Im called a poet, a story teller and hatefully a writer. I can weave a tale, I can make ears perk. but a writer i AM NOT! Grammar is evil ><. Alas i had amood l.. for someone i lost in my life so. take in part my new postes in forever .not editited, or done but words from my heart,. Enjoy,.. or not., after all art is the heart mind and soul of those that see and read.

So this is going to be weird and funny. Umm i can now say i chaced a burgler out of my home with nothing on but a jock strap on! However HE broke threw my back door, walked witing 2 feet of me sleeping with one of my cats! I wake upp freezing! and wonderd how i let the door ope and the screen door!. SO Jumped up closed the doors and went looking for my cats. ANd some dude in a "ski jacket" was trying to hide behind my front door!? He ddint take anything break anything he didnt even take the cash on the door stand!? 6 police.. YES 6 POLICE showed up and they could barly get therew my apr since im moving thinsg to storage stumbled and this guy broke in and SOMEHOW made it threw my entire apartment and didnt make a sond or bump ANYTHING in the dark. Im thankfull im alive and my pets werent hurt. but.. WTF!?
since the break in i havent slept. I try and nape while looking for new work but i just keep waking up every few hours to recheck all the lock in my aprt. I could use advice. Ive been on my own since i was 17, and been threw a lot. but this is just.. insane .. and i cant wrap my head around what he was doing or wanted.

Alas it has come time to think about me. Ive worked my tail off and had 5k cash on my desk. i have paid for peoples badges and rooms and even helped people out in food and rent. I ve even bought pizza for people i dont know from half way across USA. I wrecked my car (first reall accedent ive ever had in 45 years of life. but where is anyone? Everyone i helped? everyone i looked out for? I got my 35 year old "son" and a family that threw me out for being gay. No one else has helped. Im OUT. I m don helping people. 15 years ive helped people, why wont anyone help me? OUTS.... dontaske me for help letss you really need help. im tired of being nice. If you need help imll find it. but im tired of binge a singel face of a coin.

I'm sure many or maybe just a few have shown interest in my insane ideas of a novel series. What started as a in my head as a pup became a thing. Alas, the ideal is a sham, something new when I was a kid is no so over done. So myself and the book must change. Many things I wrote in notes and experience and logic came true with the corona virus. But also the same is to be said that many thing I created when I was 12. and I'm now … 40+. the Ideas I made the world I created has been done, versioned by others. From furry comics and movies, to even the new Netflix series of "Sweet Tooth." As logic grows, ideas grow, there are more angles and tools, and ideas that share my own. I want to create a story, A WORLD, in depth, I want to create something of love and and hard ships like we all know. Unlike the sci-fi world I want to create something new, some parts the same, (I mean I cant avoid that ideal,) but more than even a movie could ever hold. I want to create a world. Unlike walking dead, tank girl, mad max, etc., etc. My goal is to expand and create EVERYTHING. I want a world BE the WHOLE world. I will be refocusing me efforts to make a new series that can encompass the old and the new. Wish me luck, i may be biting off more than I can chew. This novel was meant to be done like 20-30years ago when I was a pup. To doo it now and keep it closest to the heart is ….a project. How do you make something new out of an old heart and a world that does the same thing over and over. I will do my best!


P.S. The original novel was almost done before publishers said it was to much or it had humans etc. If anyone wants a "leak," I am by all means willing to give. How ever it takes much time to do these on my own. I am a story teller, not a writer. so without an editor it is a mess. >< But i am happy to share to those that may care about the idea.

i have 1-2 slots open for mff. Thursday threw Monday. if interested contact me for further details. PS the room is in the Hilton overflow hotel across the sky walk. its a two bed room.

Ive given it thought, and while i plan to try and the get 3 novel series published. I have decided to skip the initial outcome of those sales. Im looking for a comic artiest who is looking for a long comic series. Ive had so much positive private feedback. i believe the comic would do far better than the book to start. If anyone is interested please contact me. AND if you know of any good comic artists please send them my way or vice versa.
NOTE this is a long term large scale project spanning 3 novels wich by them selves total something like 1800 projected pages!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12986836/
well hopefully leaking this secodn chappter will have more feed back than the first chapter. i can hope.

sorry cleared out all my stuff, will be reposting stuff within the week of better quality