Anthrocon!!
Posted 15 years agoI will be leaving today for Pittsburgh.
If you have not gotten any contact information from me, and want it, note me as soon as you can. Otherwise, It may be impossible to find you at the con.
Just to give one final description: I will be wearing preppy-ish clothing, and will have red and dark brown hair. I stand at about 6 feet, 4 Inches, and am flaming... You'll know it when you see me: I'm loud and obnoxious. I squeal a lot, and make very random noises. I MAY be sitting in a hall with a shitty keyboard playing a sad version of caramelldansen, or some other form of musics. ^^
That's about it. ^^
I hope that you all have a good time, weather you're going to the con or not, and I hope to see you all there!! ^^
Bye Byes!!
If you have not gotten any contact information from me, and want it, note me as soon as you can. Otherwise, It may be impossible to find you at the con.
Just to give one final description: I will be wearing preppy-ish clothing, and will have red and dark brown hair. I stand at about 6 feet, 4 Inches, and am flaming... You'll know it when you see me: I'm loud and obnoxious. I squeal a lot, and make very random noises. I MAY be sitting in a hall with a shitty keyboard playing a sad version of caramelldansen, or some other form of musics. ^^
That's about it. ^^
I hope that you all have a good time, weather you're going to the con or not, and I hope to see you all there!! ^^
Bye Byes!!
Anthro con is coming around!! ^^
Posted 15 years agoSo, after a long long LONG ass wait, and so much anticipation (dating back over a year,) I'm finally going to get to go to one of the biggest (If not "THE" biggest?) Furry conventions on the planet: ANTHRO CON!! xD
Now, this is not my first rodeo when it comes to furry con's: It's my SECOND!! ^^ Last year, I DID attend Califur, and it was, hands down, the best time of my life... EVER. I'm hoping that my experience at AC will match it perfectly (Because if it turned out any better, I would probably Explode.)
Now, I will be staying for all 4 days, as far as I know (Unless
ZennyDarkmage has to do otherwise.) If you want to catch me, You'll have all the time in the world. ^^ Just look for the really tall guy with the preppy looking clothes and the pretty colored hair. Or, If you really want to meet up at the con, flip a note my way, and I will give you some form of contact method. ^^
Which brings me to the next part of my journal: What color should I do my hair? xD
Choose from any of the following colors, or mix and match to make custom, cool colors:
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Indigo
Violet
NOTE: If you have specific names of colors in specific color lines that you would like to tell me about (Such as paul mitchell ink works hot pink, punky color Rose red, manic panic banana yellow, or splat's weird orange color thing of doom) please, describe the hue of the color in detail. I may not be able to get my hands on that particular product that you are referring to, and may need to mix up a new version of it with another product line. ^^
I think that covers everything for this journal. ^^
Now, this is not my first rodeo when it comes to furry con's: It's my SECOND!! ^^ Last year, I DID attend Califur, and it was, hands down, the best time of my life... EVER. I'm hoping that my experience at AC will match it perfectly (Because if it turned out any better, I would probably Explode.)
Now, I will be staying for all 4 days, as far as I know (Unless
ZennyDarkmage has to do otherwise.) If you want to catch me, You'll have all the time in the world. ^^ Just look for the really tall guy with the preppy looking clothes and the pretty colored hair. Or, If you really want to meet up at the con, flip a note my way, and I will give you some form of contact method. ^^Which brings me to the next part of my journal: What color should I do my hair? xD
Choose from any of the following colors, or mix and match to make custom, cool colors:
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Indigo
Violet
NOTE: If you have specific names of colors in specific color lines that you would like to tell me about (Such as paul mitchell ink works hot pink, punky color Rose red, manic panic banana yellow, or splat's weird orange color thing of doom) please, describe the hue of the color in detail. I may not be able to get my hands on that particular product that you are referring to, and may need to mix up a new version of it with another product line. ^^
I think that covers everything for this journal. ^^
*Explodes.* O_____________o *Mini rants within
Posted 15 years agoEvery time I go to make music, 1 of 4 things happen, with these given percentages.
1. FL Studio glitches, goes completely non-responsive, and has to be shut down. 40%
2. FL Studio causes my computer to have Critical errors, and my computer decides to restart. 20%
3. FL Studio causes my whole computer to become non-responsive without any hope of recovering. 30%
4. I actually successfully make a song. 10%
... I don't mind doing things with a little bit of "Makeshift" in the mix.
I don't mind that my setup isn't perfect.
I don't even mind that my setup is "below basic" in some aspects.
What I DO mind is that when something DOES decide to malfunction, (which mind you IT'S BECOMING A CONSTANT ISSUE,) It malfunctions HARD, and I find myself up shits creek without a paddle, having lost LOADS of work.
But, in the long run, it could be for the best: right now, I'm learning the in's and Out's of this program pretty well. It's good practice.
I do believe I may have a job lined up in the near future. I'll just need to start saving what I make... But, on top of school (which means i won't get too many hours,) trying to get a form of transportation that is constantly INSURED, paying my way in petty needs around the house, and other expenses that will surely come my way, I'm not going to have much left... =/
I should just get a giant gaudy looking credit card, and sign my life away to debt... I may have to disconnect my phone, and board up my windows and doors, but at least i would have a super computer!! x3 (I'm actually considering a less drastic version of this plan. I have to build my credit somehow, and paying off a 1,000 dollah compootah may look good on my credit score. ^^)
Ranting coyote-bird is done ranting
In other news, school has been a bitch recently, work at the sound-booth has been even more stressful, and I'm going on a vacation this week (that i didn't want to take to begin with) to NYC.
(another rant to follow.)
Funny story behind the NYC trip: My father and brother, Thomas, planned this trip ages ago, and wanted all of us (Meaning myself, and my Other brother, Anthony) to go to the city, then meet up with Papi's side of the family. Being jobless, I was not going to be able to pay my own way to begin with, so Papi offered to cart my ass there... I wasn't too keen to agree to that, but I did at first. Then Papi lost his job. xD He expected My brothers and me to pay for all of the expenses for ourselves on the trip. My response: "Hell no, I'm not going." Sensible answer, no? I Voted against the trip from that point on... Then Thomas... Thomas thomas Thomas... The middle child starts to get his greedy eyes: "I want to spend time in NYC with my brothers BLA BLA BLA, BITCH MOAN COMPLAIN." I humbly declined... He insisted... So he bought our train tickets (With daddys credit card [god, that kid has papi wrapped around his finger... >.>]) and everything was set, right? WRONG!! Turns out, Tommy forgot to request time off work for the trip: He's stuck working, and I'm stuck with a ticket to NYC that i didn't want with absolutely no reason to go other than "not wasting a ticket." ... =/
Fun? I think not. xD
With all of this BS on the mind, and a couple breakdowns on the side, I've got a lot on my plate. xD
Maybe I need a vacation. xD
1. FL Studio glitches, goes completely non-responsive, and has to be shut down. 40%
2. FL Studio causes my computer to have Critical errors, and my computer decides to restart. 20%
3. FL Studio causes my whole computer to become non-responsive without any hope of recovering. 30%
4. I actually successfully make a song. 10%
... I don't mind doing things with a little bit of "Makeshift" in the mix.
I don't mind that my setup isn't perfect.
I don't even mind that my setup is "below basic" in some aspects.
What I DO mind is that when something DOES decide to malfunction, (which mind you IT'S BECOMING A CONSTANT ISSUE,) It malfunctions HARD, and I find myself up shits creek without a paddle, having lost LOADS of work.
But, in the long run, it could be for the best: right now, I'm learning the in's and Out's of this program pretty well. It's good practice.
I do believe I may have a job lined up in the near future. I'll just need to start saving what I make... But, on top of school (which means i won't get too many hours,) trying to get a form of transportation that is constantly INSURED, paying my way in petty needs around the house, and other expenses that will surely come my way, I'm not going to have much left... =/
I should just get a giant gaudy looking credit card, and sign my life away to debt... I may have to disconnect my phone, and board up my windows and doors, but at least i would have a super computer!! x3 (I'm actually considering a less drastic version of this plan. I have to build my credit somehow, and paying off a 1,000 dollah compootah may look good on my credit score. ^^)
Ranting coyote-bird is done ranting
In other news, school has been a bitch recently, work at the sound-booth has been even more stressful, and I'm going on a vacation this week (that i didn't want to take to begin with) to NYC.
(another rant to follow.)
Funny story behind the NYC trip: My father and brother, Thomas, planned this trip ages ago, and wanted all of us (Meaning myself, and my Other brother, Anthony) to go to the city, then meet up with Papi's side of the family. Being jobless, I was not going to be able to pay my own way to begin with, so Papi offered to cart my ass there... I wasn't too keen to agree to that, but I did at first. Then Papi lost his job. xD He expected My brothers and me to pay for all of the expenses for ourselves on the trip. My response: "Hell no, I'm not going." Sensible answer, no? I Voted against the trip from that point on... Then Thomas... Thomas thomas Thomas... The middle child starts to get his greedy eyes: "I want to spend time in NYC with my brothers BLA BLA BLA, BITCH MOAN COMPLAIN." I humbly declined... He insisted... So he bought our train tickets (With daddys credit card [god, that kid has papi wrapped around his finger... >.>]) and everything was set, right? WRONG!! Turns out, Tommy forgot to request time off work for the trip: He's stuck working, and I'm stuck with a ticket to NYC that i didn't want with absolutely no reason to go other than "not wasting a ticket." ... =/
Fun? I think not. xD
With all of this BS on the mind, and a couple breakdowns on the side, I've got a lot on my plate. xD
Maybe I need a vacation. xD
EVERYONE who is a musician must watch this!!
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pidokakU4I
xD
It's so true.
People are so stupid.
xD
I try my best NOT to make 4 Chord songs... >.> I think... mostly.
xD
It's so true.
People are so stupid.
xD
I try my best NOT to make 4 Chord songs... >.> I think... mostly.
Hello everyone!! ^^
Posted 15 years agoOi, things have been revving up recently!! ^^
Just to get it out of the way, School is good, work is good, and, Unfortunately, I've scrubbed my plan to come back to California for the time being (But i still plan on attempting a return when i get done with school.)
Now, Musically, I've been stuck in a rut. Who would have guessed that my rut may have been totally dependent on the patches that i was stuck with in FL? xD
To be truthful, that's what it was. Now here's the good news: I've come across a good computer to use!! Some of you may have already heard about the "kick ass" computer that we use in the sound booth at the church that i work at, and, now i have more news on the issue: It now has Fruity Loops Studio on it!! After running the system through a few good tests, I have found that this computer will suit my "Patch" needs fairly well!! ^^
The only downside to this computer is the "Limited access" factor that i will have to get around. though mastering tracks may be quicker and easier, i may only be able to use the computer (at most) twice a week, so i will probably be punching out tracks at about the same rate as usual... =\
But, alas, I may have another personal computer coming my way that will be able to run basic patches, making it easier to put together "Basic" tracks that i can then "Re-master" on the "Kick ass" computer!!
So, needless to say, I'm in much better standing from a technological point of view.
As for a view of me personally: I've been in better moods as of late, more artistically inspired, and I'm almost ready to start making music again!! ^^
Life has been life.
and, i think that's it!! ^^
thanks for reading!!
OH, and P.S. I did do a voice meme recently, so check it out at this link: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3786287
Michia.
Just to get it out of the way, School is good, work is good, and, Unfortunately, I've scrubbed my plan to come back to California for the time being (But i still plan on attempting a return when i get done with school.)
Now, Musically, I've been stuck in a rut. Who would have guessed that my rut may have been totally dependent on the patches that i was stuck with in FL? xD
To be truthful, that's what it was. Now here's the good news: I've come across a good computer to use!! Some of you may have already heard about the "kick ass" computer that we use in the sound booth at the church that i work at, and, now i have more news on the issue: It now has Fruity Loops Studio on it!! After running the system through a few good tests, I have found that this computer will suit my "Patch" needs fairly well!! ^^
The only downside to this computer is the "Limited access" factor that i will have to get around. though mastering tracks may be quicker and easier, i may only be able to use the computer (at most) twice a week, so i will probably be punching out tracks at about the same rate as usual... =\
But, alas, I may have another personal computer coming my way that will be able to run basic patches, making it easier to put together "Basic" tracks that i can then "Re-master" on the "Kick ass" computer!!
So, needless to say, I'm in much better standing from a technological point of view.
As for a view of me personally: I've been in better moods as of late, more artistically inspired, and I'm almost ready to start making music again!! ^^
Life has been life.
and, i think that's it!! ^^
thanks for reading!!
OH, and P.S. I did do a voice meme recently, so check it out at this link: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3786287
Michia.
Taking a break from music making. (Indefinitely.)
Posted 15 years agoI can't seem to bend anything to my high standards in the musical aspect of my life.
I think I'll be putting down the programs, and the keys for the most part, until i can get back into step.
Until then, Expect a slower flow of, if not a complete halt of music submissions.
To those of you with requests, I'll still try to work on what you want when i can, but I'm not making any promises that I'll finish anything. (You don't want what i would make right now anyway.)
That's all for now.
I think I'll be putting down the programs, and the keys for the most part, until i can get back into step.
Until then, Expect a slower flow of, if not a complete halt of music submissions.
To those of you with requests, I'll still try to work on what you want when i can, but I'm not making any promises that I'll finish anything. (You don't want what i would make right now anyway.)
That's all for now.
A long overdue update!!
Posted 15 years agoHallo everyone!! ^-^
I thought it would be a good idea to let you all know what's been going on with me as of late. I've been really skimpy with my journals recently, so, prepare to grit your teeth and bear a WALL-O-TEXT!! xD
So, as some of you know, I've been attending Cosmetology courses since December. I'm happy to say that I am doing QUITE well in my studies in this field, and i plan to be out in the beautifying work force before the spring of 2011.
You may also know that I got a small job. I work on Wednesdays and Sundays as a freelance sound technician... at a church. How this is working out with me being agnostic, I have no idea, but on the bright side, It's a job in a field that I find thoroughly enjoyable. I've still got a lot of work to do at this little po-dunk church...
Oh, If you've been REALLY oblivious, I've been back in the music making game for awhile now. FL Studio has been treating me a bit neutrally as of late, and has not been easy or hard to handle. I'm thinking that once i get a better computer, and better patches to boot, I'll be INVINCIBLE!! xD
That covers the basic Gist of what's been going on as of late.
In other news, I'm still living with my grandmother (she's starting to get edgy now... >.>;;; ) In 'the middle of nowhere' Ohio. I've been meeting furrys around my area (within a 50 mile radius... >.>;;; )
... Now, For You So-Cal furries out there, I have some news: I've begun to plan an excursion out to California, not to visit, but to stay. I am hoping to be back in the area by the fall, but that time frame may be too lofty of a dream... Other than that, It seems that I've got most of the resources that i will need to go through with my plan, save for a few little factors here and there, but overall; I'll need to find a cosmetology school that has tuition prices similar to or less than the rates that I'm paying for my school now, I'll need a job that's transferable, I'll need mucho $Munnies$, and I'll need a place to stay.
I've already got a few places in mind for Living, so, that's pretty much off the list.
School wise, I've got to look into things more: Most schools wont disclose their tuition prices without a personal meeting.
Job wise... Well, my job now is too "small time" to transfer, so... I've got to find something.
Money wise... well, that will come with whatever work i can get... xD
This little plan is still pretty raw, and could end up changed in the long run, but it will not be canceled.
I think that covers mostly everything...
... *Poof!!*
I thought it would be a good idea to let you all know what's been going on with me as of late. I've been really skimpy with my journals recently, so, prepare to grit your teeth and bear a WALL-O-TEXT!! xD
So, as some of you know, I've been attending Cosmetology courses since December. I'm happy to say that I am doing QUITE well in my studies in this field, and i plan to be out in the beautifying work force before the spring of 2011.
You may also know that I got a small job. I work on Wednesdays and Sundays as a freelance sound technician... at a church. How this is working out with me being agnostic, I have no idea, but on the bright side, It's a job in a field that I find thoroughly enjoyable. I've still got a lot of work to do at this little po-dunk church...
Oh, If you've been REALLY oblivious, I've been back in the music making game for awhile now. FL Studio has been treating me a bit neutrally as of late, and has not been easy or hard to handle. I'm thinking that once i get a better computer, and better patches to boot, I'll be INVINCIBLE!! xD
That covers the basic Gist of what's been going on as of late.
In other news, I'm still living with my grandmother (she's starting to get edgy now... >.>;;; ) In 'the middle of nowhere' Ohio. I've been meeting furrys around my area (within a 50 mile radius... >.>;;; )
... Now, For You So-Cal furries out there, I have some news: I've begun to plan an excursion out to California, not to visit, but to stay. I am hoping to be back in the area by the fall, but that time frame may be too lofty of a dream... Other than that, It seems that I've got most of the resources that i will need to go through with my plan, save for a few little factors here and there, but overall; I'll need to find a cosmetology school that has tuition prices similar to or less than the rates that I'm paying for my school now, I'll need a job that's transferable, I'll need mucho $Munnies$, and I'll need a place to stay.
I've already got a few places in mind for Living, so, that's pretty much off the list.
School wise, I've got to look into things more: Most schools wont disclose their tuition prices without a personal meeting.
Job wise... Well, my job now is too "small time" to transfer, so... I've got to find something.
Money wise... well, that will come with whatever work i can get... xD
This little plan is still pretty raw, and could end up changed in the long run, but it will not be canceled.
I think that covers mostly everything...
... *Poof!!*
TAILS!! DIZZY!! LOCRIAN!! TRPDWARF!! LOOK OVER HERE!!
Posted 16 years agoOk Gaiz.
I think I'm ready to start on those requests now.
I'll need to get some decent sound packs before i will even consider calling your requests "Final compositions" and giving them to you, but i can still start on them!! So please, sit tight; I'll have your stuff ready as soon as i can!!
I'll try to keep you guys updated on everything Via my profile, journals, comments, and Notes!!
Just to brief you gaiz on where i stand on your commissions:
Dizzyorca : I've no idea how to make "Whale sound," but I'll poke around as best as i can!! even If i can't, I may find someone who can!! ^^
Locrian : Chord scheme is created. I will be starting on the rhythm track as soon as i can (which is going to be hella fun!! ^^)
tailsxfoxxninja : I've got a song In mind. I'll start on it as soon as i can!!
Trpdwarf : I'm trying REALLY hard to think of how I'm going to compose your request. It will take some good time, but i can do it!! ^^
I think I'm ready to start on those requests now.
I'll need to get some decent sound packs before i will even consider calling your requests "Final compositions" and giving them to you, but i can still start on them!! So please, sit tight; I'll have your stuff ready as soon as i can!!
I'll try to keep you guys updated on everything Via my profile, journals, comments, and Notes!!
Just to brief you gaiz on where i stand on your commissions:
Dizzyorca : I've no idea how to make "Whale sound," but I'll poke around as best as i can!! even If i can't, I may find someone who can!! ^^
Locrian : Chord scheme is created. I will be starting on the rhythm track as soon as i can (which is going to be hella fun!! ^^)
tailsxfoxxninja : I've got a song In mind. I'll start on it as soon as i can!!
Trpdwarf : I'm trying REALLY hard to think of how I'm going to compose your request. It will take some good time, but i can do it!! ^^So, I finally got it.
Posted 16 years agoOk.
I have FL Studio 9 Producers Edition XXL.
I will not be Opening for requests, and i will not be fulfilling prior requests that have been made just yet: I need to become more familiar with the program before i start to make music for people. I don't want to give people my practice projects.
Other than that, Life is fine, although I am a bit deterred at the moment.
Eh... *abrupt end of message.*
I have FL Studio 9 Producers Edition XXL.
I will not be Opening for requests, and i will not be fulfilling prior requests that have been made just yet: I need to become more familiar with the program before i start to make music for people. I don't want to give people my practice projects.
Other than that, Life is fine, although I am a bit deterred at the moment.
Eh... *abrupt end of message.*
Mai 18th Birthday!!
Posted 16 years agoSo, I turn 18 this Friday!!
... Kill me. Dx
I mean, Don't get me wrong: I'm going to love being able to go to conventions without parental signature, being able to turn off the mature filter here on FA (Which i probably won't do,) and all of the other stuff... but...
Ugh... Legal adulthood scares meh!! T-T
I no longer have the protection of "Jail Bait" on me with the perverts!!
;_;
...Oh well.
Anyway, I might as well give you FA dwellers a bit of an update on my status.
Cosmetology school is going well (I've been doing pedicures out the ass) and my home life is satisfactory.
Music wise, I'm getting over my blocks for composition, and i am also beginning to consider renting out studio time at our local music store (If they have it available.) I'm going to look into that as soon as it stops raining, and as soon as i start getting cash flow (which i may be able to pull some funds from the family.)
I'm also going to see if i can try to clean out this computer as thoroughly as i can. If i can get it running up to par, I may be able to install FL on here without much incident, that is, If i do it VERY carefully (and without my mother's knowledge.) But, FL will most likely just tide me over and get my music production skills up to par until i can get the studio time i want. If anyone wants to give me a hand with this, please, do not hesitate to offer. ^^
That's all I've got.
Thanks for reading!! ^^
... Kill me. Dx
I mean, Don't get me wrong: I'm going to love being able to go to conventions without parental signature, being able to turn off the mature filter here on FA (Which i probably won't do,) and all of the other stuff... but...
Ugh... Legal adulthood scares meh!! T-T
I no longer have the protection of "Jail Bait" on me with the perverts!!
;_;
...Oh well.
Anyway, I might as well give you FA dwellers a bit of an update on my status.
Cosmetology school is going well (I've been doing pedicures out the ass) and my home life is satisfactory.
Music wise, I'm getting over my blocks for composition, and i am also beginning to consider renting out studio time at our local music store (If they have it available.) I'm going to look into that as soon as it stops raining, and as soon as i start getting cash flow (which i may be able to pull some funds from the family.)
I'm also going to see if i can try to clean out this computer as thoroughly as i can. If i can get it running up to par, I may be able to install FL on here without much incident, that is, If i do it VERY carefully (and without my mother's knowledge.) But, FL will most likely just tide me over and get my music production skills up to par until i can get the studio time i want. If anyone wants to give me a hand with this, please, do not hesitate to offer. ^^
That's all I've got.
Thanks for reading!! ^^
Musicians i like on FA:
Posted 16 years ago
Asher-the-Firefox
Xanzion
Fredrik
X-factor
Zephynums
icefoxx
Lighta
Jemini
zuelo-b-riddick
Qygen
Kazza
Marwan
Tazara
1nsane
NyghtwolfFairy dust... O___o
Posted 16 years agoSo, I was in class today, and Amanda, one of the older members of the class who had already gone over the lesson we were doing about 3 times before, was doing her nails. Someone gave her the idea to put glitter on the wet polish to give the nails "Glamor."
So, she started applying glitter, and of course the shit is getting everywhere, attracting my attention, so i start staring (Typical furry reaction: OOOOOH, SHINY!!)
She then proceeds to say "Do you wanna put it on?" meaning 'do i want to sprinkle glitter all over her?'
I promptly agree, and dig into the glitter like a mad man...
In the end, I ended up with glitter all over me. My words were "I like my glamor."
Hers were "It's your fairy dust."
FUCK!
I promptly went into detail about how most furrys that actually know me say that I spontaneously produce, and release poofs of fairy dust (although, I didn't say that it was my "Furry" friends,) and how i found it ironic that she would call the glitter fairy dust
Har har. :/
I then took a pinch of "Fairy dust," and started sprinkling it on various classmates... I didn't get past the first one, Mandy, before my instructor started asking "What are you doing?"
"Nothing... Sprinkling fairy dust on Mandy... I have A lot to spare..."
So, she started applying glitter, and of course the shit is getting everywhere, attracting my attention, so i start staring (Typical furry reaction: OOOOOH, SHINY!!)
She then proceeds to say "Do you wanna put it on?" meaning 'do i want to sprinkle glitter all over her?'
I promptly agree, and dig into the glitter like a mad man...
In the end, I ended up with glitter all over me. My words were "I like my glamor."
Hers were "It's your fairy dust."
FUCK!
I promptly went into detail about how most furrys that actually know me say that I spontaneously produce, and release poofs of fairy dust (although, I didn't say that it was my "Furry" friends,) and how i found it ironic that she would call the glitter fairy dust
Har har. :/
I then took a pinch of "Fairy dust," and started sprinkling it on various classmates... I didn't get past the first one, Mandy, before my instructor started asking "What are you doing?"
"Nothing... Sprinkling fairy dust on Mandy... I have A lot to spare..."
It's a quiet night...
Posted 16 years agoNo one is on my messengers (Except my friend of over a decade that i talk to all the time,) There's nothing to respond to on all of my other sites, and i have exhausted my submissions list.
So, Since I'm bound to be bored out of my mind for the next few minuets, I thought it would be a good idea to draw up a journal to let you guys know what's going on with me!! ^-^
So, First off: The holidays. Christmas went pretty well, For the most part. I once again woke up to an empty space under the tree where there should have been presents, but it's been like that for the past 5 years, so I'm not complaining. The course of the day was nice though: 5 (VERY long) Minuets at my aunt's house, 30 Minuets at a house of old friends of my mother (That was actually quite nice) and the rest of the day with my cousin Nioma, The Guitar Hero Playing, Dance Dance Revolution dancing, Rock Band-Ing 50 year old... THAT took the effing cake.
Ooh, and there was this dog at my cousin's house (A really scrawny, scruffy Golden Retriever) That i wanted to take home with me (He was freaking ADORABLE!!) But, Unfortunately for me, our landlord does not allow pets in our apartment... That's the only thing that stopped me: Had i the resources to take care of the adorable thing, I would have struck up a deal with it's owner, and taken the cute thing away with me (Even though it probably would have KILLED the son of the owner... O.o;;;)
So, that was my Christmas. It's probably one of my better ones.
Now, As some of you may know, I have been attending a Cosmetology school for the past month. It's been a bumpy ride thus far, I will say that, but I haven't been knocked off the band wagon yet: I'm in it for the long haul!! But, I start working on actual people on my next week of school. I have to do that up on the salon floor: It's a completely different world up there. I'm expecting Light culture shock. Other than that, The course is interesting, the instructors are Amazing, and the facility is actually quite nice. I'll try to keep you guys updated on this. (I may even start a *Raphaell's Cosmetology drama journal* just for you guys to laugh at!! xD)
There's still nothing totally solid on the "Music production dilemma" as of yet. I'm still trying to work some things over but chances say that i will not be able to do anything for another year. That studio time that i could have gotten my hands on expired... at least, It has to my knowledge. I may be able to get that back though, If i try: I'll just have to open up my resources. I may also be able to get my hands on a PC that can run FL soon, but this has not even been discussed. One thing is for sure though: I will be getting a computer of my own from my father/ family within the next months/ year that i can do as i please with. If all else fails, I have that to fall back on. As for now, Nothing can be certain.
My mind is sound... Most of the time.
My attitude wavers depending on most situations, but my perspective remains, for the most part, Positive, save for a few instances.
My body is in healthy shape, except i have a rib out of place (No worries, I have massage therapists in training at my school that can pop that back into place lickety split) and a massive amount of Sugar and Caffeine intake that is causing me emotional distress every now and again (It's only because they have massive amounts of free coffee at my school...)
I've been drawing a bit recently. As soon as I am in the presence of a scanner, I shall upload shit.
I can not write any new music to save my life, but that's mainly because of my keyboard...
I can't write to save my life either... Except journals of course...
Things look pretty mellow at the moment, Dimly lit, and a bit hard to see, but i know that things shall definitely turn out with better terms and conditions for me. I lose my sight of that thought, or reminder every now and again, but it always comes back to greet me with new and old perspective that match my issues in pair.
All is good, but it's still chaos at times... ^-^
I'm learning to enjoy things beyond that chaos.
and learning how to deal with that chaos and bring order to it when i can.
Oh, the learning of life...
So, Since I'm bound to be bored out of my mind for the next few minuets, I thought it would be a good idea to draw up a journal to let you guys know what's going on with me!! ^-^
So, First off: The holidays. Christmas went pretty well, For the most part. I once again woke up to an empty space under the tree where there should have been presents, but it's been like that for the past 5 years, so I'm not complaining. The course of the day was nice though: 5 (VERY long) Minuets at my aunt's house, 30 Minuets at a house of old friends of my mother (That was actually quite nice) and the rest of the day with my cousin Nioma, The Guitar Hero Playing, Dance Dance Revolution dancing, Rock Band-Ing 50 year old... THAT took the effing cake.
Ooh, and there was this dog at my cousin's house (A really scrawny, scruffy Golden Retriever) That i wanted to take home with me (He was freaking ADORABLE!!) But, Unfortunately for me, our landlord does not allow pets in our apartment... That's the only thing that stopped me: Had i the resources to take care of the adorable thing, I would have struck up a deal with it's owner, and taken the cute thing away with me (Even though it probably would have KILLED the son of the owner... O.o;;;)
So, that was my Christmas. It's probably one of my better ones.
Now, As some of you may know, I have been attending a Cosmetology school for the past month. It's been a bumpy ride thus far, I will say that, but I haven't been knocked off the band wagon yet: I'm in it for the long haul!! But, I start working on actual people on my next week of school. I have to do that up on the salon floor: It's a completely different world up there. I'm expecting Light culture shock. Other than that, The course is interesting, the instructors are Amazing, and the facility is actually quite nice. I'll try to keep you guys updated on this. (I may even start a *Raphaell's Cosmetology drama journal* just for you guys to laugh at!! xD)
There's still nothing totally solid on the "Music production dilemma" as of yet. I'm still trying to work some things over but chances say that i will not be able to do anything for another year. That studio time that i could have gotten my hands on expired... at least, It has to my knowledge. I may be able to get that back though, If i try: I'll just have to open up my resources. I may also be able to get my hands on a PC that can run FL soon, but this has not even been discussed. One thing is for sure though: I will be getting a computer of my own from my father/ family within the next months/ year that i can do as i please with. If all else fails, I have that to fall back on. As for now, Nothing can be certain.
My mind is sound... Most of the time.
My attitude wavers depending on most situations, but my perspective remains, for the most part, Positive, save for a few instances.
My body is in healthy shape, except i have a rib out of place (No worries, I have massage therapists in training at my school that can pop that back into place lickety split) and a massive amount of Sugar and Caffeine intake that is causing me emotional distress every now and again (It's only because they have massive amounts of free coffee at my school...)
I've been drawing a bit recently. As soon as I am in the presence of a scanner, I shall upload shit.
I can not write any new music to save my life, but that's mainly because of my keyboard...
I can't write to save my life either... Except journals of course...
Things look pretty mellow at the moment, Dimly lit, and a bit hard to see, but i know that things shall definitely turn out with better terms and conditions for me. I lose my sight of that thought, or reminder every now and again, but it always comes back to greet me with new and old perspective that match my issues in pair.
All is good, but it's still chaos at times... ^-^
I'm learning to enjoy things beyond that chaos.
and learning how to deal with that chaos and bring order to it when i can.
Oh, the learning of life...
News: COSMETOLOGY?! *Not a "Happy Thanksgiving" Journal!*
Posted 16 years agoSo, I've totally forgot to let all of you gaiz know what's been going on with me recently!! I have some good news, and i feel bad for neglecting to tell all of you!! (Especially considering that this good news has been spanned over this whole month!!)
Nevertheless, Since all of my prototype plans decided to defenestrate themselves up to this point, I started to look into cosmetology schools in the area on a bit of a whim (Cosmetology, or hair dressing, has always been a topic of interest for me.)
And, Low and behold, i found a good school in the area: I will now be attending classes at "Raphael's School Of Beauty Culture Inc." full time for the next year and a half, or less!!
That's right: Your little Michia is growing up, and learning how to take care of peoples hair!! xD
I may have to pay back 5,050 dollars in loans, but, hey, for a 15,500 dollar course, that's not half bad!! (Only 1/3 bad.)
I shall be starting classes on this upcoming Tuesday, so wish me good luck!!
In other news, I may have found a studio, but it's still a relatively shaky situation, So i won't go into much more detail on it for now: If anything happens with this, will be sure to let you guys know.
Other than that, my life has been fairly slow.
Oh, and happy Thanksgiving to those of you in the US.
Just trying to be polite. ^^;;;
Oh, and if any of you have questions for me feel free to ask!! I need the social attention!! xD
Nevertheless, Since all of my prototype plans decided to defenestrate themselves up to this point, I started to look into cosmetology schools in the area on a bit of a whim (Cosmetology, or hair dressing, has always been a topic of interest for me.)
And, Low and behold, i found a good school in the area: I will now be attending classes at "Raphael's School Of Beauty Culture Inc." full time for the next year and a half, or less!!
That's right: Your little Michia is growing up, and learning how to take care of peoples hair!! xD
I may have to pay back 5,050 dollars in loans, but, hey, for a 15,500 dollar course, that's not half bad!! (Only 1/3 bad.)
I shall be starting classes on this upcoming Tuesday, so wish me good luck!!
In other news, I may have found a studio, but it's still a relatively shaky situation, So i won't go into much more detail on it for now: If anything happens with this, will be sure to let you guys know.
Other than that, my life has been fairly slow.
Oh, and happy Thanksgiving to those of you in the US.
Just trying to be polite. ^^;;;
Oh, and if any of you have questions for me feel free to ask!! I need the social attention!! xD
I really do have a Caramell obsession...
Posted 16 years agoEnough to do this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzv6FuiMhsQ
The quality is horrid, the sound is putrid, and they playing is downright repulsive,
But, i thought you gaiz needed something to tide you over until i got back into the music making game...
I can't believe that it's almost been a year since i started producing, and I'm going to be right back where i started when i start up again... ^^;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzv6FuiMhsQ
The quality is horrid, the sound is putrid, and they playing is downright repulsive,
But, i thought you gaiz needed something to tide you over until i got back into the music making game...
I can't believe that it's almost been a year since i started producing, and I'm going to be right back where i started when i start up again... ^^;
I'MMA NEED AN EDITOR SOON!! xD (Literacy needed)
Posted 16 years agoSo, after months of procrastination, I finally started to write the story behind my fursona!!
The combination of 7 hours of work, 2 cups of coffee, 6 hours of sleep deprivation, and a killer determination helped me create 6 pages of a 12 font single spaced furry story.
But, due to the wonderful "Sleep deprivation" aspect of the project at hand, I have a bit of a fear that the story may not flow as well as i wish for it to. Normally my editing skills are up to par, but only over a great period of time, after I've let the story sit for Ump-teen months. I would like to get this story "Up and out" as soon as humanly possible.
So, for those of you with curious minds, an eye for good literature, and a hand for molding words correctly, I would like to ask you: Will you be my volunteer editor?
You'll be the first person to read the story, and will have editors Privilege over all that i let you see!! (I will also credit you when i submit it.)
So, is anyone interested? ^^;
The combination of 7 hours of work, 2 cups of coffee, 6 hours of sleep deprivation, and a killer determination helped me create 6 pages of a 12 font single spaced furry story.
But, due to the wonderful "Sleep deprivation" aspect of the project at hand, I have a bit of a fear that the story may not flow as well as i wish for it to. Normally my editing skills are up to par, but only over a great period of time, after I've let the story sit for Ump-teen months. I would like to get this story "Up and out" as soon as humanly possible.
So, for those of you with curious minds, an eye for good literature, and a hand for molding words correctly, I would like to ask you: Will you be my volunteer editor?
You'll be the first person to read the story, and will have editors Privilege over all that i let you see!! (I will also credit you when i submit it.)
So, is anyone interested? ^^;
It's raining...
Posted 16 years agoit sounds nice... and i normally hate the rain... ^^;
...
I just got done doing a bit of factual and mythical research on the "Coyote."
The factual stuff was just what it was: factual information, and structure. Ironically, that helped my brain go in a strait line for more than five seconds.
Then, i switched over to the Native American mythical section, and after reading a few myths about "Coyote" on a random site, I remembered why i chose "Coyote" as part of my fursona. For some odd reason, i just connect quite well with the stories... It really put me in a peaceful mood, rather than that mood i get in when fighting off bad thoughts, just barely keeping darkness out.
I think I'mma go look up more now!!
(Random journal is random...)
...
I just got done doing a bit of factual and mythical research on the "Coyote."
The factual stuff was just what it was: factual information, and structure. Ironically, that helped my brain go in a strait line for more than five seconds.
Then, i switched over to the Native American mythical section, and after reading a few myths about "Coyote" on a random site, I remembered why i chose "Coyote" as part of my fursona. For some odd reason, i just connect quite well with the stories... It really put me in a peaceful mood, rather than that mood i get in when fighting off bad thoughts, just barely keeping darkness out.
I think I'mma go look up more now!!
(Random journal is random...)
ugh...
Posted 16 years agoSo, i haven't done a journal in awhile, mainly because nothing of significant importance has happened recently, but i thought i would at least send out a journal so that you all knew that i was still (barely) alive...
I'm still staying with my grandmother at the moment, with no sign of leaving anytime soon. Getting back to California is looking farther off on the horizon with every passing minuet, so I really am not sure when I will ever get back. Getting music equipment is completely out of the question at the moment, and even getting FL is looking like a fat chance. My outlook on life is up and down, in the gutter and to the skies, on a daily (Sometimes hourly) basis. Basically, nothing is going the direction that i want it to, at least not just yet, and i feel like I'm on the "Hollywood tower of terror" ride emotionally (Which, by the way, i hate that ride with a passion.)
It's been getting harder and harder for me to keep an optimistic outlook on everything around me, and trying to keep my emotions and ideals in check seems to be a "Hit or miss" situation. Even when i get out of the pessimistic rut, i still get sucked back in after a day or two. I could blame the atmosphere if i could prove that the energy here was the problem, (although, that doesn't stop me from trying to) but, i can't use that as a valid excuse without some form of proof.
I've tried to gain the support of friends to jump-start my mood, but everyone's advice sounds like the song my head sings every day, just on a broken record rather than a hard copy. Even so, no matter how hard my brain screams "be optimistic!!" my emotions just scream a little bit louder...
Eh, but, at least i have a roof over my head, a warm place to sleep, a computer with internet, a stereo with music, a bunch of drawing supplies, and a musical keyboard that still works... My life really is a cake walk in comparison to most, but everyone goes trough a downtime every now and again... Although, my downtime's rarely last more than a week, and this has been an ongoing thing that I've been dealing with since the day i left California... Maybe it's my mind set: My focus has mainly been on what i don't have, rather than what i do... But, that's a thought for another day...
Anyway, I'm alive, and it's going to stay that way, but weather i will be perpetually happy is still in question... if i get my mind and emotions back on track again, i will post another journal. talk to you all then. <3
I'm still staying with my grandmother at the moment, with no sign of leaving anytime soon. Getting back to California is looking farther off on the horizon with every passing minuet, so I really am not sure when I will ever get back. Getting music equipment is completely out of the question at the moment, and even getting FL is looking like a fat chance. My outlook on life is up and down, in the gutter and to the skies, on a daily (Sometimes hourly) basis. Basically, nothing is going the direction that i want it to, at least not just yet, and i feel like I'm on the "Hollywood tower of terror" ride emotionally (Which, by the way, i hate that ride with a passion.)
It's been getting harder and harder for me to keep an optimistic outlook on everything around me, and trying to keep my emotions and ideals in check seems to be a "Hit or miss" situation. Even when i get out of the pessimistic rut, i still get sucked back in after a day or two. I could blame the atmosphere if i could prove that the energy here was the problem, (although, that doesn't stop me from trying to) but, i can't use that as a valid excuse without some form of proof.
I've tried to gain the support of friends to jump-start my mood, but everyone's advice sounds like the song my head sings every day, just on a broken record rather than a hard copy. Even so, no matter how hard my brain screams "be optimistic!!" my emotions just scream a little bit louder...
Eh, but, at least i have a roof over my head, a warm place to sleep, a computer with internet, a stereo with music, a bunch of drawing supplies, and a musical keyboard that still works... My life really is a cake walk in comparison to most, but everyone goes trough a downtime every now and again... Although, my downtime's rarely last more than a week, and this has been an ongoing thing that I've been dealing with since the day i left California... Maybe it's my mind set: My focus has mainly been on what i don't have, rather than what i do... But, that's a thought for another day...
Anyway, I'm alive, and it's going to stay that way, but weather i will be perpetually happy is still in question... if i get my mind and emotions back on track again, i will post another journal. talk to you all then. <3
