To all my watchers, I have migrated to a newer account which is here  ladyparacosm where I will reupload most submissions.

If you wish to watch me there then feel free to do so. Thanks to those who have added me to their watch list and favorited my art on this account. :)

So I will soon be making a new FA account and will also be making a YouTube account. I generally don't like the name of this account and want to make something that actually fits the name of my internet handle or something. It'll also be one of my official art accounts.

So look out for it, alright? I'll be re-uploading most of my works there and will no longer be posting anything more on this account as of right now.

Happy New Years to all and it's been a good year.

I hope 2018 is a whole lot better though, some shit has gone down this past year but that's life lol.

You decide here and the winner gets drawn. I'll start on said winner once I finish Night Rose's hentai pic series.

http://www.strawpoll.me/14556227

I've joined both of these sites and it seems one of them only allows professional, high-quality art which I hope can be displayed on there.

Hentai Foundry: https://www.hentai-foundry.com/stories/user/LadyP

Pixiv: https://pixiv.me/lp_1472

I will be streaming myself drawing some digital art as best as I can, it won't look the best but I will try. I hope you all will come watch and make a few small requests for some sketches or something, it'd be nice. :)

Do you ever just get so sick of a "friend" who has constantly belittled and berated you for the silliest reasons? And almost never says sorry cause they are self-centered bastards and treat you like a horrible person?
Some of you have had such experiences and I am going to tell mine, but it won't just be that cause I am going to say a few other things as well.

For over a year, I had this "friend" (we'll call him Gary for the sake of this story and to keep his true identity a secret) whom I met on a game called Dead or Alive 5: Last Round and he seemed nice enough so we became friends. I met his neighbor who was a real life friend that I hated at first but fell in love with later on (who is actually ;iconmini-accelerate: but trust me, he is a real sweetheart).

Anyways, I had this ex-boyfriend and we dated for a month, and no he was not abusive or anything...but I began to lose interest in him after his net went down and I'm not sure why, but I never cheated on him whilst he was gone. I was honest about breaking up with him though and told him, but afterwards he started to play mind games after I got angry with him (cause he kept saying he was going to kill himself to me and I said he needed a hospital), to a point of me self-harming and feeling suicidal myself (which is my fault cause I let his head games get to me). So this ex began to spread lies about me to my friends, Mini did not believe them and helped me get through it but Gary on the other hand turned against me and took my ex's side instead of hearing how I felt and to this day, he still believes I'm in the wrong and thinks I will "leave" Mini the same way I left my ex. Gary called me a two-faced bitch and said I was the one who played mind games, but I will get to the irony of that afterwards and you'll see what I mean.

Gary was nice to me sometimes but at the same time, in one incident I had beaten him on Dead or Alive and he got moody with me (can't exactly remember what happened though). I retaliated cause I didn't want to deal with his bullshit and so I did something that pissed him off (even though it wasn't that big of a deal) and we went on Grand Theft Auto V, so he started lashing out at me in a text chat on PSN and harassed and bullied me on the game by killing me and chasing after me over and over which resulted in me breaking down ans crying on mic. My ex-friends even made it as if I was the one in the wrong and had me apologize when I only made one little mistake which could have easily been sorted when he was the one who harassed and bullied over some bullshit.
It felt so wrong and I felt justice needed to be done but in the end, I convinced myself that I was the one being horrible (I get it, I am wrong sometimes. But I wasn't in the wrong on this one, yeah I did something stupid but is that really an excuse to harass and bully me, even making me cry?).
Gary apologized for what he did in the end, but it was literally the only time he ever did apologize for anything, because he kept treating me like shit in other incidences too.

Another incident is when all I did was chill and listen to music on mic in a game lobby on Dead or Alive, Gary immediately starts on me and I turn my music off cause it annoyed him, but at the same time I defended myself and tried being civil about it, so he flipped at me and when he lost a fight on the game, I assumed he was being a pissy little bitch cause of that (honestly, it is hard not to cause he does get pissy a lot whenever he loses fights and this dude expects people to read his mind which is annoying).

So he lashed out at me again but Mini and I tried calming him down, and despite the way he had treated me, we tried being there for him cause his friend had died (which he told us about). The next day, he began acting like a whiny bitch to me again and then said I should have died instead of his friend (I can understand people grieving and all, but seriously what the fuck? Who the fuck even says that to another friend over something as small as that?)
I deleted him and blocked him but Mini had us become friends again (which I didn't even want, but Mini regrets doing it and has made up for it since).

Those are just a couple of incidences of the times Gary has treated me like shit. But that's not all he has done, he has treated Mini like shit as well and would always delete him for the stupidest shit, even Mini's nose bled due to severe stress and anxiety caused by Gary this one time (I watched it happen on cam on Skype which upset me). Gary also hated us being together cause Mini and I used to argue a lot so he did everything he could to try and separate us, calling Mini abusive and everything, even making him feel like shit (even though I was the one that was abusive as well but we're growing out of that).
However, when me and Mini were finally in the same game lobby together and Gary saw us together, he immediately deleted us both even though we literally didn't do anything (he has done it before to me, but bitched at me for I don't know what reason). As soon as Gary did this, I said "Fuck it." and just cut him out of my life for good by blocking and deleting him on everything. Thing is though, after I did this, Gary suddenly started telling Mini how horrible I was and that I was a "stalker" even though it was never my intention and never did anything of the sort (I can be a complete nut sometimes but would never stalk someone, that's just going too far). Funny how the same guy who called me a two-faced bitch and someone who plays mind games, turns around and does exactly that? Hmm, hypocrisy and toxicity at its finest. Oh and don't forget, he'd keep going on about how horrible mine and Mini's relationship was and comparing it to his past relationship, which angered me but it was also ironic cause his ex ditched him while me and Mini tried sorting it out no matter how hard things got.
Mini was so pissed off by Gary's constant whining about us that he left his house not long after cause of it this one time.

I've tried warning Mini about the guy many times, he did not listen until it was too late but he's most likely going to cut him out of his life as well. (Want to know something absolutely ridiculous that Gary did? When Mini went to see Gary, he was ignored and would not answer the door. Gary ignored him for a few days and the reason being? Just cause Mini beat him with a fucking character he didn't know how to use properly and said it "ruined his mood". Fucking pathetic as fuck, am I right? Me and Mini were always somehow the bad guys to this guy over the stupidest shit. Like I said, I was so fed up with this person that I had to cut him off. Also, let's just say he is in his twenties and no not his early twenties.
I came here to vent and rant about this person, cause he left a significant impact on me and Mini, an unhealthy one at that. I don't know if he regrets what he has done but even if he does, he has burned his bridges with me and I will never return back to him as a friend, even when I forgive him for the way he treated me and Mini. Thing is though, Gary isn't the only one who tried separating us but it's been nearly the entirety of the toxic Dead or Alive community that has tried doing so, some of the people even giving off sociopathic or psychopathic vibes even, which is very disturbing to me. It's the main reason why I am leaving that community.

I know not everyone will agree with me, but if you at least took the time to listen then thank you. I know I did the right thing though and I know I make mistakes and have a lot to learn, but getting rid of toxic people is one step to bettering myself.

For some reason, my laptop and browser had logged me off all sites I was on and I had to log back into every single website. I couldn't log back in here cause it kept saying I was entering the incorrect password even though I entered it correctly. So I had to reset it and well, here I am and yes I have a new password.
My computer also acts up sometimes. I don't get what's going on. :S

I am currently using FurAffinity and Weasyl, and soon to be a few others. Let me know if you guys use any others. I am a growing artist and writer, and I hope to spread my work as much as I can to show other people my creativity that I have been waiting to express for so long.

Yeah, so this is my first journal entry here but I would like an animated avatar of one of my characters. I am willing to do an art trade to have one and I will draw nearly whatever you like, but there are some rules of course. It can be in traditional or digital but I can promise you that my traditional drawings look better than my digital ones. So here we go.

-What I will draw

✔ Original characters (obviously)

✔ Fan characters

✔ Porn/yiff (depends)

✔ Fetish art (depends)

✔ Ponies

✔ Non-anthro animals

✔ Humans or human-like beings

✔ Original species

✔ Avatars (will be digital only)

✔ Animations (depends)

✔ Character reference sheets

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-What I won't draw

X Scat, piss, diaper, vore or foot fetishes

...and that's pretty much it, so comment or note me about what you want. When I get paypal, I'll be accepting commissions.