you're telling me if i don't learn how to find x or the area of a triangle that i wont pass your tests. but if i don't pass your tests i wont get a diploma, if i don't get a diploma i might as well kill myself cause i'll end up alone and on the streets. be cause you can't even work at McDonald's without a high school diploma. the math they teach NO ONE remembers once they get that paper in their hand that says they survived their torture. while those that can't learn it are told "oh well{" ''try harder" "you're not even trying" i'm not trying? me staying home ripping my hair out from all the stress you cause, wanting to just float away and not deal with anything anymore because the "knowledge" you're trying to shove down my throat is too much for me to handle. "he can do it why can't you" he and i are different people, who have gone through different things, he hasn't sat in his room hearing his mother scream in agony from an abusive father, he hasn't watched his father push drugs on the streets, he hasn't watched his mother destroy herself because she blames herself for his father's death, he didn't get taken away from his family and put in an abusive foster home, and get beaten his whole life. so yea he can do it, but i'm too busy fighting my fears and the demons that haunt me to worry about the square root of 47.

so FluffyBootyHunter was a good friend and butt buddy of mine for a while and he set up an Second Life account for me, even making my fursona! he was so great to me and i loved him :P but, he was the jealous type, not just jealous but jealous and hypocritical. he hated to see me be sexual with others and yet he had his own little family of fuck buddies. so not even over an hour ago i was with soubigo and lChaoticKittyl having some "daddy bonding time" when my screen goes grey and i'm logged out, i try to log back in and it says i have the wrong password... i message him on Facebook and he has blocked me. . i issued a complaint too Linden but idk if i'll get it back.

I wouldnlove to try touyhouse and I have allot of intrest in getting on!
If you like any of the adopts I have in my scraps that never sold I would gladly trade you! Keep in mind I have lost most of the original files/un eatermarked ones since my fomputer got ruined!
Also my birthday is soon and that would be a super neat gift *winkwonk*

So today i whent to the doctor and he informed me I have strep throat.
the ych WILL get done but it will be a while...

Since i wasnt getting any more submisions the winner is #15!
http://i.imgur.com/wV2a3gt.jpg
 IanPuppy!

I have about 15-20 bucks to blow and i want to commission somthing cute~
Anyone know somone who is good with femboys and could so a little something for that, maybe even some nsfw?

Okay i'm gonna rant here a bit guys.
This needs to FUCKING stop. Ash has been one of the 348 trans suicides this year and i am fucking sick of it! ITS ONLY MARCH GUYS GOD FUCKING DAMNIT! What gives you the right to bully somone so much to the point that they feel they have nothing left in this world and the only way to fix it is to kill themselves?! I am tored of seeing som many BEAUTIFUL Trans people taking their lives! They need to know that they do matter and they are loved!

PLEASE START TAGGING ALL OF YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA WITH THESE HASHTAGS! lets get the awarness out there!

#StopTransBullying #YouHaveMoreToLiveFor #YouAreBeautiful #HerNameWasLeelah #HisNameWasZander #HisNameWasAsh #RestInPower

Comment below and I'll pick a character(s) of yours that I like most! (If you want me to see a specific one you can link it!) and I'll comment what I like about them!
If you do this, you have to make a journal and do the same thing for me as well and so on!

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So for example: if you take this meme from me you'll start out with me as number 1.

1.  midnightmagica character _______ (reason why you like the character)

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As for my list:

1.  canis-solus character: Soliloquy http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15068933/ I absolutely love the fur patern its so unique and super cute!

My Mate just blocked me on facebook... idk what is going on but 99.9% sure he dumped me and im a single pringle now... great. Devoted to years to try to become the perfect house waifu and i end up getting left behinde like always... I don't know what else I should have expected. Somone to actualy love me? Ha...

the keyhole swaeter winners are
XulaKVZiegel
sayokokoko
Lunaticc
CuteSharkByte
furrylovedream
i'll pm you all when i get the chance to put up a steam but im off to school for now ^^

So sadly my back is hurting me so i can only do 1 of the 2 i promised:/
BUT
the winner is #2!  Photograph

Please contact me to claim your prize!~

~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special!

~Step 3~
The List

1:The Waitress base (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15022231/)
2: Pokemon ORAS for the 3Ds~ ;w; the beautiful  LukwDoddsMicro is giving me this one~♥
3: a bad dragon toy o/////o
4: for my adopts to sell to loving homes~ (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15076537/)
5: Better art skills.
6: Art from  geekidog &  Leefuu
7: All teh arts (mainly of midnight because i need some of his new hair style~)
8: a better computer (mine is a desk top made in 2001 @~@)
9: wigs. any wigs in good condition that you may not want!~
10: For everyone to have the best Holiday season!~


OTHER WISH LISTS!
 pita-tenten http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6309839/
 LupaLoveless http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6281556/
 Sesi http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6309760/
 HimeSqueakers http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6309807/
 PotionMasterCernun http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6324125/
 SythraWolf http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6327523/
 Leefuu http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6328247/
ALSO
 Lunakia is having a christmas give away of a free comision so head overe there to check that out!~
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6313609/



if you do wish to make one of my wishes come true email me for my contact info!~
nichlassmith.0528[at]gmail.com

i entered to win a Wacom Intuos Pro drawing tablet!
increase my chances of winning by signing up using this link!
http://blog.sellfy.com/giveaways/wa.....m/?lucky=11372

i am selling four adopts for a low holiday price of $10 a piece! each one comes with a free bust from  mikomistar of your new adopt or any other OC you have!~ links to FA posts below:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15068323/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15063984/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15041645/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15076336/

Comment with a heart below and I'll tell you what your profile tells me about you!

I will:

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you.
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours. (If you have one...)
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Order you to put this in your journal without using the words 'tag' or 'dare'.

my friend  MikomiStar is open for commissions. she's really quick and has an amazing style. PLEASE go comission her and tell her i sent you!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6276430
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6276430
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6276430
check it out its pretty sweet!~