Cuz why not? :3

Ok so.. here we go o.o

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Well, actually yes. :3

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Whenever I feel like it but evening/night is the best

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
On the right side of the bed or next to the wall. Depends on the beds location ^^''

4. Do you masturbate?
Umm... yeah...

5. How often? Lately?
I dun have many opportunities so... few times a week

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Uhm... no. Nobody would like to see me undress *giggles*
Now when I think about it... doing it for arts counts? I know, I'm such a whore >.>

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Well... I'm rarely able to take a bath but shower is quicker and better I think ^^

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or bath?
Hmm... well, yeah ^^'

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Furries. Lots of furries. All the gay furries and cuntboys <3 and fursuiters <3 and something else I won't mention >////>

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
It depends on my mood really

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Of course yes! My maaate, my brothers, my guardians <3 I love you guuuys <3

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Everyone on facebook and most of people from my steam/skype friendslist.

13. Would you chose love or money?
Of course love! Shargalons needs love .///. I know money would help but all I need is to be close to my mate ^^

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Uuhh.. umm... um... I wasn't thinking about that.... but having it slow and nice is the best ^///^''

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Hmm... not irl. Few girls wanted to rape me in SL though :v

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Um.. my first time in the bed with my wuff was the most romantic.. ^^''

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Weirdest? Hm. Cinema...? Yeah... during the movie. I'm glad there wasn't much people around

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
No, but it was close.... "housekeeping!" :v

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No, and I'm not going to ever be there...

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Um... nope. Even if I were single I'd be scared to catch something... who knows what people are there...?

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
No, I'm polite... I swear. ^^

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
I... think so. Yeah, I think yes. In a gay bar on Canal Street in Manchester. Twice! o.o

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
*giggles* yes <3

24. What's your sexuality?
I'm... hm... hard to say... I'm kind of pansexual but I wouldn't be able to have sex with a girl...

25. Have you ever had sex in a movie theater?
Ngh.. yes... few times, long time ago, see No. 17.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Yus, under the shower... kind of. ^^''

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Well... no.. whenever I'm at work I'm way to busy to do anything to be honest... I rarely have time to go to the bathroom... unless cosplay starts, then corridors are less crowded... but still, no.. ^^''

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
No, but if Bad Dragon had a store somewhere in my city or near, or my mate's city or near then I'd definitely go there :3

29. Have you ever bought something from an adult store?
No but I'd love to have Bad Dragon toy. Maybe one day.. ^^

30. Do you own any sex toys?
See answer above.. ^^

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Unfortunately 0... unless my screwdriver counts >///>

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Well... yeah. Few people should have few of my naughty pics and I'm on 2 vids... ./////////."

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Oh wow... no xD

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Phone sex... let me thing.... nope. ^^''

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Well... yeah.. RP that is, right? ^^" and Second Life few years ago, back when I was still doing such things there

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Well... yeah... thats why I said I had "sex" in the cinema.. otherwise the answer for the question would be "no".

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Hmm... doggy style and against the wall are the most comfortable... missionary was embarrassing... DON'T ASK.

38. What's your favorite sex act?
I'm really attracted to oral sex... but I'm not really able to use my own mouth... bad experiences... <_>

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Well... yeah. Me and my mate had some fun with our friend... ^^'''

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
I have no idea... I did it for fun so I guess whoever want to do it then feel free ^^


well, that was interesting.. ^^

I just turned 19. Whoa, I feel old. *giggles*

Some thing stolen from  Animosus5 because I can! >:O

About Me
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly. (cuz I am >.>)
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo. (not yet ^^'')
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (my nose is pissing me off >.>)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (there is anyone who haven't? o.o)

Family/Home Life
[X] I've sworn at my parents
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[x] I almost always do my homework. (right before classes... does it count? ^^")
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (it happens to me more often recently... >.>)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry (my co-worker didn't cry cuz of Mufasa T.T)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. (it happens way too often >.>)

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment. (some heart problems... dunno)
[ ] I've gotten stitches. (but I might get soon..)
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (but I will have... I need to get rid of all 4... x,x)
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. (but I'm planning to. ^^'')
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe
[x] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've been to Asia. (China.. *with sarcasm in his voice* yay for cheap phones... *barely stops himself of throwing his phone through the window >.>*

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino
[x] I've been an abuse victim
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] I've crashed a car
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights. (nope.. and when I was on vacation and tv said that it'll be visible at the evening I had cloudy weather >.>)
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] I've eaten sushi. (on most of manga cons ^^'')
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I've had someone cheat on me. (way too many fucking times.)
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. (way more...)
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[x] I've cheated in a relationship. (I thanked him with same thing he did to me.)
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (way too many times x,x)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger (cons)
[x] I have kissed a stranger. (cons XD)

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[x ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. (if harassment at school counts...)
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (and broken someone's nose. Never again, I don't know my own strength >.>)
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed. (I'm bit scared to do so cuz my brain is fucked. I'm scared of what I'd see)
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I've seen a therapist
[ ] I've been told to see one by more than 3 people

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide
[x] I've planned my own suicide
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from topman
[ ] I own something from river island
[ ] I collect MANGA.
[ ] I own something from Binns
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie
[ ] I own something from Hollister Co

Political/Social Attitudes
[x] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I am religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random
[x] I can sing well
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I love being neat.
[X] I'm too lazy to bother being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (blue ^^'')
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[ ] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (if I finally change my phone then I will be ^^'')
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces (no way. I can't remember face of my own mother if I don't see her)
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

Whoa, that was fast! I have just reached 4000 pageviews and all thanks by you! I love you all! <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5041849/ by  Raventhan

WARNING: Emo-mood, Don't read if you don't want lost yours.


I have a question. Whats so funny with playing with feelings of another person? Is it really that fun? Another person who was close to me did exactly same shit like everyone else, was playing with my feelings, gave me fake hope and left me. Do you guys really want to change me? Treating me like that are changing my mentality, why you guys don't want cute lil shargalon who's all hugable and sweet? You guys want me to be grumpy and emo-ish shargalon who's never smiling or shargalon a'la I-don't-give-a-fuck who's hurting others like they were hurting him in the past? Thats... just so cruel....
I need to find someone who'll kick my ass every time I fall in love again....

Hey there. Anyone play or would like to play Tera Online (non European servers)? I kinda wanted to start playing again but I don't like playing alone... let me know here on comments or on IM. ^^

also.. if you guys will read that journal in a month, a year or something then you can still comment here, it will always be actual ^^

Exterio does another raffle :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4929797/

<- that fagget (<3) makes a raffle! All sharks (and not only sharks ^^), I command you to join! :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4925029/

Hai gays, I'm back! I just wanted to say that I came back from Italy and I'll be online again :3

and... 1019 messages... srsly? x,x It was only 10 days guys! But I love all of you anyway <3

Hey there my friends, people who likes to talk to me, watchers and everyone visiting my site. <3
I would like to inform all of you that I'm going on vacations to Sardinia in Italy in two days (7th July) and I'll be back probably at 17th or 18th July. And I'm afraid I won't be able to answer any message, notes... no internet in general. .////.
If someone happen to be in Sos Flores Camping Village at 7-17 July then I'll be more than happy to meet them ^^
I'm sorry everyone of my friends I didn't inform personally about my absence. .////.

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As I'll probably still be absent at 17th July then I have to say it now. 17th July is my birthday! I'm 18 this year!
(I know I have in my profile that I already am 18 but I'm always counting my age from New Year .////. I'm sorry if someone feel bad about it *hugs*)

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I wish you all happy summer holidays ^.v.^


~Jeffy <3

Warning: Emo mood, don't read if you are sensitive and that may ruin your own mood. Unless you want...


As the title says I'm not in a good mood and not because of only one person. Can someone tell me why the fuck there is so many assholes on the world? People who are pretending to be your friends, saying "you are like a brother to me, I love you" etc and when you REALLY need them they are pushing you away? People who are gaining your trust to in the end ruin everything? People who are fucking making you love them to in the end kick you in the ass and stab your back? Fucking fake friends... I'm starting to lose my hope in people. It is happening over and over again, they are making me love them like true friends, like my brothers and I'm ending up hurt crying in the corner all alone... And whats the worst: they are furries. Its not like I'm blaming every furrybutt now... Its just... I thought furries are more friendly and true than the rest of people... I... I need a hug... .///.

I'd never expect that simple trip to the store would be so surprising. When I was heading to the store I noticed my doggy laying under the tree and... she has a puppy! For now I've seen only one. I don't want to bother her and I want to let her rest. It rather won't be one race doggy but its beautiful anyway ^^
Here you have a picture: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10786918/ <3

Today I checked FA and what I saw? 1000 pageviews hit on my profile. That was bit of surprise for me... it reached 1k pretty quickly. Thank you all, I love you guys ^.v.^