I have returned... And i am beaten to a pulp... Wow... I hurt... Bumps and bruses... Yikes...

Dont worry everyone.... Im fine its a dagorhir event so dont freak out!!!

Hey dagorhir people!!! Im goin to darktides and omg im so excited!!!!!

U got it!!! One question fire away!!!

I know this is pretty vain bit meh il interested to see what you all think of me.

I did it... I told my mother that i cant handle taking care of both of us and left... I am now moving back to my home town.... This must be done... Neither of us can move on in life if we are together..... It broke my heart.... But it had to be done.....

Which of the users of FA have to take care of their parent when they are perfectly capable of taking care of themselves ? Hmmm? Nobody? Wow am i the only on e who is being used here? Well dont i feel special.... And by special i mean a slave who has tk pay the bills of his parent whom has had months to get a job and yet here i am constantly broke having to hide money from my own mother.... Well enough is fucking enough!!!! Im moving back to my old home town to work save up money and get a life of my own....

So yes my mother isnt a bad person she is just making worse and worse decisions... Spending money from liquidating her assets when she finaly gets the picture about what eeds done she still doesnt fight to get a job.... She expects me...ME!!!! To be able to take care of the both of us!? Shes mad!!!i dont make more than 350 a paycheck and we have $600 plus in bills... And guess who has to pay for them.....ALL!?

If you said me than your really good....

Now im sick and tired of it!!! Im going home and rebuilding up my life! And by fuckin god im gonna do it!!!

I am looking for an artist to comission.... So i can get a pic of me and a specific someone.... So a nice 2 character comission... So if anyone is accepting or know of someone accepting comissions give me a hollar...

Yeahhh!!! I can now comission artists now!!!! Yahooo!!!!

Guys... I.. I dont feel good... Ive been waking up periodically and vomiting all night i... Im just gonna ride it out... Ill keep everyone updated.... Ugh.... I hate throwing up.....

OMFG...... how else can i explain such a wonderful game? such simplicity cannot be... oh who am i kidding!? this game is freakin hard man!!! but oddly enough that my current playthrough each of my weapons are practically perfect for the stage of the game i am in!!! every single weapon is only 1 level away from being max and then exclusive and that STILL DOESNT HELP!!! now that i have started this rant allow me to delve further into this shall we?

*hits the a button to jump into a pit*

The first stage... aaahhhhh the village... i love its tranquil bliss... until their is a freakin guy with a chainsaw coming right at me!!! *girly scream* but im alright! alright! just a few shotgun blasts and a whole lotta luck and whew im done! next... *girly scream again* GIANT LAKE MONSTER!!!...... then *whew* got ze key to ze church yes? then what? EL GIGANTE!! IEEEEEEE!!!! *feints* huh wha!? oh dear.. it looks as if i had defeated him with... my awesome upgraded weapons YAY *gets smacked by a tree* CURSES!!!

go to the church get the girl run with said girl through the village again to a cottage. WHEW GOOD IDEA! and by good idea i mean dumber than the idea for sopa. ANEYWAYN moving on to the next part left or right..... hmmm...... giant or mob...... well thats a no brainer the mob! *one angry mob fight later* OMG FREAKIN TWISTED CHAINSAW SISTERS WITH BANDAGED FACES!!!! *runs away in terror occasionally shooting in random directions*

NOW!!! ride the gondala across a massive bottemless chasm to fight... IEEEE crazy spider tentacle guy with CRAZY spinal issues who snaps in half!? *vomits* EWWWWW!!!!! oh now!? OH GOD HE'S CLIMBING THE RAFTERS RUN AWAY!!!

*one boss fight later*
alright whew!! now! lets see end of the final village chapter! lets see what our tally is shall we? accuracy 79% aww forget you game!!!
Kills: 213 MUHAHAAH FACE MY WRATH!!!
Deaths: 1 *frowns* w-w-wha? THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE HARD MODE!!!! LIKE UNFORGIVINGHAKNFKLRAHA!!!

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Part 2.... the Castle.... WHEW LETS DO THIS!!!!

bla bla bla run through the grounds getting shot at by catapults which totally isnt overkill at all just GIANT FLAMING ROCKS!! which make you stop dead in your tracks when they hit too close to you. WHEW!!! MOVING ON! grounds area.... NAAA nots sos muchs... get the key and find the key to the castle doors an who's the kid in the trihorn hat? oh... its salazar.... ok because that makes total sence. AAAAAAAAAAANY way find the jail key go the the prizon OMG IS DOES THAT GUY HAVE HIS EYES SEWN SHUT!? answer YES.... YES HE DOES! ok death tally so far!? 0 YAY GO HARD MODE!!! now on to the end of 3-1 WHEW... w-w-wha? r-r-really your gona oh you sonnava B@$%* whew finally after try and try again finaly got me through it lets see the death tally now hmmm.......13......t-t-thirteen.......WAGAFLAGRAGHAHAGNANAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT KICKED MY A$$ THE SAME PART!!! excuse me while i go postal.... *leaves chair and closes a door as distant screaming and yelling is heard* OK AND IM BACK.... now!!! moving on... weapons are the best they can possibly be at this point..... so its all skill not *CHAINSAW TO THE NECK* FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUU$%

and thats how i am so far in the storyline... whew... gonna get that hard mode beat.... but.... please..... dont try this at home kids.... you gotta atleast be 18 to play... sorry.

Well its that timw again folks... Love is in the air!! But aparently im not gettin that air! Lol jk but i am still single this valentines day... Oh well. I know im not the only one but as we all know love can find you at any time!

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this will be how mithane came to earth so yeah you know how he can be!!! please ive been writer's block for 3 months now but mostly due to me not having a computer for that long so lets do this!!! shakin the rust from my fingers and the dust from the keyboard

Hey guys leave an interesting comment below!!

yeah so... im thirsty.... so.... give me a drink! and water simply will not do! so be creative... what do you give a thirsty mithane to drink? >:3

I forgot what rule it was but its the one where for every male character there is a female counterpart and vice versa.

But if so then id like to see mithane drawn as a woman!!! >:3

i cant find something to do to keep me accupied!!!!

i work all week and have the weekend off and what do i do? i lose my mind... i dont know.... its just alot of drama going on around me here and when you have to pay for other people's stuff... its angering... but i guess this is just a vent journal. i dont have any friends where i moved too... i cant find stuff to do becides videogames and i have a nice library of games but only end up playing FNV so what... i feel like im slipping away... i guess it could be the dreary weather bringing me down or the simple fact that i live in a basement with no sun during the weekends... i just get so wound up it hurts.. sometimes i just feel like curling up into a ball and dissapearing now and again... instead of worrying about whats gonna happen next i'd like things to be normal but i dont know what normal would be. its like im bipolar or something one single word or phrase can ruin my day i'll try to laugh it off but it ends up only me worrying about it later and i cant do a single thing about it...

but i digress..... this journal was typed not out of hate or rage or really any bad emotion... its just something that i felt needed to be said somewhere. i pretty much just closed my eyes and typed this and now... i do feel better about it....

Mithane Craft/ Mike Castle
one in the same... two alternate persona's all shadowing my self

but thats just the mask the real face some of you already know... others just know mithane... now today so i dont go postal anymore than i already have i would like to atleast note every single one of my watchers to request a roleplay... that is something i'd like to do... so that i can get to know the people who are watching... and ive noaticed im getting around to 100 watchers! yay!

I need a light.... a light shining in the darkness.... sorry FNV is on my mind....

But if you can sort out through this brain clot of a journal i'd like you to comment and note me.

ITS OFFICIAL..... DUE TO SOME HELP FROM A FRIEND ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE HAPPENING BECAUSE IM HOMESICK!

yes... your dear mithane is part and if not leader of a clan.... we play many games as i have explained before (hopefully) in a previous journal.... as for me though... my mic is malfunctioning on me... i can hear but some chords inside must be shorting out because i can hear people talking but i cant talk back to them.

games we play.

halo reach

halo 3

bioshock 2 online

fear 2 online

soul calibur 4

and i got orangebox if anyone wants to play the crappy tf2 on it. or those who would just like to message me or i'll do a bit of tinkering with my headset to see if i can fix it or get a new one... but i will be online to night (that is if i dont have to go somewhere if so then OMG!!)

Just saying hi to everyone!! Well I'm bored actually and lookin for a good rp tonight!

ive lost my christmas spirit... i... i dont know really what else to say... i... ive been hurt... my family's been hurt... on christmas... why?

I......I don't know what to say but just this....

Merry Christmas to all and to all have fun!!

Yes thats right a Christmas wish from your friend mithane craft!!! And for those on exbox live I wish you too a very merry Christmas and for you to add me as a friend!!

 bluewulv my dear friend thank you for the inspiration you give me through your art and kindness. To you I wish that all your Christmas dreams come true.

 kentaro21 to you my martial artist friend who has been a good friend to me I hope all of your wishes come true!

 kusanagiartist M: hello my dear sweet cool on!! Hope you have a very merry Christmas and a happy new year!!!

Mithane: and to my sweet Lilly im lookin for our winter's nights together.

who are my watchers...

aparently due to my friend's request i have started a little "Clan" of players... so... i guess im the leader so anyone want to join give me a shout.

Yeah anyone of my watchers/friends wish to chat tonight?

I GOT THE BESTS HAT EVAH! TODAYS!!!

its a knit donkey hat complete with floppy ears!!! X3 i love it!

ps im editing an rp tonight!

i do know its a school night for most but just checking if there are any late night dwellers online to chat with X3