I know most likely no one or almost no one will read this, but lately I have been through a terrible depression and almost taking actions against my health/life.

Even when I have a wonderful boyfriend, my family keeps making me feel like I do not matter, that it would be better if I just...where gone of this life and my own mind doesn´t help me either.

Yeah, I know I need professional help and most likely some medicine, but I have no money to pay either of them.

Yeah...I hate that I just want to end it all, to cry almost everynight to sleep, to keep smilling for others and feeling each time more and more broken, more useless...

Maybe writting this down might help me a little bit, because...is better than the other options.

Her name here is SolarGem, she has been having some difficulties and needs help, please check the adoptables she is selling or please take a comission from her




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Prices | To-do list | TOS
Already getting fed up with this new laptop after just a month lol. It just can't handle the stuff I need it too and the storage is so garbage that it causes errors, crashing and me having to restart it multiple times a day :'D So I'm hoping to somehow get my old one fixed. I messed it up by spilling tea on the keyboard and now the keyboard is shot completely which has made it unusable. The keys do not work if I press them, yet if I press one down too hard the key gets stuck and causes other issues in the process. I'm hoping it's just the keyboard that needs fixing and not something that's gone wrong internally. I've tried plugging in a usb keyboard and it seemed to work fine until the actual laptop keyboard decided to bug out xD I really want to get a replacement keyboard to at least give it a try. If not I also really need to get a hard drive adaptor lead thingy so I can at least rescue my files from it ;u;
I just need something better then this crappy little HP stream... Do not recommend anyone getting this piece of crap ¬_¬'

So commissions are open :D

Prices can be found here ~ https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/solargem/

Things like sketches, mini chibis and bouncy icons will be done pretty quickly but other stuff may take a few days to a week to be completed depending on what it is.
If you are interested please comment below or note me <3

I also have a good few open designs that still need owners if anyone is interested in that too ^^
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....er/327763/OPEN

Thank yous in advance <33