On May 26th 2019 I got to suprise the man of my dreams by asking him to marry me in front of 4 of our best friends.

This was the most magical night of our lives and the happiest moment ever! I'll never forget leading my wolf into that room and sitting on the floor with him in front of all our best friends. Our song was playing in the background while I took him in my paws and asked him to marry me. And of course, he said yes!

Thank you so much to all my other friends that were in attendance for supporting me and for helping me make that wonderful night happen!

Hello to all my followers. I'm here to make a statement about my stance in the Furry Community. Some of you know me well, and some of you hardly know me at all. For those who dont know, I've had a rough few years in the community.

And recently I have made some big mistakes. Although it was never my intention, I have hurt many people close to me. And it doesnt matter how good or bad my intentions were. People got hurt regardless. For that I am so deeply sorry.

To every single person out there that has been hurt by me I sincerely apologize. There is nothing that I can do to take back the things I have done. I hope that one day you can all find it in your heart to forgive me. For those of you that cant, I understand. I cant blame you in the least.

The furry community has been the home I never had in one way or another since 2006. I've laughed and cried and loved with all of you. You gave me a family when I didnt have one. And for that I will forever be grateful. But as time has gone on, I started creating a negative impact on my friends and loved ones around me.

The reason it happened is unimportant, and nothing justifies the hurt I've caused to those who have shown me nothing but love. Therefore I have decided until I can work through my mental struggles and become the good person I used to be, I must withdraw myself from this amazing community.

It's not fair that all of you should be burdened by my actions. The community is too good for that. I hope that one day soon I can rejoin you all. But for now, I have to go my own way. I thank you all so much and I love every single one of you.

If you have any questions for me, you can DM me here or contact me on telegram. I'm so sorry for the hurt I've caused. And I love all of you.

Thank you for your time.
Morely

Wow. Its been a long time since I've posted anything on here, but I thought Id give a little life update since im very excited about this!

This weekend Im moving back home with my mom for a while to have a life reset.

While Im there I decided Im going back to school! Ill be starting barber college in April! Going to be trying out this new and refreshing career!

Hoping to save my body and mind a bit, and I love working with people.

Wish me luck!

Hey everyone, just posting a random journal here cause my last one is over a year old. What's everyone up to?

Hey everyone!

So I just had my 21st Birthday on Monday! (Jan 20)

On Saturday (Jan 18) I had a wonderful party that threw for me! It was great to spend it with all my closest and wonderful friends! This was my first birthday party since I was 15! It was a wonderful time and it was so special!

Then on Monday I went to the oldest bar in Denver and enjoyed my first legal drinks with a few friends which was also fun!

All in all my 21st birthday was amazing! It really makes me feel like I've come a long way over the last few years and it made me feel so loved to have these wonderful friends!

Thank you so much to everyone who made my birthday so wonderful!

*wags*

This was a great experience for me! I had never been bowling in suit before but I'm definitely going to do it again!

Attendance was way more than I thought there would be with 70+ people that showed up! We raised quite a bit of money for the charity and had a great time!

Luckily I overcame a small issue with my suit which helped a lot! And I got to suit and bowl with many friends, several of which I haven't seen since RMFC!

And the Staff at Brunswick Zone were wonderful!

Thank you Sprocket and Griz for hosting a great event!

So, for those of you who haven't heard, I was fired today. I've been relocated to a different department and I'm now a porter. I will never turn a wrench again. All the tests and work I've put into my Honda certifications and my ASE certifications is all gone. My career is destroyed... I had to sell my favorite car a few days prior to make ends meet and I'm going through the worst family drama in the history of the world. This is truely the most upset and most miserable I have ever been in my entire life...

Well, lets start with RMFC

I had a great convention. I got to debut my new suit! For those of you who haven't seen it, go check out . He made it, and did an excellent job! I could not be more happy with how my suit turned out! Go give him watches and bug him for commissions!
I was suiting for most of the con. got to hang out with many old friends and made many new ones. Can't wait for RMFC 2014!

I am also moving in a week! Going to be living with some awesome furs who are going to take good care of me. so I'm very busy packing and getting ready for that. I hate moving, but it will be worth it once I'm all settled in over there!

Now there's work. I've been questioning what I do for a while now but today I was pushed over the edge. lets just just say there were a series of events at work that eventually literally brought me to tears thanks to my coworkers. I've realized that Automotive Technology is no longer a good fit for me when it comes to a career. At first I thought I was just having bad luck with various dealerships I was working at, but now I realize its not the dealerships or the people themselves that are the problem. It's the Industry.

There's just no way for someone like me, who is furry, gay, etc to fit in to an industry made up of close minded, masculine, judgmental people. Every time I go into work I put on a face to try to belong. And I'm miserable. I'm miserable because I have to conform to the industry's standards 40 hours a week and i hate it. I hate pretending to be something that I'm not. I'm too exhausted and too worn out to put on that face any longer. It, and my coworkers are wearing me thin.

I love working on cars. But as a career I'm not happy with it at all. I realize now that cars have to remain a hobby for me. I need to find a career where I'm actually happy in the environment and the people can be understanding. I'm tired of playing the manly gear head. I'm going to be on the look out for a career that truly satisfies me and makes me want to go in to work.

I've put up with metric shit tons of crap at work before, but once I'm brought to the point of tears, it means its time to move on.

Time to go on a very extensive and thorough career hunt.

Oh and another thing, I was very nearly in a severe traffic accident today because of some crazy bitch in a wrangler with a lift kit who was speeding and ran a stop sign. The only thing that saved me were the brakes on my car because it took him at least 50 feet to fully stop. Luckily I was able to stop in time to see him fly by about 16 inches from the nose of my car. And guess were this happened. AT WORK!

Where are you staying?
The Doubletree, the con hotel of course.

What day are you getting there?
Thursday Morning

Who will you be with?
Ill be with Growly

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Growly, Tidus, Shadow, Palmer, North, J, Nevermint, Fritz, Zin, Tao, Tiger, and many more I'm sure!

Are there any panels you might be attending?
The Fursuit Games for sure! Other that I dunnos!

Will you be suiting?
The majority of the time I will be suiting, yes.

How old are you?
20

How tall are you?
5'10"

Can I talk to you?
Yes! But I won't be super talkative when I'm in suit.

Can I touch you?
Depends who you are. Hugs are always welcome.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Again, depends on who you are.

How can I find you?
Ill be fur suiting the majority of the time!

Can I visit your room?
If it's okay with Growly.

Can I buy you drinks?
Not this time, but find me at FC and you sure can!

Can I give you stuff?
Please do!

Are you nice?
If course!

How long are you going?
I will be leaving Monday afternoon.

Do you have an artist table?
No, but someday!

Do you have prints/CDs?
Maybe one day, if people ever want to see art from me.

Will you have art in the Art Show? General or Adult sections?
Maybe one day

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just shout out "Mooooooooreelyyyyyy!!!!"

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Probably suiting around somewhere

What/where will you be eating?
Anywhere close and cheap. And the GOH dinner of course!

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends who you are :p

Can I take a picture of you?
If I'm in suit

When you go to RMFC, what do you like to buy?
Books, art, badges

So In case you haven't heard, I want to update everyone on what happened yesterday. I was driving home from work on the highway and I lost control of my car in a turn. My car spun out and I hit the guard rail head on at 50 mph. My car was totaled. Luckily I didn't hit any other cars. I was taken to the hospital afterwards where it was determined that there wasn't any serious damage done. Ill be visiting a doctor specializing in neck and back injuries to make sure that I am okay. I should still be able to work. Ill just be on restriction until I'm cleared by a doctor.

So this weekend was rather crazy. On Friday I spent the weekend suiting it up at Denver Comic Con 2013 with Tek, Dire, Wolphy, Tao, and Azzy (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10753592/) We walked around handing out fliers for FoxTrot and had a great time. Everyone there seemed to love us and wanted pictures with us! It was a great fursuiting experience!

Saturday included much laziness and random things such as walking the dog, going shopping and grabbing food, That night was FoxTrot which had an amazing turnout as always. After FoxTrot we had a little get together with some more friends.

Last night I just hung out and watched NetFlix with some good friends and enjoyed the end of my great weekend. And it was so much fun!!!

And now, I begin The orientation stage of my new job today! I'm extremely excited!. I get a bit more money than I was making before, a great schedule, and many more great opportunities for my career!

Hope everyone had a good weekend! Until next time!

-Morely

Hey everyone!

So this journal is a bit overdue but I have lots of fun to share!

First of all the Fox Den meet was great as always last weekend. Even though there were so many new people! After the meet a group of us went out and chilled at a hookah bar for a few more hours! Thanks for having me guys!

This Friday I had a slightly overdue house warming party at my new (and first) apartment! The party was a success with games and good talk! Thank you so much to everyone who came!

And last night I was at a great birthday party! I got to make lots of new friends and also grow closer to my current ones who were there! Thanks so much to for inviting me!

Thank you to everyone who made this Fox's week special!!!! *wag wags*

Just a few notes I wanted to add here about my meet.

I got many responses so it looks like we are going to have a good turn out!

Firstly, Food and Drinks will be provided.

Alcohol is more than welcome (BYOB)

If you smoke I ask that you please step outside to do so. (NO SMOKING IN THE BUILDING'S HALLWAY)

Remember the meet is Friday April 19th. We will get started at about 7:00pm

PLEASE BE SURE TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME IF YOU NEED MY ADDRESS! The best way to do this is to either send me a note on FA (www.furaffinity.net/user/morely) or to send me a private message on Facebook. (http://www.facebook.com/sam.heth)

If you already have my cell phone number feel free to contact me that way as well.

Well that's it! Can't wait to see everyone! Lets have a great meet!

Hey everyone!

So to celebrate my first month in my new home, I would like to invite all of you to my home for a meetup!

I would like to shoot for Friday night (April 19th) around 7:00 PM untill we all get tired!

There will be food, drinks, music and all around fun! I also have a game room were we can play pool, darts, poker and the like! Fursuiters welcome!

If this sounds like the kind of fun you'd like to have, come stop by!

Message me or sent me a note for address and details!

So first of all, last night, I went to an art festival at the Santa Fe art district Downtown with some old friends, I also made a few new ones! It was very interesting and there was plenty of art to admire! Then we all went to the house to relax and catch up. Very good night!

Today also marks exactly one month since i moved into my own apartment! Im very happy with things so far! Hopefully this summer I can move in somewhere a little better but this is just perfect for now! I also found out that I will be able to attend FC 2014 which falls directly on my 21st Birthday! Super excited for that! I also have a few secret projects coming up that will be pretty awesome too!

Overall Im a very happy foxy at the moment! Thank you to all my friends! You make my life so much better!

Until next time!
-Morely

Hai!

So I had so much fun at The Fox Den this month! Got to suit up again and also try out my new under suit which worked very well! I also very much enjoyed the massive fur pile full of suiters on the sofa! ^^ also made a few new friends and had a great time with my old ones! Excited for next month already! Hopefully I can get some new paws made by then!

So I moved in to my first apartment last night! It's across the street from where I work as well as the grocery store and lots of good places to eat!

The apartment is pretty big for one little fox to be in by himself but it's great!

Once I get all my furniture set up and everything unpacked I want to have a little get together over here to celebrate!

So my first night in my apartment was a success! We will see how it turns out!

So I'm in a very happy mood right now. Work has been going well, the meet on Saturday night at the Fox Den was amazing and sooo much fun! Especially getting to suit! I'm making some good friends. I love the local furs here that I can call my friends. I am very happy with how things are at the moment! Do yea, lol just wanted to share my happiness!

Hey guys it's Morely here!

Just wanted to say thank you to everyone who was at The Fox Den last night! Everyone made me feel very welcome and comfortable. And I was very happy to be there. I had so much fun wearing my fursuit in front of everyone for the very first time! I love all of you and can't wait to see everyone next month!

So today is my 20th Birthday. Although this week has been a very rough one, I think today may actually turn out alright!

Can't believe it's been 20 years. I'm excited to see what the day brings. I know the will be fur suiting for sure!

I want to thank the furry community for being a wonderful part or my life for the last 7 years. I owe a lot to every one of you!

And now, time to celebrate!

Hey Everyone!

So my Birthday is on Sunday (January 20th)
I'm planning on having some people over to have a good time with great food, drinks, hookah, fursuiting, great music, and all kinds of great stuff my for my birthday party! Its also gonna be my first time suiting in my full body fursuit so I'm extremely excited about it!

Now the thing is that my birthday falls right in the middle of FC 2013 so I want to have a bigger party that everyone can make it to a week from Saturday (January 26th) That way my friends at FC can still celebrate with me!

I haven't had a real birthday since I was 15 due to things like my father being arrested and stuff like that for my last 4 birthdays..... But I'm 20 now and I want this birthday to be a great one and I want YOU to help me celebrate!!!!

So you can show up either on my real birthday (the 20th which is this Sunday) Or you can come to the big party on the 26th! Or Both!

I will be reaching a decision on where the parties will be held sometime today so I will post another journal as soon as I have definite times and places.

Hope to see you all there!!!

This year was the hardest year of my entire life. I went through the nastiest break up ever, was kicked out of my home multiple times, was in the hospital almost 10 times throughout the year, lost 2 jobs, suffering terrible heartache at the moment and and just learned that my Grandfather died yesterday..... Burn in hell 2012...

So to anyone who reads these things I am now convinced that I'm suffering from Chronic Depression. I'm sure you have all noticed the way Ive been acting over the last several (6 or so) months. I know it's probably pissed of many people and I'm sorry.

I'm not quite to the point of suicidal thoughts yet but the way things have been going its probably not far off. So I'm going to schedule an appointment with my doctor after Christmas to make sure things don't get out of control. It's time I got help.

I'm sorry to everyone who's relationship has been negatively affected by this. It's gonna stop.

Thank you for your time.

So a few weeks ago I was finally hired for a decent job at the new CarMax here in Littleton Colorado!

I've been in training for the last several weeks preparing for the Grand Opening which is TODAY!

I'm both nervous and excited! There will be customers around the store and things will also be happening!

My trainer will be here a few more days to make sure the transition goes okay. but after that I'm on my own!

Well I should probably be getting ready for the Grand Opening! Wish me luck guys! ^^

I forgot I still need to come up with that money to pay for my commishion I ordered! ><