Just to let known to everyone that im going to be off for a while.

Is my last ear of high school sooo that means lost of exams and of course the final exams witch...there the worst thing in any teenagers life XD but here is very serious...and I really need to pass it in first try.

Anyways I still have 2 more weeks then im kind of over, still have the finals and the class party yeah a lot is happening XD

So cya soon again and for those who read thins I would actually like to know what you want to see more from me ? Drawing stuff etc you know, because once im done whit all this im like totally free : D

Can someone tell me how to post an animation that is not made in flash ?

like Gif or AVI ????

I really don't know how to say it I really don't...I hate when I want to start something then right when everything gos all right BAM I give up...

Yeah im giving up on the species that I somehow got to existed about it !...The problem is that I HAVE NO ORIGINALITY ! what do I mean by that well lets say that the species I tried to make was way to similar to other species from other people and worse had to many similarity to characters from games or anime !...

I really don't understand why this is happening to me <:<

I always wanted to make an species of my own and I did my best to make it as original as possible but...AH IM AN TOTAL FAILURE !...I CAN"T DO ANYTHING RIGHT !...

And wait is not just the species is the all FUCKING PROJECTS I TRYED TO MAKE !...I have to give up on them just like that but is simple pointless....

All right how about if i don't do an ref of the new species but first do some example s. What do i mean by that ? Well i should first introduce the species better so how about i i make drawings whit them first, to see if they apeal to people and like them.

So far i did the gender diferences, and the other traits.

They are going to be an open species sooo you can make an oc out of them and maybe in the future i will do some special adoptables as well.

Well that all for now im open to questions and suggestions hope that i will bring some more updates later and well...hope for the best.

(sorry for any misspeling im not on my pc at the moment XP )

ok soo ummm the quiz thing about helping me out whit creating an species ? didn't work well....a few actually did the quiz but it wasn't enough.

But there are also good new. Thanks for some close friends of mine I manage to get inspiration ^^ and came out whit an idea. An species of both prey and pred. I will not say any more details only that this species is both cute and cuddly and bad ass looking >;3 you will know what I mean as soon as I will do the concept art.

As for the second I decided to be an feral species actually bases after an old Oc design I made long time ago but didn't do anything whit it >> but it looks good only a few little changes.

Now...before I do anything I really need to know...will you guys want to see, and have one of the species im going to make ?...I need to make sure that I won't waste my time ones again and give my hopes up. :/

(sorry for the bad tittle XP )


Ok sooo here some updates. I'm much better now after i was dippresed again regarding drawing and etc. The comic, im still working on it. The fusions are done still need to line and color them.

All right now to the subject. For years i did my best to creat original species, in species vore type species for FA. But i always got blocks or people didn't found them intersting. Sooo i have this idea...Why not creat an ,,quiz'' like from were you guys can choose how the species should look like or what it can do etc.

Is an simple quiz, you have to choose between caracteristics...ok this started to get confusing so i will give you an example.

EX: What you prefer ?

A- Long neck

B- Short neck

Understand ? there will be a couple of questions and hope that by your awensers it may help me creat an species worth working for ^^

But i made this journal, to ask you people IF...i should give an try on making the quiz and if you interested on doing it.

You don't need to do if you don't want to this is just for fun and to help me out.

Ps: sorry for misspeling im at school right now and the pc is horible >>.

Got my mood intro pokemon ones again and well I started to got the urge to draw some fusion pokemon maybe making an new Oc out of it.

But because I have no inspiration on witch pokemon should I fuse I decided to let you guys decide what pokemon would you like to see it fused.

(sorry for any misspelling , I need sleep X3 )

Anyways just comment below what pokemon fusion you have in mind you can chose more then one etc just give me ideas please XD

And then I will chose witch combination appeals to me more ^^

Sorry if I have not been around for a while but things got really complicated here since is my last year of high school so of course I got lot of stress on my back but im doing my best to get some drawings done ( Still try to get the second page of my mini comic but it gos very slow )

So just wanted for you to know that im still alive but simply busy.

Felling much better now and finally got my inspiration back so you may see more drawings for me from now on...well not really I mean I still have school and studies since if my final year so...yeah still going to take a while.

but now I started to get an hold of stuff started to get better in drawing so I hope things will change good^^

Again im having one of those days when I feel depressed but today im angry as ever. I simply *sigh* I don't know im angry because I feel like I have no purpose at all....I have no talents no skills nothing to make me someone that people will remember or at least want to remember...

Sounds confusing I know but I really don't know who or were to talk about this stuff because my family is not an good idea to communicate this kind of stuff plus they would not understand. So im taking easy an simply tell why im pissed of right now. Same subject is the drawing, again I'm at the bottom when it comes to this but I know that no matter the skills, no matter the ideas or the websites were to post them...I will always remain like I don't exist. People who were lucky enough to get noticed right from the beginning they manage to get high and I mean really high, but for those like me who started small and got better but still remain the same underdogs...well God have mercy..

And fuck ! I don't understand how those people manage to be what they are now, is either that they have high drawing skills or they do animations, fandoms, or they manage to create an character/species the people seams to love them...HECK I DON"T GET IT ! I got troubles over the years trying to create an species and those fucking ,,popular'' artists makes an doddle and call it an species and voila !...

Ok im going to change the subject to an other because I don't wish to make an fucking novel here.

So after I think a lot on simply giving up in drawing but then it come to my mind ,,If I don't draw anymore...what do I do now ?'' I love playing games so why not spending my free time, and play some games...oh wait I got an problem there to...I got a few games but thing is that I already played them 1000 time (600 been Undertale ) anyways I get bored and left out whit nothing else to do...now some of you may ask on why not buy other games ? (I say buy because is hard to find good games for free ) well I can buy but...I can use online money that means I can't use pay pall or any card, codes etc to transfer money also because I don't have an bank account or an credit card.

Even trough im old enough to do that but im tight up...by my parents...yep there so hate when it comes to money - online- games, and pretty much on what ever I like...For mom if is not about clothes, school or any of this stuff then she dose want to hear. Anyways most of my childhood and life was in control of my parents, ok they do care about me im there only child but dam it I sometimes im an different person around them, they don't understand me they don't like my ,,true personality'', my drawings they kip comparing me whit others that are a lot smarter...ahhhh I really hate them sometimes...and that's about 5 times a week...

An other thing that crawls on my backs is my future...im worry that after I (try to ) pass my final exam, I will not know what to do next...I want to go to collage but...what kind of ? Well I biggest dream of all is to become an movie director (or anything similar to it maybe an cartoon designer ) anyways, I know that my ideas, my imagination may bring the entertainment of watching movies to an higher level and believe me from what movies they made in 2015....got please the new ones be better (and think about this that Marvel and DC may not be here forever so is good to have some back ups ) ok ok I go away from the subject again.

Im afraid that I may end up whit an shity job, whit an unhappy life and even alone...So im very scared about this and angry at the same time...WHY AM I EVEN ALIVE !?

I simply see no purpose for me...I got no skills no talents to get me somewhere im also stuck in Romania whit no possibility to go somewhere to discover an learn more...my parents kip me tight up and even my own hobbies are not helping me !

*screams* Im sick of everything ! And the only reason I post this here is because I have no were else to because im out of existents and nobody cares ! Deviantart only want fandoms and enjoyable quality , Furrafinity want only porn and vore (im still wondering how tumblr is but that's for later ) so im posting this here whit the hope that someone may take me serious on what I said today...

And in case this journal was confusing or anything you can ask questions because to be honest I respond better trough questions...

First of all Mary Christmas to everyone ^^ !!

And second I was wondering if some people may have some curiosities about me and my OCs so don't be shy to ask what ever you have in mind.

Yep finally I'm on vacation ^^ can't wait for Christmas and also working on what I have to do.

Anyway ummm I realized that I got quite inactive on FA and when I do post something is more of  WindSentinel works but I got reasons for why is that happening.

1: I'm simply uninspired.

2: I'm right now practicing drawing humans and comics so I'm kind of in a break of vore an furies.

Just fought that it will be fair to let you guys know this because well unlike on Devianart here I actually feel appreciate it even if most people prefer to see more vore from me. But still I like your comments and appreciate all the favs I get and I thank you very much for that *hugs*

Yay I'm 19 now ^^ !!!

(very short journal for now X3)

Was thinking for an while to make my own Tumblr account and there I would post things that you will not see here or on devianart. I got tons of personal projects but after my DA profile is full of dragons, adoptables etc. it may not be an good idea to post something new and out of the blue, people wouldn't expect that from me.

So anyways I don't know very much about Tumblr or how the community is so if you guys know a few things about it please tell me ^^.

Ok first to put away are the request.

Still need to finish the ones I got now (not all ) some of them are done others still need to be made.

The second...*sigh* im dealing whit some situations that I can't get rid of them. Many of them been because of school. It literally destroys my life...in special the final year so both parents and teachers kips knocking me on the head to study hard and do all the homework's they give to us ighhh is an nightmare...

And today I cried at school...because my grammar teacher have read my test that was given to us yesterday...and well it seams I fucked up. Al the others in the class have laugh at me and criticized me...An of course I fell horrible and now...my parents are going to do the same thing (the criticize part )...so this is my 10 time when I got depressed...and I started to lose hope.

And the last thing. I know that I have become really inactive and I haven't posted anything in an long time...But don't blame me, blame my life.

well that all I guess...if you guys got any question...please ask...

Is been a while since I took requests so here is one of an life chance to ask me for free request ^^ But I have rules so please read them first before you comment/ note.

1: This is an unlimited open request witch mean many people can ask for one but...I will chose witch oneto draw , that means I can either do all of them, make 1 or 2 or make the ones that sound interesting. So ask as many as you want but don't hope to be chosen or expect to have the request done right away.

2: No humans , gore or other sexually stuff. except for AN (anal vore)

3: Have patience. I open the requests to relax and maybe give me some new inspiration so don't ask me when will be done etc.

4: Give details. Tell more about your request and what exactly you want (colors, ref, poses, backgrounds etc )

5: Don't ask for comics.

So that's all I had to say, please take an look on the rules and comment/note me. :3

if some of you would like to know me better im open for some question X3 so ask me what ever you want.

Maybe some of you have notice or not but along the time i was trying to create all sorts of creatures an species so you know may get some attention and actually people would like them but so far was an total failure and that makes me crazy why ? because when i see someone else making an really cool species and everyone already jumps over them, make me think: GOD DAMMIT WHAT DOSE HE/SHE HAS AND I DON"T ???!!! here an good example http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16923718/ is not an species or anything but is still cool is really simple yet creative XP makes me feel that im really horrible on what im doing...

Yet i can't get rid of this urge i want to kip making species and so but as long i know that no one will care about them or even know they exist just because the ref or drawing itself is not the best quality...and lets not talk about the pokemon fusions...yes i bring them in as well because i saw so many awesome fusions but when i look at mines...well...they can't compare whit this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16819329/ or this.. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16532472/ or...*sigh* so yeah i got myself intro an other drawing sadness feeling that im below everyone else and so far my drawing skills did not made any progress...

Make me thinking again if i should kip drawing and don't bother to tell me to kip drawing and all because i know you only like my vore stuff and when it comes to ,,boring'' stuff like ref. or an normal drawing you just kip moving one so again don't bother. I'm right and you know it as well..

REquests:  ilbv


 toroko


 BlahBlah453

Trades: 1:


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So im open for trades and request but before asking anything, i suggest you to read this first if your new http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6485822/


Requests: 1:

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Trades: 1:

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Some of you may know that i have 2 art accounts one here and the other on DA (Deviantart ) but there i make an different kind of drawing (adoptables, dragon stuff etc. ) and here...you already know.

But my problem is that i try to make art for both sites but it started to get out of hand. I said many times that i will do that for that and the other for that but eventually i end up on giving up and do something else. For example i was planing on doing an comic for DA but i barely finished page one because well it was hard work and then i ended up on not continue working on the comic >>/ And later i was thinking on trying to do some more for FA because well there still much to do here (Linda's back story, Leo, and the other Oc's )

So im kind of stuck in between and i really get tired of it. Can someone help me whit this ? should i chose which one to give more attention ? or to give up one of them...

Need help whit this new wolf species im working on. So far i was able to create the body shape and all but i need more: markings , extras etc.

Plus also need some help on creating there origins and habitats.

So if anyone has an idea on making this species awesome please comment or send an note.

Ps: This is a vore species witch mean im open for unique vore abilities :3

nothing very special i wanted to show you guys some videos that i found around YouTube and that i consider them funny, cute, awesome. If you don't like them or already saw it i don't care :P

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fedHd0BBFco&index=22&list=WL

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IJhk8YVrYE&list=WL&index=21

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDRUG7Dlweg&list=WL&index=20

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iF1Z5PT7C9A&list=WL&index=18

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQ7vbr5s6uc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvJZVq5_cGs

Ok so these days i have been whit my mood down but now everything is all right , im back in business ^^ also back on skype . I want to thank all who supported me in those sad times, is good to know that there is some people that actually cares about me ^^ *hugs everyone*


But also before anything else i want to announce something. About requests and art trades. I decided to put some rules and limits to them. Also sorry dor any ,,insults'' that may appear in this rules.

REQUESTS: 1: Im open to requests only when i make an journal about them. (no asking or random sending notes on asking for requests pls. That gos for my friends to sorry X3 )

2: When you ask for an request, please: details, Oc, poses etc. (i always get requests for some but when i ask for details or i got an simple question i never get rp back ) if that happen then i will simply delete that comment.

3: Patience ( remember i got an rl to so the request you asked will be made and posted soon as i can but it will be done )

4: Only one request per person.

ART TRADES: 1: I will always be open for trades so you can send notes or comments.

2: But i will take trades only from people that have the same or higher drawing skills as mine (think about it...i spend hours on making an nice drawing plus lining and coloring and what do i get in exchange ? from an person that has very low drawing skills ? sorry to say but...crap. But friends are an exception, WARNING: that doesn't mean you need to become my friend for getting trades and requests believe me i will know when someone gets close to me only to get art, i saw to many of those already :/ )

Well so far this is all i got , oh wait also working on a new species ! and im going to take this one seriously ! XD

Ok so some of you really cared about me and commented on my last journal...i appreciate it very much...but im still very sad, had an bad sleeping last night , and now things got worse because my parents are on my head again so right now im sad and angry.

Ah my heart really hurts...im alone,...whit no one to talk whit...as i said i will not go on skype again because i will only waste my time there.

Now before to close this stupid journal i want to say one more thing....Yesterday...i kind of waited for an specific person to send me an note or comment...but i guess it forgotten about me and doesn't care anymore...so today was an !@$%@$ right now i hate everything.....