I'm literally almost exhausted between working at IHOP and helping my Grandma when on my days off and wanting to practice drawing furries.

So I feel like a juggler at the moment lol xD

But I am excited for drawing, I posted what I worked on today:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16220732/


But I believe I have found a balance between all I mentioned above I'm just tired lol

Hey guys I know I have like 14 watchers so at least one of you help meeeee! :D
I'm trying to learn how to draw furry's better but I don't know who to learn from or where to start because just doodling isn't getting me anywhere.

I need to learn each species and how to transform them into art.
EXAMPLE: Bunny.
I know what a bunny looks like but I don't know where to start when changing a bunny into a furry.

I ordered some books on how to draw furries from my library so I'm hoping the books will help me.
If ANYONE has any tips, tricks, etc. it is GREATLY appreciated and please comment below or Note me.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND COOPERATION!

I aim to be better, and I would love to improve on my artwork! <3

MCFC 2015 was AWESOME! Met cool new people and it was a lot of fun. After seeing all the art work it made me want to work more on my fursona stuff. Sooooooooo I'm currently working on it now.

I am currently working on all my fursona's stuffz. (as stated above lol)
I have come up with the conclusion that I CANNOT JUST HAVE ONLY ONE FURSONA!
I have been making lots more and I thought I can be a Shape-Shifter :D

So today I have been working on my Shape-Shifter form and it will be my base. I am uploading a picture of the Shape-Shifter and will put in the info.

I am also getting more books on how to draw furries because I need more practice and I would LOVE to get better! <3
Lots of self improving for the most part :)

Stay tuned! Lots of reference sheets coming soon and more artwork and practice sheets! :D
I hope you all enjoy! <3

Laptop is back up and running! :D
What do you guys or girls wanna see? Owo
I do paper crafts and I draw art as well so I can post what I do or if anyone wants me to do something I can certainly try. X3
But for now I'm just gonna continue posting what I want and I hope you all enjoy! <3
I might open an etsy shop Owo we'll see~~ <3

I's really unfortunate that my laptop is currently down (I'm at my public library typing this), I am working on it to see if I can fix it. That's pretty much the reason why I haven't been uploading anything.

In other great news: I"M GOING TO MCFC!!!

If you are going and would like to meet me I'll be there just come up and say hewwo! lol or hi is just fine lol X3
I will be taking lots of pictures like I always do lol

The con is in 2 weeks and 2 days! March 27th, 28th,and 29th!

I'm so excited! <3

I will continue working on my computer so I can upload more stuffz but no guarentees~ <3

Its been weeks now that my mother has been bothering me to get a job. I just got out of highschool, got my license and just turned 19. The only thing that didn't stay with me was my girlfriend but that's a different story.

One morning after my mother made breakfast she threw a newspaper ad at me. After picking it up off the floor and exchanging a weird look with her she points at it and said "read it".

The ad stated that a local pizzeria named "Freddy Fazbears Pizzeria" was hiring for a security guard. I look up at mom as she sat down at the table.
"Mom, this is for security guards don't I need schooling for this?"
" you apparently don't read the entire thing"

I look back down and it says "we will train you" I sighed and finished eating.

I went upstairs, took a shower, got into appropriate clothing and said goodbye to my mother. I wish I would have hugged her tightly before leaving. I got into my car and started it. I looked at the ad to see where the place was located and it was about a mile from my house. I drove down the street and parked close to the entrance of the Pizzeria.

I looked at my cell phone the time was 3pm and I decided to leave my phone in the car and I head inside.

The sounds of children screaming in excitement and the roar of a bunch of video games blast out at me the second I open the door. Why would this place need a security guard? It's full of a bunch of children. I was almost instantly greeted by an employee who looked way too happy to be there.

"Welcome to Freddy Fazbears Pizzeria! Where children come and play and enjoy! How may I help you today Sir?" the employee blurted out, quick like a typewriter, which caught me off guard.

"Ah, yes my Name is Derek and I came here because of the ad" I stated showing the guy who looked slightly older than I.

"Oh yes I see, you're here for the Night security guard position" The employee blurted out again without taking a breath in.

"N-night security guard? Why at night?" I asked confused why they needed one when no one would be there at night.

"Well we need someone to watch our friendly critters" the employee said with the biggest smile on his face.

I gave the guy a weird look as he held up his arm pointing toward what I presumed as the dining hall.

"Come on, I'll show you around!" said and started walking away. I didn't know whether to follow or run but I didn't want to go back home to my nagging mom about more jobs so I followed closely.

He took me to the dining room full of tables with families and children running around while parents were sitting and eating. I could see the main stage which held a big closed curtain. Behind all the tables against the back wall were soda machines and more tables that held decorations. The guy pointed to the tables the stage.

"Here is where everyone can eat and watch Freddy and his gang do their show" as he showcased the room to me.
"Ok..." I responded and followed him down a hallway passing the bathrooms.
"Obviously these are the bathrooms, but if you're working here employees bathrooms are just further down the hall" he stated as we continued walking.

We ended up in the game room, completely full of children and of course arcade games.

"This is our decent sized game room where some action happens" he stated then turned and we exited the game room going back down the hall across the dining room to the other hallway. We stopped in front of a smaller stage where the purple curtain was closed with a sign in front that says "Out Of Order".

"This is where Ol Foxy is being held. He is broken and we keep children away from him at all costs" he said with a low creepy tone.

"Why do you keep the children-?" I got rudely interrupted with...
"Just keep the children away at all costs!" he repeated then turned and moved father down the hall.

I followed him shaking off my worried yet disturbed look.

We stopped in front of the service room. He stared at me in the eyes for a moment and my heart started to race.

"Do not go in this room ever, the manager can only go in" he stated and I knew not to ask anymore questions.

We passed the kitchen and he didn't really need to explain it was self explanatory. We end up back at the front and he asked if I had any questions, I assumed I was already hired.

"When do I start?" I asked.

"You could either stay here or come back at Midnight but if you come back at Midnight please come 20 minutes before so we can get you settled in" the employee said and I thought for a moment.

"I'll come back at 11:40pm" I stated and shook his hand as he smiled and said
"Freddy and the gang will be waiting"

I walk into my house and found my mother knitting a blanket on the couch. I was to have a little brother soon.

"Mom, I got the job" I stated as I sat net to her on the couch.

"Oh that's wonderful sweet heart! I'm so proud of you!" she screamed holding me tight.

I didn't want to tell her that I was creeped out about the place, I was just happy that she was proud of me.

"When do you start?" she asked going back to her knitting.

"Tonight 11:40" I responded and turned on the TV.

"11:40?" she asked confused at the odd hour.

"Yeah I'm a night security guard, training starts then" I stated then texted my friend Jared that I got the job.

"Get a good meal in before going to work and take a nap" Mother started ordering me.

"Yes Mom" I responded.

~~~~7 Hours Later~~~~

I wake up to my phone going off, my ex was calling me and I rolled out of my bed to pick up my phone.

"Hello? Why you calling me?" I asked.

"Don't work at that place!" I hear her yell in fright and I stared at the phone.

"Just why not?" I ask.

"Haven't you heard the things that happened at that place?! I'm surprised it's still running as a family business!" She stated starting to creep me out.

"I'm sure it's a fine place, I don't know why you're even calling me to begin with. Have a good night"

"N-no, wait!" the last words I heard her say before hanging up on her.

I looked at my phone and it was 11:10pm. I got up, got dressed, and got a quick bite to eat as I watched TV. Mom was asleep in her room and left a note for me on the coffee table beside the couch. I picked up the note to read.

"Have a good first night at work! I'm so proud of you! Be quiet when you come back please. I love you, good night"

I smiled and grabbed my backpack and stuffed it with snacks, water bottles, and my camping knife in case something were to happen to me at night. I grabbed everything and went to my car after locking up my house for the night. I started my car and drove back and saw the beautiful full moon. I parked in the same spot as before and decided to leave my phone in the car, they have a phone in the office right?

I started walk to the door and remembered not seeing the office. I opened the door and it was empty, no screaming kids or parents just employees cleaning the place before leaving. The same employee greeted me again except he wasn't up beat and happy go lucky. He showed me to the office and immediately I wished I applied at a McDonalds or something. I saw the desk full of papers and some computer screens, on the wall there was a poster of the animatronic band and an odd looking cupcake that I don't think was edible. The thing I noticed that scared me was there was two entrances to this office, one on the left side and the right. It was accompanied by two sets of buttons. One button was labeled "Door" and the other "Light". I went to ask the employee what the hell was up with the doors and when I looked he was gone. I looked out of the office and didn't see any employees anymore. My heart started to race and I changed my mind about working here and went to run towards the exit and suddenly a big metal door slammed to the ground making a loud echo throughout the place. I touch the door and start pounding on it. Suddenly all of the lights turned off except the emergency lights which were dim. I started to panic and breathe heavy and search in my backpack quickly for my mini flashlight. I pull it out and turn it on. I make my way back to the office and I sit down on the computer chair. I'm so scared and confused I don't know what to do. I look on the desk and see a blinking light on the telephone.
I pick up the telephone and an automated recording started to play.

"Hello welcome to your first night on the job and at Freddy Fazbears Pizzeria. We are glad you came to join our family we hope you enjoy you're employment here. I'm going to teach you how to be a night guard. Now there is a tablet that is where you can use the cameras that are located throughout the place. You can watch Freddy and his gang in the back room where they are held till dawn. You may have noticed the door and light buttons. Use the Door button ONLY for emergencies. Now you may ask what emergency? Well Freddy and his friends tend to move around at night. So use the light button to see if Freddy or his friends are at the door then use the door button and the door will shut. Don't be alarm you'll do fine if you listen to my instructions. Just watch the cameras watch each character that includes foxy. Please watch foxy. If there are no questions I will see you tomorrow night for more instructions" I listen carefully shaking holding the phone and start blurting out why the hell do they move!? But the phone disconnects and I hang up the phone.

I pick it up again to try and dial the police but there was no dial tone nothing. I start to panic and curl up in the computer chair and try to calm myself. Then I remember what the guy said and looks at the left side and pressed the light button. Thank god no one was there. I go to the right and pressed the light button and no one was there either. I grab the tablet and it boots up without me touching the power button. I look at each camera in each room. I could see Freddy and Bonnie and Chica standing in the back. I remember Foxy and look frantically at each camera till I came upon Pirates Cove and I could see what looked like small eyes between the crack of the curtain and I froze in fear staring at it. Soon I shake my head and look back at the doors turning the light on making sure no one was in there. My heart continued to beat fast. I started to sweat and grabbed water out of my backpack and chugged some. I sat the tablet on my lap as I chugged my water and threw the bottle away in the wastebasket.

I quickly look back at the tablet looking in each room and Bonnie the bunny was gone. Forget my heart beating I think it stopped. I spastically looked in each camera and I saw Bonnie in the closet. I realize the closet is awfully close to the office. I look at the door and turned the light on and Bonnie was standing there staring into my soul. I screamed and punched the door button as the door quickly slammed shut and I took my left leg and kicked the other door button and the right door slammed shut. I breathe heavy and scramble to find the tablet that went flying. I look at the cameras again and I saw something in the left hand corner and my eyes widened. I have a limited set amount of power!? I also saw the time which it just turned 1am. I didn't realize how an hour flew by.

I look at the door Bonnie was at and turn the light on before I opened the door when I notice there's a window I can see into the hallway and I didn't see Bonnie. I opened the door and Bonnie was gone. I opened the right door and saw no one there thank God.

I slowly start rocking back and forth in my chair, panicking more breathing heavy and now starting to sweat. Thank God for the fan but it's not helping much. I look back at the cameras again and Chica and Bonnie are gone Freddy is still there and the Foxy is still behind the curtain. I have 89% battery left and I continue to sweat. I want to run but where would I go? Especially with those.....THINGS moving about.

I recheck the lights again and Chica is my right and I punch the door button and the door slammed. I checked my left and Bonnie was there and I punched the button. I start panicking both doors are shut and a lot of power is being used. I check the lights and look through the windows and saw them staring at me this time twitching as if their malfunctioning. I turn the lights off don't need that. I see all the papers on the desk and I pick some up reading them. I immediately regret it when one letter was a suicide letter saying they couldn't do the job anymore and said they were gonna sacrifice themselves to the animatronics. I threw all the papers out of my hands, holding my head crying. I check to see if Bonnie and Chica were still there and they both were gone. I so did not want to open the doors but I was dropping power and fast I open the doors and looked at the camera and Foxy was gone. I scream "For Fucks Sake!" and scrambled looking at each camera and I physically see him sprinting after me. I slam both doors shut and wait panting really hard I feel my heart get extremely exhausted. I hold my chest praying that I will get out and never ever come back.

I look at the cameras again and Foxy is back where he belongs and Freddy never moved and Chica is by Freddy and Bonnie is in the hallway. I open the right door and leave the left one shut. It's now 3 am and I have 25% power left which only fuels my fear. I look in the office quickly for a weapon, a gun something to defend myself in this insane asylum. I couldn't find anything I even searched for like an emergency switch maybe it would shut them down but nothing I'm losing power and not only that I'm losing hope.

I check the lights, Bonnie is now gone and I don't see Chica. I the cameras and Freddy and Foxy is in their spots still and Chica and Bonnie are farther away from me. I feel like I'm getting a small break. I look for a switch on the fan to turn it off its using power and shockingly there's no fucking switch! I sit back down holding the tablet. I wipe my tears away and start getting pissed off. I look again and now I have 15% battery life left. I start thinking of a plan once the power goes out I'm not going to stay in that office I don't want to know what "they" will do to me. I continue checking cameras and everyone is in their original spot. Thank God just stay there till Lord knows when at this point I don't know when this madness will end. If someone is playing a sick joke on me...there will be cops and lawsuits.

I came up with a plan as I continue watching the power being sucked out along with the life of me. I start to hallucinate Bonnie's horrible fucking face and I shake my head vigorously and it goes away. Great, these things not only want my soul they are in my brain.

I have 3% battery left and I quickly pray before looking back at the cameras. Everyone's still in their original spot which I think was horribly off. Why they stop moving around? I look at the time and its now 4am I watch the battery go from 3 to 2 to 1.

Everything shut down. It's pitch black and there's no sound. No Fan, I can't even hear my heartbeat anymore. Then, I hear heavy foot steps down the hallway out of the left door. I grab my back pack and flash light and sprint out the right door. I turn on my flashlight and it stopped me from running. Blood. Everywhere. Like someone or "something" had a field day with red paint splattering it everywhere. It smelled horribly of flesh and gore I head down the hall slowly so I don't slip. I hear heavy footsteps coming my way and I found the males rest room and I hid in there and shut the door. I held myself against the door to barricade it from them getting in. Soon I start hearing that music that the animatronics play and I hold myself against the door closing eyes praying I will survive this night in hell. I hear them come closer to me, foot steps becoming more loud and clear and that fucking music loud as hell.

Suddenly all the lights burst on and I flinch horribly gasping in fear and looks around in the bathroom. I don't hear the music anymore or the foot steps. I don't move, I can't do it anymore. I don't want to look. I sit there for 5 minutes. Then I hear a pounding on the bathroom door. I brace myself against the door and scream out "Go away I didn't do anything to you!"

I hear my hope that I thought disappeared. The employee that left me in this hell hole was behind the bathroom door.

"Sir are you alright? What are you doing in the bathroom?" he asked.

"I'm not using the damn toilet that's for sure!" I was pissed now.

I opened the door to see every animatronic standing there staring at me blood splashed all over them coming out of every crevice in their plastic bodies. Their groaning and staring at me and I slam the door shut crying hard and holding that door so tight I pray my last prayer before dying. Until the door bursts open and I fly back on the tile floor and looked up to actually see the employee looking at me weirdly. I scream for him to go away leave me the hell alone and he insisted that I get up that my shift is over I could go home. I stand up taking him by the hand and it was really his hand it felt real.

"What in the actual fucking hell, why did u leave me in this hell hole!? I'm going to the police! This place needs to be shut down and have everything burned!" I screamed at him and he's looking at me like I'm a nut.

"Sir calm down what are you?" I interrupted him this time.

"No you listen to me those fucking things are ALIVE! They tried to kill me last night!" I screamed trying to breathe between each rant.

I walked out to show him blood everywhere and it was gone. It's like someone took a giant mop to the place and cleaned everything. The employee walks behind me and asked what's wrong again and I screamed go look at them! Tell me if there's blood on them! Even though at this point I'd have a feeling he'd say no. He comes back an of course said no and said for me to go home and don't come in till next week.

I drove home shaking, wanting my mother so bad to just hold say I'm safe.
I get home and look at the time and it was 6am. My mother was awake making herself early breakfast and saw me and asked if I saw a ghost.
Worse, Mom, way worse than ghosts.

Next day I explain to cops, family, and Jared and no one believes me. Jared the damn idiot applied to that fucking place! I begged him not to but he said he had to see what the fuss was about. I screamed that this isn't a high school drama and have to get the inside scoop! This place is DANGEROUS!

He got hired and went in that night I explained everything to him. The next day I tried calling him he did not answer. I tried texting. No answer. I called his parents they said he went missing after his first night of work. I immediately know what happened they got a hold of him and the employees just don't care or don't realize. I go into my dads old room and find his shotgun and grab a lot of ammo and stuffed the ammo into my backpack. My mom asked where I was going with the gun case and I said to get it cleaned. I lied.

I went to that Hell Hole and loaded the shotgun. It was 2pm and I was looking for Jared. I walk inside with the gun and everyone started screaming. I screamed where is Jared!? I saw the animatronics and shot them. Freddy in the face, Chica in the face and torso, Bonnie in the face repeatedly. I shot every animatronic as everyone was sprinting out of the place. I went into the managers service room and I finally found Jared. Except his body was stuffed into another Freddy suit. I dropped the shot gun shocked at how my best friend ended and the shotgun fired the second it impacted the floor shooting me in the chest. As I lay gasping for air I see the suit that Jared was in start to move towards me and I closed my eyes and died.

Thank you for reading my fan story if you read all the way through and made this far I really appreciate it :D Five nights at Freddy's belongs to Scott Cawthon.
Now Hiring! fan story is made by me.
Thank you for reading! :)

Ever since the beginning of high school I've always wanted a fursuit. Then I saw the prices of some commissions and I was like dear God I'm never gonna be able to get one. My whole life I'm on the poor end of the scale I'm even living in government housing so that should tell you enough.
Anywho, aside from saving money there's several things I have to do and I have some questions and concerns.

1. BIGGEST concern I have is something that happened to I think her name is Prismapaws she has a FA and I don't know the entire story but she commissioned a fursuit and when she got it she didn't get the whole thing, it wasn't finished and clearly she was upset I don't blame her. That is my fear since a fursuit is a lot of money especially since I'll be saving for a long time I want to be able to get what I've ordered and all 100% of it.

2. There are SO MANY PEOPLE who make fursuits, I have no clue who to go to who to trust and who is able to create what I want exactly how I want it.

Please help me with any info if you can I'd really appreciate it. I know I have a long way to go on saving money but I'm trying to get the stuff I can do now and out of the way. I'm working on my reference sheet I'll post that soon so stay tuned!

I'm going to get straight to the point.
Am I weird or crazy for NOT wanting children of my own?

Apparently everyone that I've talked to at work and/or online thinks I'm crazy for not wanting children.
OK I guess I'll give them what they are feeling cause I hear everyone wants kids when they grew up and got married, blah, blah, blah.

But I just don't want kids, and I will explain my reasons why.

1. I CANNOT HANDLE PAIN OR DISCOMFORT LIKE AT ALL NO TOLERANCE. I'm extremely sensitive if someone gives me a hug it could either hurt me or I'll love that hug way too much than it should be. (IT GETS REALLY AWKWARD FOR ME)So child birth NO THANK YOU!

2. Kids are a HUGE financial issue. I'm not saying I'm cheap I'm saying that I grew up in a dirt poor family. Now that I'm old enough and have a job I'm just trying to keep my head afloat. And no I don't want to be those people who have kids and get money from the government I'm not like that, that's not what I want. If I wanted children, everything would be different. I would want to be financially stable and have the dad be with us forever. (I grew up without my father)

3. I have health issues. I would HATE myself if I passed it on to my child. I have a thyroid disease, it doesn't work so I gain weight extremely easily. Not only that disease but MS and DIABETES run in my family along with CANCER. Thank you God I only have my thyroid disease I pray for none of the rest of them. But If I had a child and gave them all my diseases I would kill myself (not literally but I would feel that bad).

Those are my 3 major reasons and I believe it should be a CHOICE to have a Hysterectomy. I don't want to have to wait till I'm like 50 or 55+ just to have it removed. I've said all my life ever since I could remember that I never wanted kids and my mom will stand behind me and tell ya because she's heard me say it forever. THE GOVERNMENT WILL NEVER GET A KID OUT OF ME. I feel they just want people to have kids to get money off them I really believe that. But that's another story I don't feel like ranting about now.

Then people ask me well if you don't have kids who's going to take care of you when you're old? One my husband if he stays with me forever, two myself, three if I can't take care of myself then I'd go to a Nursing home. Simple. I would never force my kids to take care of me.

Sorry if this is so long if you've read all of it I really appreciate it :) If you want leave a comment I would love to talk to people and hear their opinions ^w^

Name: Zelvica
Species: Poisonous Zebu
Birth Date: June 12th
Birth Weight: 6lbs. 4 ounces
Birth Length: 10 in.
Manner of Birth: Mother struggled throughout birth, unfortunately died just after giving birth.
First Word: Mom
Child Hood: Grew up with father, father died of old age when Zelvica was age 34.
Motivation: To show and share her creativity and kindness and love.
Fears: Death, falling, heart failure, heart break, spiders, pregnancy (never wants offspring), and conflicts
Pet Peeves: Commercials, Bullies, Haters
IQ: 130
Hobbies: Reading, writing, drawing, dancing, paper crafting, any crafting
[u]Loves: Chocolate, music, anime, alcohol (but NOT addicted!)
Attitude: Bright, optimistic, happy
Ambidextrous can use both hands as dominant hands
Height: 5'11''
Weight: 180lbs.
Carnivore.
Marital status: MARRIED
Special: Her horns generate electricity when Mad, Jealous, or Irritated. Sometimes when normal it sparks. She has poison in her fangs and claws on her hands and feet could kill in 3 seconds when bitten. Her tail generates electricity as well but more volts are generated in her tail then her horns. She has a stronger sense of smell then her hearing. She has a fear of pregnancy she doesn't want offspring either. Loves to make as many friends as she can, she doesn't have any enemies they're already dead from her poison and electric shock. Don't wrong her you don't want her as an enemy.

I'm not sure if I'm missing more info considering it's 5 am I'm getting sleepy lol If I come up with more info I'll edit this.

So I CANNOT wait for Motor City Fur Con 2015! :D
I Am SUPERRRRR Excited! :3
Motorcityfurrycon.org
That is the website^
It is in Novi, MI at the Sheraton Hotel and I will be there with some amazing friends! :D
If anyone on here wants to come and have some fun I do encourage it!
Also you can meet me! :D
I wish time would go faster... because going to furry conventions are so much fun! :)