The person I live with always listens to the radio, and worse yet, fox radio stations, and I guess their important discussions are this:

Why are straight men and lesbians obese,but gay men are fit?

At first I thought this was a joke, but he started geting mad about it.

I just... Is this whaat fox considers important news?... Or even a 'phenomenon'?

Who has a 360? I might add you if I can!... I dont really know what to do with this thing... \:3/

Other than the haunting conversation I had with a family member about admitting to me that me being gay, i'm the only one he's told, that he's into shemale porn, i've been busy. But I still want to talk to people here. So i'll ask you all a random question.

What's the weirdest experience/conversation you had with someone?

get a weasyl account apparently... since every single journal I've read in the past hour is about that site going into beta or something.

so how is everyone? I miss people. are there any new fads?... any good porn I haven't seen since I've been away?

I guess they only just NOW decided to tell me that we're losing the house.

I don't know if I can handle any more stress at this point. I'm trying to stay sane, but all of this shit is piling on top. I'm trying SO hard and getting nowhere...

so yea, I have no idea what I'm going to do.

I'm not doing much, so... whatever. I'll draw and listen to my horrible music.

www.livestream.com/milofox08

if anyone gives a shit!

what are you all doing for christmas?

if I did stream, I was thinking probably a game, or maybe drawing.

if I did a game, what would you guys want me to play? last time everybody forced me to play earthbound :l

does anyone ever feel too embarrassed to read/look at anything they did in the past?
like I came across a certain something from about 4 years ago, and I couldn't even read it
because I felt too awkward.

I think that's why I'd never make it as a writer lol. not that it's ever been much of an interest
in my life, but I've always wanted to write a script for something... but I don't think I could do
that if I end up tossing everything out, simply because I feel to awkward reading my own material lol.

can I just... hug someone

since last night sure was eventful... I think I've noticed a cycle where my step dad
builds up anger for 3-4 months, that he eventually takes out on us. I should have
noticed the signs yesterday, since I overheard him mumbling about
"having the urge to beat the shit out of someone". I guess I made the mistake of
helping his mother move last night.

but yea, he freaked out around 3 am last night. I grabbed my um... anime paddle
(I don't want to explain what that is lol, but it's basically as useful as a baseball bat)
and kept it with me all night. what scares me is that I kind of wanted to use it...
I wanted him to attack one of us so that I'd have an excuse to just... hit him across the
face with it. I know I'm a pacifist, but I'm starting to believe that there are some
people in this world who truly deserve to have the shit kicked out of them.

I should have grabbed the paddle last time he freaked out... maybe that would have
prevented all the cuts on my neck.

so yea, I can barely talk today lol. so much screaming last night

I probably shouldn't have made a journal. I just need to vent...

One of my relatives claimed I told her that christianity was “all fairytales” or some shit,
and now everybody is pissed off at me.
everybody is telling me I need church

I never said that. I would never be so stupid as to oppose religion to a religious nut

it’s amazing that my family is actually running out of reasons to hate me,
to the point that they’d have to actually make shit up now.

13 favorites in a single day. I've never had so much attention on a drawing I did. YAY. I'm popufur!

I was checking on an application for a retail store, and before I left, I went to use the bathroom. I walk past one of the stalls,
and I see through the crack of the stall, someone masturbating... like, he didn't even stop. I don't think he saw me, but...
yea that was weird. I could even hear the fapping noise lol.

on a sidenote, I'm trying this new thing where I make a journal at least more often than before. isn't that totally awesome news?

I would LOVE to learn how to color like this.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9295269/

just learning how to shade like that. somebody teach me this. but seriously, I really want to get into landscapes and stuff. it looks so fun

I beg you to end Black Friday as a thing.

here's a hypothetical. say you were commissioned by a friend to do a drawing,
then suddenly, when you're so far along, he doesn't want that drawing. would you still finish it?
is there really a point to finishing a drawing if the person changes his mind about it?

I'm just curious. maybe one day when I get into the world of being
commissioned or something... might help or something.

what is everyone doing for thanksgiving? I guess I'll try to celebrate it. I'll make stuffing or something... yea

just... stop being a dick.

I'm seeing this all over my journals section. so whatever, ask me stuff. I guess

he's in a new sigur ros music video. aw yea. and yes, his penis is showing. and I don't mean to be 'that guy' but my god, americans can really take away the whole point of something, and focus on the dumbest things. :V

(NSFW)

I won't draw tonight probably. I'll just bore you with games

http://www.livestream.com/milofox08?t=734335

games? drawing?... PORN?!

I dunno what to do. but I'll think of something

so I might stream something again in the next few days.

I could like, enjoy porn in front of everyone. yes, THAT'S what I should do.