Who else of my lovelies is also obsessed with that game? IF you are or wanna know what its about i have a telegram channel. PG, no nudes and all ages allowed, come bring this chat alive! https://t.me/RimworldFurs

Jesus this is the last thing I need...

I try to keep going on a stream and it just has me sit there and load and load, keeps saying aw snap display page went wrong but when I go to the picarto website it shows streams playing but quits when I get to the artist I want to watch. Idk if that's a block feature.shouldn't be since I just ordered a commission from them lol but IDK

FML

If you have one or know someone who will draw one PLEASE point them in my direction they are so badass!!!!!

-puppy flails!-

Inspired by a random video playing on youtube, I want to do a Moulin Rouge type of deal. All of us on stage, dressed like these beautiful ladies https://youtu.be/RQa7SvVCdZk we'd all pitch in of course, I just think it would be a cool idea.

Would anyone be up for that and an artist in mind to do this idea!

I feel like an idiot but um, if you want to add me you can..just ya know, tell me how xD. I'm really shy so if I don't talk often, sorry x.x sometimes stuff has to be dragged out in order for me to get comfortable.

Managed to get the net turned back on so I can at least post shit for sale...but the hot water heater is still out of commission and I feel more then awkward using my ex's aunt's shower so another character will reluctantly but put up for sale.

Also taking icon commissions with the new waitress base that's been put out and offering character creations like some seen here: http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....35049/Art-I-Do

Ugh..one shit storm after another so here's whats going on and what will be happening.

1st. My ex's mothers money was depleted by a scammer which went into her bank account and took all of it. (Shes been calling everywhere to try and fix it)
2nd. Had to use my last 30$ I was saving to move for doggies
3rd. Water heater exploded leaving us with no hot water and a flooded garage.

AND NOW to top it all off, internet and cable are down :'D So I'm using what little 4G I have to post this and some emergency character sales :/

If you'd like to donate, private message me (I'd like to pay you back as well, once my check comes in) or if you'd like to spread the word..that's good to...

So...I've noticed this growing up, I have no attraction to porn..like any sorts of it, furry or otherwise. Like..I like to look at it, I find people attractive but I've noticed..I'm more attracted to friends? Like finding myself..if one of my friends is attractive, I'll almost see them "in that light" NOT saying I find myself looking at ALL my friends like that, but some..

what the fuck is wrong with me...

I personally absolutely love it. I like the layout and how easily accessible stuff is and also FOLDERS BABY! So much more organized.

Anyway, add me on there..find me on there. I'm the same name.
https://www.furiffic.com/Milkshakejunkie/

Before anyone asks..this was a mutual choice between us both...we are still very good friends are care about each other but it was just not how things used to be and that's ok. We grow up and some things change even though we don't want them to but we can't let that hold us back from what we truly might want. If things in the future don't work out we are more than happy to try again because nothing bad happened but things just aren't the same.

I'm now going to focus on myself as a person, I'll be saving money to go and live in Michigan near my pet so characters may be sold, please please spread the word if you can. Adopts coming soon, anything you can do to help is much appreciated.

Love you guys.

For those that commented on my last journal about your concerns for me, I appreciate those that stepped up in trying to make feel better.

I've decided not to leave and not sure how to really force myself to take a hiatus when I'm stuck at home throughout all hours of the day so I'm constantly bored (part of my depression) but regardless I'll be staying..going to try and work on my species info again and start to try and pop out some adopts of them if anyone would be interested. Still not happy with the situations mentioned in the previous journal but eh...what can ya do?

Leaving twitter and maybe the fandom, twitter......twitter is for those who do things like going on trips, special events or for even leaving your house, for those who have friends and to make plans or need to get things out there.

I don't leave my house because I'm to scared to and what's the point anyway when no one wants to hang out? Say we'll make plans but things always "come up" or to busy but yet they have time to make plans with everyone else. I'm fucking sick of it, I must be some type of shitty person because no one wants to even try, maybe I'd want to leave my house more if I had some god damn friends. I have anxiety yes and it stops me a lot from actually going up to someone and starting a conversation but you know what, why can't they?

Anyway...before I offend anyone else that may have considered me as a friend. I just don't feel connected to the fandom aside from my love of art and animals. I don't play many video games, i don't watch youtubers like Markiplier, Pewdiepie or listen to furry made music, can't draw very well myself so the only thing I'm good at is spending money for art that makes me happy for a while but I feel like I have to buy more each time just to get that happiness again. I have no hobbies even when I try to find them, my hobby is furries and I don't even feel like I'm wanted so what the hell do I do?

Done ranting, sorry. Have a nice day.

Want possibly a pinup or something for my mate and pet, if any one is up for doing one~

One of my close friends is going through a tough time so they are offering a great deal on commissions, go see the deals over here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6856705/

I wanted it to become abit less random so most OC's and their art will be in scraps while my select few main characters will take the spotlight. Depending my mood my main's might change but hasn't anytime soon :3

What will happen is if I get art for an OC then it will stay in the main gallery for a couple days before being moved to scraps.

Long story short, wish FA had folders

Could use some art of my pet and I and some with my mate in there as well~

All characters listed here have extra art aside from Fay & Ember.
Paypal only
Must credit artists from extra art when reposting
-No Trades-

1. Kyrie - Wolf/deer - 2 art pieces = GONE

2. Senka - Ragoon - 3 art pieces total/includes original file = SOLD
New owner will recieve file without name
Art included from artists  silia and

3. Lyra - Wolf/snow leopard - 2 art pieces total/includes the original file = $20 https://www.dropbox.com/sh/iwm9ux6e.....oAYZjnGDa?dl=0
Art included from artists: &

4. Ember - Little Aurorian Caribou by Miss.Anthro = $10 https://www.dropbox.com/s/58261zlzj.....Ember.png?dl=0

5. Fay - Little Aurorian Caribou by Miss.Anthro = $10 https://www.dropbox.com/s/6j0uz151w.....20Fay.png?dl=0

6. Soar - Kelpie - 1 other art piece = GONE

7. Son monsuavo - Mech naga - 2 art pieces total/includes original file = $20 https://www.dropbox.com/sh/iwm9ux6e.....oAYZjnGDa?dl=0
Art included from artist

8. Colby - cheetah - 3 art pieces total/includes original file = $50 https://www.dropbox.com/sh/b7uespp7.....uOk54ed0a?dl=0
Art included from artists &

9. Dorian - Spectecled Bear - 6 art pieces total/includes original file = $55 https://www.dropbox.com/sh/92eboj0m.....6BgbwSOra?dl=0
Art included from artists feat my mate Makai,  purplepardus, ,
&

10. Araja - Naga - 2 art pieces total/including original file = $20 https://www.dropbox.com/sh/g5pp5703.....-LdV_KKTa?dl=0
Art included from artist

Once you pay for the character I'll send you the unwatermarked files, just did that to be safe.

This month by far is the worst month and it seems like when there's a shit storm its like a snowball effect to the rest of your life.

Whats going on...
In October I came into some money and decided that this year's FWA was going to be better then the last so I pre-ordered I and my mates room in which I THOUGHT it was taken out right then. Present time money is very tight and things are already not going well. Mother in law hasn't paid us back due to bank complications fucking her over every damn time she's close to getting the money she needs to pay me back. My father is big sack of crap and has not paid me the money he owes me either so that in itself has fucked us over (I know in my heart he won't but I'm doing my hardest to get the money he owes me because this is a constant thing.) So we shrug it off because yea it would be nice for that extra money we have money to hold us off for the essentials and little splurges. We go pick up our friend who we discussed sharing our room with beforehand and head on our way, we arrive 4 hours later and the hotel tells us the room was only confirmed and never paid.

HOLD. THE. FUCK. UP.
I remember paying in October and they are telling me it was never paid and we sit on the phone with bank for an hour to find the proof and they are NO help at all. Before anyone starts saying we should have known that it only confirms the room when you pre-order, that is not always the case. I have pre-ordered a room before fully paid at that time so this is fucking ridiculous. Luckily (not so lucky for others) that this was a problem for others as well. By now I am tired and pissed and I am not the kind of person to go around begging for a room...plus I wasn't going to ruin our friends trip either so we used our spending/ food money for the con for the room and stay'd in budget or at least what was left.

Upon coming home my dad had contacted me telling me he will pay me back in a few days, great awesome. Few days have gone by and I get another text it will be another few days. While that goes on I am completely broke since I only get paid at the beginning of every month so the mate is our only source of income. Food stamps is only giving us 16 dollars for food stamps which doesn't even start till NEXT month.. 16$ ARE YOU SHITTING ME!? On top of all this the mates job is not giving him any hours because of the shift he is on, while he asks every opportunity he can, they are holding them back for the morning/ night shifts. Now that leaves us with an electric bill, student loans and no food,

Luckily but unfortunately I had an adoptable my sister and I collaborated on and gratefully had someone buy it for 5 dollars more then the asking price which got us at least a little food but now we are at the point where we have a few weeks left in the month and there is no food in the house aside from spending our last two dollars on personal pan pizza's from wal-mart for dinner last night.

Why am I telling you all this? To vent...possible advice, I'm not looking for handouts but if you truly feel inclined to do so you can note me and I'll give you my paypal. The only thing I feel I could do to repay people back is make adoptable but even then its from the Waitress bases and I'm not even sure I should since its so overused and people are giving each other so much shit just for using them how they are intended.

TL;DR
We broke as fuck and we have no food, student loans and an electric bill to pay. I'm done yall...just so emotionally drained..

Where are you staying?
Main hotel

What days are you staying there?
Thursday-sunday

How are you traveling?
Driving

Who will you be rooming with?
 gippy and  thrust

How is the best way to find you?
Skype or twitter :P names Jazz or CreamyDesert

Are there any panels you might be attending?
no

What do you look like?
see my profile id or look through my scraps

Will you be suiting?
Not this time around~

What is your gender?
FEMALE~

How tall are you?
4'5ft

Can I talk to you?
yes but I'm shy so approach me first if you could c:

Can I touch you?
sure but no bad touching

Can I visit your room?
sure if me and the mate invite you

Can I buy you drinks?
yes

Can I give you stuff?
depends

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are awkward for me because of my height and disabilities but you can!
Just don't smudge the glasses x3

Are you nice?
I like to think so

Will you be going to parties?
hope so

Will you be performing?
Nooooooooooooo

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
-beyonce move- say my name, say my nameee~
SAY IT LOUD SAY IT PROUD cause this puppy can't hear very well

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
around the hotel

What/where will you be eating?
Wherever I am dragged

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
absolutely

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Won't have one o: but a piece of paper works

Can I take your picture?
Don't know why you'd want to o>O but sure I guess

Who will you be hanging out with?
I don't know really! Plans ALWAYS change

What's your goal(s) for the con this year
meet new peoples and hang out with other peoples!

So yea I've come to accept the fact that art will be stolen no matter where I am so long as the characters are cute/sexy and the art is good quality. Am I upset about it? Damn yea but is it going to do anything, no its not.

As long as my friends/family and watchers KNOW the posers aren't the real me then I can help get over it.

To those that think stealing art will make you cool and popular: Its not cool and shows just how un-creative you are, gain your own fan base for something you've done.

Also fuck IMVU for just being kinda terrible :I but shame on the user community for the reasons above.

I'll be at my house :D just send me an IM and I can teleport you~ I'm mostly just editing things and whatnot!

My SL name is on my profile in the small box :D

I've thought about it a lot and I think I'm making the right choice here so lets roll with it. My fursona has always been a Jackal since I can remember but as of late I've been feeling odd...yet more comfortable with myself and not so ashamed with my height. So just so I can make this short and sweet ( no pun intended ) Tronica will still be very much around but she will be more of a mascot while I'll be using Alaska as a more personal character for me.

 Gippy and I need some new icons, so post examples and prices :D pleaseeeeee