I. Need. A. Tail. Of course I can't let my parents see, but holy crap I need one. I want a mohair tail, a purple one! If anyone has any ideas, please do tell!

Journals will be short until my laptop can be replaced. Stupidmotherfuckingpiceofshitidrathersuckmonkeyballsthandealwiththatcuntofacomputeragain.....*ahem*so let's just leave it at "technical difficulties" :P

Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if dad decided to take that job in China, and we all actually took their offer and moved with him. I wonder how things would change. If i would hate nights as much as I do. If life would be a bit more interesting.....how the food would change. Maybe I would actually become fluent in Mandarin! Maybe my family would eat healthier. Maybe someone would finally teach me how to fucking draw!!! >.> *ahem*.....anywho. The scenery change sounds nice around now. Any change would be nice around now. I need something new.

Side note: I know I don't post much as it is, but expect it to be even less. Having elbow issues right now....so it hurts to type. I'll only be typing for school or if it is absolutely neccisary otherwise. I'm supposed to wear the sling all the time, so I can't keep taking it off to browse the web.....or atleast I shouldn't....but Minecraft is so addicting! Not worth the pain, but again, /addicting/ being the key here. ojjafjrjgahurijakafrare owww.....

It's funny how no matter how crappy you feel or how bad of a day you've had, an unexpected compliment will always cheer you up :)

I have wanted to update for the longest time! Finally I just decided to do it, even though I still don't have time.....

Well! I have had more homework than I have ever had before. I have /never/ been so busy. This is the first time I have used my iPad (other than to wake me up) in over a week. I religiously used to play games on this thing, and I haven't even tried to play them for over a month.

Not sure if anyone else gets this, but I have a nightmare every single night. The night before last night I was really really really lucky and didn't have one I don't think, but last nights nightmare was three times as long and horrible. I wake up tired and exhausted every day for over a year, and I cant stop it.

My knee is actually feeling better than it should be! Not sure why, but it makes me happy. Of course my elbow hurts more though. Over a month ago, I hit it really hard (funny bone) against this metal prong on my dad's car. Like, so hard I actually cursed in my dad's presence. Anyway, it still hurts bad now, and dad wants to take me to the doctor for it. He broke a part of his elbow(Impossible to fix) and he thinks I might have done the same. Hopefully not, I would rather not have a broken elbow for the rest of my life.

And finally, the last and worst news this entire year. My dad. The fighting between us has gotten so bad and constant, that my mom has been taking me for separate dinners and car rides just to get me away from him. If my cousin lived closer, she would leave me with them for a while. Dad and I try avoiding each other so we won't fight. Mom decided we need therapy, so maybe That will work....I'm so tired of having one parent.

im more ready for college than i thought i was. i just want to send in my job application and buy my car already and move out. gotta love parents.

Hello! So not only am I back from nerd camp but I finally figured out how to post things! Well....I can't take credit for that actually....thanks again by the way

So camp was so......I can't even explain it. I freaking loved it. There were tons of speakers and lectures and running programs I haven't used before and PURE EPICNESS OMG YES SO MUCH WIN.....ahem. Yes I had a lot of dorky fun. Oh! And there were 171 campers in all. 18 were girls. I was considered a rare species there....without a face apparently.....wasn't bad for my ego tho :P Ehhhhh I don't feel much like saying more about this tho...running out of things to say.

So there's this thing that is at the top of my internet.....sidebar? I don't know how it got there, I don't know why it's there, and it won't go away. Ready for it?
COCKBLOCK: http://digitalheadbutt.files.wordpr.....me-old-guy.jpg

Yup! As you can read above, I'm going there! For almost a week, so I won't be on here often. I've been trying and trying to create things to post here....maybe after coming home and applying to colleges I'll finally be able to post things! I'm having trouble posting pictures anyway.....so I'll try to fix that. I wonder how many submissions I'll have by the time I get back XD
<3 Mousie

In just one more day, school is over for me as a junior. I can't stop worrying about the tests ive already taken, and the one i have to take tomorrow.

other than that, im feeling a bit useless here! i want to add something to fa....but my drawings don't scan. and otherwise i really can't draw. not to mention i only have one subscriber XD (hello, boyfriend)

i want to feel special. useful. helpful. working at the hospital will help me fill that gap this summer...but i just want more this summer, ya know? im feeling a bit useless right now. my sister is obsessed with online games and her online bf and i never get to do anything with her (wouldnt be as bad except shes usually pissed when she has to associate with me). and most of my friends are stressed or pulling away from me. so i need a life makeover, basically. or maybe im just teen angsty right now. but i do want to do something more with my life then few friendships and grades. i want to get the most out of life...something about my current life just isnt enough...i really need to get less shy and reach out to make more friends, people.

It's almost over! Kinda. I've been studying for four hours straight with no break till now. Intense, am I right? But I'm exhausted. And no one is online. So I'm just going to kind of ramble.

Foxy if you see this, you still need to scan and send me the drawing i made for you XD

So yeah I'm bored and stressed....not sure if I shuold study more or what to do.....im going to go freak out now. Love <3

I'm ready to move out of this house. I really really am. It's like as soon as the kids are old enough, you can use them to do all your bidding! Yeah alright!!

So yes. I'm in a frustrated mood thus far. Headache when I see light, really tired, stressed about finals.....can it just be summer break already? But.....less hot and bright? That would be nice. Although I'm really enjoying the swimming every day and funny stories that come from all the topless communal showers.

If anyone would like to help me learn how to draw, that would be awesome :3 :3 I really really like drawing...but I suck at it. So yeah.....if anyone is willing I'd love to have some help :) Then I can actually post things here....

Random cute happy video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vw4K.....embedded#at=41

http://equestriagirls.com/

Today was awesome. I finally got to see my foxy again after......two days? XD Sounds weird but I can't explain it. I'm in love with my best friend. And it's so ridiculously awesome I dont even know how to explain fionvfreavgoiuragfjewafknvoiargoiuarejgoiahghar.......so yes I love him.

So I made a few drawings...one of them might make it up. I'm horrible at drawing, but I really really like it. You all don't have to look at it, but it will be up on here XD Man I'm suddenly tired...

So to wrap this up, I'm going to go ahead and say that I now have mouse ears. Because I do. My boyfriend bought them for me this weekend and now I'm super happy and even more like a mouse :3 My collar should be coming in June 4th or 6th so then I will just need a tail.....then my life will be complete.

I hope you all had as good of a day as I did <3 <3

So I'm a little shy. But hi! Soooo I finally started this account to be able to favorite pictures.......

I have a boyfriend that has been trying to get me to get an account.....maybe I will surprise him later :)
So maybe I'll write more later....right now I want to draw non-furry crap that I usually draw....

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