I'm okay - Just playing catch up with life
General | Posted 5 years agoHey all. I haven't posted anything anywhere since beginning of January this year. I'm SO sorry - I know I worried quite a lot of you. As I'm a teacher, this year has been insane at best. As a full time graduate student AND a teacher - it's been more than insane. Oh, and you know - the Corona pandemic didn't help. So I taught from home and had to be available nonstop, and worked pretty much 16 hour days around my grad classes. I had to even take an incomplete and I'm still working on that class this summer.
SO... Yeah. I've been home pretty much since March when the schools were shut down. I leave sometimes for groceries, mask at all times out in public, and wash hands constantly!
The GOOD news is I've been getting to do more art on my ipad that I bought used a while back and never really touched. I've also lost a considerable amount of weight in the past few years, almost 80 lbs. I'm working on being my healthiest. It's helped enormously with the pain.
I also have recently worked more on my Pocket Girls Sword & Shield portfolio! I'm hoping to add a few more girls before I add it to the shop.
Stay safe, wash your hands, wear a mask, and I hope we all can be as healthy as possible.
SO... Yeah. I've been home pretty much since March when the schools were shut down. I leave sometimes for groceries, mask at all times out in public, and wash hands constantly!
The GOOD news is I've been getting to do more art on my ipad that I bought used a while back and never really touched. I've also lost a considerable amount of weight in the past few years, almost 80 lbs. I'm working on being my healthiest. It's helped enormously with the pain.
I also have recently worked more on my Pocket Girls Sword & Shield portfolio! I'm hoping to add a few more girls before I add it to the shop.
Stay safe, wash your hands, wear a mask, and I hope we all can be as healthy as possible.
Happy New Year! NOW New Pokemon Sword/Shield TF Portfolio
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all, I hope you had a good new years - I had issues with my wifi so I haven't streamed in a while. I THINk I fixed it.
NOW - Streaming a pokemon sword and shield TF portfolio!
Since the last portfolio was so fun with fans choosing their favorite girls and pokemon, I'm opening it up again:
35$ - Buy an ink tf pinup of a girl turning into a pokemon! (Choose girl or type of girl, pose, pokemon, R-XXX)
The new portfolio should be done by the end of the weekend =)
Come watch and grab a pokemon tf pinup for yourself!
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
NOW - Streaming a pokemon sword and shield TF portfolio!
Since the last portfolio was so fun with fans choosing their favorite girls and pokemon, I'm opening it up again:
35$ - Buy an ink tf pinup of a girl turning into a pokemon! (Choose girl or type of girl, pose, pokemon, R-XXX)
The new portfolio should be done by the end of the weekend =)
Come watch and grab a pokemon tf pinup for yourself!
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Thank you all - 50% OFF SALE
General | Posted 6 years agoHey, I'm doing much better thanks to your help lately. My accounts are okay, my bills are relatively paid... I'm working on being able to check my email - it still gives me a ton of anxiety.
So as thanks for everyone and to give discounts and love - I give you a half off sale on my shop.
One week from 12/1-12/8 use HALFOFF at checkout on my shop and get 50% off EVERYTHING.
Enjoy and happy holidays everyone!
http://www.smokingpen.com
So as thanks for everyone and to give discounts and love - I give you a half off sale on my shop.
One week from 12/1-12/8 use HALFOFF at checkout on my shop and get 50% off EVERYTHING.
Enjoy and happy holidays everyone!
http://www.smokingpen.com
Still negative 1k - taking pinups & comic offers...
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all,
So I'm terrified of existing at this moment in time, as I'm still negative 1k, my bank accounts continue to be overdrawn and fee-ing me up the ass, and I'm at my wits end with anxiety. I honestly thought about killing myself the past few weeks simply because the stress has been too much to handle.
I'm open to taking 50$ ink pinups during streams tonight and tomorrow.
I'm also taking offers on "taking over" the 17 page comic for a discounted price. You'd replace the characters with your own and I can change the pages to suit your wants. It's a growth/giantess and shrinking comic where one character is a tiny space alien, and the other is a scientist in a lab. The scientist part can be replaced with anything and any outfit. The alien can be whatever - as they crash their tiny ship into the person's home/workplace through a window. If you like micro/macro, smashed up buildings, feet, etc - this comic is for you. I can send all the thumbnail sketches to any interested parties.
Thanks.
See my stream here: http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Email me here: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I view emails on weekends when I'm available since all my waking hours during the week are spent teaching.
So I'm terrified of existing at this moment in time, as I'm still negative 1k, my bank accounts continue to be overdrawn and fee-ing me up the ass, and I'm at my wits end with anxiety. I honestly thought about killing myself the past few weeks simply because the stress has been too much to handle.
I'm open to taking 50$ ink pinups during streams tonight and tomorrow.
I'm also taking offers on "taking over" the 17 page comic for a discounted price. You'd replace the characters with your own and I can change the pages to suit your wants. It's a growth/giantess and shrinking comic where one character is a tiny space alien, and the other is a scientist in a lab. The scientist part can be replaced with anything and any outfit. The alien can be whatever - as they crash their tiny ship into the person's home/workplace through a window. If you like micro/macro, smashed up buildings, feet, etc - this comic is for you. I can send all the thumbnail sketches to any interested parties.
Thanks.
See my stream here: http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Email me here: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I view emails on weekends when I'm available since all my waking hours during the week are spent teaching.
Taking one or two new small commissions
General | Posted 6 years agoI'm still working at that dispute... and work, and bills, and life. Things have been insanely tumultuous lately and very stressful. My flu seems to finally be gone though I passed it onto my boyfriend and a few coworkers and friends (oops).
I'm open to one or two smaller commissions - nothing more than a 5 page comic at most. I'll be taking payments using a different paypal email so I can keep our internet on.
Email me for your spot at smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I'm primarily available during weekends. This week I have open house and some events at school so I won't be on during the workweek.
I'm open to one or two smaller commissions - nothing more than a 5 page comic at most. I'll be taking payments using a different paypal email so I can keep our internet on.
Email me for your spot at smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I'm primarily available during weekends. This week I have open house and some events at school so I won't be on during the workweek.
Client disputed a 17 page comic - I'm negative 1700+ dollars
General | Posted 6 years agoSo I've been busting my butt for someone, a client I hadn't worked with in over ten years because things had gone sour.... and he disputed and won his money back for a comic I've been working on. It's 17 pages of sketches, 6 completed inked pages, and a full cover image.
My paypal is negative $1718 and some coins. I cannot put food in my fridge or gas in my car.
I am clearly not going to be doing business with this person again. I should have trusted my gut and not worked with them, but I needed rent and bills paid and I was desperate.
Now here I am, unable to pay rent, or bills, and clearly I can't earn anything through paypal until I pay this negative balance.
I'm not sure what to do, but that this point I'm just shocked and stunned.
My paypal is negative $1718 and some coins. I cannot put food in my fridge or gas in my car.
I am clearly not going to be doing business with this person again. I should have trusted my gut and not worked with them, but I needed rent and bills paid and I was desperate.
Now here I am, unable to pay rent, or bills, and clearly I can't earn anything through paypal until I pay this negative balance.
I'm not sure what to do, but that this point I'm just shocked and stunned.
Updates: Have flu, recovering, my return to art
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all, here's an update.
Teaching is tough but I enjoy it. Unfortunately I got the flu basically a day after I got my flu shot. So I've been sick for over a week. I'm getting used to my new schedule, and preparing to return to artwork (my shop, commissions, etc.).
I'll be going to bed much earlier, and probably only available on weekends.
My salary doesn't cover all my bills because teachers are meant to be poor and suffer, so commissions will have to continue being part of my monthly income, but to a lesser degree. New big projects will be unavailable until a later date, so save your ideas.
I hope to update my shop this week or upcoming weekend.
Teaching is tough but I enjoy it. Unfortunately I got the flu basically a day after I got my flu shot. So I've been sick for over a week. I'm getting used to my new schedule, and preparing to return to artwork (my shop, commissions, etc.).
I'll be going to bed much earlier, and probably only available on weekends.
My salary doesn't cover all my bills because teachers are meant to be poor and suffer, so commissions will have to continue being part of my monthly income, but to a lesser degree. New big projects will be unavailable until a later date, so save your ideas.
I hope to update my shop this week or upcoming weekend.
Emergency commissions, hopefully the last!
General | Posted 6 years agoI started teaching this week, now it's a holiday weekend. I spent over 300$ to supply my classroom... Now I'm negative 26$. I've gotta pull miracles out of this air in time for rent in two days. I'm not sure when our first paycheck is, but it's going to be very small with tons of deductions for insurance, union dues, taxes, etc. They pull extra when the year starts too.
These next few weeks will be nearly impossible financially but I have to power through. In a month I should be safe from immediate problems.
As I'll be trying to adjust to my new job and time schedule, these will be the last commissions I accept for a while, barring sudden emergencies.
So, commissions are open for this moment. I will also accept donations.
You can send you commission ideas or donations to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Thank you and wish me luck!
These next few weeks will be nearly impossible financially but I have to power through. In a month I should be safe from immediate problems.
As I'll be trying to adjust to my new job and time schedule, these will be the last commissions I accept for a while, barring sudden emergencies.
So, commissions are open for this moment. I will also accept donations.
You can send you commission ideas or donations to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Thank you and wish me luck!
EMERGENCY!!! Rent and internet needed! New Shop Items!
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all,
So I'm still struggling, but only this month and next left before I will see steady paychecks and stability for the first time in a long long time. Currently, rent is due ($850), internet is being shut off tomorrow ($150ish), dog needs food ($55), phone needs to be paid ($189), car insurance ($120) etc. etc. It's a struggle and I'm trying to pull in enough money to clear these hurdles that feel insurmountable. I've just gotta make it through two more months...!
I just updated the shop with a new comic and new sequence. Also I'll be adding a new Pocket Girls: Sun & Moon TF Ink portfolio tonight as well! See if there's anything there that you'd like to buy, anything helps. http://www.smokingpen.com
Commissions are available at this time until mid September, then I'll be closed for the forseeable future as I get used to my new job and juggle it with grad school classes at night.
Please grab a commission now, even little ones adds up!
I also accept donations and I'm always thankful and appreciative for the support and help. You can email or paypal me at smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
So I'm still struggling, but only this month and next left before I will see steady paychecks and stability for the first time in a long long time. Currently, rent is due ($850), internet is being shut off tomorrow ($150ish), dog needs food ($55), phone needs to be paid ($189), car insurance ($120) etc. etc. It's a struggle and I'm trying to pull in enough money to clear these hurdles that feel insurmountable. I've just gotta make it through two more months...!
I just updated the shop with a new comic and new sequence. Also I'll be adding a new Pocket Girls: Sun & Moon TF Ink portfolio tonight as well! See if there's anything there that you'd like to buy, anything helps. http://www.smokingpen.com
Commissions are available at this time until mid September, then I'll be closed for the forseeable future as I get used to my new job and juggle it with grad school classes at night.
Please grab a commission now, even little ones adds up!
I also accept donations and I'm always thankful and appreciative for the support and help. You can email or paypal me at smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
New Pocket Girls Pokemon - only 25$ for your choice! STREAM
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all! I haven't done a Pocket Girls pokemon TF series in a while! Tonight I'm continuing the pocket girls portfolio I started on Monday - I'll be streaming live sketches and inking of a new Pocket Girls portfolio and YOU can pick the pokemon and type of girl to change for only 25$!
There's only a few spots left!!!
Here's what I need your help with!
Send 25$ for your pocket girl page:
CHOOSE YOUR POKEMON - decide what pokemon you want to transform a poor unsuspecting girl into (Any pokemon in the entire series!)
Features - What kind of girl do I draw? Is she chubby? Is she nerdy with glasses? Short hair, long hair? Muscular?
Clothes - What clothes did she have on? Prepare them to be shredded!
Adult Content - How adult do you want your pocketgirl's TF to be? Just a little skin, a lot of skin, or adult situations?
I'm starting up the new portfolio and stream NOW! Slots for pages are first come first served!
Taken so far:
1. Lycanroc
2. Salazzle
3. Detective Pikachu
4. Vaporeon
5. Mightyena
Paypal your payment and chosen pokemon to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com =)
See you at the stream!
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
There's only a few spots left!!!
Here's what I need your help with!
Send 25$ for your pocket girl page:
CHOOSE YOUR POKEMON - decide what pokemon you want to transform a poor unsuspecting girl into (Any pokemon in the entire series!)
Features - What kind of girl do I draw? Is she chubby? Is she nerdy with glasses? Short hair, long hair? Muscular?
Clothes - What clothes did she have on? Prepare them to be shredded!
Adult Content - How adult do you want your pocketgirl's TF to be? Just a little skin, a lot of skin, or adult situations?
I'm starting up the new portfolio and stream NOW! Slots for pages are first come first served!
Taken so far:
1. Lycanroc
2. Salazzle
3. Detective Pikachu
4. Vaporeon
5. Mightyena
Paypal your payment and chosen pokemon to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com =)
See you at the stream!
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Help Create The NEW Pocket Girls Portfolio - STREAMING LIVE!
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all! I haven't done a Pocket Girls pokemon TF series in a while! Tonight we're changing that - I'll be streaming live sketches and inking of a new Pocket Girls portfolio and YOU can pick the pokemon and type of girl to change for only 25$!
Here's what I need your help with!
Send 25$ for your pocket girl page:
CHOOSE YOUR POKEMON - decide what pokemon you want to transform a poor unsuspecting girl into (Any pokemon in the entire series!)
Features - What kind of girl do I draw? Is she chubby? Is she nerdy with glasses? Short hair, long hair? Muscular?
Clothes - What clothes did she have on? Prepare them to be shredded!
Adult Content - How adult do you want your pocketgirl's TF to be? Just a little skin, a lot of skin, or adult situations?
I'm starting up the new portfolio and stream NOW! Slots for pages are first come first served!
Paypal your payment and chosen pokemon to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com =)
See you at the stream!
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Here's what I need your help with!
Send 25$ for your pocket girl page:
CHOOSE YOUR POKEMON - decide what pokemon you want to transform a poor unsuspecting girl into (Any pokemon in the entire series!)
Features - What kind of girl do I draw? Is she chubby? Is she nerdy with glasses? Short hair, long hair? Muscular?
Clothes - What clothes did she have on? Prepare them to be shredded!
Adult Content - How adult do you want your pocketgirl's TF to be? Just a little skin, a lot of skin, or adult situations?
I'm starting up the new portfolio and stream NOW! Slots for pages are first come first served!
Paypal your payment and chosen pokemon to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com =)
See you at the stream!
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Didn't Get Paid - Rent Due - Emergency Commissions Available
General | Posted 6 years agoSo I wasn't paid on friday for my final paycheck... which is a problem, since rent was due yesterday. Now I have to play catch-up. I might be paid this upcoming Friday, as payroll says they fixed the problem (the clerk never submitted my hours). SO, I'm taking emergency commissions and art slots until I get this taken care of...
First come first served, see below for availability. Ask if there's something you'd like that isn't available or isn't listed.
ART SLOTS:
Get 2 hours of almost anything for only 100$ Only 3 available.
Get 4 hours for 200$ Only 1 left available.
SEQUENCES:
Get a 5 page sequence for 125$ Only 3 available
COMICS:
Get a 5 page inked comic for only 500$ Just 1 left!
PINUPS:
Single character inked pinup for only 50$. Only 2 available.
COLOR BUST:
Single character inked and digitally colored bust (head, neck, and shoulders/chest) is 75$. Just 1 left.
You can email me and send payments to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
First come first served, see below for availability. Ask if there's something you'd like that isn't available or isn't listed.
ART SLOTS:
Get 2 hours of almost anything for only 100$ Only 3 available.
Get 4 hours for 200$ Only 1 left available.
SEQUENCES:
Get a 5 page sequence for 125$ Only 3 available
COMICS:
Get a 5 page inked comic for only 500$ Just 1 left!
PINUPS:
Single character inked pinup for only 50$. Only 2 available.
COLOR BUST:
Single character inked and digitally colored bust (head, neck, and shoulders/chest) is 75$. Just 1 left.
You can email me and send payments to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
FOUR NEW PORTFOLIOS ON MY SHOP! Also commissions + timed art
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all,
I've updated my shop with 4 brand new portfolios. I'll be adding more shortly too, so expect some comics, sequences, and other goodies!
Go to my site to grab them up fast: http://www.smokingpen.com
Also I'm taking some limited commissions and I'm.... AVAILABLE FOR STREAMING ART SLOTS!
They have returned!
ART SLOTS:
Get 2 hours of almost anything for only 100$
Get 4 hours for 200$
Email me to get your slot / commission today at: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I've updated my shop with 4 brand new portfolios. I'll be adding more shortly too, so expect some comics, sequences, and other goodies!
Go to my site to grab them up fast: http://www.smokingpen.com
Also I'm taking some limited commissions and I'm.... AVAILABLE FOR STREAMING ART SLOTS!
They have returned!
ART SLOTS:
Get 2 hours of almost anything for only 100$
Get 4 hours for 200$
Email me to get your slot / commission today at: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
EMERGENCY!!! Rent and internet needed!
General | Posted 6 years agoI didn't get paid enough for my first paycheck and my internet will be shut off tomorrow. Rent will also deduct tomorrow. I need about 600$ to cover them both.
I'm selling commissions, original art, whatever you're interested in. I also take donations. You can email or paypal to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I'm selling commissions, original art, whatever you're interested in. I also take donations. You can email or paypal to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
EMERGENCY SUPER SALE: 50% OFF Comic Commissions
General | Posted 6 years agoComic commissions are half off! Get 5 pages inked for 250$ and 10 pages inked for 500$! Limited availability, first come first served!
Rent is due and I'm quite short, as I was only paid for 5 days instead of 10... plus I'm behind on bills anyway - internet has to be paid or it'll be shut off by tomorrow, and phone by Tuesday. Just a little longer struggling and I'll be starting a new full-time teaching position in the fall.
Hourly (2 hr) and sequences (5 page inks) are 125$.
I'll be streaming tonight though I'm sick. See you there: http:.//www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Email for your commission at: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Rent is due and I'm quite short, as I was only paid for 5 days instead of 10... plus I'm behind on bills anyway - internet has to be paid or it'll be shut off by tomorrow, and phone by Tuesday. Just a little longer struggling and I'll be starting a new full-time teaching position in the fall.
Hourly (2 hr) and sequences (5 page inks) are 125$.
I'll be streaming tonight though I'm sick. See you there: http:.//www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
Email for your commission at: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Good News & Also Open to Limited Commissions
General | Posted 6 years agoSo I got a job as a substitute in another district. The pay is not great, but it's better than here so it's worth the drive each day. I'll be working for a little under a month, but it'll help both my resume and my wallet.
I'm interviewing for jobs and going to job fairs, applying for positions, etc. I'm determined to find a full-time teaching position for the fall.
I've gotta scrounge up money to keep my internet on and catch up on car payments, etc. Plus rent will be due before I know it. I won't see a paycheck until some point in June from subbing, so I've gotta keep going.
Hopefully things will keep getting better...!
Grab a commission while I stream tonight by email: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com and watch my stream: http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
I'm interviewing for jobs and going to job fairs, applying for positions, etc. I'm determined to find a full-time teaching position for the fall.
I've gotta scrounge up money to keep my internet on and catch up on car payments, etc. Plus rent will be due before I know it. I won't see a paycheck until some point in June from subbing, so I've gotta keep going.
Hopefully things will keep getting better...!
Grab a commission while I stream tonight by email: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com and watch my stream: http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS - ALMOST ANYTHING GOES
General | Posted 6 years agoI can't be picky and I'm open to ideas. I'm streaming all night to get rent paid!
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
http://www.picarto.tv/smokingpen
EMERGENCY!!! Rent needed!
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all, I'm finishing up student teaching next week but haven't had a moment's rest or time to try to work on commissions. My rent was due today and I'm now two months behind on some major bills. I'll be around constantly in a week, but I've got to pull some miracles out of thin air. I'm also in agony because of weather and my shots wearing off on my arthritic knees. I'm desperate to survive.
Taking commissions and donations to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I'll be around nonstop next week and weekends going forward, and I'll start reappearing on my steam tomorrow night and each night afterwards. I'm just at the finish line.
Taking commissions and donations to smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
I'll be around nonstop next week and weekends going forward, and I'll start reappearing on my steam tomorrow night and each night afterwards. I'm just at the finish line.
Paypal lost my money sending it to my bank - so major $ need
General | Posted 6 years agoLong story short, I transferred money I earned last night to my bank account and it never arrived - my bank has no record of the transaction and paypal says it's gone on their end - so I have to have the bank's dispute department try to get my funds back tomorrow. It'll probably take a week or more to see that money come back, but rent and bills won't wait!
So tonight I'm offering a special: 50$ inked pin-ups!
First come, first served! Please email me for your spot: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Thanks. =*O
So tonight I'm offering a special: 50$ inked pin-ups!
First come, first served! Please email me for your spot: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Thanks. =*O
Still short on bills/rent - 125$ for 2 hr stream or 5 pg seq
General | Posted 6 years agoI'm still short on rent and bills. I have slots available for this weekend, weeknights this week ahead, and next weekend. Grab a slot or commission at smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Thanks !
Thanks !
EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS - 125$ FOR 5PG OR 2 HR STREAM, ETC
General | Posted 6 years agoHey all, rent is due and I'm completely zapped of strength and money - still recovering from being sick but the medication I got helped knock out the brunt of it.
I'm offering 2 hour art block streams for 125$ and 5 page sequences for 125$.
You can also get a science log style commission for 80$ a page, which includes close ups and medium shots of transformations and such in a scientific report format.
Just two more months of this bullshit and I'm done with the program, have my teaching licenses, and can move on - hopefully with employment come fall. Regardless, I've got to finish strong and keep the internet on, rent paid, and so on.
Contact me for a slot/etc at smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Time and slots are VERY LIMITED!
I'm offering 2 hour art block streams for 125$ and 5 page sequences for 125$.
You can also get a science log style commission for 80$ a page, which includes close ups and medium shots of transformations and such in a scientific report format.
Just two more months of this bullshit and I'm done with the program, have my teaching licenses, and can move on - hopefully with employment come fall. Regardless, I've got to finish strong and keep the internet on, rent paid, and so on.
Contact me for a slot/etc at smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Time and slots are VERY LIMITED!
Sick turned into pneumonia... trying to make rent
General | Posted 6 years agoHi all. I wish i didn't have to push myself so much, but I can't take days off or do less with my deadlines and such...
So I have pneumonia now. Went to doctor yesterday, got xrays and some meds that might help.
I've got grades due for 450 kids by the end of this week ahead. The student art show is coming and I need to prep tons of artwork to hang. I'm rushing to write and or rewrite their next lesson plans for each grade. I'm doing a shitton for my tuesday night seminar class, including writing and reading assignments, gathering evidence, revamping my resume and professional stuff, etc.
I'll be around this weekend and week looking to fill emergency commissions to pay rent. I'll be finished by the end of May.
So I have pneumonia now. Went to doctor yesterday, got xrays and some meds that might help.
I've got grades due for 450 kids by the end of this week ahead. The student art show is coming and I need to prep tons of artwork to hang. I'm rushing to write and or rewrite their next lesson plans for each grade. I'm doing a shitton for my tuesday night seminar class, including writing and reading assignments, gathering evidence, revamping my resume and professional stuff, etc.
I'll be around this weekend and week looking to fill emergency commissions to pay rent. I'll be finished by the end of May.
Sick again but Halfway through... hurray!
General | Posted 6 years agoThese kids are walking diseases lol...
Things are hard and I used up my school money to pay bills and get the phone/internet/etc turned back on. I have food for the time being, gas in my car, and I'm putting in over 100 hrs a week in school or on schoolwork/grading/etc. It's exhausting beyond comprehension, but I'm almost done.
I'm just past the half-way point in student teaching. I've had enough observations showing I'm proficient I could be licensed right now if I had enough hours put in - but I'm not there yet.
I have to go until mid-May, so just a little longer. I'm sorry I'm not actively around, streaming, etc. I don't even have time to reply to emails or do anything for myself. I'm just trying to get through this in one piece, alive, and relatively healthy.
Weekends are used for more schoolwork/paperwork/reports/grading/evidence/research/reflection/revisions and so on. Hopefully after next weekend I'll be available more often, as it was a difficult transition taking over more and more grades/classes from the current teacher in the school.
The kids are doing well and seem to like my lessons, especially those who generally never cared about art. I'm happy with the work they're doing, for the most part. I only have a few problem kids with sticks up their butts. The "bad kids" really like me because I made sure to connect with them immediately when I noticed how they acted, because they reminded me of my punk-ass when I was the same age. Other than the kids being too loud and rambunctious, the classes go well.
Any donations or store purchases or commissions bought helps me immensely - its all that's keeping my lights on and getting me through the days.
We all should celebrate when I'm done. It's all because of you. =) And a little bit of me. =P
Things are hard and I used up my school money to pay bills and get the phone/internet/etc turned back on. I have food for the time being, gas in my car, and I'm putting in over 100 hrs a week in school or on schoolwork/grading/etc. It's exhausting beyond comprehension, but I'm almost done.
I'm just past the half-way point in student teaching. I've had enough observations showing I'm proficient I could be licensed right now if I had enough hours put in - but I'm not there yet.
I have to go until mid-May, so just a little longer. I'm sorry I'm not actively around, streaming, etc. I don't even have time to reply to emails or do anything for myself. I'm just trying to get through this in one piece, alive, and relatively healthy.
Weekends are used for more schoolwork/paperwork/reports/grading/evidence/research/reflection/revisions and so on. Hopefully after next weekend I'll be available more often, as it was a difficult transition taking over more and more grades/classes from the current teacher in the school.
The kids are doing well and seem to like my lessons, especially those who generally never cared about art. I'm happy with the work they're doing, for the most part. I only have a few problem kids with sticks up their butts. The "bad kids" really like me because I made sure to connect with them immediately when I noticed how they acted, because they reminded me of my punk-ass when I was the same age. Other than the kids being too loud and rambunctious, the classes go well.
Any donations or store purchases or commissions bought helps me immensely - its all that's keeping my lights on and getting me through the days.
We all should celebrate when I'm done. It's all because of you. =) And a little bit of me. =P
Flu, Student Teaching, Leg in Cast, Rent Due
General | Posted 7 years agoBlargh, firstly.
So I'm overworked for zero dollars - I teach 450 kids every 3 days (so 150 a day). My schedule is crazy, Tuesdays are 12 hour plus days because I have my seminar class after I teach all day, no breaks in between - just gotta hustle from school to school and swallow lunch #2 for dinner.
I need to earn money toward rent, badly - but I didn't plan to get the flu midweek and pretty much be dead on my feet. Got my knee injection on Wednesday afternoon, after teaching, and I've been extra sore from that.
I'm doing my best, but there's just not enough time in each day or night or weekends currently. I work about 60 hrs a week at the moment (and I'm paying the school for this 'opportunity' vs making any money at all) before you count my paperwork, grading, required class, and then trying to get art done or shower, make food, etc. I am trying to survive so badly and so hard, but I still feel like an abject failure.
Got more x-rays done on my foot/leg since it's not healing (or healing well). The foot isn't broken, but it seems like I basically ripped all the tendons from my ankle to my foot (twisted tear from back to around to the front). I'm in this stupid cast for unknown time now until I heal, doctor's orders.
If you buy shop items, commissions, or donate I would be so very grateful and thankful - I'm desperately trying to survive until I get some of my student loan money to help cover bills in a little over a month's time. I'm thankful that food stamps are back and hopefully there won't be any interruptions in eating....
Email for commissions or to donate: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
So I'm overworked for zero dollars - I teach 450 kids every 3 days (so 150 a day). My schedule is crazy, Tuesdays are 12 hour plus days because I have my seminar class after I teach all day, no breaks in between - just gotta hustle from school to school and swallow lunch #2 for dinner.
I need to earn money toward rent, badly - but I didn't plan to get the flu midweek and pretty much be dead on my feet. Got my knee injection on Wednesday afternoon, after teaching, and I've been extra sore from that.
I'm doing my best, but there's just not enough time in each day or night or weekends currently. I work about 60 hrs a week at the moment (and I'm paying the school for this 'opportunity' vs making any money at all) before you count my paperwork, grading, required class, and then trying to get art done or shower, make food, etc. I am trying to survive so badly and so hard, but I still feel like an abject failure.
Got more x-rays done on my foot/leg since it's not healing (or healing well). The foot isn't broken, but it seems like I basically ripped all the tendons from my ankle to my foot (twisted tear from back to around to the front). I'm in this stupid cast for unknown time now until I heal, doctor's orders.
If you buy shop items, commissions, or donate I would be so very grateful and thankful - I'm desperately trying to survive until I get some of my student loan money to help cover bills in a little over a month's time. I'm thankful that food stamps are back and hopefully there won't be any interruptions in eating....
Email for commissions or to donate: smokingpendotcom[at]gmail.com
Emergency Commissions - Rent Due
General | Posted 7 years agoHey all - still hurt. Had to postpone my start date for student teaching until next week or beyond because my ankle is still all screwed up. Hopefully a few more days in a brace and it'll be better...
Rent is due and I'm short by all of it - so I'm looking to take commissions!
Comics:
100$ per page.
5 page comic (inks) - 500$
Science Log Sequence:
80$ per page (inks). Science Log's are two panels per page, one large (full body or midshot) and one medium (midshot or close up), and supporting text written by a 'scientist/doctor' on the subject. Can include 'sticky note', an image of a sticky note with handwriting on it. You can provide the text or I can write it for you. A great alternative to comics for less!
Sequence:
100$ for 5 pages (inks).
Pinups:
65$ per inked full-body pinup.
Rent is due and I'm short by all of it - so I'm looking to take commissions!
Comics:
100$ per page.
5 page comic (inks) - 500$
Science Log Sequence:
80$ per page (inks). Science Log's are two panels per page, one large (full body or midshot) and one medium (midshot or close up), and supporting text written by a 'scientist/doctor' on the subject. Can include 'sticky note', an image of a sticky note with handwriting on it. You can provide the text or I can write it for you. A great alternative to comics for less!
Sequence:
100$ for 5 pages (inks).
Pinups:
65$ per inked full-body pinup.
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