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Boy Confessions thing since I'm bored outta my skull
Posted 14 years agoAnd I have *no* idea how this shit counts as "confessions"; someone needs to play more T|D.
1.Do you sleep naked?
Only on insanely hot nights, and I'm not worried about someone walking in on me.
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
In the winter, yep. Otherwise I'd probably loose my toes.
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
With another of course, long as they don't flail in their sleep, or snag all the covers.
4. Do you enjoy drama?
In movies? Sure, in life? Not so much.
5. Are you a manly man?
Dunno...I've been told I'm different for a male, and there for better by a lesbian friend. I'm not sure how I should take that.
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My friend Jackie a few months ago.
7. Small or large package?
This is a trick one, who's gonna say small? I'm larger then average though so I guess large?
8. Are you short?
6'0 or so, depending on my back is so i can stand straight.
9. Do you like somebody?
Of course.
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a girl?
Nope, I like to use annoying passwords.
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
A little dirty is no big deal, but when you can feel it through the material is horrid.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Nope.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Not really.
14. Are you double jointed?
Ha ha, nope.
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
In a Catholic Cemetery laying on this stone slab with an Ex GF. Got to comfy and fell asleep while we were just hanging out..Funny enough some guy got hit and killed by a car just down the street so the place was swarming with cops and we were in the place after night fall and locked up. Was an amusing night.
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Nope, got be around someone for that to happen.
17. Is there any type of rumour going around about you?
Hmm possibly, but I rarely give a damn about such things.
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yes.
19. How many girls will read this just because it says "Boy Confessions"?
I doubt any females read my stuff *Laughs*
[ ] I wear make up.
[ ] I have cried in a movie theater.
[ ] I can brush my teeth without opening my mouth.
[X] I get jealous.
[X] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[X] I love to laugh.
[X] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[X] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse. (It's called a man-bag!)
[X] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[X] I get bored watching football.
[X] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Girls are confusing.
[X] I've been called a bad influence
[X] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on fellas, be truthful!
1. What color is your underwear?
Black and Gray
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired girls?
Hmmm Red Heads seem to be who I end up with, but I do like dark haired girls.
3. Are you currently frustrated with a girl?
Yep, gotta love female friends who are self-destructive about the males they choose to be interested in.
4. What's one thing a girl can do to make you like them?
Show interest in me first, a rare thing.
5. Do you have a best friend?
I don't think I do anymore.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
A few times, which is proof I have one I suppose.
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Hmmm maybe.
8. Do you like your life?
Nope, not much to like in it.
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?
Nope, but I have stolen...Two, and one of them I wasn't even interested in. I only joked if she left her BF we might hook up...and she went and did it and was all pissy when I told her I wasn't serious....I was 14 sue me! The other was on purpose though.
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
I think I did once. I remember Jeans being very heavy while wet.
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I have about an even amount funny enough.
14. Have you ever slapped anybody in the face?
Yep! I smacked the taste out of one guys mouth for talking tough..So I slapped him and told him I wasn't willing to bruise my knuckles on his face as the annoyance of pain wouldn't be worth it...He got maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.....Then threw a fit and stormed off.
15. What are your biggest fears?
Being alone for the rest of my life, and dieing in a pathetic way, and staying poor.....Or another Bush in office....I've all ready been Homeless and various other situations I've seen people put.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes.
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Way to often.
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Yes, only because people can change, but its rarely sudden or drastic. So the time you know them, they'll probably be the same. To my own credit though I did date someone who admitted to having cheated on every boyfriend they had, and I trusted them not to with me.
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
? I .....don't remember...Things haven't been very good for the last decade.
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
I'd rather be rich.
21. Are you currently missing someone?
Yes.
THIS GIRL OR THAT GIRL? PICK ONE:
Cowgirl or Gangster?
I'd rather neither. Where's the goth's or metal chicks?
Preppy or Punk?
Punk.
Face or Body?
Hmmmm I'd rather be it about someones personality...Though a nice singing voice does wonders on me.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
A good cook, as I get tired of doing all the cooking.
Sweet or sexy?
Hmmm Sweet, their more understanding and loyal I figure. To sexy and someone might want to steel them away, or they have a higher possibility to cheat on you.
Armani or Abercrombie?
Armani in this case, but I'm more into Jean's and hoodies, or a nice heavy duster.
Contacts or glasses?
Either or, though some can wear glasses in a very nice way.
1.Do you sleep naked?
Only on insanely hot nights, and I'm not worried about someone walking in on me.
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
In the winter, yep. Otherwise I'd probably loose my toes.
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
With another of course, long as they don't flail in their sleep, or snag all the covers.
4. Do you enjoy drama?
In movies? Sure, in life? Not so much.
5. Are you a manly man?
Dunno...I've been told I'm different for a male, and there for better by a lesbian friend. I'm not sure how I should take that.
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My friend Jackie a few months ago.
7. Small or large package?
This is a trick one, who's gonna say small? I'm larger then average though so I guess large?
8. Are you short?
6'0 or so, depending on my back is so i can stand straight.
9. Do you like somebody?
Of course.
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a girl?
Nope, I like to use annoying passwords.
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
A little dirty is no big deal, but when you can feel it through the material is horrid.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Nope.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Not really.
14. Are you double jointed?
Ha ha, nope.
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
In a Catholic Cemetery laying on this stone slab with an Ex GF. Got to comfy and fell asleep while we were just hanging out..Funny enough some guy got hit and killed by a car just down the street so the place was swarming with cops and we were in the place after night fall and locked up. Was an amusing night.
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Nope, got be around someone for that to happen.
17. Is there any type of rumour going around about you?
Hmm possibly, but I rarely give a damn about such things.
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yes.
19. How many girls will read this just because it says "Boy Confessions"?
I doubt any females read my stuff *Laughs*
[ ] I wear make up.
[ ] I have cried in a movie theater.
[ ] I can brush my teeth without opening my mouth.
[X] I get jealous.
[X] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[X] I love to laugh.
[X] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[X] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse. (It's called a man-bag!)
[X] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[X] I get bored watching football.
[X] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Girls are confusing.
[X] I've been called a bad influence
[X] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on fellas, be truthful!
1. What color is your underwear?
Black and Gray
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired girls?
Hmmm Red Heads seem to be who I end up with, but I do like dark haired girls.
3. Are you currently frustrated with a girl?
Yep, gotta love female friends who are self-destructive about the males they choose to be interested in.
4. What's one thing a girl can do to make you like them?
Show interest in me first, a rare thing.
5. Do you have a best friend?
I don't think I do anymore.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
A few times, which is proof I have one I suppose.
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Hmmm maybe.
8. Do you like your life?
Nope, not much to like in it.
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?
Nope, but I have stolen...Two, and one of them I wasn't even interested in. I only joked if she left her BF we might hook up...and she went and did it and was all pissy when I told her I wasn't serious....I was 14 sue me! The other was on purpose though.
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
I think I did once. I remember Jeans being very heavy while wet.
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I have about an even amount funny enough.
14. Have you ever slapped anybody in the face?
Yep! I smacked the taste out of one guys mouth for talking tough..So I slapped him and told him I wasn't willing to bruise my knuckles on his face as the annoyance of pain wouldn't be worth it...He got maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.....Then threw a fit and stormed off.
15. What are your biggest fears?
Being alone for the rest of my life, and dieing in a pathetic way, and staying poor.....Or another Bush in office....I've all ready been Homeless and various other situations I've seen people put.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes.
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Way to often.
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Yes, only because people can change, but its rarely sudden or drastic. So the time you know them, they'll probably be the same. To my own credit though I did date someone who admitted to having cheated on every boyfriend they had, and I trusted them not to with me.
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
? I .....don't remember...Things haven't been very good for the last decade.
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
I'd rather be rich.
21. Are you currently missing someone?
Yes.
THIS GIRL OR THAT GIRL? PICK ONE:
Cowgirl or Gangster?
I'd rather neither. Where's the goth's or metal chicks?
Preppy or Punk?
Punk.
Face or Body?
Hmmmm I'd rather be it about someones personality...Though a nice singing voice does wonders on me.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
A good cook, as I get tired of doing all the cooking.
Sweet or sexy?
Hmmm Sweet, their more understanding and loyal I figure. To sexy and someone might want to steel them away, or they have a higher possibility to cheat on you.
Armani or Abercrombie?
Armani in this case, but I'm more into Jean's and hoodies, or a nice heavy duster.
Contacts or glasses?
Either or, though some can wear glasses in a very nice way.
Meme thing
Posted 14 years agoONE - Spell your name without vowels: Jls J Kbz
TWO - Are you single?: Sadly
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 13
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: pink or white, not sure which.
SIX - Favorite candy?: Dark Chocolate
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nada
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Are we ever truly happy?
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Not really, least nothing nice.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Computer Graphics
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: I've never even heard of these stores
TWELVE - How do you make money? In Home Support Server
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Hmmmm not sure if I really have one anymore
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: No where now
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: not really
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Stubburn
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: Airwalks
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No sunglasses what so ever
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Hanging out with friends at a con
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Dreaming
HONEST SECTION:
-Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Laws are to easy on the stupid, and the users.
-Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Trying to get tired enough to sleep
-Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Not really
-Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Once in a while
-Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: Not sure
-Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Sure
-Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: People
-Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Nope
-Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Sure, I like sharing my bed
-Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Kinda I guess
-Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Yeah
THE CANS:
-Can you blow a bubble?: Yes
-Can you dance?: bahahahah no.
-Can you do a cart wheel?: nope
-Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I have
-Can you whistle?: yep
-Can you wiggle your ears?: Not sure
-Can you wiggle your nose?: Yush
-Can you roll your tongue?: Yes
-Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Almost
ANGER SECTION:
-What do you do when you’re mad?: Ranting, hit walls, growl
-Bit someone so hard that the bite got infected: Hmm there was that one time a friend and me got jumped.
-Ever made anyone cry when you were mad: Yes
CRYING SECTION:
-Ever really cried your heart out?: Yeah, been a while
-Ever cried yourself to sleep?: a few times
-Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: No
-Ever cried over the opposite sex?: sadly, yes
-Ever cried over the same sex?: yeah
-Do you cry when you get an injury?: Nope
-Do certain songs make you cry?: A few
-Do certain movies make you cry?: Some have
HAPPY SECTION:
-Are you usually a happy person?: Naw
-Does being with your friends make you happy?: Yeah, the rare times I get the chance
-Do you believe in yourself?: Sometimes.
-Do you wish you were happier?: Of course
-Is being happy overrated?: Yep
-Can music make you happy?: Sometimes
LOVE SECTION:
-How many times have you had your heart broken?: Twice
-Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: Yes
-Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you.': A few times
HATE SECTION:
-Do you actually hate anyone?: Yep, many.
-Have you ever been on a hate list?: Zuh? Like someones list of folks they hate? Sure then.
-Are you a mean bully?: Naw
-Do you hate George Bush?: He's just another idiot.
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
-Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Its low, but I have my moments when I know I'm better at something.
-Do you think you're good looking?: Gahahaha, I'm the thing you fear under your bed and in your closet.
-Do you wish you could be someone else?: Sure
LOOK AT ME:
-What is your current hair color?: Dark brown/reddish
-Current piercings?: 2 in each ear, and tongue
-Have any tattoos?: None
-Straight hair or curly?: Straight with some wave
CURRENTLY WEARING:
-What shirt are you wearing?: Long sleeve waffle mesh black with gray stripes
-Necklace(s)?: No
-Shoes?: No
HAVE YOU EVER:
-Hugged someone?: Once in a blue moon.
-Been on the phone until the sun came up?: It's been a long time, but yes.
-Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: Nope, that'd be scary
-Laughed so hard you cried?: Ja
-Got in a fight with someone?: Hai
THE LAST:
-Person you talked to in person?: Mum after checking on her one last time before laying down
-Person you talked to online?: A RP friend
-Person you hugged: Jackie a few weeks ago
RANDOM:
-Do you like surveys?: Sometimes for cash.
-Do you get along with your parents?: The living one mostly, when I'm not her slave
-Do you have mental breakdowns?: I dunno, not sure if they could be call breakdowns.
CURRENT:
-Current mood: Sleepy but not ready to sleep.
-Current music: Listening to Penn Jillettes radio show on podcast thing.
-Current hair style: Ponytail in need of a chop and clean up
-Current crush: Meh
-Current thing I ought to be doing: Sleeping
-Current windows open: CoolRoms, Wki, Google, FA,
-Current desktop picture: Looks like Saturn being bombed and about to blow up
THE DIDS:
-Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Oooooooooh yeah
-Did you ever run away from home?: No reason to, I could come and go when I wasn't taken care of kids or dieing old folks.
-Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Yeah
-Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Kinda, but I all ready have 2 cousins who are.
THE DOS:
-Do you know how to swim?: yep
-Do you like roller coasters?: Meh
-Do you own a bike?: No
-Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: For the right cash
THE DOES:
-Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Some
-Does your car get good gas mileage?: Not really
-Does your family have family picnics?: Haha, no,
THE HAVES:
-Have you ever been on a plane?: Si
-Have you ever been to the ocean?: Ja
-Have you ever painted your nails?: Hai
THE HOWS:
-How tall are you?: 6 or so, dunno really.
-How much money do you have on you right now?: $0, potato chip?
THE LASTS:
-Last person you hung out with?: Jackie 2 or 3 weeks ago
-Last thing someone said to you?: Damn dog wont let me sleep.
-Last thing you said out loud?: Night
THE WHATS:
-What are you listening to?: Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers extended behind the scenes stuff
-What is the weather outside?:
-What was the last restaurant you ate at?: In-N-Out
-What was the last movie you watched?: Machete
stolen from a few folks
TWO - Are you single?: Sadly
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 13
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: pink or white, not sure which.
SIX - Favorite candy?: Dark Chocolate
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nada
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Are we ever truly happy?
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Not really, least nothing nice.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Computer Graphics
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: I've never even heard of these stores
TWELVE - How do you make money? In Home Support Server
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Hmmmm not sure if I really have one anymore
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: No where now
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: not really
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Stubburn
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: Airwalks
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No sunglasses what so ever
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Hanging out with friends at a con
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Dreaming
HONEST SECTION:
-Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Laws are to easy on the stupid, and the users.
-Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Trying to get tired enough to sleep
-Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Not really
-Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Once in a while
-Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: Not sure
-Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Sure
-Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: People
-Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Nope
-Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Sure, I like sharing my bed
-Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Kinda I guess
-Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Yeah
THE CANS:
-Can you blow a bubble?: Yes
-Can you dance?: bahahahah no.
-Can you do a cart wheel?: nope
-Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I have
-Can you whistle?: yep
-Can you wiggle your ears?: Not sure
-Can you wiggle your nose?: Yush
-Can you roll your tongue?: Yes
-Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Almost
ANGER SECTION:
-What do you do when you’re mad?: Ranting, hit walls, growl
-Bit someone so hard that the bite got infected: Hmm there was that one time a friend and me got jumped.
-Ever made anyone cry when you were mad: Yes
CRYING SECTION:
-Ever really cried your heart out?: Yeah, been a while
-Ever cried yourself to sleep?: a few times
-Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: No
-Ever cried over the opposite sex?: sadly, yes
-Ever cried over the same sex?: yeah
-Do you cry when you get an injury?: Nope
-Do certain songs make you cry?: A few
-Do certain movies make you cry?: Some have
HAPPY SECTION:
-Are you usually a happy person?: Naw
-Does being with your friends make you happy?: Yeah, the rare times I get the chance
-Do you believe in yourself?: Sometimes.
-Do you wish you were happier?: Of course
-Is being happy overrated?: Yep
-Can music make you happy?: Sometimes
LOVE SECTION:
-How many times have you had your heart broken?: Twice
-Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: Yes
-Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you.': A few times
HATE SECTION:
-Do you actually hate anyone?: Yep, many.
-Have you ever been on a hate list?: Zuh? Like someones list of folks they hate? Sure then.
-Are you a mean bully?: Naw
-Do you hate George Bush?: He's just another idiot.
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
-Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Its low, but I have my moments when I know I'm better at something.
-Do you think you're good looking?: Gahahaha, I'm the thing you fear under your bed and in your closet.
-Do you wish you could be someone else?: Sure
LOOK AT ME:
-What is your current hair color?: Dark brown/reddish
-Current piercings?: 2 in each ear, and tongue
-Have any tattoos?: None
-Straight hair or curly?: Straight with some wave
CURRENTLY WEARING:
-What shirt are you wearing?: Long sleeve waffle mesh black with gray stripes
-Necklace(s)?: No
-Shoes?: No
HAVE YOU EVER:
-Hugged someone?: Once in a blue moon.
-Been on the phone until the sun came up?: It's been a long time, but yes.
-Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: Nope, that'd be scary
-Laughed so hard you cried?: Ja
-Got in a fight with someone?: Hai
THE LAST:
-Person you talked to in person?: Mum after checking on her one last time before laying down
-Person you talked to online?: A RP friend
-Person you hugged: Jackie a few weeks ago
RANDOM:
-Do you like surveys?: Sometimes for cash.
-Do you get along with your parents?: The living one mostly, when I'm not her slave
-Do you have mental breakdowns?: I dunno, not sure if they could be call breakdowns.
CURRENT:
-Current mood: Sleepy but not ready to sleep.
-Current music: Listening to Penn Jillettes radio show on podcast thing.
-Current hair style: Ponytail in need of a chop and clean up
-Current crush: Meh
-Current thing I ought to be doing: Sleeping
-Current windows open: CoolRoms, Wki, Google, FA,
-Current desktop picture: Looks like Saturn being bombed and about to blow up
THE DIDS:
-Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Oooooooooh yeah
-Did you ever run away from home?: No reason to, I could come and go when I wasn't taken care of kids or dieing old folks.
-Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Yeah
-Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Kinda, but I all ready have 2 cousins who are.
THE DOS:
-Do you know how to swim?: yep
-Do you like roller coasters?: Meh
-Do you own a bike?: No
-Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: For the right cash
THE DOES:
-Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Some
-Does your car get good gas mileage?: Not really
-Does your family have family picnics?: Haha, no,
THE HAVES:
-Have you ever been on a plane?: Si
-Have you ever been to the ocean?: Ja
-Have you ever painted your nails?: Hai
THE HOWS:
-How tall are you?: 6 or so, dunno really.
-How much money do you have on you right now?: $0, potato chip?
THE LASTS:
-Last person you hung out with?: Jackie 2 or 3 weeks ago
-Last thing someone said to you?: Damn dog wont let me sleep.
-Last thing you said out loud?: Night
THE WHATS:
-What are you listening to?: Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers extended behind the scenes stuff
-What is the weather outside?:
-What was the last restaurant you ate at?: In-N-Out
-What was the last movie you watched?: Machete
stolen from a few folks
Song of the year
Posted 15 years agoVoices By Rev Theory
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me
You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate
I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that's drying
I feel the tension rising
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me
All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars
I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faith has fallen
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me
You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate
I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that's drying
I feel the tension rising
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me
All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars
I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faith has fallen
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me
Happy New Year
Posted 15 years agoHappy New Years to the folks I know.
Skunk, Dracat...*Snickers*
Lets see, resolutions..
To drink less! *Eyes the Rum and Coke on my shopping list for tonight*
Starting the 2nd!
Haha, see, loop hole. Start date.
To get more social, and stop being a under thirty hermit, before I go insane...Unless it's just to late for that.
Get back to school would be awesome, but thats not really my choice.
To drink more if life stays shitty. If you can't live it, drink till you can dream it. *Snickers*
To get my hair cut down some, cause it's getting to ridicules lengths.
Down to my ass is just to long.
To arrange my room in such a way it's not a death trap to people visiting me.
I mean I can move around fine, but others seem to have issues for some reason.
I'll think of more after the drinks start I'm sure.
So HAPPY NEW YEARS to all.
Spank the new year baby for luck, and deck Father Time if your last year was horrible...*Gets out the sap gloves* Come here old man.....
HAHAHA Getting close to 2012, place your bets for the end of the world in 12-2012!
Taking bets now!
Will the world end in 2012?
Are you looking forward to it?
Will the aliens finally attack and take humanity over as their sex slaves for their furry inspired fetishes?
Will Cthulhu make it to KFC in time for his bouncing baby squid to be born in the coleslaw?
Find out next time, same crazy time, same crazy channel
Skunk, Dracat...*Snickers*
Lets see, resolutions..
To drink less! *Eyes the Rum and Coke on my shopping list for tonight*
Starting the 2nd!
Haha, see, loop hole. Start date.
To get more social, and stop being a under thirty hermit, before I go insane...Unless it's just to late for that.
Get back to school would be awesome, but thats not really my choice.
To drink more if life stays shitty. If you can't live it, drink till you can dream it. *Snickers*
To get my hair cut down some, cause it's getting to ridicules lengths.
Down to my ass is just to long.
To arrange my room in such a way it's not a death trap to people visiting me.
I mean I can move around fine, but others seem to have issues for some reason.
I'll think of more after the drinks start I'm sure.
So HAPPY NEW YEARS to all.
Spank the new year baby for luck, and deck Father Time if your last year was horrible...*Gets out the sap gloves* Come here old man.....
HAHAHA Getting close to 2012, place your bets for the end of the world in 12-2012!
Taking bets now!
Will the world end in 2012?
Are you looking forward to it?
Will the aliens finally attack and take humanity over as their sex slaves for their furry inspired fetishes?
Will Cthulhu make it to KFC in time for his bouncing baby squid to be born in the coleslaw?
Find out next time, same crazy time, same crazy channel
YAY Its that time of year!
Posted 15 years agoThat's right ladies and gent's.
Once a year it comes around, and it's a day for celebration.
Red being an important color, gifts given, to aim for that person you want to target!
That's right, its the day to celebrate the Saint Valentine's Day Massacre!
Yes folks, the day that brutal murder happened in the neighborhood of Lincln Park in Chicago on this day in 1929!
Remember though to have better aim, and smarter thugs working for you, as the intended target Bugs Moran wasn't even at the scene of the massacre!
Now how do you like that?
A waste of good ammo.
So enjoy and remember this all important day of the Saint Valentine's Day Massacre!
Once a year it comes around, and it's a day for celebration.
Red being an important color, gifts given, to aim for that person you want to target!
That's right, its the day to celebrate the Saint Valentine's Day Massacre!
Yes folks, the day that brutal murder happened in the neighborhood of Lincln Park in Chicago on this day in 1929!
Remember though to have better aim, and smarter thugs working for you, as the intended target Bugs Moran wasn't even at the scene of the massacre!
Now how do you like that?
A waste of good ammo.
So enjoy and remember this all important day of the Saint Valentine's Day Massacre!
Mmmmmeh
Posted 16 years agoBirthdays suck, another day closer to death. Yay for my sense of humor. Back to the Guinness and Vodka.
IDEAS!
Posted 16 years agozOMFG! I gave an artist an idea for a pic, check my fav's for strip chess. I feel so special someone like the random stuff out of my head, and the pic came out pretty good. hehehehe so awesome ^^ *Murrumbles*
Writing
Posted 16 years agoNormally I write short stories...or poetry...but...I dunno. I feel so afraid to post stuff here....and try to focus on furry stuff....I dunno, I know I'm shy and...afraid to get into a society of sorts like Furries, but I would not think it so hard, more so with all the meds I'm on to HELP me to deal with strangers....Meh maybe I'm just hopeless. Funny thing is, it's not cause i'm weak willed. I have turned down so much in the past due to my will and pride...I dunno...guess it might just be stupidity. *Sighs* oh well...makes me useless I suppose.
Art
Posted 16 years agoI wonder how many in the furry fandom who just.......you know, wish they could draw, but they know they can't. Everytime they draw it looks worse and worse? thought practice made perfect, not made things worse.
*Sighs*
Also ever have someone say "I could love you, but you hate yourself to much" What BS is that? Seriously, it's not as bad as they make it seem....Just....WTF? So I don't hug myself and claim I'm pretty *Snorts* Granted doing that might get me struck by lightening....meh its the booze, and I just wanted to rant where I know no one will read...
*Sighs*
Also ever have someone say "I could love you, but you hate yourself to much" What BS is that? Seriously, it's not as bad as they make it seem....Just....WTF? So I don't hug myself and claim I'm pretty *Snorts* Granted doing that might get me struck by lightening....meh its the booze, and I just wanted to rant where I know no one will read...
AC Blues
Posted 16 years agoSo many going to AC. I really wanted to try and make it this year, but meh. Money troubles and all that crud. Oh well, I'm sure lots will have fun.
Should try to make FC then, just so I can go to another furry related con, been a few years since I went to my first. It was...sorta over dramatic the way some furs acted, but otherwise it was fun. Hmmmm
Should try to make FC then, just so I can go to another furry related con, been a few years since I went to my first. It was...sorta over dramatic the way some furs acted, but otherwise it was fun. Hmmmm
Random nonesense
Posted 16 years ago*Prods this thing* Huh, I suck at dealing with this account, not that I post anything. Though I should put some poetry up or something.
Went to a local furmeet last night, it was abit amusing. Even if I did fuck something up within the first 10 minutes of being there -_-;;
Granted I felt really out of place, I mean really I felt like the only meat eater at a Vegan convention or something. It was still nice to get to watch some furs, I just don't understand how everyone can be so....easy going, but I'm sure most of them have known each other for a long time.
Oh well, was nice mostly. The late night, hour long drive sorta sucked, but at the same time no critters tried to cross my path, though I did see a sad thing with a dear and a skunk, poor beasties. :(
Well this was random, but I'm bored outta my MIND.
Ta....
Went to a local furmeet last night, it was abit amusing. Even if I did fuck something up within the first 10 minutes of being there -_-;;
Granted I felt really out of place, I mean really I felt like the only meat eater at a Vegan convention or something. It was still nice to get to watch some furs, I just don't understand how everyone can be so....easy going, but I'm sure most of them have known each other for a long time.
Oh well, was nice mostly. The late night, hour long drive sorta sucked, but at the same time no critters tried to cross my path, though I did see a sad thing with a dear and a skunk, poor beasties. :(
Well this was random, but I'm bored outta my MIND.
Ta....
Meme stolen from Diodraco
Posted 18 years ago-THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS-
~ANGER~
1. With whom did you last get angry?
My cat Angelina for being a pest .
2. What is your weapon of choice?
A mace, and not the pepper spray sort.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
Only in self-defense
4. How about of the same sex?
Many times.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
My GF, cause I wasn't agreeing with her.
6. What is your pet peeve?
People who get the good things in life when they should get shit.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
I once slammed a 'friends' head into the dirt, because 8 years earlier when we we're around 6 he stole a toy from me.
~SLOTH~
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long dunno?
Sleep
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
I've gone a week without seeing the sun, so umm 11 something PM
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?
Ummm friend Tammy, even if she does annoy me.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
When asked if I was going to go to bed at a seasonal time, I said "Nope, to busy reading nothing on the net*
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?
Till it looped, cause there was nothing else on. Sucks having 3 stations, and ones in Chinese.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
Ummm around October at a convention...*Grins*
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
None, I woke up normally around 6 pm.
~GLUTTONY~
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
Starbucks Frappiciacos. Tasty...
2. White meat or dark meat?
White
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
Hmmm last october at a convention. I started drinking around 2pm, and come 2 am, I was still drinking. First was a few drinks in an hour, after about 5 they spaced out some, and when we hit a room party around 11pm, I'd finish a drink and someone would put another in my hand. I passed out about 5am, and was up around 11.
I have no clue how much I drank. Thank god I don't suffer hangovers, then again I woke up still drunk. Glad I wasn't the driver.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
Nope, probably should though.
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
Yep. Working out just makes me bigger, dieting does nothing.
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
Sweet and fruity.
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH?
Mmmm baby spareribs....Uhhh, maybe once or twice. Mainly small yapping dogs, annoying things.
~LUST~
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
A surprising number since I'm not that good looking.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
Too many.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender -of choice during a normal conversation?
Yep, especially breast.
4. Have you done it?
With too many, should have found "MY" mate by now.
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
Breast on a girl, chest and shoulders for a guy I guess.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
Nope, I'm probably to scary looking for 'em.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
Not forced to, it's smart to get tested though of course.
~GREED~
1. How many credit cards do you own?
3 credit cards, 1 card for car repairs and a ATM.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
Don't have one where I live now.
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
Buy a house large enough to take care of me mum, and pull in a few friends that I know need a stable home, pay off my debts and my mothers, and put the rest in the bank till i find something that will be a secure investment.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
Money makes the world go round, so rich. You can become famous with it.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
For a while, till i feel i have a nice egg.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
No but I haven't ratted some folks out when I found out they did.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
Umm 9 or 10 thousand.
~PRIDE~ (Uh-oh...)
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
I came home to take care of my mother once she came down with kidney cancer, even though it's putting a huge stopper on my own life.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
Probably the same thing.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
To be paid well, work little and actually be happy for once.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
If I'm cheated, then yes.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
Yep, and still won a few.
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
Who hasn't used cheat codes at one time or another?
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
Still made dinner even while being half asleep.
~ENVY~
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
Most their money. I know to many folks who make too much, while I have little to none. *Hates holidays*
2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with?
What's this? Umm someone rich, if i get their stuff.
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
Bill Gates, just not look like him.
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
Not that I'm aware of, but if I ever was...
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
Yep..
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
Motivation
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
Greed, cause I've never had half of what most others do. Even 'trailer park trash' has better stuff then me.
~ANGER~
1. With whom did you last get angry?
My cat Angelina for being a pest .
2. What is your weapon of choice?
A mace, and not the pepper spray sort.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
Only in self-defense
4. How about of the same sex?
Many times.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
My GF, cause I wasn't agreeing with her.
6. What is your pet peeve?
People who get the good things in life when they should get shit.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
I once slammed a 'friends' head into the dirt, because 8 years earlier when we we're around 6 he stole a toy from me.
~SLOTH~
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long dunno?
Sleep
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
I've gone a week without seeing the sun, so umm 11 something PM
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?
Ummm friend Tammy, even if she does annoy me.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
When asked if I was going to go to bed at a seasonal time, I said "Nope, to busy reading nothing on the net*
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?
Till it looped, cause there was nothing else on. Sucks having 3 stations, and ones in Chinese.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
Ummm around October at a convention...*Grins*
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
None, I woke up normally around 6 pm.
~GLUTTONY~
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
Starbucks Frappiciacos. Tasty...
2. White meat or dark meat?
White
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
Hmmm last october at a convention. I started drinking around 2pm, and come 2 am, I was still drinking. First was a few drinks in an hour, after about 5 they spaced out some, and when we hit a room party around 11pm, I'd finish a drink and someone would put another in my hand. I passed out about 5am, and was up around 11.
I have no clue how much I drank. Thank god I don't suffer hangovers, then again I woke up still drunk. Glad I wasn't the driver.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
Nope, probably should though.
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
Yep. Working out just makes me bigger, dieting does nothing.
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
Sweet and fruity.
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH?
Mmmm baby spareribs....Uhhh, maybe once or twice. Mainly small yapping dogs, annoying things.
~LUST~
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
A surprising number since I'm not that good looking.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
Too many.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender -of choice during a normal conversation?
Yep, especially breast.
4. Have you done it?
With too many, should have found "MY" mate by now.
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
Breast on a girl, chest and shoulders for a guy I guess.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
Nope, I'm probably to scary looking for 'em.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
Not forced to, it's smart to get tested though of course.
~GREED~
1. How many credit cards do you own?
3 credit cards, 1 card for car repairs and a ATM.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
Don't have one where I live now.
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
Buy a house large enough to take care of me mum, and pull in a few friends that I know need a stable home, pay off my debts and my mothers, and put the rest in the bank till i find something that will be a secure investment.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
Money makes the world go round, so rich. You can become famous with it.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
For a while, till i feel i have a nice egg.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
No but I haven't ratted some folks out when I found out they did.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
Umm 9 or 10 thousand.
~PRIDE~ (Uh-oh...)
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
I came home to take care of my mother once she came down with kidney cancer, even though it's putting a huge stopper on my own life.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
Probably the same thing.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
To be paid well, work little and actually be happy for once.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
If I'm cheated, then yes.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
Yep, and still won a few.
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
Who hasn't used cheat codes at one time or another?
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
Still made dinner even while being half asleep.
~ENVY~
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
Most their money. I know to many folks who make too much, while I have little to none. *Hates holidays*
2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with?
What's this? Umm someone rich, if i get their stuff.
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
Bill Gates, just not look like him.
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
Not that I'm aware of, but if I ever was...
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
Yep..
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
Motivation
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
Greed, cause I've never had half of what most others do. Even 'trailer park trash' has better stuff then me.
