Yeah. Sketches. Come 'n get some. I got 5 slots open.

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Interested? Note me. They're $2 each, paid by PayPal to matthewpursellivy2012[at]gmail.com .

Go on and ask oHo;

Filched from  izaak.

A- Age:
17

B- Biggest fear:
Being unloved.

C- Cold weather or Warm weather?:
Colder weather, even if it does give me a runny nose.

D- Drink you last had:
Dr. Pepper.

E- Extraterrestrials (Aliens), are they real?:
Probably not.

F- First thing you do when you woke up:
Get dressed.

G- Ghosts, are they real?
Depends.

H- How tall are you?:
6"1-2ish.

I- In love with someone (Just answer Yes or No):
Not telling.

J- Jealous of someone (Just answer Yes or No):
A fair few people, yes.

K- Killed Someone?:
I certainly hope I haven't.

L- Last time you cried?:
This morning, as I was talking to my parents.

M- Music genre you hate the most:
Crunk and urban. They're just... amelodic.

N- Newest acquisition:
Library books.

O- One Wish:
To make others happy.

P- Pie, wich flavor you like the most?:
Oh my goodness, I love pie in general, but pecan pie... Hrn... <3

Q- Question you usually ask:
How so?

R- Reason to smile:
I talked to my parents about being depressed, and they gave me support.

S- Song you like the most:
Too many to count.

T- Time you woke up:
I don't remember.

U- Underwear Color:
Navy blue.

V- VideoGame you like the most:
Most of the Megaman series.

W- Worst Habit:
Not sure.

X- X-Rays you've had:
Mostly my mouth, from the dentists'.

Y- Your favorite food:
I'm fond of pot roast.

Z- Zodiac Sign:
Cancer

You heard it right here, folks. Please follow this link below if you want one!

http://kit-the-wolfy.deviantart.com.....ions-554743042

Huh, this is new, and I think I like it.

Tomorrow, I'm going to the local Habitat for Humanity building, to act as a greeter, as part of my volunteer work for school. I'm a little nervous, but I'm happy to be helping the Habitat and giving back to the community a little. Wish me luck.

This morning at about five, my grandmother, Ruth, died of bone cancer. She was a wonderful person, and I already miss her so, so much.

Thank you for everything, Grandma. I hope God treats you well, up in Heaven where you deserve to be.

RIP Ruth P______, August 16, 2015

She only has six months to a year- if that- left to live. The most anyone can do now is make her final months comfortable.

I can't do this. Why? Why, God? Why Grandma? I just wanted a few more years. At least until I graduated college.

I'd trade my life for Grandma's. I'd trade any number of years from my life, I'd snuff mine out entirely, if only Grandma could live and laugh, at least for a few years more.

This isn't fair. Grandma deserves more time. She's so kind and funny and caring and wonderful and I don't want her to go.

Name: Matthew
Nickname: Matty
Location: Los Angeles (it sucks here please stay away at all costs)
Age: 17
Height: 6'2"
Religion: Jewish
Zodiac sign: Cancer (Western), Earth Tiger (Eastern)
Pets: 3 dogs and a rabbit
Favorite thing about yourself: None really, I guess I like my eye color a lot
Worst habit: I'm easy to anger and find myself snapping when I get upset
Fun fact(s):
1. I'm a lefty
2. I play various card games, including Yugioh and Magic the Gathering
3. I'm generally not fond of vegetables because my dad is pathetic at cooking them

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Not telling
Romantic preference: Not telling
"Kinsey Scale" score: Wha--
Relationship status: Not gonna tell
Myers/Briggs type: INFP
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff


Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night Owl, I often stay awake until 3 AM
First thought in the morning: I don't wanna go to school, five more minutes...
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I love my friends so much

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: High school senior

Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: I have in the past as part of religious ceremonies, but never again, I hate alcohol
Smoke: Ew no
Do Drugs: Never have never will
Exercise: Not really, every so often i go for a swim and that's nice
Have a go-to comfort food: None in particular
Have a nervous habit: Chewing things, usually not of the edible kind

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): My eye color is really nice
In Others: None in particular
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): I can empathize with others and care about them.
Drink: Milk, cherry soda, tea
Animal: Dogs and cats mostly.
Colors: Blue, green, grey, red
Artist/Band/Group: Pentatonix, Anthem Lights, Peter Hollens, most Vocaloid producers
Author/Poet: JK Rowling, Emily Rodda, Kazuki Takahashi (yes he's an author, he wrote Yugioh so zip it)
Actor/Actress: None in particular
Blogger(s): None in particular

I'm really, really, really scared. I don't want my grandma to die. Not yet. Not like this.

Yeah... I really want to start taking art/story commissions for actual money, rather than DeviantART points. I'm about to enter my senior year of high school, and college is approaching me alarmingly quick, and I want to have some source of income so I can support myself when the time comes. Commissions seem like the best way to do that.

What do you guys think?

I can't take it anymore. I feel so awful. I'm a failure to my family, a disappointment to my school, and useless to my friends. Whenever someone comes to me for help, I end up cocking it up. Whenever I get an assignment in school, I cock up. My stomach is constantly churning with a sick feeling of self loathing. Every time I look in a mirror, I look so hideous. I'm so ugly and stupid and useless, I should have been an abortion. It would improve the lives of literally everyone I know. I hate myself. I hate myself so much and I want to off myself so badly and the only thing holding me back is that for some reason people would be sad if I did. Can't see why. I'm a blight on the world. If humans are made in God's image, I must have been destined for the reject bin.

When your parents act like they're five years old and fight all the time? I'm so sick of this, especially with my mom. She keeps saying she's happy and calm and serene because she's so spiritual and she does yoga, but the minute my dad asks her to empty the dishwasher, she turns into a shrieking she-demon from the depths of Hell. I just... What even is going on here? It's so fucked up. My sister and I can't take this any more. It's a good thing Dad is leaving the house to go camping for a week, my God...

I need to get my freaking circadian rhythm back in order.

Yup, you heard right-- today is my birthday! Sweet mother of mercy, time goes by fast. It feels weird to be seventeen years old!! But kinda nice too... I'm getting so many birthday wishes and it's so awesome..!!

...I'm going to Disneyland!

/dated song reference

But seriously guys, I'm going to Disneyland today! I'll take a bunch of photos to show off.>w < See you round!

I did so much writing over the course of the last week, it's a wonder my fingers haven't fallen off.

To make a long story short: I ended up saddled with a bunch of huge assignments all at the same time and a very close deadline. To make sure I finished it all on time, I went to the library instead of going straight home after school and did my homework there, where shiny internets were unavailable to distract me from my true purpose. (I admit to a rather nasty habit of procrastination, particularly when sidetracked by going online. Need to work on that really bad- another reason why I'm going to library for homework from now on.)

Needless to say, this sudden and intense influx of homework left me rather dazed, hahaha. I'll be in tip top shape in no time!

Today, I went to this big thing called Shakespeare Festival, which is exactly what it sounds like. I've been preparing for it for weeks, a group of other students and I busting our butts making costumes and doing a buttload of research. Well, it all came together today. I picked up some of the other students and we drove to a high school a little ways into the city, and we gathered our stuff and went to our presentation room for to, well, present.

What we had:

-My own self as a Neolithic Celtic King Lear
-One of my partners as a Neolithic Celtic Fool
-Trifold and binder filled chock full of clothing, design, etc. info.

I was parading around in that costume all day long. It had a big green cloak, a big wig, and most of all, a super cool beard. And the funny thing? Nobody knew who I was supposed to be, and they kept calling me a bunch of different stuff! XD

Here's what they called me:
-Gandalf
-Jesus(?!)
-Hagrid
-Moses(?!?)
-Obi-Wan Kenobi(!?!?!?!)

And at the awards ceremony (I didn't win anything, but this was just as good), everyone was cheering for me as I went up on stage to present my costume! They were cheering for me! They even called me "Gandalf" again! And before that, everyone was saying how much they liked my stuff! ;w; I just felt so happy being praised so much for all my hard work... I just... man. This was the best day ever.

^w^ Press F5 to refresh if you don't see it. I'm really proud of this one. <3

This is pretty interesting. So far I have to say that I like the layout a lot. It's pretty neato, but it definitely needs some improvement. The search engine layout in particular is a bit of a mess, but I like the profile layout a lot.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6617860/

She is about to become homeless, and desperately needs money. Please commission her if you can.

I really don't give a flying shit. So IMVU bought out FA- so what? Personally, I think the people who are freaking out about it or threatening to move to Weasyl are overreacting.

And I really don't care about anyone trying to sway me from my viewpoint, so if you wanna argue about it with me in the comments, don't even bother.

I've taken to wearing a fake earring around school lately. It's a big, plastic toy earring with a skull and crossbones on it, that used to be part of a Halloween pirate costume. People seem to like it a lot, so I feel happy wearing it around. They like to ask if it's real a lot, and they look surprised when I just slip it off my ear, haha. I kind of feel more confident when I wear it.

I'm so tired of my parents fighting. They keep calling each other nasty names and attacking each other. Dad insults Mom's piano playing, and Mom insults Dad's handyman work. They scream at one another every day. They used to be so happy... I don't understand why they're fighting so much now. This is horrible... I want it to stop. Every day I hear them get angry and yell at each other, and it just makes my younger sister and I miserable. There's no way for it to stop. Nothing is gonna end this. It's the worst.

Yo. Normally, I don't do requests, but now I'm offering eight free art slots with a Chanukah/Hanukkah theme! My Jewish heritage means a lot to me, even if I'm not especially religious, so I wanna share it with you guys through art representing the most recognizable Jewish holiday, which starts next week.

I'll do eight slots, each based on one aspect of Chanukah that most people know.

1. Lighting the Chanukiyah (It is not just a menorah! It is a chanukiyah! There is a difference!)

2. Saying prayers

3. Playing with dreidel (a form of gambling involving a top called a dreidel)

4. Singing songs

5. Cooking/eating latkes (potato pancakes, a bit like hash browns but more... solid I guess? Idk)

6. Gelt/Chanukah money (sometimes money is given as a gift on Chanukah, but in my family, li'l sis and I are given chocolate coins called gelt)

7. Chanukah bush (rather, the destroying of one. I don't need no ding blasted Chanukah bush pollutin' the airwaves what with it bein' a ridiculous mockery of a Christmas tree. >:/ Christian syncretism can kiss my fat juicy-- *whack*)

8. The most materialistic of all... PRESENTS!


Soooo, whoever wants one, don't be shy, c'mon up and ask! Slots until next Wednesday, the start of Chanukah, and everyone who wants a slot will get one free sketch, which will be colored/edited later on.