So I am having to move back in with my parents but honestly despite the stress it can cause at times to be home I think this will end up being for the best for sure. My parents are moving into a new place and the spot for me is separate from the main house (it's a ranch and the shop has a lil room with a shower and etc that I get to use!). My parents have also been super supportive of me starting my own business. It's still in the me getting everything together and making examples of what I can do stage XD Once the move is over when I'm not working on actual projects I'll be getting website and etc stuff done for it.

;3 this means I'll be posting more but may be making a separate account for those goodies! I'm hopeful for things to go well for me. It'll be tough but worth the effort.

I know for the most part fluffles around here are very open about service dogs but just needed to word vomit a bit cuz I'm still stressing out.

By no means should you ever try an invalidate someone's service dog. If you think someone has a fake one be brave and just freaking ask if they're an ADA approved type of service dog. Anyone who's ever had to do anything to get a service dog correctly/even an ESA correctly will be able to plainly state yes or no. If someone looks confused gently ask about if they know the difference. Seriously... Education is the biggest thing people need on this not passive aggressiveness.

I say this because someone saw me go into a store with my service dog. He has his own cart because FDA doesn't allow service pups in carts (for valid reasons) and mine is small and gets tired/cold feet/does better on longer outtings in his basket. Why not carry him? Simple, I can't, my back doesn't allow me to carry him for long periods of time.

Said stranger left a note on my car complaining about "people like you" trying to pass off "your pet" as a service dog... Like dude no. I did a lot, An F-ing lot, to first get my pooch as an ESA by the correct means, no online pay and get papers shipped. Then never intended to have him become a service dog but through a series of events he proved to have that ability and allowed me to live a much much better life... Had they taken the two seconds to ask they would have learned. YES he's a real service dog. Heck I'd even tell him his specific tasks... Not all disabilities are visible... I plaster his identifiers everywhere because he's suppose to be recognized as such and left alone unless I allow it (if I'm having a good day I will so I can educate people about how most have jobs that make saying hello a strict now and then go into how some are even alert dogs who if you distract can harm the person by missing a que).

I know a lot of people with service dogs too... For different reasons... All of which are different from my own and they even agree this person was out of line.

Guess who's probably going to have to go live with their parents and start all over again on the whole adulting thing cuz apparently not having high high stamina and such equals you aren't efficient and not a good enough worker in the end.
I'm tired... I'm so freaking tired of this crap of trying so hard to just basically fail... *Sighs* at least I have an idea of what to do next I guess.

I shall be going to TFF! If I am lucky I will have some spare spending money but my car just set me back over 1400. Honestly if everything wasn't set in stone for it and I hadn't already paid for everything but the physical gas for the con I'd probably have to cancel. So that's good?

My service pup will be joining me and I will hopefully have a LARP mask of Moon made for it. Who knows if it'll be done. We shall see!


Feel free to say hi if you're going and notice a lil weenie dog who's in a basket (that's me and my pup). Also don't be afraid to send a note here to say hello!

Hope y'all are having a good adventure out there
Moon

Work is going great! I do love what I'm doing and our business has been thriving.

On the other hand my mental issues definitely aren't improving. Probably getting worse. Anxiety is managed ok by doggo and etc. Depression on the other hand? Nope. Should go see new people but I have to get dentist taken care of first now (insurance stuffs whoop) Then it's a matter of finding a place that supports ESAs and service dogs for my issues. ((Yeppers there's a good amount of spots that completely reject 'em))

No worries everyone I personally don't get suicidal just very unpleasant. I know some of my buds here need the reassurance :3 Luckily I have a good friend I can always talk to about it when I'm down. Just still adjusting to having barely anyone (who am I kidding I've failed at making any close friends here yet) I can physically just go see whenever who I'm close to/comfortable with a lot.

Like the title suggests I have new adventures awaiting me soon! I'm moving and starting new work elsewhere and hopefully things all work out.

Hey y'all! For all those who knew and those who don't, now ya do, I had an apprenticeship with peeps. After these few months I learned something very important. Treat your employees well and always give others the credit they deserve. Also don't ever dismiss any health issues as something someone has to get over or wave off as something false... It's very rude...
If ya want details I can give em. Long story short the guy who runs that company has never once every been good at crediting those who work for him. My manager/the only full artisan he currently has (but not in two weeks) has been underpaid immensely and frequently treated poorly. The guy always tries to act like he's a "cool boss" by having us get tons of snacks and drinks but... He is a flake about pay. There's an issue where sometimes if a month runs through a month in a way it has more then 4 weeks my coworker would get gipped pay and he has never fixed it. There's many safety concerns.... There's a lot not okay with here in safety and how the boss attempts to emotionally manipulate us a lot.

All in all he basically doesn't care I'm not staying because apparently carpel tunnel isn't real and you have to just get over having severe anxiety (to him is societys way of giving people an excuse to whine... And you don't want to know is opinion on autism.)

Starting July first I have no obligations to him or that brand. I'll actually be starting to work in a much better setting and will actually be allowed to have a voice and say in the work being done. (That job comes once all the paperwork is made and things are official)

I graduate college soon o-0 I think I'm a little in denial. XD;

It's very good my weenie dog is with me... I gives me a safety when people are cranky... Not to mention the fact it always feels like if I get upset with someone it's not allowed/I can't disagree...
Blep anywho I'll have cookies soon and video games to distract me. Oddly both don't do as good as job as YouTube/Netflix/derp shows buuut videa gamin is fun!

So  kabash needs some money so they can eat!!! Food is important, SOOOOOOO I'm doing pay what you'd like for them. All you need to do is send them any given amount and send me a note of how much you sent (this will determine what I do). :D If you have more questions about this just note me and I'll be happy to answer what I can.

I exist y'all. I graduate in April! Hopefully all goes to plan. Considering my mental health and how hard school is on it I can make no promises on my activity on this site at the moment but I hope to come back at least off an on for a while :D Hope all of you are doing well.

MoonfrostWolf

I'm alive... O.o... school consumed my life. Hopefully it'll calm some soon.

Are definitely open! XD And for more info on pricing note me. Specially because currently I have flexible pricing for what others can afford/aka I'm willing to work something out. :D Don't be shy ya'll XD

Just wanted to say hello! Hope all of you are doing alrighty and such :D This semester is going to be interesting for me. I have no job (thanks boss lady for telling me first week of school after it was too late to get other job I would have been able to handle...) and I have a project I'm stoked to work on and show ya'll! (I'm making a dragon mask!)

SO CLOSE!!! Two weeks then finals and this semester is over!!! O-O;;; The sweet relief of this stuff being over!

Naptime! I wanna nap... Sadly not yet. 3 hrs of a class and a performance to go watch THEN maybe a nap XD

Soooooooooo I posted a dragon a few times recently. I in fact have a story for em now! I shall have to post another pic with a description about em!

I go home this weekend to take care of the ranch and go to ren fest! YUS

I would love to draw some other peoples characters some! I love my own but I just like doing something different without having to dig through my archives of character/doin a new design sometimes haha. If anyone is interested leave a comment with a ref sheet link! Depending on the amount of people who respond, I may do all of them or just a few (all depends on my time table).

EDIT!: Please leave a lil somethin about your sona too/link of somewhere that can tell me a lil something I want to do more than just a simple head shot fur yall! :3

:D

2nd Edit!: Okay I have three pics and a gift I just decided to do. For me that means that'll likely be my max atm, but! don't be afraid to leave your ref still! I love to sketch in my sketchbook while I'm just sitting around too!

Sooooooooooooooo, It's been a crazy crazy summer so far. Haha I was scrambling like crazy to get everything done for the anime convention I went to just the other weekend.

It was loads of fun!!! My cosplay went over well and didn't fall to pieces totally so thats good.
Aaaaaaaaaaand I kinda met a really cool guy, who just so happens to be fur XD Didn't expect that at all. (yes a guy whos a romantic interest) So far it's totally uncertain if we'll get to ever go on a date like we'd like to but one can hope!

I should post some pics of my cosplay sometime I guess haha. I designed and made a cosplay of Nightmaremoon from mlp. Whoop whoop.

Now I'm getting ready to go back to school on the 27 and possibly make some plushies before than (who knows).

Also! I should be putting some art up sometime, I have been drawing, juuuuuuuuuust not lots and lots and not digitally (that takes me a bit longer)

Wellz ttyl!!! Miss yall!

I am doin a bit better. Definitely stressing out about getting moved and finals finished up this coming week but I know it'll all be okay just a matter of getting it done >.< Overall I am ready to move on and officially get those people out of my life. I can't totally do that until I move but for now I'm movin along and trying to focus on finals and packing. Not to mention taking some time every so often to destres cuz man every time I lay down my back is all twitchy and sore cuz I've been so tense >,>;
Any who thanks to all those who gave me support during all that crazy crap. :3

I'll post a pic I drew these wee hours sometime today!

I just realized how badly I need to update my art... Like majorly needs updating...

Im aliiiiiiiive.