Its final week at school and I notice that my friends have been forgetting about me, I'm left out of conversations and inside jokes fly right over my head. In my head friends were supposed to have each others backs, and nobody is there for me. They know I've got troubled thoughts and no one even asks if I'm ok, it hurts in a new kind of way. Take my friend Carolina as an example, she was in tears one day and I held her until she felt secure and safe, but now she doesn't even look when I call her name. I don't know if I should tell them whats up or just find people who actually care.