I am burning with shame, I am very sorry and it hurts
Posted 2 years agoHello, I want to apologize for the long absence, but I had my reasons: 1) most likely I have depression and I couldn't get treatment for a long time because of the bad medicine in my city
2) I have serious problems in my family that only aggravated my mental state. because of financial problems, I had to go to my terrible father for a while, because I just couldn't go to furafinity and draw because he didn't give me personal space and could spy on what I was doing, he also humiliated me verbally and physically in every possible way
3) because of the court proceedings with my father, my smartphone with a phone number was seized, looking for which I could not restore access to my social networks and e-mails for a long time
4) the political situation in my country, in which Internet resources and VPN are constantly blocked, including furafinity, which is why I could not log on to the site
I am very sorry that I made people wait so long, so as an apology and compensation for the wait, I will draw full-fledged drawings with a background at your discretion to everyone I owe
2) I have serious problems in my family that only aggravated my mental state. because of financial problems, I had to go to my terrible father for a while, because I just couldn't go to furafinity and draw because he didn't give me personal space and could spy on what I was doing, he also humiliated me verbally and physically in every possible way
3) because of the court proceedings with my father, my smartphone with a phone number was seized, looking for which I could not restore access to my social networks and e-mails for a long time
4) the political situation in my country, in which Internet resources and VPN are constantly blocked, including furafinity, which is why I could not log on to the site
I am very sorry that I made people wait so long, so as an apology and compensation for the wait, I will draw full-fledged drawings with a background at your discretion to everyone I owe
Important announcement :(
Posted 4 years agoI was afraid to do it for a long time .... Recently, my mental state is not the best, I almost constantly experience stress and anxiety, mental health problems, sleep problems, almost any stress puts me out of action and some other unpleasant things. In fact, I want to draw, but I simply do not have emotional and physical resources, I cannot force myself to do it, and if I do, I only feel worse ... as well as from some other things that I force myself to do (laziness is not here moreover), yes sometimes I feel better and I can easily and not forcedly do what I need .. but usually it is not.
If you are interested in what is doubtful, then I do not know, I do not have access to a normal psychologist, I can only assume that I now have some semblance of depression or another disease similar to depression
And more for the confusion
If you are interested in what is doubtful, then I do not know, I do not have access to a normal psychologist, I can only assume that I now have some semblance of depression or another disease similar to depression
And more for the confusion
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Posted 4 years agoNEW ACCOUNT
Posted 4 years agoI have created a new alternate account for adoptions!
For me, creating adopts is a convenient way to make money, but nevertheless I do not want to "litter" my main gallery with them, thereby complicating its browsing for other users.
on this account
, first of all, the adopts on the basis of the bases will be published, some of the announcements, some of the adopts for my own bases (yes, I want to make the bases!) and the original adopts will still be published here
For me, creating adopts is a convenient way to make money, but nevertheless I do not want to "litter" my main gallery with them, thereby complicating its browsing for other users.
on this account
