My family is not happy with my best friend. This is unfortunate because he is the same friend that I am taking to christmas with me. They are unhappy because he is unable to keep his schedule streaight and it makes them pissed when it changes and it affects me. I don't mind, I usually expect him to not be prompt or to change plans, its just how he is, but my family dosn't like it and they feel that I shouldn't tolerate it anymore. It's just not that big of a deal to me. *Sigh* this isn't fun, I love him and I have my families discontent to deal with. :( If anyone ever visits this, can you leave some plausable advice. :(

I feel so free right now, free of compassion, love, sadness and anger. I am literally emotionless, so unusually content. I don't even care about my own interest, family, or friends. I don't mean to sound so cold hearted or cruel, I just feel this way. I am very sure that I will be back to normal later, that's how it always ends.

Yay, I have my new computer. its awesome. I don't really have any other news hahaha.

I ordered a computer on black Friday and it will be here tomorrow, I cant wait to get it. Almost everything is going great right now, and I feel that things can't go bad, no matter what happens right now. I have even convinced my best friend to attend Christmas with me and my family, things are going very well. Now all I need is a significant other.

Today has been fairly fun, went to school and had a great time there, culinary arts class is amazing. After school, I went to The Rock, and had a very tasty dinner there. While at the rock, it started to snow and it hasn't stopped since, this is a bittersweet event. On one hand, i have no school tomorrow, on the other, I can't go anywhere because the snow has taken over everything lolololololololol. But overall, this has been a great day. :)

My first journal entry, what to write, what to write, what to write hmmmmmm, My name is MizuKuma and I am an eighteen year old Kodiak bear that lives in Kent Washington. I am a very fun person to be around and am currently looking for some new friends in the community. I am very new to the fandom, but I am getting to know it well. I dont know what else to write. My weekend was amazing, I spent it with my best friend doing all kinds of things.