Well my little lemon drops. I am in a real jam. My mind and heart at torn and spinning out of control. I really need someone to help me here. I have feelings for a guy who barely feels anything back. I have feelings for 2 other men who are mated. FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK! Someone....help me....

Nothing..I just wanted to say that.

I'm quite depressed. I'm just at that point again where I feel there is no reason for me to even be here. I'm a Lonely, Desperate, Devil looking for my reason. It seems I was left here to help others find their way, Which, i can deal with. But why can't I find my way? I guess, Maybe I'm just hitting an emotional breaking point because of bottled up feelings. Jealousy, Hatred, Regret, Pain. The same old cocktail. Maybe the move to Pittsburgh will change things. Maybe it won't. All i know. Is i want my happiness back. I want to find true love. Even though, I don't know if i believe in it anymore. Just ignore this. I'm just getting feelings off my chest.

I'm single again. Workin' on getting my shit goin', Gonna be moving to Pittsburgh soon. My band is finally put together. Just gotta get shit written LOL.

I'm broke since i spent my only check on commissioning a Tail for my Mate. (love you baby!) I was hoping someone could draw me up a New Reference sheet or something.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4113845/ Don't be a sissy, Check it out.

For those who actually pay attention to me. hahaha I'm getting my Microphone tomorrow, so pumped! I'm getting a Ps3 and i'm trying to think of my PSN name too. Hahaha Anywho. Just kinda feeling hated lately. I pissed a friend off and that sucks. But eh. I'll live. Oh well. Also, kinda love/hating being single.

A friend of mine (I have dubbed him Mr. Tiggles) And I will be forming a podcast soon. You will listen to it. Cause you're awesome. :3

Almost a year since i joined FA. Hm. Neat. ^^

Okay okay, I admit, the joke about Foxes being sluts is getting old. BUT i thought for shits and giggles I'd say it again. All of a sudden some jackass is talking shit claiming I'm a Fat Whore all because i made a joke about Foxes being MAJOR Sluts (since a lot of them are, be proud ya slutty little lupes), Aaaanyway. This jackass litterally had NO argument other than "You look like a fox, you fat whore" So, I did what any self respecting fur would do, i calmly told him to Fuck Off. I know this has NO relevance. I just wanted to share this with you all. <3

-Have a Nice Day, Mongrel Sharpe-

Never forget the love
It's a force that we never feel until it hits us like a hurricane
Never run from the hurt
Face it head on prepared for the suffer and pain
It's all around, can't you see?
Men, Women, Trans, Animals and Nature
Drifting in sounds, can you hear it?
Songs, poems, stories, and rhymes
Gay, Straight, Lesbian or Bi
Never forget the love, don't sit to question why
Remember the love
Don't take it too soon
For all the things we take for granted
Remember to thank the sky for being blue
Loud as thunder or Quiet as a dove
Never forget the love.

With all the things we take for granted
Make sure to thank the sky for being blue.
Remember that you are beautiful, no matter who you are.
Never lose your honor. If you've already lost it, work to get it back.
Don't change who you are because people hate on you for it.
Thank the sky for being blue.
Without the giant canvas...the day would always be through.
If you're a lucky fur to find a mate, a true mate you think you can be with forever
Cling to them forever.
Defend them.
Protect them.
Cherish them.
Thank the sky for being blue..
Maybe the skies falling down around the babies..
Maybe the world will spin out of control
Tell me...what's the cure for this wicked wolf's blues?
Thank the sky for being blue.

Re-posting of reference http://emeraldsolstice.deviantart.c.....-Ref-327931865 >:3 Reference Sheet. It's on Eme's DA cause i'm lazy. x3 ALSO....STOP DRAWING ME SO GOD-DAMNED SKINNY! I'm 6'2" and weight 298 pounds atm...srsly...

http://emeraldsolstice.deviantart.c.....-Ref-327931865 >:3 Reference Sheet.

As i type this, my mate is driving up from Ohio to come spend the weekend with me. <3 I'm ecstatic. The song I'm listening to has me in tears though. ;,3,;

Okay, i was promoting my first Rant/Episode of "Are You Fucking Kidding Me?!?!" Hosted by yours truly, The Ranting Wolf. When this jackass from a chatroom gives me shit about the fact i support same sex and transgender marriage. He said "Only a stupid, ignorant asshole would support gay marriage let alone promote it." My response to him was "Well, if Counting all the assholes in this chat room, I am definitely not alone." Shortly before the chatroom proceeded to tear him limb from limb verbally. It was a great moment. Wish i screen capped it. BUT, If I'm a stupid, ignorant, Asshole because i support marriage equality then Guess what bitches, I'M A STUPID IGNORANT ASSHOLE! Because i will always support it. Even if i was straight! So, Since us gay marriage supporters are Assholes, I vote we make it our slogan or something. ASSHOLES WIN FIRST PRIZE, BITCH.

I give up on getting art for my 'sona. I mean i've already gotten 3 people say they're going to do a request, one completely ignores me and doesn't talk to me anymore. Another gave me a time they're starting and never came through, and the other didn't even get details. So, fuck it. I'm just going to wait until i get the money to get a commission. >:3 Thanks for the generosity artists.

Okay, I'm a broke fucking wolf. I got some cash, but i need it saved to take my mate out to dinner next Sunday. I'd love some proper art of my sona. Is any artist up to doing a poor wolf a request. Please. When i get money i can try and actually commission you. Plus i can spread your name around like the T-Virus. Please help me out.

I got my first rant up. If you'd like a youtube link so you can stare at the picture i used as a "Video" for the rant then so be it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gz2MD8xWONQ

As for you "Anti-Youtube" bastards. I am going to upload the Mp3 on here.

Give it a listen, like it? Then please, spread it ALL over, Favorite it, Email it to friends, Send it to 2 The Ranting Gryphon for all i give a fuck. Just Listen, Like and Spread it!

Thank you.

-The Ranting Wolf

I am hoping someone will be kind enough to do a request for me...I want a pic of my new sona design and my mate's new sona drawn up please. <3

I'm still looking to start an all furry/fursuit Psychobilly Band. Something like Nekromantix, but for furries! >:3 I just need psychobilly furries...and a double bass would be nice. The concept will be zombie/psychobilly versions of your sona playing musics!

I'm mated and i'm trying to change my name on here. I may have to make a new FA or just taking this on in the chin.

Now that the Conker reference has gotten your attention. Just want to give a small update on myself. I'm mated to Angel Fallen and i am also back to being the smart ass punk rocker i used to be before depression hit me. Let's hope it sticks. More Photography and shit up soon.

Thank you too all of you who genuinely enjoyed my poems. It makes me actually feel worth something. I'll post more soon. <3 Thank you again.

I'm only excited about that...cause it's 1.2.3 Lol x3