Im done, ive hit a breaking point. I cant stay at the place that I just moved into, and I cant find a place to move to. I cant eat out of fear of using too much money, and all the food is making me fatter even when I eat healthy. I cant enjoy much of what I used to enjoy eating anyways, and i cant enjoy my boyfriend because of our shitty living conditions. So im done. My birthdays coming up soon, and Im waiting til after that and the last chance hope that things will get better. But if it doesnt by next week, I'm going to kill myself. Just thought id leave this here in case someone cares.

Still not dead, though some days I wish I was. I've been working at 711 for the past month or so, after moving in with Dramus after leaving my last job and hometown for him. It's been alright, but funds and living situation needs to change. 711 sucks ass, and I hit a breaking point this week and realized that I keep trying to make money the 'legit' way through regular jobs while my art suffers for it. So ive been doing some thinking, not hard but I think I should open up commissions again or do a patreon or something. Because I quit all that to make more time for real world jobs and stuff, but that shit sucks. So if anyone wants to help with donations or just simply support my new art (which IS ON THE WAY, got a big comic planned to release soon involving dolphins and dragons). My paypal and everything else if i have it is modman287, i dont have a patreon really set up yet cuz i want to be able to benefit you all if you subscribed to that. I'm not expecting free money, I need to draw for it. But if it starts to draw in a lot of money, you'll get all the tentacle hentai you want~

Im not dead, I'm at FWA in Atlanta. Hit me up if you're here too and want to partaaaaaaaaaay!

IT"S OVER NINE THOUSAND!!!! My page views, not my power level. My power level is probably stuck at 420. Anyways, wanted to give a big thanks for all the views, despite my lack of... anything for the past year. I've been going through a lot in that time and school has gotten harder, but its no excuse for being so inactive. But hopefully I'll have new art soon to make up for the delay and reward your patience. I want to start getting in the habit of drawing during my weekends off so that i have new content every week. If I can stick to it, I'll set up a Patreon account for you guys to support me instead of doing commissions. That way you all can suggest pic ideas, and if youre a Patron you get a higher chance of your idea being picked, plus some other benefits that I'll think of later.

I got my tablet and stencil to work on my friends computer. It would have been nice if it worked on my laptop, because itd make it easier to draw in private. So now ill have to wait until everyone is gone to draw, and save to my flashdrive. New pics should be coming in soon, ive started classes and its not hard. If anything its insultingly easy, but whatever. I'll have time in the morning after class to draw by myself. If my roommate walks in on it, thats his deal. I prefer to draw in the nude õnõ

Just wanted to check in, seeing as I haven't gotten any pics up like I had planned. I've been running into a lot of problems in the past week; there was a lightning storm several days ago that knocked out our internet and blew out my friends speakers, plus the wacom bamboo tablet I got doesnt seem to be working. I installed the driver and plugged the tablet in, and it lit up so the tablets working. But the cursor doesn't move when I move the stylus over the pad. If anyone can help, please let me know. I start school next week, but I'll still have time to draw once I can get this frickin thing to work. In the meantime, I'm opening requests again. I feel like I shouldn't take anymore commissions until I'm able to draw more effectively. So if you have a picture idea, just let me know.

And we all know how hot balls are... almost as hot as 's character Arianna. But like me, Soscer hasn't had much time to devote to this site because of real life responsibilities. So she's asked me if i would mind taking ownership of Arianna, and I gladly accepted her into my little harem of lady phins, hehe. Expect some sketches of her and my other girls coming soon, and later this summer my commission for once i get my pc and an art tablet. I want to get that done faster, but if its going to be good quality itll take time. I dont have the money for the tablet yet, and my pc is at my parents. My laptop wont work, even though i can get online and even play games on steam (my account is modman287 if you want to play), i cant browse the internet on it. So for now im stuck to shitty phone pictures. I might also work on more stories since i cant submit good art atm. Let me know if theres a story youd like to hear from me. Thanks for sticking with me through these dull lulls of mine, your patience wont go unrewarded ^^

And i am loving it -3- ive finally got schoolwork tackled for the week, and just in time for the weekend. I am very excited for the holiday weekend, and i wanted to hear from you all on what your plans for 420/Egg day were. Because i know what mine are ~3~ ive got some pics in the works, so expect a big bundle of pics this weekend. But after that ill be working only on commissions (well, singular for now) and will have that done within the month. So yeh, i hope you all have a great weekend ^^

Couldnt think of a better title. Just wanted to let you know what Ive been working on and have yet to finish.. and some things i have finished but im waiting to submit when the time is right. But right now i want to express how excited i am for an upcoming project by and . Its a dating sim game, and you can find out about the characters and how to submit your own ideas on their pages. Ive got my own idea ive been working on, and im almost done. Ill be uploading it in a few days, and any feedback is appreciated. I wish i had some pics for this week, but ive also got a lot of schoolwork to work on, including studying for an exam. So submissions will be uploaded sometime next week once ive finished commissions, requests, ect. And as for the ones i have already finished, theyre being saved for when a certain number comes along. All i can say is, just keep watching! Youre support means a lot to me, and i look forward to repaying it. :)

Even though im busy this week, feel free to ask about commissions or simple requests, i will keep them in mind and work on them when i get a break from school. If you want to donate to the cause that would be awesome as well ^^

Well, to be honest I never left. I just quit submitting or updating journals, and I've probably lost a lot of fans because of it. I'm sorry to those who enjoyed my work, I've just been really focused on school and haven't had time to draw anything of importance. Plus, I no longer have a tablet so I'm back to being stuck with drawing on paper and taking pictures of it with my phone. Even so, I shouldn't be such a procrastinator, so for the wait I've got something for you guys. I was up til 1 last night working on a new picture for my story Horizon. I've revamped the series so now all previous art will be pretty much irrelevant to the new story, even though some of the characters are still going to be included. The new pic is kind of a movie poster design, but I'm hoping to write out the story as a novel. If I get anything solid on that front, I'll submit it here too, but for now until winter break it'll pretty much just be concept art. Let me know what you think, and if you stuck through this journal or bothered to read it at all, thank you ^^

Just got back from my vacation to Alaska, where I had some time to rest up and catch some fesh, and believe it or not work on some art stuffs :D I haven't scanned any of it yet but I will when i get the chance, plus draw some other things too. I've been mostly working on some stuff for my friend strat and his story he has going, but Ill be getting back into ceta art soon enough. Inspiration has been hard to come by, and I will most likely be busy all this week because I will be out partying for my 21st ^3^ so you know I'll be safe, somewhere passed out in someones basement drunk as hell x] I guess thats enough for now, peace!

Yep, me again. I'll keep this short, my finger is killing me. Sorry I've been gone for so long, but to make up for it I got some good and bad news for you about what ive been up to. Good news is I've been doodling more often, but with my job and work its been hard finding time to draw anything really good. Bad news is I smashed my finger up really bad at work, got caught in a machine and crushed. Good news is it was my left hand, so i can still draw but typing is a bit difficult. Good news is I got a pic uploaded for easter, plus im messing around with a few other sketches i might submit if they are good. If you have any suggestions, let me know. Gunna toke up some more now, fucking finger.

*cough* Oh man... just got out of the shower, sorry if I'm a little off... I smoked a little green in the bath to help relax to start my day. Yeah I know it's 2:40, but I had chores to do earlier, I cleaned to pool, went swimming too even though its almost 40 out. Then I moved the chairs downstairs and then I did the dishes. But anyways, now I'm here... telling you... something, I forgot. Something about furries... hehe... um....fffffffffffffffok I might be getting a new tablet so I'll be able to draw better pictures. Yay!!!!! wo hold on, phones ringing. . . . . . . . . . It was Amir. What was I saying... oh, I'll be able to draw better pictures, which means I'll be making you *you, person thats reading this* A christmas gift :3 keep in mind, I probably wont have these done by christmas, cuz I wont have the tablet until after christmas. But if you want, you can sit on my lap and ask me what you want for christmas, and I'll see what I can do ;3

HA. I bet you forgot about halloween this year, well you thought wrong. I've got a lot of gifties done, and will be submitting them over the next few days (I dont want to spam pics, and plus i have a test to study for tomorow). I hope you all have a very scary halloween, and enjoy the pics I'll be submitting. Also, thank you all for the 5555 pageviews, i will be getting around to making reference sheets for me and my characters so stay tuned ^^

We all know that the more time you spend offline the less time you spend online. Im sorry i havent been as active online recently, life has been really hectic for me in the real world. I'm still looking for a job, but no luck yet, but at least ive gotten a car, so thats some good news. Drawing has been really slow now, been using pencil and paper because my computer has been acting up, now it crashes any time i try and do anything complicated like draw with photoshop. Even when it does work, the stylus that i use SUCKS, theres no pressure sensitivity (surprise, all those fine lines and sharp points are from HOURS of erasing and drawing and erasing and drawing) but maybe for christmas ill get a new art pad, i really want something like a bamboo art pad. Anyways, I'll start submitting more art once ive finished my school projects and when October starts, and ill be finishing commissions and starting on gifts, along with an art dump on Halloween, so stay tuned.

YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN BED NEXT TO ME..... using only 3 words, what would you say to me??
Note: If you comment, please copy and paste this as your journal, so I may comment on yours as well. Be a good sport.

Ever had a really bad day? Well, tonight I got shown how dumb I am for being a nice guy. I dont want to go into the details, but it all ended with me being robbed for 50 dollars by someone i was trying to help, and then when I ask the cops for help, they ignore me, and then worse comes to worse, FBI roll in to try and pin me to some sting, end up yelling at me for a while and then riding off. This is not a sob story, do not feel bad for me. Im saying all this to try and tell you that being a good guy only gets you fucked in the end.

Thank you all so much for the views, favs and comments! Alright, down to business :P I will be gone for the next few days on a trip, but i will be back around tuesday, but drawing will resume after my exam next week. Also I would like to ask that if you have any t-shirt ideas you want to see done, ask me and i can make them for you. Designs can be complex, but they are restricted to the front so I cant do anything crazy like a dragon wrapped around the shirt :P also, they cannot be adult, but they can be mature, but ultimately I'll decide if its appropriate.I AM THE LAW!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, I have artists block. Thats why your commissions arent done yet, thats why i havent been able to do any requests, despite many attempts, thats why everything i draw sucks right now. And now i think im coming down with something, i woke up and my throat hurts like crap, and no amount of green tea will make me feel better. So this week, im going to attempt to start over when it comes to art. I will finish your commissions, but i know no one will commission me after this cuz i take too long. I didnt do it for the money, but you deserve your pics and i will get them done, but i will not half ass them. Trust me i thought about it, but you wouldnt like the result. Anyways, im gunna start practicing drawing on paper this week, in between classes and hopefully I will get a job to pay for some stuff. So yeh, Ill see if i can take pics with my phone of the sketches i make, but they will be shitty quality. But, no offense, furries dont seem to care as much about quality and more about yiff xc trust me, i like yiff art, but i HATE when poorly drawn porn can surpass a well drawn work of art. So yeh, gunna get off my ass and head to class now, peace.

hey, just wanted to let everyone know im back at college, so things will be a lot smoother from now on ^^ got a room to myself, only a few classes, and if im lucky ill get a job but even with a job ill have plenty of time to finish all of your commissions. and yes, i havent forgotten about those :P ill be submitting shortly :3

im finally back from partying this week, and i intend on drawing all next week so expect a major art dump soon ^^ thats pretty much all i got to say :P

I hate making so many journals about how im so busy and not on FA or the internet in general as much, but it has been hard not to stay active, and ive had a bad case of artists block still. I've been drawing a lot more on paper, but i wont submit them until the end of summer. they arent my favorite pics, but it should be interesting to see what you think of them. I will finish all commissions i owe, or your money back. I hope no one thinks ive forgotten them, because i havent. I wont be around much around my birthday either, which really upsets me because my internet friends are as close to me as my offline ones, but for the week of my birthday i will be out of town, and i wont have any internet connection. But i will be back the following week, hopefully with some fun stories to share :3 peace out

yes, im back :P last week was insanely crazy, but things have finally settled down. I've pretty much given up on finding a job, which means ill need commissions more than ever. Its been like 2 weeks since ive drawn anything, so i might need help getting warmed back up. Sorry ive been out so long, ill be on AIM now if anyone wants to chat and give suggestions for new art. Still got a few commissions to do, along with gifts and other random things i owe, so stay tuned.

Sorry I havent been on as often (if at all), but things havent been going so well on my end. Still no luck getting a job, and still working on a lot of commissions. Dont worry, i havent forgotten you yet. It doesnt help that my folks keep sending me places, keeping me on my toes and out of state. This time theyre sending me to Florida for the millionth time, so all my florida peeps can say hi. I wish i could split off and see some friends from here that live in the sunny state of FL, but I dont know if i can. Good news for you guys is ill be taking my trusty pen with me, to work on commissions and my upcoming new original character (hint, her name is Kelly). I wont have internet access down there though so i will be out of touch for some time, but i will be back with some new pictures hopefully. I will be back in the game soon, thank you all for your patience.

Thank you guys so much for the 4,000 views! I have had a blast here for the past 3 years, and hope to improve even more with my art. Summer is always my favorite time of the year. There's no school, sunny skys, girls not wanting to wear clothes... summer has everything! and every summer I go through an artistic revolution that results in a spectacular show. So I hope you all stay tuned for more, you shall be rewarded ^^ now for some news:

1. if you get a note asking "so, what did you commission me for again?" It means I just need a quick memory jog, it doesnt mean i forgot about you

2. when i get a job this summer I'll post my work times so you'll know when im offline for a while, but it shouldnt cut into my drawing time much seeing as i draw at night.

3. I am planning a week long trip for my birthday which is on the last week of july, so i wont be around to make any comments or anything. But as soon as I'm back I will update my profile.

4. I may change the current commissions prices, maybe add some more discount opportunities, but prices will most likely go up do to the massive waves of requests ive been recieving.

Thank you for reading ^^