I have a plan to do 3D printing on commission. Either for cash or art.

I woke up to find white splotches inside the carboy on the surface of the cider as it was racking. Indicating bacterial colonies. I was really looking forward to trying this stuff but I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

It has been 11 years on this site and since I joined the fandom.

Who woulda thought I'd go from a cutesy babyfur in 2011, to a promiscuous, stoner femboy and a diaperfur 11 years later. Life can be insane sometimes

The other night an uncle of mine had either a massive stroke or aneurysm and ended up on life support. Had to watch my little cousins over at their house while their mother(my aunt) accompanies her husband at the hospital. Just now I was informed that the damage to his brain is extensive and they may have to let him go and pull the plug.

Goddammit I know there was nothing I could've done but I wish there was. I wish this was just a bad dream to wake up from. I feel like lashing out at life itself for dealing such a bad hand to him and taking him at only age 40 so suddenly like that. Fucking hell! Why do bad things happen to good people?

I'm just gonna lie down and sleep this whole day away or find something to distract me somehow. Can't bear the thought of my cousins now having to grow up without their father whom was very good to them.

Just in such a deep mire right now mixed with numbness, depression, and rage from this happening so quick.

Edit: the report says he won't live past 24 hours so they're saying goodbye.

I joined this website on the 25th of this month 10 years ago. A lot of memories here. Not sure how to celebrate since it's going to be Thanksgiving which will be at the forefront of tomorrow. Then again I guess I'm fine with that.

Twitter and Facebook have pretty much become a toxic cesspool full of bigots, hypocrites, and spiteful individuals. I tried to prevent division in 2016 and up until 2020 it's only gotten worse. I'm done trying, I'm tired of the pettiness coming from almost everyone on this planet. I don't care about elections nor who voted for who, I'm disgusted by how so many pushed one another away and burned bridges in exchange for a cozy echo chamber, I was disgusted in 2016 and I'm disgusted now. Right now I just wanna sleep and never wake up.

I just wanna leave those sites forever if they weren't so addictive.

 cammyneko99 is an excellent artist that I would recommend, she made this adorable pic https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37164013/ and many others. She also does art streaming on youtube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQ.....XT6W_25D04gSQg

currently in the middle of restoring my room. once I have the carpet and everything, I'll get some ikea furniture.

Also had things set up so a flood like this may never happen again

wound up spending 3 days in a hotel but now I'm home and I have my brother's room to sleep in since he's gone for now. restoration came. they demo'd and dried up the basement. removed carpet and dry wall. hopefully these guys come back soon to start rebuilding my room. I am getting a new bed on the bright side and they did save my fox and bunny blanket.

Another mush worse flood has pretty much destroyed my room, my sanctuary and place of solace. Everything is flooded. A fuc king water line broke in the streets and got into my room because we're downhill. Fuck my life. I just wanna leave this neighborhood turned hellhole.

it should arrive on Wednesday

I decided to have some made but I wanna know my options

lets hope 2018 will be good.

I scored a $50 gift card so I can afford a commission I'm wanting but I need someone to join in for a diaper bar pic

the commission will be done by  colby-hedgey and to join as the additional character will be $5. I'll be paying for everything else
one more thing. the characters will be adults, so no cubs, since it's a bar after all.

I hope you all enjoyed presents and being together.

I was looking into this true story last night. it's one of the few things that restore my faith in humanity

I shall say my farewell to all of my friends here on the internet. As much I don't want to say goodbye should the worst case scenario happen, I could neither be able to afford staying on nor do I see this website surviving the repeal. my time here has been quite a roller coaster ride. most of it fun. and I thank all of the artists who made art for me. Again I wish I never had to contemplate my farewells like this so soon. I'm sorry

well this is a pleasant surprise.

well I'm done with my deer hunting trip and currently getting ready to go back to Arizona. really looking forward to checking out an upgraded pool. Unfortunately I caught a rather nasty cold, hopefully I recover soon otherwise the flight is really gonna suck.

Some honeybees flying around and slurping up nectar from some dandelions. Decided to let the little guys have some more nectar to take back to their hive before I cut the grass

Freakin awesome! This'll be my first FPS game in a long time. I'm so getting this for my switch.

just finished the first season and I'm looking forward to the next one

Just leaving this idea here in case I wanna use it.

my female fursona Ruby had a really difficult calculus test to get through and had to use mega seeds like from Rick and Morty and make a serum to boost her brain. she wound up passing but now has to deal with the effects of it wearing off. luckily she has a caretaker to change her diapers and care for her till the after-effects end, till then she is in a crib drooling and lacking much of her brain functionality.

got back with some spectracide wasp killer and launched a full assault. many have died from the poison, some flew but they won't have a home to return to cause we dislodged the nest and soaked it in poison. the battle has been won

*sighs* wasps nested in the place where you put in fuel. it's gotten big so I'm getting some wasp killer. these bastards have gotten on my nerves.