are failing lately sorry for the lack of artness.
im working on a really great piece for you all, and i think i might submit it as an adoptable because i randomly made up the character. loool
shes a white rat, with pink winders, toes and a pink tail. she has neon green spots all over her shes really cuteee.
shes chubby too, huge boobs x3333

I'm treated like freaking outcast in this fucking house.
im not one for internet ranting but i really need this one.
my mother is the happy, positive, worksoutfor2hoursaday health nut. she had never been like this for most of my life, im happy for her, that shes fit and healthy, but she wants to push it on my own lifestyle.
my sister, is a bible bumping, highschool loving, singing hippy tunes, listen to country music good girl.

me. im the chubby lesbian, who draws furries, and is addicted to the internet. the one who listens to techno music, and absolutely adores video games.
no one in the house likes my lifestyle, according to my mother
"i have no social life"
"when i do have friends over were in front of a screen"
"im getting fat, im never doing anything."
"i do nothing but sit in front of a screen"
"i dont asociate with the family at all."
"i isolate myself."

sorry. i really need to rant.
i just sat in front of my mother for 30 minutes and listened to her bitch about how much she hates my lifetyle, and how shes going to force me to change it. and if i dont change it, she'll take away my laptop and my music and the things that make me happy.
thanks mom.
im proud to be your fucking daughter.

yeah, i have around 400 magic cards in my room, and i dont ply anymore, so ill be willing to do trades until i get meself a paypal.
loool.
any takers?

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I'm going to do my best to be honest with these answers. However, if you're afraid of a different opinion, or if you ask something just to be offensive, I'm not responsible for hurting your feelings.

The rules are simple:

-You must answer every question you get no matter what it's about, and you must do so honestly
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Follow these rules and I will answer them

I hope you all had a good new years :3
i had a large party at my house with 8 or 9 of my friends ^^ It was mighty fun. now i have 4 friends who slept over, and were watching Crank ^^
how was your guys' new years? did you have fun?
I have a crush on one of my friends here; shes reallllyyy cute.
im debating on asking her out owo

alright the excitement of the holidays are beginning to wind down, so i thought i would update you guys with a few things.
First of all, i'm going to be posting more art soon.
I've been sooo busy lately, that i haven't been able to post anything. I haven't been drawing much, and when I do, it's traditional. I don't have a scanner so im not able to show you guys my actual sketches XD
so the fact that im out of school for another week, and that ill have nothing to do, expect more art :B
another thing is that ive been trying to open up a bank account, but i keep putting it off >_>
if i actually go through getting an account, and a paypal, will any of you guys comission me?
I mean, i dont want to make an account and figure out that no one will want to buy art from me lol.
I'm gonna have the prices low at first, so i can get used to the whole "drawing for other people" thing.
it still excites me though, beinging other people's chacters to life ^^

last thing

do any of you guys collect ball jointed dolls, or want to buy one? I'm selling my bobobie white skin ariel girl. She was my first doll, and i just dont like the mold as much as i used to.
if you're interested, please please note me and ill send you some pictures
NOTE: this is not the fox doll in my gallery.the BBB ariel girl is an elven/human doll.


last lastly thing
the name contest for the fox doll is still going, i havent decided on my top 3 choice yet. Please enter!! you have a chance at winning free art from me!!!


peace out everyone, and i hope your holidays are going very well.

-myra

holy shit.
Best Christmas EVER.



I'm updating this journal from my brand new lap top :DDD

doods. my dolly needs a new name. his name is data right now, but because of his recent customizations, hes almost grown out of it.
so this is a contest!
if you post this as a journal, and leave a name for a male genie/steampunk/gypsy fox character you may be eligable for free art.
the top three names i like will be put in a draw, i will draw a name, and whoever suggested the name will get some free art.

but you have to create a journal, because i need more than 4 people suggesting names lol.
happy naming,

this is the doll by the way
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4982117

i used to hate it but it grew on me

Is it bad that I absolutely cannot stand highschool?

re piercing my grown in holes in my ears, then shoving 10 guage earrings in them
OWWWIEEE
BUT THEY LOOK SOOO FUCKING COOLLL.
will post pics when not lazy as fuck

I really want to try and keep personal issues out of my FA and DA accounts, but I really don't know where to turn lately. My mom has been a single mother for more than 3 years now, and has done exceptionally well. after my Ex-step father cheated and left us, she was left heart broken raising 2 children. She dated a few people here and there but because of her history of bringing men into our lives, she decided that she wanted nothing serious.
For the first time in 3 years she's in a serious relationship with a guy, we'll call him T. T is a pretty cool guy, but i've only met him a few times. He seems pretty comfortable around my sister and I, which nearly bugs me a bit..
I'm not used to seeing my mom holding hands with anyone, or the her on a couch with anyone, cuddling.
I'm so happy for her, but i don't know what to think lol.
It's so weird, I've gone my whole childhood with not seeing my mother show that kind of affection towards anyone, i don't know if i'm jealous, or envious, since she tends to let affection slip towards my sister and I.
ahhh dunno Fa.

got any advice? I've been in quite a pickle lately with a bunch of things.
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I have this sketchbook, and I'm beginning to fill it with drawings, but i don't have a scanner. I gotta do more digital art and upload it.
I should vbe getting a bank account soon... if my mom decides to finally take me lol.

I don't particularily like photography.
it's insainely boring. and all the cameras are being used so i have absolutely nothing to do.
it's a fun class to goof off in, but jesus.
its so boring -______-

seriously, im out of ideas.

I'mma rip someone's head off.
WHY AM I SO PISSED OFF ALL THE TIME.
it's not fun : (

I would totally like, yaknow post some art, but i haven't drawn anything in a long time.
true story, whatever isnt doodles that I post, is the only art I do.
Except one piece I never finished. maybe I'll post that as is.
my tablet's at school too, ive been using it for advertising arts. Works better in PS than a mouse. I guess one of the logos i designed is furry, so I'll post that in the near furute.
I need to make a new icon of Myra. Jesssussss has she changed. Ideleted my old reference because it was bullshit, and my fursonas changed since then. why keep a shitty ref when you're never gonna use it??

I may be taking commissions soon. i know i've been saying that for a while, but i'vwe been procrastinating on getting a bank account >___>
Soooo, tings to do.

-get a bank account
-bring my tablet home
-post a few art pieces that i never finished
-post that ad art logo i made
-????
-profit.




shhh you summerfag.

just ignore this journal, unless you want a free adoptable >___>

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4737776/

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4726178/

right hear :3

because im totally up for one :DDD
theyre fun

I'm sorry i've been gone for so long, i should have kept you guys updated. I just had a massive art block and it's finally done!
Also the fact that im at school hiders the amount of time i can work on art :B
im actually in the school library right now. I not have a 3rd period spare (i'm in grade 10) because i dropped pre cal. I waas failing at it so i dropped the course.
oh wells.
at least they dont block FA.
they seem to block everything else XD
so on my list:
more art.
get a paypal
i might be open for comissions in the future. (like 5 dollar colored stuff. cheap but good yaknow)

Just sayin'

and no, i don't mean a one time sex rp xD
I mean like, an actual RP... iunno.
owo

I very much agree with what it says in your profile. I know i belong in some category, as do you, we all have different quirks and things that make us human. as do you.
It`s really interesting yaknow.
Dunno how to put it, i mostly act weird and retarded because I find it fun, and I love to hear people laugh at me. I can, for a fact act completely sane when I want to :D
which happens only to be sometimes... owo
XD
oh well... if you saw me in real life, you`d be able to spot the differences. About how the way I act in game and the way I act in real life are completely different. Though, im finding both of these slowly blending together lately.
I find myself wanting to be a part of my online friend`s lives more than I should...it`s so weird :O
dunno, it could just be that I spend the majority of my life on this computer, and with these people. Eventually you`re going to find yourself attatched with them eh? especially if you`re always talking to them and discussing shit with them.
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so, schools not as bad aws I thought it would be. I really like my advertising art class, but i can't wait until next semester where i have GRaphic arts, and fne arts in the morning every dat. -excite-
Sorry about the lack of drawings, lack of time = lack of drawings i guess.
I should doodle something before I leave for today...
OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT.
I have to makw my buddy Ren a birthday card, shes getting some BJD stuff aswell forher birthday. :D
I'll get onto that.

also
I NEED A ROLEPLAY PARTNER.
I don't care what species, I just really want to do a highschool RP, romance or not. I need to get back into this thing you call "writing" since my english teacher expects a lot from us.
:D

see you guys later.

Dunno, I'm constantly drawing for you wonderful furries but when it comes to telling you about my life, im at a loss.
xD
Well, I'm going into grade 10 tommorow, im excited and scared at the same time. i really dont know what to expect.
man, i cant believe how awesome all of you are... all my watchers, you're basically the only people keeping me drawing right now.
ahhg
god who am I kidding. I've been a complete mess lately... the only reason i want to go to school is becasue its getting me out of the house. getting out of this stupid basement i've bound myself to. the last month of summer has been the most shitty month i've had in a long time. oh well.
maybe things'll get better.
who knows.