Convention's Name:
Furry Weekend Atlanta

Website:
http://www.furryweekend.com/

Transportation type:
Vehicle with wheels

Where are you traveling from:
Tennessee

Hotel you're staying at:
I'm actually staying at a hostel!

Dates:
We arrive Thursday, leaving Sunday night

Rooming with:
My fiance, Ryan, my friends Katie, Mario, and Avoyt

Gender:
She/Her

Relationship Status:
Engaged

What do you look like:
If you see someone who looks 12, it's probably me. I haven't aged since eighth grade. Short, short brown hair, super dark hair, my resting bitch face makes me look like I'm about to cry please do not be concerned it's just my face I don't have emotions

Fursuit(s):
Cheese Doodle Partial

Who you will be with a majority of the time:
Katie and Ryan, probably.

"Can I come hang with you/walk with you/come to your room?"
I mean, you can't come to my room because I'm not staying near enough, but like. I'd love to hang out. I can bring Scrabble and Uno.

Main purpose for attending:
Selling comics, friendship

What do you eat?
Anything except fish and raisins. Will art for food.

Parties:
If they accept lame board games because I love board and card games.

Fursuiting:
If I finish it in time

Drawing:
Absolutely

Activities:
Drawing, playing lame board games, staring at neat art, playing with the tennis weenies

What time I usually go to bed and get up:
I go to bed at like 4 am good luck out staying up me.

Do you talk out of suit:
Depends on my level of tired.

Do you talk in suit:
I plan to

Rules of engagement:
No special rules other than basic human respect with the exception of if you use autism as a slur I will want you dead.

Can I take pictures with you:
Dunno why you'd want to LMAO but sure

Can I buy you things:
That would make my life.

Best communication medium to reach you:
All of them

I apologize for my recent inactivity here. First I forgot my password, then I managed to injure my main hand.

How did I injure it, however?

By playing Metroid: Fusion. I managed to play it so much I actually hurt my hand.

I will be going to FWA this year, with a fursuit I built myself. Well, the head. The tail was a gift. I'll be going as Cheese Doodle, and selling FwMG comics and commissions. I look forward to seeing old friends and making new ones.

See you there, and hopefully my hand will be better soon.

As you can probably tell from my recent posts, I've joined Art Fight for the month of July, in order to make faster and better my artwork.

My artfight is http://artfight.net/~FwMG . I hope to see you there

Tempest, the new MLP movie villain?

She's hot.

It's been a while. I haven't been on in a long, long time, and I'm sorry.

I've been really busy. School, life. I'm engaged now, looking for apartments.

I'm the proud owner of three hermit crabs. Arthur, Zachary, and Tarquin.

I'm meeting with a Dark Horse editor tomorrow to get Foxes with Machine Guns published. You can check out how it came together at fwmgofficial.tumblr.com.

I'm thinking of opening commissions for watercolors once I can get a quality scanner.

And that's it that's what's going on.

So, just figured I'd report on how I was doing.

First of all, appointment to fix the pinched nerve had to be moved to today. To be honest, it hurt and felt really weird to get it fixed, but I endured, and even though it feels like I have a huge bruise on the nape of my neck, I can actually... feel the nape of my neck, so at least that!

I found a stim toy to chew on. Well, an improvised one. There's this pink water bottle in my house that no one uses. So I swiped it. The thing you suck on to get the water is super soft and squishy and oooooh it is so nice to chew on. It is the best. And, no bite marks either! Which is so nice.
I still wanna draw some dragons. You saw my gijinka. I'm proud of him.
I'm gonna draw some christmas presents because reasons.

Here is my current list of things to do
2 sketch commissions
2 secret santas
several presents

probably dragons

So um, lately my back's been completely numb...
I did manage to go to the doctor, because that's not good, not good at all...

Doctor said my nerves must not be working right... And that without treatment, it will spread down my arms, eventually I won't be able to feel my hands at all...

But the treatment's so expensive and I don't have the money to spare because I lost my job but if I don't I'll lose the use of my hands...

I'm sorry for being so negative, but I'm really scared... I'm kind of just hoping for a Christmas Miracle at this point, or at least a Christmas... ray of hope, I guess... that things will get better... at some point....

My phone refuses to charge.
It's on the lowest brightness setting. Wifi and mobile are turned off. All apps are turned off. Airplane mode is on. I turned it off. It is plugged in securely to the wall charger.

And it's losing power.
When it has been charging, it takes all night to even get to half it's battery...
//sighs heavily


Also, the worst has occured. Zaxbies let me go.
Well, not so much as let me go but just stopped giving me hours until I kind of had to let them go.
So now I have no income.
I received an offer from a school I previously worked at to come in and help out. Since I'd previously done that, and had gotten paid, I went for it. Only one day of helping out some fifth graders.
Wrong, again. They've refused to pay me, calling it an internship, and it's suddenly been lengthened to two weeks without my consent.
I cannot handle these kids for five days a week. Especially when I'm not getting paid.
I've been trying, but every business says it's too late to hire me. It's not worth the training me since I leave end of december, even during the busy time of the year.

No money for food, and with christmas coming up, I have no money to buy presents for my family. It kind of makes me feel worthless, celebrating with my parents who every year just lavish gifts on everybody. What're they gonna think when I can't pay for anything...? Let alone my friends, and my boyfriend... I just...

I would ask if this year could get any worse, but seeing as it's steadily gone downhill the longer I go, I'm rather afraid to lose any more. And with my mom threatening that I can't come home next year, if I can't find a job, I'll be homeless as well as foodless. Just... What do I do now...?

I'm sorry, it's just really hard to be positive when I've lost my only income... Especially around the holidays when everyone's like yeah what presents are you getting everyone
like I don't know. Draw them something? It's all I can afford to do at this point...

I wanna draw some flight rising dragons
so link me to your dragons
and I'll do my best.


Also I've finALLY figured out I'm asexual so there's that.

Yo anybody wanna commission me not for anything important like food I just kinda want a boxfox
and also for other christmas presents and pens and PROBABLY SHOULD BUY MORE FOOD BUT OH MY GOSH those frickin' boxfoxes are too adorable I need like 50

Am I the only one who wants to draw gift art but thinks their art is far too crappy to be presented to anyone

IT'S SO DIFFICULT CAUSE I'M LIKE AAGGGGHHHHH YOU'RE SO GREAT HOW DO I SHOW MY APPRECIATION WITH THESE USELESS HANDS

//rolls around on floor
what a frustrating problem

Just wanted to apologize for being such a debby downer. This year hasn't been very kind to me, and I've been stressed out.

That aside, just wanted to remind you that I do still have those pony adopts.
Unfortunately, someone stole my pen case with almost all my microns, all of my faber castells, my black white gelly roll pen that glides so smoothly on the page, it's all gone. A hundred dollar's worth of ink pens, I don't blame them for swiping it.
While the pony adopts obviously won't cover the full damage, it'll be enough to start building up my collection again, as well as find a thief-proof container. With a padlock. pleasecomebackmypreciousgellyroll
I am also offering commissions at this time.
It's 8.50 for a traditional sketch, 10 for a watercolor sketch, add a five if you want the background to be nice and fancy like the ink final.
I was also thinking about the YCH and the original open species I talked about.

Finally, I was wondering if anyone had tips on design, what I'm doing wrong, etc.

I'll try to be more positive. I'll try.

Oh yeah my paypal is hopefulcrystal123 at gmail.com

picking up a pencil was a mistake

TO be honest, the longer this summer and fall and spring and just... this year has been rather awful. I guess I should be grateful that the depression medication has worked, because I'm no longer having thoughts of suicide, but I'm scared. I haven't been able to relax at all this year, I've been a constant ball of stress and anxiety and depression and stress is what triggers my depression. I don't want it coming back. I just want to spend this year at home and I want to build up enough spoons so I can go and spend time with my family and I want to be able to relax and not have to worry about buying food or being fired from Zaxbies (which is a fear I know is irrational but I need the job bad so...)

I'm sorry for venting. I was just thinking about how much I wanted a stim toy so I could be allowed to stim and relax and maybe not be a stressed out shell of the person I was but... I dunno. Sorry.

Selling some $5 pony adopts because having money would be nice. The designs gender name cutiemarks everything can be changed once bought. Finally got my paypal sorted out so I can offer commissions again. I'm thinking about offering short stories and watercolor stuff right now. Maybe do some my little ponies too? Maybe even a few Ref pages. Depends. What do you guys want from me?
Besides my soul

Me creating an open species? Maybe with some rare bits, I don't know. I have a concept in mind, I'm going to watercolor and upload tomorrow, would you like me to include the sketches of them and such? Haha, still need to think of a name, oops ^^;;

Ahhhhhhh got a watercolor sketchbook it is so tiny I can watercolor whenever I'm so excited~

I have returned~ My computer is fixed, (somewhat). Phone still shuts off at 12 but I can deal with that. Mom said God told her to calm down, so thankfully, I now have access again to the sites I need. I'm setting up a tumblr account for my artwork, that I'll start posting on soon. I've also been updating LinkedIn, wattpad, work tumblr, all those adult things that I've been needing to do.

I want to start doing more watercolor work. It's really what I'm loving. So, I'm planning to put some online, and maybe open commissions, for the simple fact I need money for food. That is not ramen. My partial suit of Cheese Doodle will have to be delayed until I can buy some orange scraps, so if I have any extra money from commissions, I'd really like to finish her head.

Also, would anyone be interested in a halloween ych or something, with watercolor? Oh boy, if I could do that that would be so much fuuuuun

Are any furs doing nanowrimo this year? If so, I would love to get in a group and collaborate with ideas, bounce off plots, setting, and kick me in the butt to make sure I get back to work. I'm doing a dark fantasy/supernatural/thriller novel about the consequences of the spiritual and physical barrier being ripped apart. Oh, I'm so excited! :D

Have a spoopy halloween, everyone!

Hey. Sorry I haven't been very active lately.

As some of you know, the relationship between my mother and I ever since I failed 3D design last quarter has been rocky at best.
She has been stealing and blocking everything on my phone, threatened to kick me out of the house, and frankly I would rather not talk about any more.

Unfortunately, Furaffinity, Deviantart as well as several other of my normal haunts have been blocked on my computer, as my mother (I am twenty) stole my computer and downloaded an app that she has used to block everything I currently use to advertise my stories and artwork, other than facebook, which she commonly hacks into and posts things on my behalf, so it is not necessarily mine. Until I can get funds to either get a new computer, as she has refused to remove the blocks, or get to Savannah where I can access the school computers, (I am currently typing this from hers), there will be no new stories or artwork from this account. Posting should resume mid-September to November, when I am in Savannah.

In the meantime, pray my mother sees sense and understands that I actually need access to social media in this day and age, especially considering the fields my major is in, because all talks with her have ended in "Those contain pornography. I don't want you on there." In regards to my art tumblr as well as the art sites I'm using, and to other sites she has simply stated that I'm not responsible enough to have social media.
I have asked her what she means by this, yes, and have gotten nothing other than a vague, "you're not responsible enough."

If any of you want to keep in touch with me, my gmail and hotmail thankfully still works, it's Sbrash20@hotmail.com.

Thank you for reading this, and I'm very sorry. This is out of my hands.

Finals are almost over. I haven't slept in three daye butillbeokayipromise

I need to pack so badly. And clean. Oh heaven my projects still aren't done. when was the last time time I took a shower.

If I should die before I wake I pray that good grades I will make.

Anyone have any remedies for sunburns, I am literal lobster (〒︿〒)

Because why not, I'm working on those exciting things, so while you wait why not attempt to entertain?

I'm working on a YCH with a prom theme that includes a headshot, a medium shot, and a full body, color, shaded, everything for $30~ The dress is customizable, it can be any species, and you can even include your date for an extra $10~

So if you wanna relive those prom dates or you think your fursona deserves to have just as much fun as you someday will, or have always wanted to, be on the look out for those ~

I'm also working on watercolors and a super special secret project~
Many exciting things are happening~

Also I'm going to go to Swarmcon tomorrow so yay~

Today I went to class wearing a collar I got at FWA. It's red and has a pretty red bell that does the jingly.
I went as a joke, just to see how my classmates would react.
The only thing that happened was the girl sitting next to me saying, "oh what a pretty belt necklace!"

Belt. Necklace.
Girl this is a collar.

Pffft, belt necklace...