I'm so lazy that I haven't touched FA in over 3 months, leaving me with over 300 submissions to check out, and a load of pictures to upload. Well i guess I deserve it from all the time I was being lazy. So now I have a checklist of things to do and commission D:. Anyway, I doubt I make a journal entry for awhile so i say it now. Merry Christmas, happy hoildays and a happy new years.

Well Today my birthday and honest it's actually quite nerve shattering to me due to how big the party is going to be, I have to write a speech... I'm never good at speeches and it's infront of everyone I know, the thought of messing up is quite scary but atleast I can look forward to the cake afterwards.

That's about it for now, untill then...

*blows out a candle*

Happy birthday to me.

It's been...months since I last posted... it's so dusty, I can barely see anything... So I guess it's time for an update.

I've decided to atleast try to keep my Fur Affinity page up to date and looking pretty, but anyway I'm more or less back for now..well semi back atleast.

I've been improving my artwork and actually have a few to post..when I get around to it that is.

Till then,... Wait... will anyone even read this? lol

Hello everyone, At the moment I don't know where I stand in life. I feel sad for some reason when I shouldn't be feeling sad at all. I don't know... Maybe I'm just feeling lonely for myself again or maybe it something else, I'm stuck in Limbo with nowhere to go, floating around. So I decided to express myself in a poem. Enjoy

Lost in a Hallow Sea By Moonlight Trance

Where I'm I?
What do I do?
Who I'm I with?
Why do I feel so cold?
I ask myself theses questions as I drift in a hallow sea
I'm Surrounded by people
Yet I'm alone
I wonder why?
Prehaps I'm not notice
or Simple invisable
to all but a few.
I listen to the quietness
and I hear nothing.
Nobody calling my name
Nobody to hold me tight
Nobody...Nobody...Nobody
My voice simple drift into an echo then dissappear into darkness or is it light?
I can't seem to tell anymore as it seems the same.
Maybe I need to try screaming louder?
to Quell this haunting feeling.
I need more time to think
Even Thou I have eternality to think
I never find the answer I seek.
For now I must sleep as the waves wash over me, maybe someone will throw me a line to cling to happyness or sanity?
Sleep...sleep in a Hallow sea

Poem was written by  Moonlight-trance

tell me what you think?

Well today is my birthday and I'm happy, I'm now offical 20 and loving it. As a present I had gotten a PS3 and some money, so I'm happy about that too and now, An awesome friend has done a drawing for me. http://www.furaffinity.net/user/foxrachel/ Thank you ^_^ so much