Yo guys, made a Discord Server :3
Posted 10 years agoMade a Discord server for those who want to splurge in fatty goodnes~ Anyhow, spread the word out, and let me know what's your Discord usernames are if you do decide to hop on in <3
Server Name: Fat and Fat Accessories
Invite link: https://discord.gg/0iXpWGFJHC3CQ77F
Server Name: Fat and Fat Accessories
Invite link: https://discord.gg/0iXpWGFJHC3CQ77F
Anilist and whatnot
Posted 10 years agohttp://anilist.co/animelist/Miid
Gonna just sneak it in here so that people can recommend me what anime to watch :B Also, I know that the ones on hold I have to finish, I've just been too lazy to finish them :B
Gonna just sneak it in here so that people can recommend me what anime to watch :B Also, I know that the ones on hold I have to finish, I've just been too lazy to finish them :B
I have a telegram :U
Posted 10 years agoBeen in it for a while though oops
James_may0 if ya want to look me up :U
James_may0 if ya want to look me up :U
I play FFXIV now~
Posted 10 years agoWell, actually for a few weeks now. This is going to be like the hub journal for my characters as I work through them. If anyone plays XIV, let's signal boost each other so that we can all have a common point to meet up in for once we create new characters :3
Characters
1. Rahziel Noir - Lvl. 21 Gladiator (def going to Paladin) - Miqo'te - Male - Zodiark
2. Ashraf Mubarak - Lvl. 9 Arcanist - Miqo'te - Male - Zodiark
Hope to see some of you guys in the game <3
Characters
1. Rahziel Noir - Lvl. 21 Gladiator (def going to Paladin) - Miqo'te - Male - Zodiark
2. Ashraf Mubarak - Lvl. 9 Arcanist - Miqo'te - Male - Zodiark
Hope to see some of you guys in the game <3
Some people never learn huh?
Posted 10 years agoName is redacted for privacy sake
Re: I'm sorry
from [REDACTED]
to James-Mayonnaise
The fact that YOU are calling me immature in this is funny. Ive asked you many times to leave me alone. I have no interest in talking to you AT ALL or being friends or anything. And the fact you still put it ON ME like im the bad guy means you haven't learned nothing. Grow up, and leave me alone and move on. I have. I moved on years ago when I blocked you. Time for you to do the same. This is the last time I will respond to you. Any further attempts to contact me will earn an immediate block. So do YOURSELF a favor and move on.
James-Mayonnaise said the following:
I know the way that I had acted in the past was wrong. All I'm just asking is for forgiveness and to perhaps patch up the past that has been broken. Maybe I wasn't clear with you on the day that you wanted me to help you create your characters but I had to help my family out. You really need to stop running away from your past. At least have the maturity to confront your problems [REDACTED]. You're still a friend to me and I just want to at least have that burden off of my chest knowing that you have moved on from the past and not have any grudges against me.
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Alright, so here's basically what happened:
She asked me to help her create two characters on Thursday (two years ago mind you). I told her, if I could and if I'm not busy because I was helping my family out move and fix up their new house on that weekend. She said alright, and it was kept there. On Thursday, I had to help my mom and my stepfather move into their new house, paint the house, and basically sort every little detail as possible until it was all completed on around Friday in the evening.
When I got back home Friday, I was only able to get on my computer to just tell my friends I was back home and that I was going to be switching over to my tablet. SHE had her mood change from a cheery mode to that of a bitch when I told her that I was changing over to my tablet. From there, she tried to claim that I promised her that I was going to help her create her two characters on that day. I told her that I had made no such promise and that I was basically without sleep since I was the only one (aside from my stepfather) doing the moving and painting the entire house (two-story, both inside and outside) and she said that I had to help her, as if she was the main priority that I had to look at before anyone else in my life, including my own family. With that, she logged out and out of my anger I deleted her from basically everywhere except for my skype.
Here's what I got from my f-list:
"I thought you said you said "you'd never leave" and you'd "always be here" for me. But I guess those were more lies told to me by boys who just wanted something from me. Thank you for teaching me, once again that trust people never works out for the better. But im sure you're going to say that it was all my fault for being a bitch. But if I can't trust you to be there when you say you were, then idk. But seeming as you felt you had to remove me, I guess I didn't mean much to you anyways then a RP kink. Thanks for leading me on, I'm glad I didn't fall to far into your lie of caring for me. Don't bother replying, cuz I've already blocked you everywhere, even on my phone. Removing/blocking me is pretty much unforgivable. Have a nice life."
Which basically made me believe that she was trying to give me a guilt trip just so I would feel bad about it and tried to claim that I sent someone to harass her. The only "harassing" that I did was the simple fact that I'm the type of guy who seeks to have closure over "open wounds" and the fact that she doesn't give a shit about anyone else except for her and her "boyfriend" which she never told me about until the day of the incident where it ended, even though I basically told her everything about my personal life and even skyped with her several times (mainly which she complained about her issues and I comforted her how all friends should be).
And the matter is that she basically said that she feels fake hanging out with me which really makes her a fake because why be friends with me if you're going to make that statement? Really? I'm just really dumbfounded on how I didn't catch on with the true bitch that she is, especially finding this in one of her journals:
"Oh and everyone else reading this who have been ignoring me cries for help. FUCK YOU!" Because yeah, friends tell friends "fuck you"
Oh and thanks to the guy who posted this in her two journals:
"You dont make a random ass Jounral to tell em all off at once.
You want friends right?
take a little advice...keep your temper in check...and two? its all on a computer....You want a RL friend? go out to the mall or etc.
Emotional Punching bag" as you put it?
Hypocrite? :P "
If anything, I'm not revealing her identity because I'm not that much of an asshole to reveal other people their true shame. All I can say is that karma will ruin her. She's never been truly kind during the days that I was friends with her and I felt bad for her whenever something happened to her because I never wished for anything bad to happen to them but once she revealed her true colours, then that's where I cross the line.
Peace. I know that its long but some people will never learn when to let go of their grudge.
Re: I'm sorry
from [REDACTED]
to James-Mayonnaise
The fact that YOU are calling me immature in this is funny. Ive asked you many times to leave me alone. I have no interest in talking to you AT ALL or being friends or anything. And the fact you still put it ON ME like im the bad guy means you haven't learned nothing. Grow up, and leave me alone and move on. I have. I moved on years ago when I blocked you. Time for you to do the same. This is the last time I will respond to you. Any further attempts to contact me will earn an immediate block. So do YOURSELF a favor and move on.
James-Mayonnaise said the following:
I know the way that I had acted in the past was wrong. All I'm just asking is for forgiveness and to perhaps patch up the past that has been broken. Maybe I wasn't clear with you on the day that you wanted me to help you create your characters but I had to help my family out. You really need to stop running away from your past. At least have the maturity to confront your problems [REDACTED]. You're still a friend to me and I just want to at least have that burden off of my chest knowing that you have moved on from the past and not have any grudges against me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Alright, so here's basically what happened:
She asked me to help her create two characters on Thursday (two years ago mind you). I told her, if I could and if I'm not busy because I was helping my family out move and fix up their new house on that weekend. She said alright, and it was kept there. On Thursday, I had to help my mom and my stepfather move into their new house, paint the house, and basically sort every little detail as possible until it was all completed on around Friday in the evening.
When I got back home Friday, I was only able to get on my computer to just tell my friends I was back home and that I was going to be switching over to my tablet. SHE had her mood change from a cheery mode to that of a bitch when I told her that I was changing over to my tablet. From there, she tried to claim that I promised her that I was going to help her create her two characters on that day. I told her that I had made no such promise and that I was basically without sleep since I was the only one (aside from my stepfather) doing the moving and painting the entire house (two-story, both inside and outside) and she said that I had to help her, as if she was the main priority that I had to look at before anyone else in my life, including my own family. With that, she logged out and out of my anger I deleted her from basically everywhere except for my skype.
Here's what I got from my f-list:
"I thought you said you said "you'd never leave" and you'd "always be here" for me. But I guess those were more lies told to me by boys who just wanted something from me. Thank you for teaching me, once again that trust people never works out for the better. But im sure you're going to say that it was all my fault for being a bitch. But if I can't trust you to be there when you say you were, then idk. But seeming as you felt you had to remove me, I guess I didn't mean much to you anyways then a RP kink. Thanks for leading me on, I'm glad I didn't fall to far into your lie of caring for me. Don't bother replying, cuz I've already blocked you everywhere, even on my phone. Removing/blocking me is pretty much unforgivable. Have a nice life."
Which basically made me believe that she was trying to give me a guilt trip just so I would feel bad about it and tried to claim that I sent someone to harass her. The only "harassing" that I did was the simple fact that I'm the type of guy who seeks to have closure over "open wounds" and the fact that she doesn't give a shit about anyone else except for her and her "boyfriend" which she never told me about until the day of the incident where it ended, even though I basically told her everything about my personal life and even skyped with her several times (mainly which she complained about her issues and I comforted her how all friends should be).
And the matter is that she basically said that she feels fake hanging out with me which really makes her a fake because why be friends with me if you're going to make that statement? Really? I'm just really dumbfounded on how I didn't catch on with the true bitch that she is, especially finding this in one of her journals:
"Oh and everyone else reading this who have been ignoring me cries for help. FUCK YOU!" Because yeah, friends tell friends "fuck you"
Oh and thanks to the guy who posted this in her two journals:
"You dont make a random ass Jounral to tell em all off at once.
You want friends right?
take a little advice...keep your temper in check...and two? its all on a computer....You want a RL friend? go out to the mall or etc.
Emotional Punching bag" as you put it?
Hypocrite? :P "
If anything, I'm not revealing her identity because I'm not that much of an asshole to reveal other people their true shame. All I can say is that karma will ruin her. She's never been truly kind during the days that I was friends with her and I felt bad for her whenever something happened to her because I never wished for anything bad to happen to them but once she revealed her true colours, then that's where I cross the line.
Peace. I know that its long but some people will never learn when to let go of their grudge.
My love life so far
Posted 11 years agoWell, to be frank, the year started off rubbish. I don't want to dwell much into it since two people who were close friends of the family passed two months apart from each other. But, I have encountered several people that I have never realized were in the same area as me and well, it sort of helped soften the early blows that I had at the start where I thought that I shared the same mutual feelings as someone else but then I realized that she only used me for her personal gains.
But, I put that behind me. I wiped her out of my memory, only knowing fragments of her but knowing ultimately that she used me just to expand her library of characters. And when I was busy to help her, she lashed out and bitched at me. That's why I left her. She prioritized too much on people clinging onto her rather than letting people live out their own lives.
But alas, who would have thought that 3 to 4 months ago I would have found love. And we shared the same feelings for each other. Eventhough how we met is a bit silly but we put that behind us. I love him. He's the one special person that I am willing on taking a bullet for him. And my sons...even if the inconveniences of life haven't given me the convenience of talking to them, I just want to say that I love all of you as if you guys were actually my son and I wished that we would all be together as a family. Alex, the love of my life...I love you so much. I love you regardless what you choose because my feelings for you are as pure as your feelings are for me.
I love you, and I hope that one day we can truly be together my fox.
<3
~Dan
But, I put that behind me. I wiped her out of my memory, only knowing fragments of her but knowing ultimately that she used me just to expand her library of characters. And when I was busy to help her, she lashed out and bitched at me. That's why I left her. She prioritized too much on people clinging onto her rather than letting people live out their own lives.
But alas, who would have thought that 3 to 4 months ago I would have found love. And we shared the same feelings for each other. Eventhough how we met is a bit silly but we put that behind us. I love him. He's the one special person that I am willing on taking a bullet for him. And my sons...even if the inconveniences of life haven't given me the convenience of talking to them, I just want to say that I love all of you as if you guys were actually my son and I wished that we would all be together as a family. Alex, the love of my life...I love you so much. I love you regardless what you choose because my feelings for you are as pure as your feelings are for me.
I love you, and I hope that one day we can truly be together my fox.
<3
~Dan
My love life so far
Posted 11 years agoWell, to be frank, the year started off rubbish. I don't want to dwell much into it since two people who were close friends of the family passed two months apart from each other. But, I have encountered several people that I have never realized were in the same area as me and well, it sort of helped soften the early blows that I had at the start where I thought that I shared the same mutual feelings as someone else but then I realized that she only used me for her personal gains.
But, I put that behind me. I wiped her out of my memory, only knowing fragments of her but knowing ultimately that she used me just to expand her library of characters. And when I was busy to help her, she lashed out and bitched at me. That's why I left her. She prioritized too much on people clinging onto her rather than letting people live out their own lives.
But alas, who would have thought that 3 to 4 months ago I would have found love. And we shared the same feelings for each other. Eventhough how we met is a bit silly but we put that behind us. I love him. He's the one special person that I am willing on taking a bullet for him. And my sons...even if the inconveniences of life haven't given me the convenience of talking to them, I just want to say that I love all of you as if you guys were actually my son and I wished that we would all be together as a family. Alex, the love of my life...I love you so much. I love you regardless what you choose because my feelings for you are as pure as your feelings are for me.
I love you, and I hope that one day we can truly be together my fox.
<3
~Dan
But, I put that behind me. I wiped her out of my memory, only knowing fragments of her but knowing ultimately that she used me just to expand her library of characters. And when I was busy to help her, she lashed out and bitched at me. That's why I left her. She prioritized too much on people clinging onto her rather than letting people live out their own lives.
But alas, who would have thought that 3 to 4 months ago I would have found love. And we shared the same feelings for each other. Eventhough how we met is a bit silly but we put that behind us. I love him. He's the one special person that I am willing on taking a bullet for him. And my sons...even if the inconveniences of life haven't given me the convenience of talking to them, I just want to say that I love all of you as if you guys were actually my son and I wished that we would all be together as a family. Alex, the love of my life...I love you so much. I love you regardless what you choose because my feelings for you are as pure as your feelings are for me.
I love you, and I hope that one day we can truly be together my fox.
<3
~Dan
Slams
Posted 11 years agoSo yeah...I really need to catch up in my writing projects...namely one for camp nano, a gift story that's overdue and a few other series that I am working on.
Also, gonna pull up a story that I did several months ago but forgot to upload on here oops.
Also, gonna pull up a story that I did several months ago but forgot to upload on here oops.
Life @_@
Posted 11 years agoHaven't gotten any motivation to write recently...life's been piling up and whatnot but whatever, just gotta relax and let everything take its place before I can move on.
(heidy)
Posted 11 years agomight be whoring a bit on Mafia/TWG for a bit :V, anyone want to join on a game?~
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