Can't believe Furpocalypse is around the corner already. Last night I felt like I didn't do too well while scare acting due to my legs and knees being really bruised up from crawling on the gravel in our cemetery scene when I slowly emerge from a crypt in the ground. Doing my best despite the layer of clothes I had on (which was lots due to being the coldest night) I was able to put on shin pads for my aching legs. A good buddy of mine that is one of the acting supervisors came through while I was trying to quickly reset back to my crypt but couldn't make it in time so I gave my best zombie impression for my gate keeper character by doing a sort of angry look filled with hunger for flesh as I slowly made my way over to this other crypt as I beckoned passing customers going through inside. I kinda felt bad like I had let down a good crowd but couldn't help it as the bruises I had kinda slowed me down. So this weekend I'm gonna make sure for my last three performances goes out with a mighty bang before getting ready for Furpocalypse with my new position as the charity director. And I'll make sure I'll have my shin guards so I can stay in good shape so I can keep pushing through night after night popping out from the crypt and crawling at people to give them a good scare. It never does fail since they're focused on what's ahead and not what's below (and if my buddy is reading this I just wanted to say I'm sorry)

Sorry guys, I know I haven't written in a while but been getting things ready for this year's charity auction at Furpocalypse 2015. I will be the new director of the department this year and been a little nervous about the whole thing since I'm still looking for serious individuals who would like to work with me for the three days there and run a schedule so we can take breaks and if someone needs to go to a panel either me or another person can cover and vice versa. But that's been my story so far

TMI Tuesday furballs!! Ask me any questions no matter how silly, serious, or naughty and I will answer them all truthfully. And if you wanna know if I got some over the weekend while I was away at the convention you can ask that too lol. So let the questioning BEGIN!!!

Come on you furballs you know the drill. Ask me anything and will answer questions on my break today or when I get home (hopefully if there are any questions when I get back)

The awesome ShadowFox will be doing a free raffle icon
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6745451/

You guys know the drill and go!

Comment on this journal below, and I will...




1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you. (I don't mean the insult mind you)
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours.
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the words 'tag' or 'dare'.

Well, never thought I'd see myself writing this for a journal entry, but its been well over a year since I broke up from my ex of almost 4 years and still on the market too. But if any furry guy is interested in getting to know this sheppy feel free to ask me anything. This lonely life seems to have sapped a lot of creativity from me and it seems that most of the guys I've been getting to know doesn't seem to take me seriously or rather more self absorbed into other shit.

Come on guys, I feel like answer questions today so slam me with questions already. Ask me anything (seriously anything) and go!!!

Yep, today this sheppy turns 32 and hasn't done TMI Tuesday for quite sometime since people either stopped reading my journals or simply lost interest so just for haha's gonna give it a go

Hey fellow furs, I'm trying to help a friend get her petition going. For those of you who may or may not be familiar with the MFF incident, there was a coverage recently with news anchor Mika. During the live segment of the broadcast she had no clue what a furry was until the other two news anchormen were trying to explain to her. The moment she saw all the fursuiters on the screen she started laughing. It was right after that during an interview with one of the attendees she immediately makes a b-line and walks off the set unprofessionally during live tv. Please help us get this petition going:
https://www.change.org/p/morning-joe-tv-show-msnbc-demand-a-public-apology-from-mika-brzezinski-for-unprofessional-behavior-during-newscast?recruiter=7880650&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=facebook&utm_campaign=share_facebook_responsive&utm_term=mob-xs-share_petition-custom_msg

Thank you guys and please share this journal or feel free to post this petition. We could use as many signatures as possible!

http://chicagosuntimes.com/news/che.....osemont-hyatt/
Based upon what I heard most of my friends are doing ok which sends a major relief to me.

Which hotel will you be staying at?
I will be staying at the main hotel this year

When will you be arriving/departing?
I plan on leaving on Thursday October 30th and coming back home Monday November 3rd

Who are you rooming/traveling with?
I will be rooming with  spikekaiser and a couple others since its my room ^_^

Is this your first time there?
nope

Are you shy?
not at all, definitely very friendly

Will you be fursuiting?
yes I will be going as Blitz, my German Shepherd fursona

If I see you, how can I get your attention?
just come right up and introduce yourself, I don't mind

Can I hug/touch you?
sure ^_^

Can I take your picture?
of course

Can I buy you a drink?
a friendly drink wouldn't harm anything at all

Can I buy you breakfast, lunch, and/or dinner?
goodness lol, long as I can repay it back somehow then sure

Can I stalk you?
ummm no thanks. Like I said I don't bite so feel free to come up to me

Do you do commissions?
no but I do spell works (mostly protection and healing of all sorts) all free of course

Do you do trades?

sure, a spell for an art or whatever lol
What will you be doing at the con?
I will be relaxing with some fursuiting and hopefuly some swimming and relaxing in the hot tub this year

Anything else?
if anything at all feel free to ask

What is your gender?

I'm obviously a guy lol
Relationship Status:
single and looking

How old are you?
31

How tall are you?
well originally 5'6 but think I shrank 2 inches :(

Which languages do you speak?
english

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink occassionally and only smoke non-nicatine

You look pretty tired, are you ok?
yes I am thank you very much

I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
.
sure, I hold no barriers

This sheppy is for sure and will be working there as well with volunteer operations department and will be helping the handsome  tandom run our traditional furry parade and our awesome furry Q/A panel. Definitely also looking forward to seeing  MajikCraft and her lovely items there (have her one of a kind big stein glass with Morigetsu etched on it) and oh yea will also be seeing Tauren and Baron there as well since they also work at the convention as well. So my furballs, who else will this sheppy be seeing there???? Oh yes, I will be wearing my outfit from Furfright (now called Furpocalypse) of last year with a new Navi since the other one kinda has her wings crushed.

Yes it's Tuesday again with questions and answers and all that crap. But today I feel I need to get this off my chest. Can't believe I'm writing this but especially since this coming from a 31 year old here. Over the weekend I had an old friend visiting me from NY. Known him since 2006 and would talk on and off. But the highlight of this past weekend just felt so guilty. Now, I am a single fur and still looking for the right fur out there, yet this has been eating at me. My old bud every now and then would tell me he loves me, yet it hurts me each time to say that because I have no feelings for him, I see him just as a friend and nothing more. But all that happened was nothing but pure lust. Lots of it and last night I was ready to cry. Came home from the casino after meeting up with a fellow fur up there and was so tired just undressed in my tank top and undies. Crashed on my bed and that was when my friend advanced on me. I was too tired to say stop, yet that was my fault for being a softy because I didn't want to hurt his feelings so I let him had his way with me. After he left with his stuff to go back to NY I was ready to cry. Didn't know what else to do so I called a friend and just told him what happened. I cried over the phone during the explanation as I didn't know what else to do. Kinda felt better afterwards but I feel it's not gonna end until I call my bud today to set the ground rules. Never have I felt so violated, yet guilty for giving into the temptation of it

Wow, got no responses last week so lets try this again. Ask me anything guys, I wanna answer questions. Annnnnd GO!

Lets do this guys and go!!!

Yep it's that time again and feeling pretty bored so start asking me questions people. AND GO!!!

Please ask me anything guys. Work is soooo slow today and need something to pass the time. So ask me anything and go!

Just this morning my mate called me to tell me he was heading home first to get ready and then gonna come down to see me. Yet he also been wanting to tell me he wanted to talk so the first thing that sprang to mind was relationship problem and I went to go say that and he said no. Been wanting to say he's been wanting to break up with me since he hasn't been feeling the same love from when we first met nearly 4 years ago back in October. Soooooo sadly over the phone he broke up with me and been nearly crying all morning ever since. So I'm not sure what to do anymore since I feel so lost and yet in so much pain from all of this like I got my heart ripped out after being lead on for so long. I really did love him with all my heart, but now my heart is just scattered to the wind from after this entire ordeal. So its back to the single corner again for this sad fluff ball. ust want someone to PLEASE do me a favor and just put a bullet into my canine skull so I wouldn't have to be in pain ever again

You guys know the drill, ask me anything and I won't hold back. GO!

You guys know the drill, ask me anything and will answer back with full honesty. GO!!!

You guys know the drill: ask me anything no matter how clean or dirty and will give you a full honest answer. GO!

It has come to my attention there was a death yesterday morning with one of our fellow sheppy brothers.  sparkygshep was going through psychiatric evaluation and was released yesterday morning when he took his own life by leaping over the hospital garage railing.
I got to meet Sparky 2 years ago at Furfright in a German Shepherd photo shoot with our other fellow sheppies. It broke my heart not knowing that last year was gonna be the last time I will ever get to see my fellow sheppy bro. Rest in peace Sparky, you will always be an awesome brother and fellow sheppy in our family
Now this is where I need your help guys:  silvermane and  Runtt need help in gathering information in helping the police contact his family. If anyone can help please contact them. Rest in peace Sparky.

Well at 11:07am I shall be turning 31. All I guess I want for today is just friends to be around. Maybe some surprise art, but definitely friends to come out and see me since I hardly get any visitors up here. But here's to a 31st birthday...