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Posted 14 years agoLOLOLOLOL
im loling so hard
im loling so hard
ufgjgjdgd...
Posted 14 years agoI was doing so well... now im sloping back down to where i was before...
i don't like making emo journal entries... i dont even like MAKING them. i hate it when people treat their journals as personal diaries... though that's what im doing now isn't it? im a hypocrite. bahh..
i've been stuck in this endless loop for the last few months, where everything will be ok. i won't be sad, but i wont be happy. Everything is just nutral. hippy-like... if i must say.
i like it when my emotions treat me well... though i wish they would last, and not treat me like they are right now...
I still have the same issues that made me sad before... they aren't going to disappear. they aren't going to magically float away.
no matter how hard I try, they will always be looming over my shoulder... waiting for a good day to strike when i'm at my weakest...
I wish there was some way where i could just erase my memory... start from scratch... start a new life... do things right this time..
I don't nessicarily care about my future... i don't want to have to move out on my own... thrown out to the dogs.
life is going to get tougher.. i can't imagine it more tough than it is right now...
and i dont mean life is PHYSICALLY tough, i can deal with the day to day routines of getting up in the morning...going to the same classes...seeing the same people... im used to that. it's the toughness of the emotional toll on myself. me thinking and worrying about my friends and the ones near and dear to me. wondering if my mom is okay, thinking what will happen if something suddenly happens to her... worrying of how im going to get through this class without having to re-take it.
all this wondering...
i can't get a solid answer from myself...
i can't imagine life in the future.... i almost dont want to live it...
but i know i have to.. i dont want to let my friends down.
i dont even feel like im living this life for myself...
ugh...
in this endless cycle... after the neutral emotions float away, im left with myself and the bad emotions. i feel like i lose all hope of a happier life. i don't know what it is, if my brain is sick of my caring attitude, or if my subconcious wants me to care about myself more... who knows.
i hate caring about myself... i feel so selfish when i buy myself something nice...or get new clothes...
i dont know what to do
the emotions just cycle... so much ups and downs...
maybe its just part of being a teenager...
but i dunno...
ugh..
fuck...
sorry for the emo journal... i just had to get a few things down on paper... trying to get my thoughts out without having people bitch at me.
even if you do bitch or troll me... give me your best shot. i dont even care.
im not asking for sympathy... i just need some solid guidance...
im pretty independent... ijust dont know what to do with my life......
i don't like making emo journal entries... i dont even like MAKING them. i hate it when people treat their journals as personal diaries... though that's what im doing now isn't it? im a hypocrite. bahh..
i've been stuck in this endless loop for the last few months, where everything will be ok. i won't be sad, but i wont be happy. Everything is just nutral. hippy-like... if i must say.
i like it when my emotions treat me well... though i wish they would last, and not treat me like they are right now...
I still have the same issues that made me sad before... they aren't going to disappear. they aren't going to magically float away.
no matter how hard I try, they will always be looming over my shoulder... waiting for a good day to strike when i'm at my weakest...
I wish there was some way where i could just erase my memory... start from scratch... start a new life... do things right this time..
I don't nessicarily care about my future... i don't want to have to move out on my own... thrown out to the dogs.
life is going to get tougher.. i can't imagine it more tough than it is right now...
and i dont mean life is PHYSICALLY tough, i can deal with the day to day routines of getting up in the morning...going to the same classes...seeing the same people... im used to that. it's the toughness of the emotional toll on myself. me thinking and worrying about my friends and the ones near and dear to me. wondering if my mom is okay, thinking what will happen if something suddenly happens to her... worrying of how im going to get through this class without having to re-take it.
all this wondering...
i can't get a solid answer from myself...
i can't imagine life in the future.... i almost dont want to live it...
but i know i have to.. i dont want to let my friends down.
i dont even feel like im living this life for myself...
ugh...
in this endless cycle... after the neutral emotions float away, im left with myself and the bad emotions. i feel like i lose all hope of a happier life. i don't know what it is, if my brain is sick of my caring attitude, or if my subconcious wants me to care about myself more... who knows.
i hate caring about myself... i feel so selfish when i buy myself something nice...or get new clothes...
i dont know what to do
the emotions just cycle... so much ups and downs...
maybe its just part of being a teenager...
but i dunno...
ugh..
fuck...
sorry for the emo journal... i just had to get a few things down on paper... trying to get my thoughts out without having people bitch at me.
even if you do bitch or troll me... give me your best shot. i dont even care.
im not asking for sympathy... i just need some solid guidance...
im pretty independent... ijust dont know what to do with my life......
EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS!!! -plug-
Posted 14 years agomy friend... his brother was admitted to the hospital, and they are in dire need of financial help :<
my friend is doing emergency commissions to try and raise money to pay the bills.
PLEASE HELP!!
this journal has the information in it.. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2186145/
please help :<
if i can get my money into my account ill donate some.
i can stand to see my friends in need of help...
my friend is doing emergency commissions to try and raise money to pay the bills.
PLEASE HELP!!
this journal has the information in it.. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2186145/
please help :<
if i can get my money into my account ill donate some.
i can stand to see my friends in need of help...
the future looks bright
Posted 14 years ago2011: Nuclear reactors across Japan explode, causing a meltdown. 60% of the population killed.
2012: Japan is quarantined, no one allowed to enter or leave.
2015: Joint country expedition team sent into Japan. Results show that 90% of current population of Japanese people suffer from radiation poison, mutation may occur.
2020: 80% of the population are mutants. Mutants have no recollection of being human, and are very hostile. Some gain the ability to manipulate the elements such as fire, water, and etc…
2027: Japanese scientists give reports of being able to tame mutants.
2028: A new area of science is created and dedicated to the advancement of knowledge on these mutants. They can be used as food, workers, and are able to communicate with humans to a degree.
2030: A bill is passed that denies the ability to use mutants in war. A revolt in the same year, results in the creation of a sport revolving around the mutants, to allow them to fight with each other, under the guardianship of professional human trainers.
2043: Ash Ketchum is born.
no...but seriously...
i cant believe this japen shit is happening :<
I would donate if i had the cash :(
2012: Japan is quarantined, no one allowed to enter or leave.
2015: Joint country expedition team sent into Japan. Results show that 90% of current population of Japanese people suffer from radiation poison, mutation may occur.
2020: 80% of the population are mutants. Mutants have no recollection of being human, and are very hostile. Some gain the ability to manipulate the elements such as fire, water, and etc…
2027: Japanese scientists give reports of being able to tame mutants.
2028: A new area of science is created and dedicated to the advancement of knowledge on these mutants. They can be used as food, workers, and are able to communicate with humans to a degree.
2030: A bill is passed that denies the ability to use mutants in war. A revolt in the same year, results in the creation of a sport revolving around the mutants, to allow them to fight with each other, under the guardianship of professional human trainers.
2043: Ash Ketchum is born.
no...but seriously...
i cant believe this japen shit is happening :<
I would donate if i had the cash :(
To do list -will be updated-
Posted 14 years agoKandy the raccoon gift(missluckychan on DA) - not started
Fox fursona commission(for someone i know IRL) - not started
a New icon for myself -__- - not started
Fox fursona commission(for someone i know IRL) - not started
a New icon for myself -__- - not started
I hate it when my sister and my mom fight.
Posted 14 years agowatching harry potter with my bro
Posted 14 years agonot really my bro, but as close as it can get.
i have the best friendship ever.
hes playing minecraft while we chill out, im so happy right now.
i have the best friendship ever.
hes playing minecraft while we chill out, im so happy right now.
fursuit antics and my asshat geograpy teacher
Posted 14 years agohey guys, whats new?
I love my fursuit, ripley's very fun. I made my first tail yesterday, and ive been working on footpaws ^^
everything is going well.
i love school right now, I'm taking fine arts and graphic arts.
I get to make a notepad for myself soon on the presses, and im pretty stoked.
i also get to make stickers o,o
im esxited.
i hate geo though, the teacher is a douchebag.
i had my head down in class because i was having a really bad day, i was on the verge of breaking down because i had been having violent mood swings all day.
he was in the middle of talking, stopped, and yelled "WAKE HER UP." i put my head up, and he asked me why my head was down.
i said i was having a bad day, he replies with, "well mine's worse because i have to put up with you."
:< i hate that teacher.
I love my fursuit, ripley's very fun. I made my first tail yesterday, and ive been working on footpaws ^^
everything is going well.
i love school right now, I'm taking fine arts and graphic arts.
I get to make a notepad for myself soon on the presses, and im pretty stoked.
i also get to make stickers o,o
im esxited.
i hate geo though, the teacher is a douchebag.
i had my head down in class because i was having a really bad day, i was on the verge of breaking down because i had been having violent mood swings all day.
he was in the middle of talking, stopped, and yelled "WAKE HER UP." i put my head up, and he asked me why my head was down.
i said i was having a bad day, he replies with, "well mine's worse because i have to put up with you."
:< i hate that teacher.
Girl confessiong.
Posted 14 years agostolen from sin
Girl meme thang xD
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
depends if i have a shower before bed
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
depends on how cold it is
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
depends on who
4. Do you enjoy drama?
nope.
5. Are you a girly-girl?
hells no
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
friend azure :O
7. Small or large purse?
messenger bag. NIGGA, IT AINT NO PURSE.
8. Are you short?
nooope ^^ 5 foot 9
9. Do you like somebody?
Dezz <3
(mah girlfriend)
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
nope
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
hells no.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
i care about the way i look, but im not obsesed with it.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
hells yes!
14. Are you double jointed?
nope
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
fell asleep at my computer before
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
No XD
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
probably.
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
yeah XP i have a friend, i call him bodnor, and another, i call him olson :B
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
who knows.
[x] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth. (i dot wear mascara :O)
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[x ] I like death/grind/black metal. (on occaison)
[] I like rap.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] I like techno. (my life music)
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[] I own a boy band.
[ ] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a bad influence
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
oh jesus. tie dye, blue, white, green orange.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
doesnt matter : O i dont date guys :B
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope.
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
nothing :O
5. Do you have a best friend?
FFF NO. i love all my friends dearly.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
in a relationship, as girlfriend? no. but parents and influences like that, yeah
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
kind of.
8. Do you like your life?
yes ^^
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Lol no.
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yesssss
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
boyees
13. How long have you had a facebook?
2 years?
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
nope.
15. What are your biggest fears?
being burned alive.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah.
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
:O yes!
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Kind of yes.
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yeah (:
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
noo i dont like attention like that :O
21. Are you currently missing someone?
yeah :< Dez
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE:
Cowboy or Gangster?
neither D:
Preppy or Punk?
punnk
Face or Body?
face :O
Good cook or take you out a lot?
cook ^^
Sweet or sexy?
Sweet.
Armani or Abercrombie?
Neither.
Contacts or glasses?
neither :PP
Girl meme thang xD
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
depends if i have a shower before bed
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
depends on how cold it is
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
depends on who
4. Do you enjoy drama?
nope.
5. Are you a girly-girl?
hells no
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
friend azure :O
7. Small or large purse?
messenger bag. NIGGA, IT AINT NO PURSE.
8. Are you short?
nooope ^^ 5 foot 9
9. Do you like somebody?
Dezz <3
(mah girlfriend)
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
nope
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
hells no.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
i care about the way i look, but im not obsesed with it.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
hells yes!
14. Are you double jointed?
nope
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
fell asleep at my computer before
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
No XD
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
probably.
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
yeah XP i have a friend, i call him bodnor, and another, i call him olson :B
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
who knows.
[x] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth. (i dot wear mascara :O)
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[x ] I like death/grind/black metal. (on occaison)
[] I like rap.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] I like techno. (my life music)
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[] I own a boy band.
[ ] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a bad influence
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
oh jesus. tie dye, blue, white, green orange.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
doesnt matter : O i dont date guys :B
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope.
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
nothing :O
5. Do you have a best friend?
FFF NO. i love all my friends dearly.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
in a relationship, as girlfriend? no. but parents and influences like that, yeah
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
kind of.
8. Do you like your life?
yes ^^
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Lol no.
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yesssss
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
boyees
13. How long have you had a facebook?
2 years?
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
nope.
15. What are your biggest fears?
being burned alive.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah.
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
:O yes!
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Kind of yes.
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yeah (:
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
noo i dont like attention like that :O
21. Are you currently missing someone?
yeah :< Dez
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE:
Cowboy or Gangster?
neither D:
Preppy or Punk?
punnk
Face or Body?
face :O
Good cook or take you out a lot?
cook ^^
Sweet or sexy?
Sweet.
Armani or Abercrombie?
Neither.
Contacts or glasses?
neither :PP
no school today
Posted 14 years agoI hate canadaa, it's freaking march and schools out today, because of the weather.
fffuuuu-
im so bored XD
manohman.
what if i streamed some art today?
fffuuuu-
im so bored XD
manohman.
what if i streamed some art today?
GAH THIS IS WHY I HATE RELIGION
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.landoverbaptist.net/show.....ead.php?t=3296
GEESUS!!!
man, this guy is so butthurt over furries being a sin. it;s great.
aparently if your a hybrid, you're gonna take a gun and go on shotting spree for hving the idea,
and if you;re a deagonfur, you're gonna go eat someone.
lmfaololol
god damnit.
does that mean since im a panda rabbi,t im gonna go and shove bamboo and carrots down people's throats until they cant breathe and ultimately die in the end?
hahahha oh god.
society is doomed because of religion.
GEESUS!!!
man, this guy is so butthurt over furries being a sin. it;s great.
aparently if your a hybrid, you're gonna take a gun and go on shotting spree for hving the idea,
and if you;re a deagonfur, you're gonna go eat someone.
lmfaololol
god damnit.
does that mean since im a panda rabbi,t im gonna go and shove bamboo and carrots down people's throats until they cant breathe and ultimately die in the end?
hahahha oh god.
society is doomed because of religion.
1000 PAGEVIEWS CONTEST [free art-
Posted 14 years agoI'm getting close to 1k pageviews ^^
it's pretty eciting : D
the one who sends a screenshot of 1000 pageviews gets a special prize :P
READY SET GO
it's pretty eciting : D
the one who sends a screenshot of 1000 pageviews gets a special prize :P
READY SET GO
So excited ~~
Posted 14 years agoI'm picking up my fursuit today ~~ x33
goin to the hospital lalalalaa
Posted 14 years ago theres something wrong with my tonsils, i got some kind of infection or something, because they're all swollen, and white and pussy looking @_____@
my mom thinks i have an infection (shes a medic) so tomorrow im going into the ER because everythings going to be closed, because it'slouis riel day.
uuunnnngh if i have to get my tonsils removed imma be angry.
i dont really like surgery/
my mom thinks i have an infection (shes a medic) so tomorrow im going into the ER because everythings going to be closed, because it'slouis riel day.
uuunnnngh if i have to get my tonsils removed imma be angry.
i dont really like surgery/
Not cool
Posted 14 years agoI totally took 2 T3's before coming to school today
my godd, worst decision ever lololol
imma have fun passing out in geo
i hate being sick. imgoing to the doctors tonight
my godd, worst decision ever lololol
imma have fun passing out in geo
i hate being sick. imgoing to the doctors tonight
It's just one thing after another after another
Posted 14 years agoIm still sick with bronchitis or some shit, and now i have pinkeye.
FUUUUCKJEKSHJLKSG
FUUUUCKJEKSHJLKSG
lmfao what the fuck is this [video]
Posted 14 years agoi dont even...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKK3.....;feature=feedf
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKK3.....;feature=feedf
WHARRRBLEGHARRRBRLLEL also free art from me
Posted 14 years agoI'm going to my grandma's house tonight, she has a scanner, so imma scan a few sketches and upload em : 33
I'll take a few full color requests. im bored and need something to do.
what would cost people 10 bucks will cost the next 3 people that post references, 0 dollars.
I'll take a few full color requests. im bored and need something to do.
what would cost people 10 bucks will cost the next 3 people that post references, 0 dollars.
Making a resin fursuit mask
Posted 14 years agoI'm in the process of puting mold builder on the sculpt, i made a new character (thats not my fursona) to make a suit out of. He's gonna be awesome.
I did some test resin eyes today, but the resin came out very foggy and bubbly. what do?
i'm already at 12+ hours on this thing @___@
and im still layering mold builder onto the thing XD
I did some test resin eyes today, but the resin came out very foggy and bubbly. what do?
i'm already at 12+ hours on this thing @___@
and im still layering mold builder onto the thing XD
Dez...
Posted 14 years agoI know you secretly watch my FA
you've always been here for me, and after that one day at school when you rubbed my back and calmed me down, i noticed how much i like you.
you are an amazing person.
i know you like me.... and i really like you...
do you want to go out with me...?
you've always been here for me, and after that one day at school when you rubbed my back and calmed me down, i noticed how much i like you.
you are an amazing person.
i know you like me.... and i really like you...
do you want to go out with me...?
having bank issues
Posted 14 years agothe bank is screwing shit up, so if i sent you money you probably dont have it owo;
fuuuuck
fuuuuck
$1.00 icons!
Posted 15 years agoI'm doing $1.00 icons right now, if you're interested please comment or note me : )
Your icon will be the regular size, fully colored : DD
I take other commissions too if you're interested : 3
Your icon will be the regular size, fully colored : DD
I take other commissions too if you're interested : 3
Selling adoptables!
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/5139899
great deals in here
great deals in here
holy mother of GEESUSSS
Posted 15 years agohahah, what is this, i dont even--
someones cooking
and it smells like meat
like
tacos.
i mean, i like tacos.
but i dont eat meat.
WHAT DO?
ok to the point
HOW IS EVERYONE
ITS BEEN SO QUIET ONLINE LATELY.
GAHHJVGSDJXKHJFSDKKBLFKD
i love you all.
EVERY
SINGLE
ONE
OF
YOU.
IM SHOPPING FOR RAVE GEAR
WATWATWATAT
i love raves.
fuuck man.
I want my paypal to activate.
HURRY UP PAYPAL
commissions! -OPEN-
Posted 15 years agoI'm finally open for commissions!
i'll update this journal as I figure things out.
I'll open the slots, and adjust the prices and list of available art as i go along.
but what do you guys think of the prices, should i lower them?
I'm so excited for this, you wouldn't believe x333
i'll update this journal as I figure things out.
____________________________________________________________
Commission prices
Icons
-Normal sized icon $1.00
-double icon (usually shared by mates) $3.00
headshots/busts
-sketched headshot $3.00
-Colored headshot $4.00
add $0.50 for any additional characters in the shot.
Fullbody
-sketched $5.00
-lineart $8.00
-everything else (color, background) $10.00
add $1.00 for each additional chracter
ATC's (artist trading cards)
-All ATC's - $10.00
I will send the card to you, the shipping is included in the price :3
_________________________________________________________
Slots:
1. OPEN
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
__________________________________________________________I'll open the slots, and adjust the prices and list of available art as i go along.
but what do you guys think of the prices, should i lower them?
I'm so excited for this, you wouldn't believe x333
