21 in alaska
Posted 14 years agoAs most of you shouldnt have known i was in alaksa for my 21s birthday. i wanted to see my sister and i wanted it to be a surprise for anyone that missed it too bad
im keeping this short cuz i have very upsetting emotions running threw me right now, so drinking is kinda fun but i dont like hangovers i dont like them more then i like the happy feeling i get from being drunk/buzzed.... i guess ill drink if people want me to /special occasions
Unrequited love isnt worth the pain.
Save your drama for the stage.
Just keep walking forward, no looking back.
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
im keeping this short cuz i have very upsetting emotions running threw me right now, so drinking is kinda fun but i dont like hangovers i dont like them more then i like the happy feeling i get from being drunk/buzzed.... i guess ill drink if people want me to /special occasions
Unrequited love isnt worth the pain.
Save your drama for the stage.
Just keep walking forward, no looking back.
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
your last chance all
Posted 14 years agowell soon ill be 21 and ready to join the lines of the drinkers... but im leaveing my drama in the past... if you got the balls you have until my birthday to try to make amends im walking away no matter what happens, after this im done.
Unrequited love isnt worth the pain.
Save your drama for the stage.
Just keep walking forward, no looking back. Thats my life now.
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
Unrequited love isnt worth the pain.
Save your drama for the stage.
Just keep walking forward, no looking back. Thats my life now.
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
I am alone
Posted 14 years agoSo very alone and abandoned...
it was your fault and not mine
and it was my heart on the line
you really fucked it up this time
didnt you my dear...
Unrequeted love never gets any easyer thats why people die over it... thats why my uncle shot himslef and now... now i agree with why he did it... takeing the words right out of my mouth.
Im just tired
it was your fault and not mine
and it was my heart on the line
you really fucked it up this time
didnt you my dear...
Unrequeted love never gets any easyer thats why people die over it... thats why my uncle shot himslef and now... now i agree with why he did it... takeing the words right out of my mouth.
Im just tired
Question and assistants please
Posted 14 years agoI got a question, i have tendancies to be easyly hurt so here is my question, when talking with a good friend and that good friend tells you to stop talking weither its "please stop talking/IMing me" to "When im playing games online dont bother me" ment in a nice way or not, even though its hard to tell via text, how do you respond to something like that when you feel hurt... no body like being told to shut up and or that they are being an anoyance... but what do i say to something like that and not start a fight... anyone want to help me?
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your liking. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your liking. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
Well i guess im back
Posted 14 years agoWell one laptop was fixed and the other im told my network card is probably fried and should just buy a network adapter then try to fix it. but betterish news i think.... my giant 70 lb xps is now up and running with internet (with the help of a shared internet connection) im gonna need to buy a wireless adapter for that too... goodbye tax return. some cool features of this giant computer is that i can draw on it and have more then enough screen to mess up =D yay. Also it is set up to play xbox live games... so yea im gonna buy RE5 for my comp and see if i can hook up an xbox controller to it and go to town... cuz RE5 is totally worth it. SO for all who have an xbox and wanted to play RE5 with me i think now we will be able to. Its to my understanding that im ganna have to pay for a gold account to play online... i might be wrong....
On the other hand, no new updates on BaR besides i think im ganna sell it on dA as a pdf and a zip (when i finish inking book one) lucky you guys also that means that you guys could think of a price for me to sell...
More info to share: I will be going to Boise on Friday to present my Graphic design and animation project for Business Professions of America, woo im just sooo excited (sarcasm). WARNING SHARING MY PROBLEMS DONT READ IF YOU DONT CARE my heart hurts.... and i feel that the ones that should be there for me... dont care anymore... i know that times get annoying but im still there for them why am i not cared for...
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your liking. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
On the other hand, no new updates on BaR besides i think im ganna sell it on dA as a pdf and a zip (when i finish inking book one) lucky you guys also that means that you guys could think of a price for me to sell...
More info to share: I will be going to Boise on Friday to present my Graphic design and animation project for Business Professions of America, woo im just sooo excited (sarcasm). WARNING SHARING MY PROBLEMS DONT READ IF YOU DONT CARE my heart hurts.... and i feel that the ones that should be there for me... dont care anymore... i know that times get annoying but im still there for them why am i not cared for...
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your liking. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
Computer
Posted 14 years agoim haveing huge computer problems blue screen problems it says
DRIVER_IRQL_NOT_LESS_OR_EQUAL
donno what the hell that means... sooo yea internet is limited to at school only....
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
DRIVER_IRQL_NOT_LESS_OR_EQUAL
donno what the hell that means... sooo yea internet is limited to at school only....
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
BaR Update
Posted 15 years agoYes i know its been a long time sence i have given an update on Project BaR but good news it may have taken me longer then i origanly wanted but chapter three is finished and the better news... there is only three chapters in each book... now before you all get too excited the project is only 50% i need to scan and ink all the pages now so its about 50% done.... thats good news right?
and i still feel very lost.... its hard to sleep at night
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: slow
Pgs done: i donno
pgs working on: ummm?
Pgs still in sketch: far too many
and i still feel very lost.... its hard to sleep at night
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: slow
Pgs done: i donno
pgs working on: ummm?
Pgs still in sketch: far too many
Lost
Posted 15 years agoWhat do you guys do when you find yourself with no one that feels the same for you... how do you get over unrequited love. i cant even sleep well because im remminded of my friend while i hold my pillow so to sleep without cuddleing something makes my body panic.... what do/would you do.
Scott Pillgrim VS. The World: The game
Posted 15 years agook so im not much of a side scrolling fighter but sence im so pumped about the show i found the game, and its fun. Think Super Mario World mixed with Final Fight, Its rather fun. You can play as Scott, Kim, Stills or Ramona and you level up as you fight your way threw the 7 evil ex-boyfriends, and girlfriend i think i havent gotten that far in the game. Four people can play at a time, so its time to get your buds together and pin it all against the world to win Ramona's love life. Sadly no online playin but still enjoyable.
Fun fact, the movie is based off a comic. LUCKY! i wanna get that good XD.
Differant subject:
In regards to the BaR comic i did pick it back up again, my art changed a little sence i started so it looks kinda funny. I have 10 more pages to draw untill book one it sketched, then i have to scan it and start fixing it up on the horable program that i thought would make things easyer. then start on book two. there will be only two books unless you guys really like it then i might make a special edition book one and two with fun doodles and questions to me about the story. If anyone asks them then ill use them, if no one asks anythin ill think of some stuff that you guys would like to know so about it.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: slow
Pgs done: i donno
pgs working on: ummm?
Pgs still in sketch: far too many
Fun fact, the movie is based off a comic. LUCKY! i wanna get that good XD.
Differant subject:
In regards to the BaR comic i did pick it back up again, my art changed a little sence i started so it looks kinda funny. I have 10 more pages to draw untill book one it sketched, then i have to scan it and start fixing it up on the horable program that i thought would make things easyer. then start on book two. there will be only two books unless you guys really like it then i might make a special edition book one and two with fun doodles and questions to me about the story. If anyone asks them then ill use them, if no one asks anythin ill think of some stuff that you guys would like to know so about it.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: slow
Pgs done: i donno
pgs working on: ummm?
Pgs still in sketch: far too many
Personal meme
Posted 15 years ago1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you?
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
Got nothing better do you ya know?
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you?
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
Got nothing better do you ya know?
20th birthday
Posted 15 years agoYep today, june 13 2010, i became 20 i wished to be more respected by older people... its somethin selfish to wish for but i there were alot of people that would pay attention to me cuz i was 19. WTF yo? anywany ^^ im enjoying it.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
=D
Posted 15 years agohey just saying that i am alive and such just kinsa distracted with school... and chatting to friends... so i have kinda fallen behind in studies... so not much submissions going on but i kina am doodleing... yea XD
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
deep dark depression
Posted 15 years agoI have been haveing friend problems for the past few days and it went from bad to worse... as of yesterday he terminadted the friendship and blocked me..... i am very hurt right now i liked him alot.... he was very dear to me, i know what i did wrong in the friendship but i dont know what i did to deserve this pain and sorrow.... i dont want anyone to comfort me, thats not why it telling you all this. im telling you all this so you will know that i wont be drawing for a while.... i cant stop crying at night.
Goodbye for a while.
Goodbye for a while.
new year
Posted 16 years agohave a happy one ^^
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
3k? O.O
Posted 16 years agoHoly shit i didnt even notice that i got 3k page views... thanks everyone
Read me cuz Milo is bord
Posted 16 years agoYea i am bord and i really wish some things would go away, you have no idea. Im having these weird dreams lately, i really hate to quote Kingdom hearts but i cant tell if they are real or not. you can guess that things could end up bad. some of them i am haveing about other worlds, i use to have a bunch of dream like that when i was young. Also i am haveing dreams about old friends and it makes me really happy... but then i wake up and become very inraged because they arent welcome in my life anymore, ya dont piss me off im mean. i really wish my past could leave me alone, but it wont to i just need to be more of an ass. i think if another dream happens with an past ass hole tratior firend ill beat the f*ck out of him.... or him... anyway not really what i really wanted to talk about.... hmm i cant seem to remember what i wanted to say.
The other world dreams are really connserning to me though, my sister says that i may be haveing out of body experances while im sleeping. As fun as that sounds i dont think i want to do that, with my luck i would get lost and couldnt find my body again. lol how funny would that be... not funny at all.
i have porpusly forgot most of my childhood so i dont know why my body or mind would want to pull me back to such a point in time in my life.
Normaly im not much of a talker as you can see from my journal entrys about 4 journals in a month, but im really bord now so im just ganna keep on talking... or not.
if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
The other world dreams are really connserning to me though, my sister says that i may be haveing out of body experances while im sleeping. As fun as that sounds i dont think i want to do that, with my luck i would get lost and couldnt find my body again. lol how funny would that be... not funny at all.
i have porpusly forgot most of my childhood so i dont know why my body or mind would want to pull me back to such a point in time in my life.
Normaly im not much of a talker as you can see from my journal entrys about 4 journals in a month, but im really bord now so im just ganna keep on talking... or not.
if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
Respect
Posted 16 years agoGrow up people thats all i have to say. Learn to be fucking respectfull. With that i am done with the subject.
You will never get my trust back.
You will never get my trust back.
100th watches
Posted 16 years agoIm being watched by 100 people =D im so happy... and now its gone lol. i am happy about it but this depression is really hitting hard hopefully somethin good will happen.
THANK YOU
DivineCat
and if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
THANK YOU
DivineCatand if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
Search (HELP!!!)
Posted 16 years agoThis is Ganna be short.
I tryed to make friends with someone local Monday and well its was really akward for me. Anywho i got his cell number and we were texting when suddenly he stoped.... by now im a little but ok with his terminating the friendship after one meet up.... its a crush to my ego but i want to make sure he is at least ok. He was driveing when we were texting so ya. I have his first name his cell number and were he looks. I dont want to look clingy... there are reasions why i would look clingy (havnt had a male friend in over a year) but im just conserned. someone please help.
and if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
I tryed to make friends with someone local Monday and well its was really akward for me. Anywho i got his cell number and we were texting when suddenly he stoped.... by now im a little but ok with his terminating the friendship after one meet up.... its a crush to my ego but i want to make sure he is at least ok. He was driveing when we were texting so ya. I have his first name his cell number and were he looks. I dont want to look clingy... there are reasions why i would look clingy (havnt had a male friend in over a year) but im just conserned. someone please help.
and if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
R.I.P.
Posted 16 years agoAs of today, August 26, 2009, Dude is dead.
May he rest in peace.
May he rest in peace.
Porn o.O?!
Posted 16 years agoWhat is this Milo has reverted to the yiffy side?! O.O! XD GAH!! naw i just need a story... iv been kinda following BT by Gamma-G and i like the idea... but not all the sex... but XD i still find it erotic... off topic anyway i want to do a comic like BT (super hero furry) but with less sex more action... i have a few charicters in mind like CT (chained tiger) lol i know not very original comparing to Gamma but i didnt think of him cuz of Gamma..... anyway back to the charicters... Chained Tiger... umm leather twin wolfs a samurai fundoshi akita... probaly a ninja girl but story not so much it will have some sex and porn but i dont really want the story to be all about sex... anyone want to help... it will ba a free comic and like BT it will be small chapters... cuz i have to finish BaR.... but i would love some help with the story charicter design and makeing the comic... anyone want to help... cuz if no one dose that comic wont be made..... umm ya talk about bi polar
and if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
and if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
fuck
Posted 16 years agoFuck me... life just cant stand to see me happy. least someone loves me though... i might be too sad to draw let alone eat now so dont exspect much activity.
HELP!! please contact me.
Posted 16 years agoOk i should probable just keep my nose out of this but im just too good of a person.
While looking at porn, yes i look at porn, i stumbled acrost this and well take a look for yourself http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3HELqA4Xs.....600-h/big1.jpg
Now i would like to know if this is a real or not it look like it is and has a website and everythin. please people if you know someone that is in that is in that picture please tell them to contact me or somethin i want to know if the people involed are getting payed... if its fake then i dont care.
I Guess this is what i get for being a good person.
and if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
While looking at porn, yes i look at porn, i stumbled acrost this and well take a look for yourself http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3HELqA4Xs.....600-h/big1.jpg
Now i would like to know if this is a real or not it look like it is and has a website and everythin. please people if you know someone that is in that is in that picture please tell them to contact me or somethin i want to know if the people involed are getting payed... if its fake then i dont care.
I Guess this is what i get for being a good person.
and if you have a PS3 and want to play online with me contact me too XD.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
RE5 FUN!!!
Posted 16 years agook people i dont like to to this cuz no one responds and that makes me feel like no one cares but umm ya its been a while and iv been playing alot of RE5 to get some anger out and well it gets boring killing things all on my oun so dose anyone out there care to join me please ^^; i bought VS for it and well i dont feel comfy playing with people i dont know and id feel comfy with makeing new friend that i can accurly talk to so contact me please.
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
"draw with me"
Posted 16 years agohttp://muushi.net/home/v/Furry+Flas.....th_Me.flv.html
i feel like this somedays ^^
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
i feel like this somedays ^^
All Commissions are 10$ and done to your likeing. please help me in my time of need, cuz id do it for you
I got the guns, you get the ammo...
Lets go together
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/590936/ BaR Cameos
BaR info: paused
Pgs done: 1&2
pgs working on: 3&6
Pgs still in sketch: 4,5,7,8,9,10
FA+
