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Posted 3 months agoHello everyone, it's been exactly a year since I finally recovered from my lingering depression, and now it's been like three months since I got a job and started paying off my debts.
Over the past year, I have drawn most of the commissions that I have owed for 4 years, thanks to everyone who was understanding and did not scold me too much, thanks to you, I was able to believe in my strength and be able to work even more
I've long wanted to tell you something that I've been hesitating to do all these years, I was afraid to be rude and because of the lack of work and the fear of being left without money, I was afraid to be honest, but now, out of respect for myself and for the people who are silently waiting for their commissions so far, I want to say that...
Perhaps few people noticed what triggers I could often disappear from before, but these were people who took advantage of my kindness and helplessness, they had the right to demand their commissions, but even when I drew them, these people tried to manipulate me into drawing them even more drawings, and I was just afraid to say no, after that, I burned out and I didn't have the strength to go back and not only answer people, but also draw
And I also want to make a rather stupid request again, which I've been repeating for years even before my huge mental breakdowns, I'll still say that I remember literally everyone I owe a commission to, and yes, you have the right to write to me every week, every day, every hour, where is your drawing, but literally after such a long time, both you and I can understand that nothing good will come of it, the only positive maximum that you can get is a mediocre quality drawing that will not be worth not only the money you spent, but also the time that you expected it to be., just pay attention to how I drew when you first took my commission and how I draw now, I'll make a stupid joke about a good investment, because now I'm really cool at drawing....
I hope I was able to explain myself a little bit in this part, and now I want to tell you about my life now as well.
As I said, I found a job in May, and at first the office scared me, but now I can say that I've already fully adapted to it.
I'm glad that now I don't have to work on the number of drawings and sales, now I can afford to devote more time to each drawing and raise its quality and level of study, and at the same time I plan to raise prices 5 years later, I'm not going to do it too critically, but analyzing the market and my skills, I I have to do this. We all want to see even cooler work from me, and that's the only way I can afford it, thank you.
Anyway, at the very end, I want to say that thank you to everyone who supports me, and a stupid little request or warning, in general, I don't even have the strength to tell you how I'm doing, so please don't be offended by this!
Over the past year, I have drawn most of the commissions that I have owed for 4 years, thanks to everyone who was understanding and did not scold me too much, thanks to you, I was able to believe in my strength and be able to work even more
I've long wanted to tell you something that I've been hesitating to do all these years, I was afraid to be rude and because of the lack of work and the fear of being left without money, I was afraid to be honest, but now, out of respect for myself and for the people who are silently waiting for their commissions so far, I want to say that...
Perhaps few people noticed what triggers I could often disappear from before, but these were people who took advantage of my kindness and helplessness, they had the right to demand their commissions, but even when I drew them, these people tried to manipulate me into drawing them even more drawings, and I was just afraid to say no, after that, I burned out and I didn't have the strength to go back and not only answer people, but also draw
And I also want to make a rather stupid request again, which I've been repeating for years even before my huge mental breakdowns, I'll still say that I remember literally everyone I owe a commission to, and yes, you have the right to write to me every week, every day, every hour, where is your drawing, but literally after such a long time, both you and I can understand that nothing good will come of it, the only positive maximum that you can get is a mediocre quality drawing that will not be worth not only the money you spent, but also the time that you expected it to be., just pay attention to how I drew when you first took my commission and how I draw now, I'll make a stupid joke about a good investment, because now I'm really cool at drawing....
I hope I was able to explain myself a little bit in this part, and now I want to tell you about my life now as well.
As I said, I found a job in May, and at first the office scared me, but now I can say that I've already fully adapted to it.
I'm glad that now I don't have to work on the number of drawings and sales, now I can afford to devote more time to each drawing and raise its quality and level of study, and at the same time I plan to raise prices 5 years later, I'm not going to do it too critically, but analyzing the market and my skills, I I have to do this. We all want to see even cooler work from me, and that's the only way I can afford it, thank you.
Anyway, at the very end, I want to say that thank you to everyone who supports me, and a stupid little request or warning, in general, I don't even have the strength to tell you how I'm doing, so please don't be offended by this!
