New account, I hate my fursona, I want to start over lmao.
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED!!
I'll be doing a draw for free art on this account.

NEW ACCOUNT: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/nexuss/

I do not have this account set up yet, But I will. Please watch me if you enjoy my art.

When i get home im gonna eat EVERYTHING

fuck me.

from moi?
they'd be like... $5 plus shipping.
And really pretty and everything. anyone interested?

WHY DO I NEVER UPLOAD ANYTHING GOOD.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY.
I DRAW SOOO FUCKING MUCH, BUT I NEVER UPLOAD ANYTHING GAHHJKSGDFSDLHSDFLKSDG
IM DEAD TO YOUUUU

whatever, i need to upload some shit soon, i just uploaded an aniimation i did for class.
its exciting, i find this fun :3
i cant wait until 3-d animation next semester.
and my animation teacher's name is Mrs. Mcgonnigal
i was like
HARRY POTTERRR.
she may not be the most interesting teacher ever, but shes nice and likes my little drawings i throw in my animations, :33
and and and
and
and
and
i dunno...
i gots nuffing else to says :OO
toodles guys.
-peace sign-

not sure but my might.
Myra was my super awesome fursona, but she really doesnt scream mky name anymore...

-shakes-

post a ref below and ill draw youu

Seriously.

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

4. YOU MUST ADD ONE QUESTION AT THE END OF THIS AND ANSWER IT


Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- yes
Been arrested? --- no
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- no
Slept in until 5 PM? --- yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? ---Yes
Ran a red light? --- no
Been suspended from school? --- no
Experienced love at first sight? --- no
Totalled your car in an accident? ---no
Been fired from a job? --- no
Fired somebody? --- no
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? ---Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yes
Kissed in the rain? --- yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- yes
Seen someone die? --- yes
Played spin-the-bottle? --- yes
Sang in the shower? --- yes
Smoked a cigar? --- yes
Sat on a rooftop? --- yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- yes
Skipped school? ---Yes
Eaten a bug? --- yes
Sleepwalked? -- no
Walked a moonlit beach? ---yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- yes
Dumped someone? --- yes
Forgotten your anniversary? ---no
Lied to avoid a ticket? ---no
Ridden on a helicopter? --- no
Shaved your head? --- no
Blacked out from drinking? ---yes
Played a prank on someone? --- yes
Hit a home run? --- no
Felt like killing someone? --- yes
Cross-dressed? --- yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- yes
Eaten snake? --- no
Marched/Protested? --- no
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- yes
Puked on amusement ride? ---no
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- no
Been in a band? --- yes
Knitted? --- no
Been on TV? --- yes
Shot a gun? --- no
Skinny-dipped? ---yes
Caused someone to need stitches? ---no
Ridden a surfboard? ---no
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- yes
Had surgery? --- yes
Streaked? ---no
Taken by ambulance to hospital? ---yes
Passed out when not drinking? ---yes
Peed on a bush? --- yes
Donated Blood? --- no
Grabbed electric fence? --- yes
Eaten alligator meat? ---no
Eaten cheesecake? ---yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? ---yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- yes
Peed your pants in public? ---no
Written graffiti? --- yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- yes
Think about the future? ---yes
Been in handcuffs? --- yes
Believe in love? ---yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? ---yes
taken 3+ hours to do makeup?--- yes
DON’T BE AFRAID TO ASK ME ABOUT ANYTHING IN THE COMMENTS

Heya guys, whats up? :3
i just thought i'd update this thing, even though theres a chance no one will read it XD
if you remember around mother's day, you'll know that my mom was the victim of a hit and run, and i have some good news. Shes off of crutches and is doing really well ^___^
thank you all for keeping my hopes up with that, i was so broken up about it. Shell be back to work in under a month, and her work is actually paying her, because before theyw erent and i was freaking out.
i had some really cheap comissions up so i could help my mom. but no one bought any, ah, i dont care. if you dont like my art, you dont like it.

right now, im really tireds x.x
i was on skype with my boy till 2 last night, then i couldnt sleep.
aaand, i was doing farm work all this weekend because i chased around some turkeys a few months ago and accidently fell onto their eggs ;w;
i felts bad, and my grandpa got so angry at me, but i dont blame him.

AND I LOST WEIGHT HOLY BALLS
last time i weighed myself, i was 210.
IM 185.
holy shit.
thats nuts o-o
im proud :O

this is my last week of school too, of grade 10 at least.
then i have 3 exams.
then im done :3
i am excite.

I need to help my mother out with some financial stuff, and I need all the help I can get. She was the victim of a hit and run right around mother's day, shes a single mother of two teenagers, and there is absolutely no source of income in our house right now, because my mom's work, and the government are being insane, saying that because she wasnt injured at work, they cant do anything about it...
So i'm freaking out a little, and I need to help out so we can at least try to keep the house and stuff....
so I'm going to do lots of cheap comissions... these are just starter prices, I'm willing to haggle them and change them to what you need....anything will help at this point ^^


So, right now, I charge 10$ for a fully colored, shaded, picture.
Now I'm cutting it down to 5$. ( http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4781596/ )
2$ for a sketch, 4 for lineart.. (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4742434/ ) ( http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5052876/ )
1$ for Icons. -warning...really really old example- (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4166108/ )
10$ for a reference sheet! (http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5766774/ )

I do ATC's, I charge 3$ each for them, and I will send them to you :3 -doesnt have a finished example of one-
I do traditional badges. 5$ for one, and I'll even ship it to you. http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5364404/

ALSO!!!
I'll do some 1$ headshots, that are sketched...

Slots:
1. -open-
2. -open-
3. -open-
4. -open-
5. -open



I'm open for 5 slots at the moment... I don't think they'll all get filled but it's worth a try ^^
I also do trades! but, I'm in more need of money right now than trades x,x
Thanks so much you guys, if i get any comissions at all, I'm going to be so greatful x,x
-hugs everyone-

but yeah, imma do it anyways because it's better than bitching at people off of the internet. yaknow?

So, this douchecanoe still wont talk to me.
fuck.
he used me i cant believe it. i was so blind not to see it.
for fucks sakes. he broke my PS3, he has all my games.
i dont think ill be getting it back unless i use brute force haha...
fuck him.
im so angry, i cant even be at school right now because i've been on the verge of breaking down all morning.
of couse it's not just him, the fact that i haven't had my medication in over two months might have something to do with it.
i should be happy, but now this little pit of drama is setting me back by miles. i hate it.
i want to be happy right now, i feel like i can only be happy when im at home on skype with my boy...
at least he doesn't use me for the emotional support i can give to people.
he doesnt use me for sympathy.
ugh...
im not a fan of these feelings, i've been doing everything i can in the last 6 months of avoid these feelings again, though they're creeping back, seeping into my brain and leeching my emotions and energy out like a leech.
I.
hate.
depression.





If you suffer from it you know what it's like.
I've been so tired all the time, even if i get some sleep, which doesnt happen much...
It's kind of funny because i'll be ok skype with Eric, while hes modding or doing his oen thing, and ill just fall asleep if im lying in bed while on my computer.
poor guy has to put up with my stress headaches, and my bitching...


i only talk to people about things when it's bad..
i hate bugging them otherwise.

people say i should talk about life things more often, but i hate it. it just puts more stress on everyone else.
like my friend katie this morning.
aparently i looked sad or upset and she asked me what was wrong and i told her the entire story.
she got really stressed about it and got very angry about the BS that was happening.
i hate it when people get angry over my shit like that, it makes me feel like i brought up negative emotions in them.

okay, im just rambling now, i should stop.
im at school... and im really angry now..
hahhaahaa oh shit..

I've done nothing but be there for you... ive walked on eggshells for 6 months for you, i've kissed the ground you walk on and all you can do is treat me like the dirt on your shoes.
i fucking offered to let you live at my home, because you say it's so bad at yours.
I've let you stay here for days on end, because you didnt want to go back.
I've listened to your relentless bitching and moaning about your life issues.
I've put up with the fact that you lie through your teeth about things.
I've put up with you, and all you can do is let your stupid fucking ego get in the way.
I let you punch my walls, eat my food. I let you use my laptop for hours on end while I just watch TV..
And when I want to talk to my boyfriend, you got angry at me, and wouldnt talk to me for the rest of the ngiht.
I hate you.
I hate you so much.
I don't use that word, but if you have me in tears because you treat me so bad, I tend to make assumptions.
If you are going to act like this, I never want to see your face again.
You won't talk to me, you wont fucking look at me, and i don't know why....
I didn't do anything wrong.....
I didn't say anything against you....
yesterday you were my best friend and today you can't even talk to me.
what the fuck is wrong with you?
you freaked out when i asked you not to abuse my trust, and you fucking wonder why.
WHY.
I'm done with your bullshit.
I'm.
fucking.
DONE.

stolen from Sin.

Based on what you know about me, what do you see my Fursona or OC as?

Currently, my main fursona(s) (because of having a suit and an OC) are:
Myra the Pandit (panda rabbit)
and Ripley the Hellhound (dragon wolf/dog).


What else would you see me as? Is it because it matches my personality? How I look? How I act? What I say?



Copy and paste this into your own journal with the headline "I'm a _____, but..." to see what people would say of you.



also, are you buttfaces against multiple fursonas or someffing?
i had some ass tard fur get angry at me over it before :S

4 days before mother's day my mom was involved in a hit and run...
she has a concussion, stitches in her head, shattered ribs and a broken knee and ankle. and lots of road rash...
she was riding her bike and basically was hit from behind, throwing her off of the side of a creek bridge,hitting the ground 3 feet away from the water.
she was unconcious for half an hour...
man..
when i find the bastard that just DROVE OFF when he hit the ONLY FAMILY I HAVE LEFT...my god..
im so angry...
the fucking police cant find the fucker either.
she almost died! find the damn man that hit my mom... ;____;
i know it could have been much worse, but when im sitting at home constantly making sure my mom takes pain medication for her shattered ribs, and waking her up every two hours because of a concussion so she doesn't go into a coma, it's pretty heartbreaking.
;;
why does shit like this just keep happening to this family... i hate it.

IM NOT DEAD.
im just
pre occupied owo;

so whats up FA? i miss you guys.
everything has been pretty good lately ^^;
better than it usually has been :333

WISH HIM A BIRTHDAYY


HES 18 YAYYY

I bought some PVC pipe for the skeleton for my fursuit wings, and im pretty happy with how they look so far.
i need to get fur and material now. then i can finish the things.
im really excited, but im also scared for when im wearing them, at cons for whatever reason i find myself lying on the ground a lot, and if i have these wings, i cant lie on the floor XD
maybe ill go half and half, just wear the wings when i want to.
ahdunno...
im excited though.
just going with the flow.


i fixed my tail too. my sister broke it by accident -__- so hopefully the straps keeping it on my best wont break again.
im also in the middle of making fursuit feetpaws.
i have one foot foamed, gonna get shitty faux fur from walmart for the things, its cheap i know but its all i have.
im pretty interested to see what theyll look like when im done.
im also making some larger spikes for ripley's tail, and some claws for her paws.
:3 shes a hellhound. she deserves to be more hellish.
i really need to get more pictures that arent shitty webcam pics.
ive been bugging my sister to take some pictures of me with her slr but shes being a bitch about it, lmfao.

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Jessica
- Eye Color: hazel
- Hair Style/Color: dark brown hair, i look really emo but i need a damn haircut
- Clothing style: I dress like a syke because im bored with girl's clothing :B
- Best physical feature: hmm... legs?

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: rhaving people hate me for no reason
- Your guilty pleasure: DXM
- Your biggest pet peeve: not biggest... i dont have many pet peeves, but when people double click links x.x
- Your ambitions for the future: be happy :B

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: ngfdhgfhfd
- What you think about most: life
- What you think about before bed: sex :V
- You think your best quality is: kindness

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: not sure, never been on a real date.
- To be loved or respected: respected. love always ends bad.
- Beauty or brains: brainsss -runs around like a zombie-
- Dogs or cats: Burrrgrgg DOGS.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: occasionaly.
- Believe in yourself: sometimes
- Believe in love: nope.
- Want someone: not right now.

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: yes
- Done drugs: yeah
- Changed who you were to fit in: yeah, then i gave up.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: green
- Favorite animal: Rabbits... and pandas. :B
- Favorite movie: tronnn. the old one.
- Favorite game: eeh the l4d series/FEAR

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: August 14th
- How old will you be: 16 @_@
- Age you lost your virginity: VIRGINFAG HERE
- Does age matter: yeah, though it depends on the age.

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: ...humerus. =points to elbow-
- Best eye color: anything
- Best hair color: ANYTHINGGGGG
- Best thing to do with a partner: cuddlinggggggg

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: art
- I feel: shitty right now
- I hide: hggrkgjsdg
- I miss: having supper with family.
- I wish: I was older.

im not living my life for myself. im living it for the ones around me.
i want to improve those lives around me
because theirs will always be worth more than mine
or at least thats what i've figured out.
i live for others
to serve them
to love them
i live for my friends
i live for strangers
though they say every act of kindness is done out of self pity.
i dont know
i hate this
im depressed. i hate having the desprate feeling of my body physically not allowing my brain to be happy without the aid of medications.

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sorry about the leave of absence
im back though :D

We're having some financial bullshit right now.
the phones and internet are going to be disconnected for we think a month at the lest...
i dont know what im going to do... i wont be able to get ahold of anyone.