NFC '20 meme, woop woop
Posted 6 years ago1. What is your gender?
Manly man (or something something)
2. How old are you?
21 years old.
3. How tall are you?
Somewhere around 172 cm!
4. Are you in a relationship?
Yep, with a lovely derg <3
5. Where are you staying?
Elite Hotel Esplanade.
6. What day are you getting there?
Early arrival, Tuesday.
7. How are you traveling?
Traveling via train to Malmö C!
8. Who will you be with?
No idea to be honest - I'm everywhere at cons. But very likely with a bunch of friends!
9. Do you have art in the art auction?
Once more, not this year :(
10. What suit(s) will you have?
Mico, Storm and Rudy!
11. Can I dance with you?
Sure, but I pretty much only dance if I'm drunk.
12. Can I touch you?
Errr... Please don't touch without asking first - respect boundaries!
13. Can I talk to you?
HELL YES, also do poke me on Telegram if you want to have a drink! (MicoHone on TG)
14. Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Hugs, most likely yes. Snugs, really depends on who it is.
15. Can I take photos of you/with you?
Hell yes!
16. Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Please ask before you do, but I probably won't say no!
17. Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I don't smoke, and generally only drink to enjoy. I get drunk very easily.
18. Can I give you lots of money?
Maybe,
19. Can we hang out?
If we swing well, then yes.
20. Where will you be most of the time during the con?
E V E R Y W H E R E
21. Who are you rooming with?
Sølve, a fellow Danish fur!
22. Attending any events?
A bunch (I hope), I'm not good at remembering to actually attend them hah
23. How can I find you at the con?
Look for my suits and badges, although it might not be me who is wearing it, OR poke me at Telegram or Twitter - both are MicoHone
24. Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
Other than a room-sign? Nope :(
25. What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To have a hella good time <3
Manly man (or something something)
2. How old are you?
21 years old.
3. How tall are you?
Somewhere around 172 cm!
4. Are you in a relationship?
Yep, with a lovely derg <3
5. Where are you staying?
Elite Hotel Esplanade.
6. What day are you getting there?
Early arrival, Tuesday.
7. How are you traveling?
Traveling via train to Malmö C!
8. Who will you be with?
No idea to be honest - I'm everywhere at cons. But very likely with a bunch of friends!
9. Do you have art in the art auction?
Once more, not this year :(
10. What suit(s) will you have?
Mico, Storm and Rudy!
11. Can I dance with you?
Sure, but I pretty much only dance if I'm drunk.
12. Can I touch you?
Errr... Please don't touch without asking first - respect boundaries!
13. Can I talk to you?
HELL YES, also do poke me on Telegram if you want to have a drink! (MicoHone on TG)
14. Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Hugs, most likely yes. Snugs, really depends on who it is.
15. Can I take photos of you/with you?
Hell yes!
16. Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Please ask before you do, but I probably won't say no!
17. Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I don't smoke, and generally only drink to enjoy. I get drunk very easily.
18. Can I give you lots of money?
Maybe,
19. Can we hang out?
If we swing well, then yes.
20. Where will you be most of the time during the con?
E V E R Y W H E R E
21. Who are you rooming with?
Sølve, a fellow Danish fur!
22. Attending any events?
A bunch (I hope), I'm not good at remembering to actually attend them hah
23. How can I find you at the con?
Look for my suits and badges, although it might not be me who is wearing it, OR poke me at Telegram or Twitter - both are MicoHone
24. Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
Other than a room-sign? Nope :(
25. What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To have a hella good time <3
That time of the year - NordicFuzzCon 2019 meme
Posted 6 years ago1. What is your gender?
Male!
2. How old are you?
20 years old
3. How tall are you?
Last I checked I was 172 cm
4. Are you in a relationship?
Nope. I'm a single pringle!
5. Where are you staying?
Main hotel.
6. What day are you getting there?
Early arrival, Tuesday
7. How are you traveling?
Train from Copenhagen to Stockholm. We are a whole lot of furries taking over the train wagon!
8. Who will you be with?
As I usually am everywhere, I honestly have no idea at the moment haha.
9. Do you have art in the art auction?
Nope, but I did make a room sign!
10. What suit(s) will you have?
I will be bringing Mico and Storm!
11. Can I dance with you?
Yeah! I'm just horrible at dancing.
12. Can I touch you?
That's odd..
13. Can I talk to you?
PLEASE do, I am very social.
14. Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Ask first to both. I'd rather not hug/snug anyone I can smell from afar.
15. Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yep, of course!
16. Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Please ask before you do, but I wouldn't mind.
17. Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I don't smoke, and generally only drink to enjoy. I get drunk very easily.
18. Can I give you lots of money?
Again, that's odd, but yeah, if you want to.
19. Can we hang out?
Maybe, feel free to ask.
20. Where will you be most of the time during the con?
Again, I have nooooo idea at the moment.
21. Who are you rooming with?
My friends zicco and humanewolf!
22. Attending any events?
Bird meet and greet, along with opening/closing cermony. Otherwise, I don't know yet.
23. How can I find you at the con?
Look for suit/badges, OR poke me at Tekegram or Twitter - noth are MicoHone
24. Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
Not this year :(
25. What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Have fun, make friends, be a lot in suit!
Male!
2. How old are you?
20 years old
3. How tall are you?
Last I checked I was 172 cm
4. Are you in a relationship?
Nope. I'm a single pringle!
5. Where are you staying?
Main hotel.
6. What day are you getting there?
Early arrival, Tuesday
7. How are you traveling?
Train from Copenhagen to Stockholm. We are a whole lot of furries taking over the train wagon!
8. Who will you be with?
As I usually am everywhere, I honestly have no idea at the moment haha.
9. Do you have art in the art auction?
Nope, but I did make a room sign!
10. What suit(s) will you have?
I will be bringing Mico and Storm!
11. Can I dance with you?
Yeah! I'm just horrible at dancing.
12. Can I touch you?
That's odd..
13. Can I talk to you?
PLEASE do, I am very social.
14. Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Ask first to both. I'd rather not hug/snug anyone I can smell from afar.
15. Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yep, of course!
16. Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Please ask before you do, but I wouldn't mind.
17. Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I don't smoke, and generally only drink to enjoy. I get drunk very easily.
18. Can I give you lots of money?
Again, that's odd, but yeah, if you want to.
19. Can we hang out?
Maybe, feel free to ask.
20. Where will you be most of the time during the con?
Again, I have nooooo idea at the moment.
21. Who are you rooming with?
My friends zicco and humanewolf!
22. Attending any events?
Bird meet and greet, along with opening/closing cermony. Otherwise, I don't know yet.
23. How can I find you at the con?
Look for suit/badges, OR poke me at Tekegram or Twitter - noth are MicoHone
24. Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
Not this year :(
25. What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Have fun, make friends, be a lot in suit!
Mental illness is a bitch
Posted 7 years agoI've been awfully quiet these past months, and I'd like to apologize for that.
Mental illness has been a bitch for quite some time and it has truly drained me and my motivation.
I'll try to get thru this and start doing more artwork and fursuit work.
--Mico
Mental illness has been a bitch for quite some time and it has truly drained me and my motivation.
I'll try to get thru this and start doing more artwork and fursuit work.
--Mico
NordicFuzzCon 2018 meme!
Posted 8 years agoSO!
I'll be attending NFC 18! I'm VERY excited! It will be my first bigger hotel furcon. It has been a dream to attend one for years, so I decided to do the meme already. I'm very hype for it, haha
Where are you staying?
I'm staying at the main hotel, Scandic Infra City! Very happy I got a spot there.
Means of transportation?
I'm taking the train from Copenhagen Central Station, to Stockholm C. On the way to the con, I'm with Butterscotchdk, DancingWithCandy and possibly HozzieHozzbourne. On the way back, it will be with Butterscotchdk and possibly HozzieHozzbourne!
Sharing a room with:
The bestest and most buttery cat Butterscotchdk!
Gender:
Male.
Relationship status:
Very taken by Butterscotchdk, in a closed relationship!
How old are you?
I'm 19 years old.
How tall are you?
Uhhhh, been a while since I last checked. I'm pretty sure I'm 172 cm.
What languages do you speak?
Danish and English with a very Danish accent.
Have you been to any other furry conventions before?
Yes, twice, the same con. It was very small, it has 60 attendees every year. The con is Furtastic.
Have you been to Sweden before?
Yep! I've spend much time in Skåne as a child. But I've never been to Stockholm before.
Are you doing anything for the convention?
Nope, just an attendee!
What are you bringing to the convention?
Way too much stuff to have in one suitcase. Suits take up a LOT of space!
Do you have a fursuit?
I have two! I'll be bringing Mico the Chicken hybrid and Swift the Silver Fox. I'll hopefully be suiting a lot!
Who will you be with?
I don't know yet! But I'm sure I will be dragging Butterscotchdk around a lot. Hope I can get to meet new people, and hang out with people I already know!
Are you selling anything at the convention?
I hope I will bring something for the art show. Maybe a piece or two.
Do you do free art?
Noooooope, but I will be bringing a little 'conbook' (aka a notebook) that you can scribble and write in!
Do you do trades?
Nah, nah.
Do you do commissions?
Only online, sorry!
Can I talk to you?
YES! Please do! I'm very social. But I do tire out at times, so if I'm not up for a chat, its because of me being tired, and I need to recharge before I return to fuzz talking. Please don't get offended by this. Its not you, I just need alone time.
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Yep! Perferably alcohol-free, I get very drunk very easily. Be careful with offering me bubbletea, I will drink 'till your wallet bleeds <3
Do you smoke?
N O P E.
Can I give you lots of money?
I will never say no to free stuff! :D
Can I hug or snuggle you?
Hugs are okay in and out of suit. Snugs are for boyfriend only, unless you and me are in suit. Then neither me or my boyfriend minds!
Are you nice?
I'm often told that I am, but it depends on who you ask! (I don't bite tho <3)
Can I buy you food and/or eat with you?
Yes. Butter might/might not be joining.
Can I give you presents?
HELL YES.
Can I hang with you in your room?
That is very unlikely, only if both Butter and I say its okay. Our room is our 'recharge station', so we would like it to be ours only.
Can I dance with you?
I'm poop at dancing, but sure, if you don't mind my awkward dance moves.
Can I invite you to parties?
Loud and/or sexual room parties? No thanks. But if its something else, I might be interested.
How can I get your attention?
Either by walking up to me and say hi, or you can just yell 'Why did the chicken cross the road?' or something with bubbletea.
What should I not do/say to you?
Please do not make 'eat-Mico' jokes. I really hate them, and I will ask you to stop. I won't be angry if you don't do it on purpose!
What are you most looking forward to?
The whole experience! Its my first hotel con, so I look forward to it all.
I'll be attending NFC 18! I'm VERY excited! It will be my first bigger hotel furcon. It has been a dream to attend one for years, so I decided to do the meme already. I'm very hype for it, haha
Where are you staying?
I'm staying at the main hotel, Scandic Infra City! Very happy I got a spot there.
Means of transportation?
I'm taking the train from Copenhagen Central Station, to Stockholm C. On the way to the con, I'm with Butterscotchdk, DancingWithCandy and possibly HozzieHozzbourne. On the way back, it will be with Butterscotchdk and possibly HozzieHozzbourne!
Sharing a room with:
The bestest and most buttery cat Butterscotchdk!
Gender:
Male.
Relationship status:
Very taken by Butterscotchdk, in a closed relationship!
How old are you?
I'm 19 years old.
How tall are you?
Uhhhh, been a while since I last checked. I'm pretty sure I'm 172 cm.
What languages do you speak?
Danish and English with a very Danish accent.
Have you been to any other furry conventions before?
Yes, twice, the same con. It was very small, it has 60 attendees every year. The con is Furtastic.
Have you been to Sweden before?
Yep! I've spend much time in Skåne as a child. But I've never been to Stockholm before.
Are you doing anything for the convention?
Nope, just an attendee!
What are you bringing to the convention?
Way too much stuff to have in one suitcase. Suits take up a LOT of space!
Do you have a fursuit?
I have two! I'll be bringing Mico the Chicken hybrid and Swift the Silver Fox. I'll hopefully be suiting a lot!
Who will you be with?
I don't know yet! But I'm sure I will be dragging Butterscotchdk around a lot. Hope I can get to meet new people, and hang out with people I already know!
Are you selling anything at the convention?
I hope I will bring something for the art show. Maybe a piece or two.
Do you do free art?
Noooooope, but I will be bringing a little 'conbook' (aka a notebook) that you can scribble and write in!
Do you do trades?
Nah, nah.
Do you do commissions?
Only online, sorry!
Can I talk to you?
YES! Please do! I'm very social. But I do tire out at times, so if I'm not up for a chat, its because of me being tired, and I need to recharge before I return to fuzz talking. Please don't get offended by this. Its not you, I just need alone time.
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Yep! Perferably alcohol-free, I get very drunk very easily. Be careful with offering me bubbletea, I will drink 'till your wallet bleeds <3
Do you smoke?
N O P E.
Can I give you lots of money?
I will never say no to free stuff! :D
Can I hug or snuggle you?
Hugs are okay in and out of suit. Snugs are for boyfriend only, unless you and me are in suit. Then neither me or my boyfriend minds!
Are you nice?
I'm often told that I am, but it depends on who you ask! (I don't bite tho <3)
Can I buy you food and/or eat with you?
Yes. Butter might/might not be joining.
Can I give you presents?
HELL YES.
Can I hang with you in your room?
That is very unlikely, only if both Butter and I say its okay. Our room is our 'recharge station', so we would like it to be ours only.
Can I dance with you?
I'm poop at dancing, but sure, if you don't mind my awkward dance moves.
Can I invite you to parties?
Loud and/or sexual room parties? No thanks. But if its something else, I might be interested.
How can I get your attention?
Either by walking up to me and say hi, or you can just yell 'Why did the chicken cross the road?' or something with bubbletea.
What should I not do/say to you?
Please do not make 'eat-Mico' jokes. I really hate them, and I will ask you to stop. I won't be angry if you don't do it on purpose!
What are you most looking forward to?
The whole experience! Its my first hotel con, so I look forward to it all.
Inside the brain of a bird.
Posted 8 years agoI've been thinking a lot about on how to write this journal, and if I should post it to start with. I've never been good with words. And I don't want to come off as edgy or attention-seeking.
I also hope this also can explain why I barely post art anymore.
Everything I write in this journal are serious issues I've been facing, and while they might seem ridiculous or silly, I hope that you will try to think about it from my perspective.
I'm a nervous human being to start with. 'Nervous wreck' is probably the best way to explain me as a person in few words. Those who know me personally, and have met me, knows that this is very true. And that I rely a lot on those around me to make it thru a social event, per example.
This nervousness have been destroying my life and friendships, and I'm feeling like I'm losing everyone around me. When I try to explain my thoughts and feelings, it comes out wrong and harsh, and I push away those who try to help me, despite the fact that I want and need them.
Losing those around me, both to destroyed friendships and death, is, without a doubt in my mind, my biggest fear. That, along with lonliness. It tears me up inside that these fears control my everyday life. If I feel that I said something wrong, I panic. If a friend doubts me, I assume the worst. It repeats everyday, all day. And these fears result in delusions, delusions that I know aren't real, but they seem so real that I follow and believe them.
These delusions are mostly things like:
'You're hated'
'People are with you because they pity you'
'You're not welcome anywhere'
'No one loves you'
'Your work and art is worthless. No one likes it anyways'
But they vary and differ, depending on the situation. No matter where I go, they follow me.
And these thoughts and delusions make me feel isolated. I have never felt so lonely in my life as I do now. I feel unwelcome in my local furry community, like everyone hates me.
And I can't change this, because its been here for years and they're getting harder and harder to control. I'm feeling like I'm going crazy. I can't have a normal job, I can barely sturdy at my school, because this presses on constantly.
And I'm not sure if I can stay with this any longer.
Life seems pointless when those I care about hate me anyway.
I don't know what the point of this journal is. A cry for help maybe. I'm not sure.
I'm just so scared of how others think of me and of being left alone.
And I want it to end.
I also hope this also can explain why I barely post art anymore.
Everything I write in this journal are serious issues I've been facing, and while they might seem ridiculous or silly, I hope that you will try to think about it from my perspective.
I'm a nervous human being to start with. 'Nervous wreck' is probably the best way to explain me as a person in few words. Those who know me personally, and have met me, knows that this is very true. And that I rely a lot on those around me to make it thru a social event, per example.
This nervousness have been destroying my life and friendships, and I'm feeling like I'm losing everyone around me. When I try to explain my thoughts and feelings, it comes out wrong and harsh, and I push away those who try to help me, despite the fact that I want and need them.
Losing those around me, both to destroyed friendships and death, is, without a doubt in my mind, my biggest fear. That, along with lonliness. It tears me up inside that these fears control my everyday life. If I feel that I said something wrong, I panic. If a friend doubts me, I assume the worst. It repeats everyday, all day. And these fears result in delusions, delusions that I know aren't real, but they seem so real that I follow and believe them.
These delusions are mostly things like:
'You're hated'
'People are with you because they pity you'
'You're not welcome anywhere'
'No one loves you'
'Your work and art is worthless. No one likes it anyways'
But they vary and differ, depending on the situation. No matter where I go, they follow me.
And these thoughts and delusions make me feel isolated. I have never felt so lonely in my life as I do now. I feel unwelcome in my local furry community, like everyone hates me.
And I can't change this, because its been here for years and they're getting harder and harder to control. I'm feeling like I'm going crazy. I can't have a normal job, I can barely sturdy at my school, because this presses on constantly.
And I'm not sure if I can stay with this any longer.
Life seems pointless when those I care about hate me anyway.
I don't know what the point of this journal is. A cry for help maybe. I'm not sure.
I'm just so scared of how others think of me and of being left alone.
And I want it to end.
I'm being a basic furry [Sarahah]
Posted 8 years agohttps://micohone.sarahah.com
I'm curious.
Tell me your opinion about me, something you like/dislike, etc.!
I'm curious.
Tell me your opinion about me, something you like/dislike, etc.!
Some opdates about future commissions!
Posted 8 years agoHey FA!
I'll be closed for commissions for a while, as I'm doing a huge trade soon. So when my queue is empty, I'll start on the trade, and first open again when I've completed that.
Though, if you do want a commission from me, I have a waiting list. When you're put on my waiting list, it is like a commission - you're bound to buy when its your turn.
Other than that, I have a Telegram chat for my artwork! It can be found HERE:
https://t.me/MicoHoneArt
--Mico
I'll be closed for commissions for a while, as I'm doing a huge trade soon. So when my queue is empty, I'll start on the trade, and first open again when I've completed that.
Though, if you do want a commission from me, I have a waiting list. When you're put on my waiting list, it is like a commission - you're bound to buy when its your turn.
Other than that, I have a Telegram chat for my artwork! It can be found HERE:
https://t.me/MicoHoneArt
--Mico
So ,where has MicoHone gone with his art?
Posted 8 years agoNowhere!
There haven't been any uploads for quite a while, because my pc broke down a while ago. I've been unable to draw on commissions or digital art in that period, and yes, my commissioners were notified and offered refunds.
BUT! I have finally got my hands on a new pc. This time its not a laptop. So I won't be able to draw everywhere I go.
On the other hand, the pc is much better than the previous one, and should be able to handle bigger canvases, with more layers. Yay for that!
New art pieces will be in the making now! So look forward to that!
--MicoHone
There haven't been any uploads for quite a while, because my pc broke down a while ago. I've been unable to draw on commissions or digital art in that period, and yes, my commissioners were notified and offered refunds.
BUT! I have finally got my hands on a new pc. This time its not a laptop. So I won't be able to draw everywhere I go.
On the other hand, the pc is much better than the previous one, and should be able to handle bigger canvases, with more layers. Yay for that!
New art pieces will be in the making now! So look forward to that!
--MicoHone
I need help from you guys. (Opinion needed about Art Packs)
Posted 8 years agoHey hey, Mico here!
I've taken in a quite big commission for a client - an 'Art Pack', which is a specific amount of art for a discounted price. In this case, its an icon, waist-up and fullbody w. background, for less than if you were buying it separately.
Originally, I was only gonna make this one Art Pack, since I needed the money for a ticket to a furcon, but I think I would enjoy making more when this one is done.
Now, my question would be - how much would you pay? How much do you think you should save? Is there any interest at all in these Art Packs?
If I were to make them, I think I would make 5 different, all ranging in price and art pieces.
Hope to hear you guys' opinions!
--Mico.
I've taken in a quite big commission for a client - an 'Art Pack', which is a specific amount of art for a discounted price. In this case, its an icon, waist-up and fullbody w. background, for less than if you were buying it separately.
Originally, I was only gonna make this one Art Pack, since I needed the money for a ticket to a furcon, but I think I would enjoy making more when this one is done.
Now, my question would be - how much would you pay? How much do you think you should save? Is there any interest at all in these Art Packs?
If I were to make them, I think I would make 5 different, all ranging in price and art pieces.
Hope to hear you guys' opinions!
--Mico.
I also buy art! [Commissioned art account]
Posted 9 years agoHey hey!
I thought I should maybe link the account where I post the commissions/trades/gifts I've gotten/bought and my fursuit pictures. I've been wanting to post them here, but I felt it would mess with my own art.



It already have some art! All art I've gotten got the artist credits in the comments. And when I start posting fursuit pictures, photograph credits will be posted as well.
--MicoHone.
I thought I should maybe link the account where I post the commissions/trades/gifts I've gotten/bought and my fursuit pictures. I've been wanting to post them here, but I felt it would mess with my own art.



It already have some art! All art I've gotten got the artist credits in the comments. And when I start posting fursuit pictures, photograph credits will be posted as well.
--MicoHone.
Commissions OPEN - Update on prices!
Posted 9 years agoHey!
I'm open for commissions again - but I've upped the price.
I've been feeling lately that I've been underpricing a lot, so after considering for a while, I've raised them. I want to continue to draw for you guys, but I also don't want to undercharge myself.
Here is the updated price sheet!:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21442739
If interested in a commission, please contact me on Telegram (MicoHone), Skype (Mico.Nutziri) or via Note here on FA.
I'm open for commissions again - but I've upped the price.
I've been feeling lately that I've been underpricing a lot, so after considering for a while, I've raised them. I want to continue to draw for you guys, but I also don't want to undercharge myself.
Here is the updated price sheet!:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21442739
If interested in a commission, please contact me on Telegram (MicoHone), Skype (Mico.Nutziri) or via Note here on FA.
This journal only got one purpose
Posted 9 years agoTo get the old journal off my front page.
Also to tell you guys that my ID has been updated. It is quite cringe, yeah, but it makes me happy <3
Also to tell you guys that my ID has been updated. It is quite cringe, yeah, but it makes me happy <3
Its been a while, hasn't it? [Coming clean, please read]
Posted 9 years agoLong time no personal journal.
I guess I haven't written one of these for a veeery long time. Its rather sad, since I enjoy being a part of this community and communicating with you guys.
And I am sorry for that. I miss the 'good, old times', where I replied to every comment, talked to everyone, generally was a happy kid. Within the last few years, I've gradually stopped replying to comment and especially the recent few months, I also started ignoring people and friends when they wrote to me. This is something I am not proud of. I absolutely despise doing it, but I simply doesn't have the energy to reply and hold a conversation.
It's not that I don't appreciate it, I really really do. But I can't handle it the times I don't reply. It usually takes a few days for me to reply, luckily I have very patient friends. And that, I am super grateful about. Thank you, you guys. You know who you are.
If you're a follower of mine, you might have noticed the big time gaps between my art. Art is a big reality escape for me, unfortunately I don't have a lot of patience or confidence in my art. So I usually sketch an idea, then I either delete it because its not good enough, or I save it and forget it.
I've also noticed that I usually use a lot of time on my commissions, which I hate a lot. I feel like a bad artist, for leaving my customers waiting for so long. I'm terribly sorry about that. I do my best to deliver a good result in a timely manner, but its tough. I value quality over the waiting time though.
You might think, why does Mico share all of this information with the internet?
I do it because I need to get this off my chest. Keep in mind, this is not to get pity, its to explain to you guys how my mind works at the moment, and why my art and replies are so slow.
People who have followed me for years, or know me personally, know that I am mentally unstable. Not in the I'm-gonna-go-nuts version as seen on TV. More like I'm-gonna-go-cry-in-the-corner version.
My mood swings a lot, I have a fear of being judged and I absolutely hate myself and my art. In periods, I'm suicidal, or want to quit art permanently. My self-esteem would be like a grain of sand in the Sahara desert. I occasionally get anxiety attacks, especially if I get yelled at. I am so terrified of my relationship with my boyfriend will be destroyed by myself, just like the last one was. And I feel that my friends in secret dislike me.
Its so hard for me to explain this.
In general, all of this is the fault of one thing.
I wasn't born a boy.
In other words, I am transgender (female-to-male). People who I have met in real life all know this.
While it might be hard to understand why that is the fault to my mental health, its the truth nonetheless. Its so difficult for me to handle waking up everyday and prepare for a day where people keep calling you 'she', ask uncomfortable questions, and knowing that people close to me have said they never would be able to see me as a male. Its ridiculously stressful. I'm so tired of living this life.
I'm coming out with this because it is stressful for me to pretend to be something I'm reminded I'm not everyday. Or at least not yet.
Currently trying to get my transition started, which is not going well, sadly. The only way to get Hormone Therapy in Denmark is by going though a lot of tests and the like. I've been working on this for about one year now, still got 2 years before I get close to the hormones.
Quick info: Don't ask for my old name, don't ask about my sex life, don't ask me about my past. Thank you.
I am so scared posting this. I really hope that you guys' look on me won't change.
Whelp, this must be the end of this journal.
Thank you for reading through my long rambling.
--Tyler.
I guess I haven't written one of these for a veeery long time. Its rather sad, since I enjoy being a part of this community and communicating with you guys.
And I am sorry for that. I miss the 'good, old times', where I replied to every comment, talked to everyone, generally was a happy kid. Within the last few years, I've gradually stopped replying to comment and especially the recent few months, I also started ignoring people and friends when they wrote to me. This is something I am not proud of. I absolutely despise doing it, but I simply doesn't have the energy to reply and hold a conversation.
It's not that I don't appreciate it, I really really do. But I can't handle it the times I don't reply. It usually takes a few days for me to reply, luckily I have very patient friends. And that, I am super grateful about. Thank you, you guys. You know who you are.
If you're a follower of mine, you might have noticed the big time gaps between my art. Art is a big reality escape for me, unfortunately I don't have a lot of patience or confidence in my art. So I usually sketch an idea, then I either delete it because its not good enough, or I save it and forget it.
I've also noticed that I usually use a lot of time on my commissions, which I hate a lot. I feel like a bad artist, for leaving my customers waiting for so long. I'm terribly sorry about that. I do my best to deliver a good result in a timely manner, but its tough. I value quality over the waiting time though.
You might think, why does Mico share all of this information with the internet?
I do it because I need to get this off my chest. Keep in mind, this is not to get pity, its to explain to you guys how my mind works at the moment, and why my art and replies are so slow.
People who have followed me for years, or know me personally, know that I am mentally unstable. Not in the I'm-gonna-go-nuts version as seen on TV. More like I'm-gonna-go-cry-in-the-corner version.
My mood swings a lot, I have a fear of being judged and I absolutely hate myself and my art. In periods, I'm suicidal, or want to quit art permanently. My self-esteem would be like a grain of sand in the Sahara desert. I occasionally get anxiety attacks, especially if I get yelled at. I am so terrified of my relationship with my boyfriend will be destroyed by myself, just like the last one was. And I feel that my friends in secret dislike me.
Its so hard for me to explain this.
In general, all of this is the fault of one thing.
I wasn't born a boy.
In other words, I am transgender (female-to-male). People who I have met in real life all know this.
While it might be hard to understand why that is the fault to my mental health, its the truth nonetheless. Its so difficult for me to handle waking up everyday and prepare for a day where people keep calling you 'she', ask uncomfortable questions, and knowing that people close to me have said they never would be able to see me as a male. Its ridiculously stressful. I'm so tired of living this life.
I'm coming out with this because it is stressful for me to pretend to be something I'm reminded I'm not everyday. Or at least not yet.
Currently trying to get my transition started, which is not going well, sadly. The only way to get Hormone Therapy in Denmark is by going though a lot of tests and the like. I've been working on this for about one year now, still got 2 years before I get close to the hormones.
Quick info: Don't ask for my old name, don't ask about my sex life, don't ask me about my past. Thank you.
I am so scared posting this. I really hope that you guys' look on me won't change.
Whelp, this must be the end of this journal.
Thank you for reading through my long rambling.
--Tyler.
Winner of the Telegram Sticker giveaway!
Posted 9 years agoFREE TELEGRAM STICKER RAFFLE! :D
Posted 9 years agoPlease read whole journal to enter!
So, FA is FINALLY up (hopefully) for good now! And while all this shit went down, I have drawn Telegram stickers.
I must admit, drawing Telegram stickers is great practice for emotions and facial expression. SO!
FREE TELEGRAM STICKER RAFFLE!
I'll be giving away 7 stickers, to the value of 52.5 USD!
Please read ALL the rules!
-I will need at least 10 entries for this raffle to happen!
-You will need at least one DIGTAL SFW reference! Preferably a fullbody. Link your best and clearest ones!
-The expressions can also be actions, but please nothing too complicated (things like drinking, eating, etc. is fine)
-I'll pick one winner via Random.org.
-Please write a sentence including the words 'football with spikes' so I know you've read the rules.
-You will need to Watch me to enter, new Watchers welcome! (and yes, I WILL check)
-You must be willing to let me talk to you via Telegram. It would make my life so much easier.
-You will be given a number, which is your ticket, if so to say.
-ABSOLUTELY NO DOUBLE ACCOUNTS PLEASE!
-Winner will be announced via Journal and will be contacted via FA Notes.
-This raffle will end the 29th.
Please comment with your reference(s) and the 7 expressions/actions wanted to enter!
Feel free to spread the word, though, it isn't a must.
--MicoHone!
Stickers I've done:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20052816/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20052804/
Artists to commission/trade with?
Posted 9 years agoLOOKING FOR ARTISTS FOR A FUTURE COMMISSION/TRADE
I'm looking for a quote on a toony/semitoony piece with two characters and a background that might be semi-detailed. The artist(s) will be given some artistic liberty (Read full post)
I'm willing to spend 75+ USD on it or give art in the same value as the piece. The artist must be able to draw birds.
I have two themes I really want in the artwork (it can have just one of them) Long Distance Relationships and/or the song Photograph by Ed Sheeran. This is important! Its up to the artist how to include the theme(s), but I also want to see WIPs, since my sona's anatomy can be a bit complicated.
Once again, just looking for quotes at the moment until I get money on my Paypal(commission) or finish my art queue (art trade) :D
Please comment below! If you aren't an artist but know some great ones, please link them :D
Cheers!
MicoHone
I'm looking for a quote on a toony/semitoony piece with two characters and a background that might be semi-detailed. The artist(s) will be given some artistic liberty (Read full post)
I'm willing to spend 75+ USD on it or give art in the same value as the piece. The artist must be able to draw birds.
I have two themes I really want in the artwork (it can have just one of them) Long Distance Relationships and/or the song Photograph by Ed Sheeran. This is important! Its up to the artist how to include the theme(s), but I also want to see WIPs, since my sona's anatomy can be a bit complicated.
Once again, just looking for quotes at the moment until I get money on my Paypal(commission) or finish my art queue (art trade) :D
Please comment below! If you aren't an artist but know some great ones, please link them :D
Cheers!
MicoHone
15$ Prompt Commissions -CLOSED-
Posted 9 years agoTime for more prompt commissions :D
A prompt commission is a surprise commission where you give me a character reference and a prompt, which could be a song, a saying, a poem, or simply a word, and let me create a piece out of that.
There will be given NO WIPs, since this is a surprise commission. You won't be able to choose a style either, but it will be coloured. I choose a style that I feel will fit the piece best, I might experiment with brushes and colours, so it might be in a completely other style than what you have seen before!
In other words, you're giving me almost completely artistic liberty!
They have a flat price of 15 USD.
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104725/ Prompt; 8-bit music
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104712/ Prompt; Brother Sparrow - Agnes Obel
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19323906/ Prompt; Young, Wild and Free - Wiz Khalifa
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19441156/ Prompt; Enchantment
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19598761/ Prompt; May it Be - Enya
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19677063/ Prompt; I Got You - Kari Kimmel
I'm taking three slots:
1. honeyhusky -DONE-
2. darkk9968 -DONE-
3. WinterTheWusky
Please note me if interested!
A prompt commission is a surprise commission where you give me a character reference and a prompt, which could be a song, a saying, a poem, or simply a word, and let me create a piece out of that.
There will be given NO WIPs, since this is a surprise commission. You won't be able to choose a style either, but it will be coloured. I choose a style that I feel will fit the piece best, I might experiment with brushes and colours, so it might be in a completely other style than what you have seen before!
In other words, you're giving me almost completely artistic liberty!
They have a flat price of 15 USD.
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104725/ Prompt; 8-bit music
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104712/ Prompt; Brother Sparrow - Agnes Obel
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19323906/ Prompt; Young, Wild and Free - Wiz Khalifa
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19441156/ Prompt; Enchantment
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19598761/ Prompt; May it Be - Enya
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19677063/ Prompt; I Got You - Kari Kimmel
I'm taking three slots:
1. honeyhusky -DONE-
2. darkk9968 -DONE-
3. WinterTheWusky
Please note me if interested!
15$ Prompt Commissions -CLOSED-
Posted 9 years agoOpening for Prompt commissions again, but I've put the price at 15 instead of 10, as I put a lot of work into them.
A prompt commission is a surprise commission where you give me a character reference and a prompt, which could be a song, a saying, a poem, or simply a word, and let me create a piece out of that.
There will be given NO WIPs, since this is a surprise commission. You won't be able to choose a style either, but it will be coloured. I choose a style that I feel will fit the piece best, I might experiment with brushes and colours, so it might be in a completely other style than what you have seen before!
In other words, you're giving me almost completely artistic liberty!
They have a flat price of 15 USD.
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104725/ Prompt; 8-bit music
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104712/ Prompt; Brother Sparrow - Agnes Obel
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19323906/ Prompt; Young, Wild and Free - Wiz Khalifa
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19441156/ Prompt; Enchantment
I'm taking three slots this turn:
1. BelkaLunokhod
2. Dohbarchu
3. lamii
If interested, please note me :)
A prompt commission is a surprise commission where you give me a character reference and a prompt, which could be a song, a saying, a poem, or simply a word, and let me create a piece out of that.
There will be given NO WIPs, since this is a surprise commission. You won't be able to choose a style either, but it will be coloured. I choose a style that I feel will fit the piece best, I might experiment with brushes and colours, so it might be in a completely other style than what you have seen before!
In other words, you're giving me almost completely artistic liberty!
They have a flat price of 15 USD.
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104725/ Prompt; 8-bit music
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104712/ Prompt; Brother Sparrow - Agnes Obel
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19323906/ Prompt; Young, Wild and Free - Wiz Khalifa
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19441156/ Prompt; Enchantment
I'm taking three slots this turn:
1. BelkaLunokhod
2. Dohbarchu
3. lamii
If interested, please note me :)
Got my PC back!
Posted 9 years agoI've had it back for a few days, and I'm working on commissions at the moment! Stay tuned :D
Bad news about my computer
Posted 9 years agoMy computer broken down two days ago and is in for repairs. This means delay on commissions and art in general.
It have been in need of being fixed for quite some time, it doesn't work with a battery, jackstick is half-broken and the mousepad randomly stops working once in a while. But this time, it gave me a glitchy blue screen of death, plus the warranty for it has almost run out.
(Also yes, its a laptop)
All commissioners have been contacted. It will take approx. 12 working days for me to get it back. I am awfully sorry about the delay..
--Mico
It have been in need of being fixed for quite some time, it doesn't work with a battery, jackstick is half-broken and the mousepad randomly stops working once in a while. But this time, it gave me a glitchy blue screen of death, plus the warranty for it has almost run out.
(Also yes, its a laptop)
All commissioners have been contacted. It will take approx. 12 working days for me to get it back. I am awfully sorry about the delay..
--Mico
10$ Prompt Commissions -CLOSED-
Posted 9 years agoI've decided to open for Prompt Commissions.
A prompt commission is a surprise commission where you give me a character reference and a prompt, which could be a song, a saying, a poem, or simply a word, and let me create a piece out of that.
There will be given NO WIPs, since this is a surprise commission. You won't be able to choose a style either, but it will be coloured. I choose a style that I feel will fit the piece best, I might experiment with brushes and colours, so it might be in a completely other style than what you have seen before!
In other words, you're giving me almost completely artistic liberty!
They have a flat price of 10 USD.
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104725/ Prompt; 8-bit music
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104712/ Prompt; Brother Sparrow - Agnes Obel
I'm taking two slots to start with:
1. TheForgottenJ
2. hita-lia
If interested, please note me :)
Thank you for reading!
-Mico
A prompt commission is a surprise commission where you give me a character reference and a prompt, which could be a song, a saying, a poem, or simply a word, and let me create a piece out of that.
There will be given NO WIPs, since this is a surprise commission. You won't be able to choose a style either, but it will be coloured. I choose a style that I feel will fit the piece best, I might experiment with brushes and colours, so it might be in a completely other style than what you have seen before!
In other words, you're giving me almost completely artistic liberty!
They have a flat price of 10 USD.
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104725/ Prompt; 8-bit music
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19104712/ Prompt; Brother Sparrow - Agnes Obel
I'm taking two slots to start with:
1. TheForgottenJ
2. hita-lia
If interested, please note me :)
Thank you for reading!
-Mico
Sketch commissions anyone?
Posted 10 years agoTaking experimental sketch commissions for 7 USD.
They look like these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18631535
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18632043/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18633228/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18640400/
Note me if interested in one! Really want to work more with this style! :3
They look like these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18631535
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18632043/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18633228/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18640400/
Note me if interested in one! Really want to work more with this style! :3
I'm going to my first Furry Convention!
Posted 10 years agoMy grandma gave me a ticket to the danish furry convention Furtastic, which is a small convention in Jutland, Denmark. Its my very first furcon, and I am SUPER excited! I just received a mail about the payment being received and my spot secured! Sooo excited!
For those who doesn't know; I do have a Twitter, and i'm trying to get active on it and use it. Link for the curious!
https://twitter.com/TheChickenFool
Not much on it as for now, but I'll see if I can use it.
https://twitter.com/TheChickenFool
Not much on it as for now, but I'll see if I can use it.
Give me an interesting fact about you!
Posted 10 years agoSo
posted a journal that I think was interesting, so I'm gonna 'copy' it.
Tell me a fact about yourself, I'll reply with a fact about the same topic. Example, your fact is language-related, mine will be too~
So yeah! Tell me something interesting about yourself c:
posted a journal that I think was interesting, so I'm gonna 'copy' it.Tell me a fact about yourself, I'll reply with a fact about the same topic. Example, your fact is language-related, mine will be too~
So yeah! Tell me something interesting about yourself c:
FA+

