Woke up fine this morning but on the way to work felt this little pain on the right side of my back. Tried to crack it and can't seem to. So now it makes things worse while trying to work and now I have to deal with it for the next 4 hours :(

the awesome  JimRaynor134 is offering an awesome wood burning kitten in his recent raffle!! for more info go here!! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10691697/

Which means I'll be doing a lot of spell casting after work today 5pm est. if anyone has a request for healing, protection, guidance, etc... drop me a line here *now this sheppy got help his brother. Just had a seizure*

 tai_lung Still needs MORE furs for the free art auction or otherwise he won't go through with it. Please follow the journal link for more details.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4752123/

 Bluebomer is doing free requests go here please ^_^ http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4755688/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4752123/  tai_lung is doing a free headshot or
Speedart. Details to enter are in the link and if you read this please watch him for me as its a requirement to have a buddy from your buddy list to enter. THANKS!

 Wolfeh is offering a contest in honor of her business Faux Paw Fashions a few weeks ago. Winner will have a choice out of 13 colors to have his/her faux fur hood and paws. Everything is shipped totally FREE! You can enter up to 6 times in different unique ways. For more info follow here as well: http://fauxpawfashions.com/index.php?route=product/category&path=63

Just want this Father's Day to go away fast ASAP. Not all fathers are "caring" "generous" and all of that. Mine was a fucking bastard who cared for nothing but money, women, and drinking. Cheated on my mom sooo many years ago and wasn't around much for his family. One day my mom was wondering why I cane home with a black eye. I didn't tell her the truth till I was in middle school. It was around the holidays and I was reaching for a candy cane when he yelled at me and did a side kick to my eye (yes he was involved in martial arts like my uncle) And on the day my grandmother died in the hospital she was crying out for him and all he would do was flirt with the nurses. Years later I got a letter from him when I started working at Groomin N Roomin. What shocked me the most was how the hell did he find me and knew where I was working. After sooo many years of hate towards him I burned the letter. This is why I hate Father's Day so much because of these emotional scars I've had to carry for all of my 30 years of being alive

Today I woke up sad realizing after a while when you feel like you mask things for a while it just catches up with you. There are days I sometimes feel like I'm under appreciated for the things I do for people out there when I try to comfort, lend a paw for those needing it more than others, and a few other things just to make everyone happy. Right now I just wonder if those I've helped many times before still think of the good things I've done to help them out when I don't hear from them in so long. I just could use a friend right now......

I just finished uploading some pics tonight for my Blitz ^_^. For those of you who didn't know, I use to practice Kung Fu. The type of Kung Fu ise to practice is called Choy Lay Fut, which is a traditional practice in the southern part of China. I had to drop out for a couple of reasons (Nothing bad) but someday I do hope to return since I'm only 4 belt levels away from getting a black belt. But as in my journal title there were a few furs tonight who decided to be jerks and just put a couple of ignorant rants in my pics. Seriously, if you're gonna be rude why do it? You can always learn something new from something you don't understand.

Working in the kennel this morning and already we have the hot, hazy, and humid weather going on for the day. It's nice though the poor dogs in here has central air to keep them nice and cool. Already getting some ideas to get some new pics in for the sheppy, Blitz. But will surprise you guys once I get home from work today. Just another 8 more hours to go lol. Stay cool everyone *sheppy hugs all around*

Ugh, been coughing and hacking from my scratchy throat like crazy from all these pollen allergies near my job. At least I have a week to try to get better by next Friday for the diner meet. Definitely need to try to find some benedryl after work since this 24 hour allergy shit isn't doing much for my sake, and neither is the mucin ex. Well here's to another long work week with this allergy from hell

Last night I decided to go back to writing again. It's been a long time since I've done any writing since my college days but wanted to see if I still have that burning passion I did so long ago with my talent. After a few verses I ended up with writers block so decided to sleep. Will continue writing tonight after I get out from work. But this poem I'm currently writing is going out to someone dear to me and just want him to know he's not alone. This poem goes out to a special wolf out there

I'm gonna disappear for a while due to some circumstances. I've never seen myself shake so bad from this recent nervousness to a point I feel like I'm gonna be really sick. I'm sorry everyone, but at this point I need to take care of myself before something happens.

Sorry guys but I won't be doing the traditional TMI Tuesday today. Just not feeling it and it sucks when you ask questions and ask them kindly if they would reciprocate in return when they don't and it tends to get old as they get more and more questions from others (won't be naming individuals) But next week we will see how that runs. I'm sorry everyone, but it's just how I feel today like I'm just a scape goat.

Its that time again so let the questions start rolling. Wehter its innocent or naughty just throw it at me and I'll give you an honest answer back. LET THE QUESTIONS BEGIN!!!

hey any fellow furs that have a 3ds please feel free to add me to your buddy system. Its 4785-4724-6500

http://www.flayrah.com/4620/fursuit.....while-emt-duty  lemonade_coyote aka  BlueEyedCy has passed away. Was killed in an accident while on EMT duty, Never knew him but felt I should pay my respects to him. Rest in peace bud http://fox59.com/2013/02/16/ambulan.....#axzz2L5ZXQ9eu

OK! After being snow bound during the entire weekend it's good to be back. And since it's my favorite day let the questioning commence!!! Innocent or naughty I don't care, ask away and I'll tell you the full truth!!

It's that time again furballs. Ask me anything no matter how innocent or naughty and I'll give the full truth. Ask away!!!

Its that time again!!! Ask me anything guys no matter how innocent or naughty and I'll hit ya back with the truth in its entirety. So ask away!!

Sorry for not putting my journal up earlier. Been having the day from hell at work. So nice to finally be on break. But enough chit chat furballs, ya know the drill. Ask me anything no matter how innocent or forbidden and I'll give you a straight full answer (can't believe I used the forbidden word straight)

there is currently a raffle going on.  Horuss needs practice drawing male bits and one lucky winner will be chosen. Good luck guys! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9736865/

I'm sure everyone knows about this story but please spread the word. It would make this fella's mom more happy to have it back as its the only memento she has left of her deceased son. Thanks guys
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9733005/

You guys know the deal, ask me any questions and I'll answer in FULL honesty no matter how innocent or naughty. GO!