Ermagerd. Might have to throw money at this project!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15340815/

I told my mate today that I felt disconnected, and dissatisfied. Disconnected from my family that I have put great distance from. Disconnected from him at times. I have stopped talking to people online who I cared so much about for fear that it indulges disconnection from the few people that are in my life. So now I guess there seems to be nothing left, and no one to express myself to so I'm writing here. Maybe I need to be medicated...

So occasionally at work when the going gets tough I try to imagine myself as some kind of ideal food working monster. Apparently my brain runs on monsters. So far I have three. Giant Spider, Charming Wolf, and Little Blue Heron.. and it's sort of like entering some kind of martial arts stance? It works.. and I know it's terribly dumb. So, I've never really had a fursona.. but now I wish I had some drawrin skillz.

Giant spider.. is just a big black spider with a bread knife in at least one of its appendage's grasp. Probably with ingredients and shit in its other grips.

Charming Wolf is a dapper anthro fella who moves with grace, speed and is often whistling or gently smiling. He's rather neat and has a bowtie, and maybe a Kufi!

Little Blue Heron is just the animal. http://ibc.lynxeds.com/files/pictur.....on4_edited.JPG
I'd seem them occasionally in Florida and they're dedicated little hunters. This stance is rhythmic, focused, and strikes fast. If it were to be an anthro character.. I'd like to think of it as Tengu-like. Perhaps with some wolf-like characteristics throw in.. like pointy ears and a bushy tail.

I wrote something just to write something. It came out strange. *shrug* *sigh*

"I would ruin you. The walls would crumble. The earth would buckle. I'd ejaculate approximately a teaspoon or two of semen"

They're cool check 'em out!

In other news, I get the feeling that every time I open my mouth.. people should reply to what I say, with either, "Cool story, bro" or "Google it".

I put some other submissions into scraps that I don't feel like improving.

I can't believe I uploaded all the crap last night. I was looking over it and I think I need to lay off the death, life, killing, implied suicide stuff. It's maybe a bit over the top..

ANYWAY, HERE'S A FUN OLD TIMEY SONG ABOUT A PISS BOTTLE MAN...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjAAml_AtPM

The audio quality is.. just really disappointing on the video. Kind've a travesty that I'm even posting it. OH WELL..

I put writing up here, I know it is amature and I am not an aspiring writer. I think I have jack squat for story telling skills. Anyhow, I accept criticism that is constructive and encourage it. I don't really wanna censor people's opinions of stuff if they think they have a point about my lack of clarity or something.

Unless it's someone repeatedly misunderstanding me and not even trying... or something.

ANYHOW :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.............

I might move most of it to scraps because it's really not furry.

Sorry I'm not home right now
I'm walkin' into spiderwebs,
So leave a message and I'll call you back!

-Blast from the past suckas... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IihXd0bed-k

So for valentines I'm alone, but I really love romance, even its somberness. So I kinda like Jeffrey Lewis, and here's a song I was listening to. It sounds depressing as hell, but listen to the end.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbVDXX5Z9WU

Dinner hath arrived with a strawberry milkshake! Stay tuned for further wastes of your time.