Adrianna_Rafel's Journals -- Fur Affinity [dot] net

It's Muh Birthday

General | Posted 7 years ago

And I'm now 21, happ birth to me. :U

Turning 21 Soon

General | Posted 7 years ago

Woa

Soon I'll be considered an Adult in Americas eyes

I feel so special

Idk

Lmao

It feels odd tho to know that

But yeey go me. :v

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Human Hyper Artists?

General | Posted 7 years ago

Does anyone know artists that draw hyper and human stuff?

As I'm looking for something specific at the moment. 

And ye.

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Holy Shet 1k Watchers

General | Posted 7 years ago

Woah dang I hit 1k.

And I don't have anything when it comes to a 1k image.

Fuc.

Well I do have one coming, but I never expected to hit 1k before it was done so ye.

Lmao anywho thanks for 1k, I'll see you all at 1.5.

Also, collabs are going to be opening soon so be ready for that.

There'll be the usual rules and such for being picked so get your ideas ready!

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Final update hopefully about the hospital

General | Posted 7 years ago

So. I have to stay here again.

I dunno how long. But yeah. I didn’t have much of a choice.

My activity here will basically be dead.

So if you wanna get ahold of me Discord is best.

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An Update Again. Been in Hospital.

General | Posted 7 years ago

So, I was gone for about four or so days wasn't I?

Well that's because on Monday I went to the hospital. 

TL;DR for those who don't want to read anything lengthy.

I'm really fucking sick and might need to get surgery if I don't get my chrons under control. 



So I wasn't in the highest of spirits. Because the hospital I don't like staying at.

I slept there for 2 nights. Being there for 3 days and it was fucking horrible.

I had to stay in a short stay public ward with a bunch of people snoring as well as constantly having a door with a metallic lock locking and unlocking every few minutes, this was throughout the entire night mind you, I've had barely any sleep at all recently. Like. Barely ANY. 

Anyways I get moved out of there and end up having to have an enema and a colonoscopy, if you dunno what they are just...euh look 'em up. After that unpleasant moment I ended up having to find out the hard way I was staying another night, safe to say I kind of broke down. 

I was sobbing my eyes out for about 10 or so minutes. I have to reiiterate, I hate staying in hospitals overnight. 

Not to mention my grandparents came over from New Zealand the first night i was in the hospital and then I was gonna be stuck there again. 

Anywho I end up being taken into a private ward where it's somewhat easier to sleep but still I don't sleep much at all. 

At this point I was feeling stupid lonely. 

And then they decide to move me back into a public ward, which might I say smelt fucking terrible. 

AND I was next to a racist who went on and on about how there was no white nurses serving him and only black ones.

Not to mention he creeped on my sister which was fucking weird. 



All in all I'd had it and I was not staying another night, my stress, anxiety, depression, lonliness and all that were building up and I was somewhat loosing my mind. I HATE staying in places I don't know. I can't sleep around people I don't know. And this was just making me loose my mind. 

Thankfully I got to go home. 

So here I am, making this post to say where I was and what's happened. 



But yeah. Sorry for dropping off the map.

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So a life update kind of thing, sorry in advance.

General | Posted 7 years ago

I don't really like doing these but I like getting out my problems in word format.

And I sometimes think it's best to just let it all out.

For the last three weeks, maybe four, I can't remember I've been having constant interupted sleep.

Wether it's waking up once or twice a night, or sometimes reaching up to five or six times it's been unending.

My chrons is constantly bothering and bugging me to the point I feel I can't focus on much anymore.

I've been cold sweating constantly when I wake up and I don't know why, my body is feeling so damn run down.

To the point where walking up stairs becomes a genuine struggle, and mind you I'm not unfit at all.

So the lack of strength and energy I have is somewhat concerning to me. 

I'm stressed beyond belief. Not to mention my eating, I can barely eat anything. 

I made myself toast four hours ago, ate half a piece of the first slice and that's it.

This pattern has been showing itself constantly recently where I only eat the equivalent of a snack per day and I don't know why.

I'm going to be going to the doctors soon but I'll be honest I am kind of afraid. I don't understand why my body has been doing this and why it's been doing it for so long.

I just want it to stop and let me rest.

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Question on Collab Interest

General | Posted 7 years ago

Heyo I’m gonna be getting a pay raise in two months from now!

So I was wondering for those out there, who is interested?

And if you are feel free to either note me, comment here or PM me on another site.

Mostly feeling the water to gague how many people would be interested!

And if ya do what kinda stuff you thinking?

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Look out for...

General | Posted 7 years ago

Giftu’s.

If you’re a friendo of mine.

You might be getting something in the upcoming month.

So keep your eyes peeled.

And your messages as I’ll just show ya once it’s done.

Dunno who yet. But suddenly in a giving mood.

So when I can, you’ll find out who. :>

So stay tuned~!

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Artist needs help and smol update

General | Posted 7 years ago

Heyo just thought I’d give a shoutout to a smaller artist with a cute style, cheap prices and is in need of monetary aid. Her name is  go check her out.

Also lads, if anyone has ideas for collabs I’m still open to hear ‘em as I’m almost done paying everyone off, so once that’s done ye. I’ll be open, so still feeling around for anyone still interested. And now, I sleep.