I'm going through Dr. Who withdrawals. I'm trying to help it, but I can't seem to get my mind off of it, and season 5 from my buddy didn't help much |D anyway, just thought I'd tell you all what's up.


9th doctor (played by Christopher Eccleston) is awesome!

something I thought of for my comic, might just be a new thing with me.

“Gold armor, you once asked me that since I have no place in the world of man, and I’m not yet a god, I have no place in the natural world. As such I do not yet understand what I am. Well, I finally have my answer. I wasn’t born into the world of man, and as such I do not belong there. Yet I do not exist as a god in divinity. So what can that leave me with? I’m not a man nor am I a god. But than again, the gods themselves ace as monsters killing mankind simply for entertainment. Even then mankind was made in the image of the gods. So here is my answer. We’re all monsters now.”

I like the last line the best.

I've been thinking of doing either daily or every other day. Anybody would be cool with that? let me know.

ABOUT
- Name: Phil
- Single or taken: Single. I know, weird for someone in college to be single, but yeah I am XD
- Sex: I be a dude
- Birthday: February 21st 1992, Horray! 19 years old!
- Sign: What sign are we talking here???
- Hair color: dark brown to light brown depending on angle
- Eye color: Brown (horray for boringness! XD)
- Height: 5ft 8in
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight. ... I think, I only like femboys cause they look like girls so idk XD

FASHION STUFF
- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: target
- Favorite designer?: .... what?
- What is your sexiest outfit?: shorts with a sleeveless shirt
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: something with my flannel lined pants
- What do you usually wear?: pants and a shirt. nothing to special.

SPECIFICS
- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Some cheapo thing we found on sale. XD
- What are you listening to right now?: The dream is collapsing. INCEPTION RULED!!!!!
- Who is the last person that called you?: my mom XD
- How many buddies are online right now?: dunno, I'm not even signed in so yeah XD

FAVORITE
- Food: cheeseburger *drools*
- Girls' names: uhh.... I don't know my favorite one >.<
- Boys' names: see my last answer XD
- Subjects in school: Game design XD
- Animals: lizards rule

HAVE YOU EVER
- Given anyone a bath?: Myself XD
- Smoked?: never =) Damn proud of it to.
- Bungee jumped?: Not so proud that I haven't done this yet XD
- Made yourself throw up?: does it count if it was because I played a video-game for 13 hours straight?
- Skinny dipped?: no I haven't
- Ever been in love?: /// yes.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: If I did I can't remember it XD
- Pictured your crush naked?: honestly who hasn't?
- Actually seen your crush naked?: ... only half.
- Cried when someone died?: Yes.
- Lied: No XD I kid I kid, of course I have =)
- Fallen for your best friend?: no, god no.
- Used someone?: if I have it was without me even knowing.
- Done something you regret?: afew things yes.

CURRENT
- Clothes: dark jeans and a T-shirt that says "Proud to be Awesome!"
- Desktop picture: the cyanide and happiness comic where the guy says to the little kid "I have the cape I MAKE THE FUCKING WOOSH NOISES!!!"
- CD in player: none
- DVD in player: Inception

LAST PERSON
- You touched: I kicked my roommate last night by accident. is that what we're looking for?
- Hugged: My dad.
- You kissed: wow it's been so long... I think my mom?
- You IMed:  keshashaw
- Talk to online: See above XD
- You sexed it up with: ... Still a virgin >/////>

ARE YOU?
- Understanding?: I like to think I am.
- Open-minded?: This one I know I am XD
- Arrogant?: again, Not much, but I am abit.
- Insecure?: I have my own little personal insecurities
- Random?: giraffe.
- Hungry?: GOD YES! I haven't had anything to eat since dinner.
- Smart?: My INT is around 10, My Wisdom though, that's WAY up there. around 18 XD (DnD jokes for the win!)
- Moody?: yes XD
- Organized?: hold on, my landslide of shite is ontop of my schedule let me get back to you once I get down there
- Shy?: very much so with new people. Not as much online though.
- Difficult?: No, I bend over backwards for good friends =)
- Bored easily?: depends, do I have videogames that have replay value?
- Obsessed?: no, not really anymore.
- Angry?: not at the moment
- Happy?: can't complain =)
- Hyper?: LOL, no.
- Trusting?: Yes, I'm very trusting, you'll know if I am, but if I actually tell you I do, well that means that I'd trust you if my life was on the line.

RANDOM
- In the morning I: go back to sleep XD
- Love is: When going without that special someone is nonstop misery. All you can think of is them. They're beautiful no matter what they wear and they're a good person to you no matter what they do.
- I dream about: apparentally utter black spaces.
- Sexual preference: to be with someone I really do have real feelings for and that someone has those feelings for me =)
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: the face in general. I need a pretty face.

WHICH IS BETTER
- Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
- Flowers or candy: candy!!!!
- Tall or short: Short.

WHO
- Makes you laugh the most: Shomer, the writer for Least I could do and Looking for group
- Makes you smile: me XD
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Well, when I see one of my friends from high school of the opposite gender it makes me want to vomit, but that might have something to do with the fact that I heard her having sex in the room next to mine through the walls XD

DO YOU EVER?
- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: o///////o s-so?
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no, it's easier to masturbate and I don't have to deal with PMS XDDDDD (oh come on, I'm 19 you knew it was coming!)
- Wish you were younger?: Hell yes! this paying for stuff is really shitty!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes...

NUMBER
- Of times you've had your heart broken?: ... a number of times...
- Of guys you've kissed: none ^^
- Of girls you've kissed: none =(
- Of Cd's you own: alot XD
- Of scars on my body: I think 2?

TAG OTHER PEOPLE

1. Whoever

2. Wants

3. To

because I can.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2136052/ Go visit her journal! Or I shall be angry forever!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2136052/ Go visit her journal! Or I shall be angry forever!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2136052/ Go visit her journal! Or I shall be angry forever!

it's 12:01 am february 21st, Happy birthday to me!

just thought I'd post a quick something. my head's got some weird pains in like 3 areas. Gonna take a nap since I didn't sleep much last night. If it helps I'll post something, but right now I'm just in aton of pain >.<

So while I was eating lunch, I got a call from my mom. Turns out I completely forgot about the most important day of my life, My birthday! This Monday, to bad i have classes all damn day or else I'd say screw it and just celebrate all day. Oh well, I have the weekend.

So I was thinking today how much I like making charcoal drawings and just how they look in general. So I was thinking, maybe I could redo afew old drawings of mine in charcoal. thought I'd get some input / second opinions on this idea.

1. Are you single or taken?
Single

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Neither, just someone I have feelings for, and someone who has feelings for me to tell me.

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
does a 3 hour art class count?

4. Do you like anyone?
... yes >.<

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
I actually don't remember

6. Who do you want to spend valentines with?
that's for me to know. Not you.

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Not really no

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I wish.

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
yes, I defiantly would.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Yeah no.

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?.
I doubt they will this year

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
No.

13. Do you like candy hearts?
they taste like chalk. blech

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
I don't really remember.

15. Is Valentines depressing?
alittle...

16. How is your love life?
it's... It's not good.

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
no

18. How many roses would you want?
I'm a guy so I'd probably be the one giving a rose XD

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Sadly no

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
not unless I was in a relationship.

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
an elementary school valentines thing.

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
a church who was offering to give us a cupon book if we gave them our mail box.

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
Just this girl I like. I know it won't happen though

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
not a one.

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
yes. All 4 years of highschool

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single year?
I have no clue.

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Nope

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
no

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
again no

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
I don't know, I don't remember some of them.

31. What was the worst?
I honestly don't know

It's f*cking freezing outside.

Was playing some games last night with my sister, (yes, she's back, but she's mellowed out alot... and I have no money for her to steal XD) and I started to see something. It started after about Conker reloaded is where I've traced the problem back to, and it seems a lot of games have been more focused on being sellable than good. Just reading reviews and replaying games I noticed that there was a vast gap in truely amazing games. I mean sure, I was wowed by halo reach and darksiders is fun, but I haven't played a game that I held the controller through the entire credit sequence because I didn't want the game to be over since majora's mask, and I didn't even think that game was to special! Anyway I'm calling bs on games like grand theft auto being perfect and so on because they aren't. Oh look, I can go bowling with my cousin. whoop de friggin do, if I wanted to go bowling I'd go to an actual bowling alley. so what do you think? Let me know and I might just get back to you.

As you may have noticed, my accounts have come to a grinding halt. well, that's cause I'm in college and all my "free time" is being devoted to art projects and gameing with my buddies who want to hang out 25 hours a day 8 days a week. So yeah, might not be back up and running till christmas, but I have 2 art classes so I'll have ALOT to submit.

I decided to make a new account.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/philtrocity/
I don't have anything on it yet, but I'll get something up soonish / eventually.

for now I was thinking of maybe writing out Divine plaything as a novel until further notice. Eventually I'd go back to comic booking, but for now, since I could type it out easier than drawing it everywhere I go.
Let me know what you think. I'll eventually do it anyway though so I might be doing that soon.

dammit... Dammit... Dammit...
So I looked into why I have nothing one my stout card... I apparentally still OWE the college over $2,000!!!! Now I get to apply for ANOTHER loan which will only cover that, and I'm still left without a dime to pay for ANYTHING!!!!! T.T Did I mention for my 2 art classes there are over $200 of required equipment we have to buy ourselves? I knew I should have been an english major.... So yeah... I need money, and I have no way of getting any...
So much for a fun college experience.

after my second week of college, I'm headed home around 5 today. Just letting you guys know that.
When I get there, I think I might make a new account. I don't like the name on this one or alot of what I drew on it / for it so yeah. I'll be drawing esentially the same stuff, I just want to get away from the name. I also think I might start an account solely for my comic (I've already started the next page, but my class scheduel is quite literally kicking my ass.) but that'll be in the distant future. I'll try to rewatch whoever wants me to watch them. but otherwise, I think that's it for now.

at 5:35 PM today, my cat. Cattie Cat died. My poor buddy... I could tell all he wanted was his family to come home... he spent 4 days without food or water... He just wanted his family to come back... but the poor guy just couldn't last... I still feel so bad about it, but he died comfortable, quiet, happy, and with a loveing hand petting and scratching him... God I'll miss him...

well, I finished my first week at college. and I came home for the weekend. I was expecting a decent enough weekend... but apparentally.... I get to come home to my favorite cat literally immobile and dying... x.x I love my cat... I can't leave him alone... so I'll let everyone know when Cattie cat passes on... I'm gonna try and make his last moments happy ones.

today's the long regretted day. I'm moveing into a dorm and headed off to college. I won't be on for awhile (due to a lack of personal computer >< but by wednesday I should have a lappy top to call my very own until the school gets to repo it and give me a new upgraded one. If I don't post anything (like a picture or a journal) it means something bad happened. that's all I got for you guys today! peace! the college boy is out!
Phil.


P.S don't try to move out and pack everything into the back seat and trunk of a Chevy cobalt. after an hour and about 4 rearranges, I finally managed it. and it was a pain.

I've been looking around for a copy of FL studio I would be able to pick up on my meager pittance of a salary. Every time I found one on eBay, someone decides to be a jackass and outbid me by $50 or more.. I don't know. anyway, I was wondering if anybody out there who knows and still loves Phil enough to help him out would be so kind as to check around and see if anybody has any friends who might wanna unload an older edition or something for cheap.
Thanks to anybody who's willing to help!
Phil.

P.S Fallout 3 is addictive.

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