I got a few pictures I have collected over the last month or so. I was really hoping to have the last, or a 2 part series done by now, but the artist...like most. Had user error, in other words, I paid her, she added me to her queue but didn't write anything and slipped me to the very bottom of the list where I sat, not anything for over 2 months. Oh, and I called them out on it and they said they would fix it....they didn't. Now they were going to do it next after I called them out again. GUESS WHAT, BREAK TIME..... Fucking fuck. SO now I am probably going to get a rushed POS that isn't going to have the details it normally would and I will be annoyed and never commission the artist again for their shitty business. *Takes a deep breath*

Anyway, I will have some art when I get home from work to dump out today, keep an eye out!

Did you guys hear? Not getting laid now counts as a disability.... YEA apparently that is a thing now.

It is not because you don't socialize well, it isn't because you might be a douche bag, It certainly can't be because you might not just care at the time.

But now, DON'T WORRY you are just disabled...

Seriously, I just... I don't understand. I don't see the logic....

I play it a lot, but my group of bros isn't available to much, school and all. I play it on pc, does anything wanna game?

The other day, someone added me on skype...WHO HAD NEARLY 660 CONTACTS wtf. How do you even get that many? Why would you even want that many??? It is already sounding so impersonal. But what is the point? Either way, How do people go around having 100+ and plan to even keep in touch? If someone adds me and have over like 50 I am usually iffy on them, but I understand some have artists they speak with directly rather than through notes. I have have a few of those.

I just always bank on "I am never going to hear from this person unless I put in all the effort to get to know them." if they have lot's of contacts.

Ok, so I see this often and I don't see why they bother. But I decided to write this after seeing a ref sheet of a female who was 5' 4' and had massive hyper tits and hips and ass.. But she weighed only 160 some how. Are those tits and ass made of air?

It is just silly really and I don't see the point in even bothering if they are just going to ignore it, I mean, they already ignore gravity most of the time. SO, have any of you guys done this? And why even bother doing it? What does it matter how much your character weighs?

Once again, no names dropped. There are some really good artists out there anymore, one's who turned art into their career. There are all these platforms to aid them I their business, like patron, trello, and ect. Fa has given them commissions tabs and tools to aid them and their customers.

So why does it feel like for some artists, even getting a slot seems impossible? For me, nothing was more simple than posting a journal about opening and people calling for a slot. A lot of artists do this and I see a steady flow of art from them.

But now, there's the really good artists, the cut above the rest, the...inconsistent, the rare to commission, the patreon addicts where the only way to get a commission is to play chance every month with a subscription to them. The streamers who just throw out a dice and pick a random person, the ones who are so busy with everything else that even if you get a commission, could take months.

It's nothing against the artists that do this, but I really feel like all these aids for the artists, really put the customers on the back burner. Ours a real limit on availability. It isn't a price thing, but I really don't like having to jump through hoops just to get art, suppose that is why I'm not commissioning much anymore, a lot of my "to commission" artists, feel like a pipe dream, where 4 years ago, before I could afford them, they were a machine pumping out art and opening twice a month. I miss those days v.v

At first I thought "oh cool, a social media site like facebook for furries. The thought never crossed my mind that the furry stereotype, of fuck lets face it, THE FURRY NORM would rear it's head.

I joined, got a few "welcomes" and made my profile, Right from the get go, it was asking me specs on my body type, and sexual interests. OH boy!

From there I started reading the status updates.... oh, there is a lot of talk about sex... *scroll* lots of talk about sex... *scrolls more* oh, look a call for attention post. *scrolls* more sex talk.


Yup, that is literally it. The norm, shining in all its glory. Everyone is focused on talking sex, showing off, or calling for attention with how depressed or sad they are.

I Have had 3 people message me, COOL oh wait, the typical "hi how are you" I decided to humor myself, and reply to them, only to get back "I am doing well" After I write out a bit of a conversation starter about what is going on in my life, like my eagerness to work on my truck.

Nothing makes me not want to talk to someone more, than vague, no energy messages.

Anyway, Ferzu is kind of worse than FA or F-list. At least I do find people who aren't just a sexual deviant/perv. There, it seems like the only active users are the perverts. *sigh* No wonder I am distanced from the fandom so much. I don't like talking sex stuff all the time, but it seems so many in the fandom do.

Any documenteries, any videos trying to justify furries as these innocent individuals... I am sorry but it is a lost battle, furries are un redeemable to me, and will continue to past the image of sex hungry individuals. This is why.

Ok, I don't like to be the bad guy, but I'm getting irritated.

I am so hesitant to commission anymore, because almost every artist, is not very reliable. Disappearing for months without a word, blowing me off, vague discussion, or straight up giving something completely not what I ordered. Recently, one artist, can't even seem to take the time to correct my position in queue and I've been skipped a lot about it.

I don't want to be a dick but I've contacted this person several times and they keep saying they will fix it, but it's been months and still 10 people have skipped me in line....


I want art but why are artists so.... Shady, lately? These are artists who are well known even for fuck sakes.

So, things are well. Quiet? I don't know, You guys ever have that time when you are just bored of everything and don't feel social. Not necessarily sad or anything just, Eh? Video games haven't been appealing, conversation has not been either. I just kinda sit around when I get home, or get caught up in a bunch of stuff. I guess I am just passing the time? It is a weird feeling but I kinda want to figure out something to help me out of it. Any ideas anyone?.

A friend pointed me towards a twitter account. Someone is using Kaje for sexual rp on there even.... Except, how the hell do I report them? pornographic images? uuuuum, for that matter, what happens when someone pretends to be my characters on tumblr?

I really would appreciate some help, I am un familiar with either one of those websites and its a very complicated reporting system.

https://twitter.com/SexyBeaztFuta?s=09 this is the person taking my art >.>

https://www.troyhunt.com/the-dropbox-hack-is-real/

So just to let all you artists and users who frequent dropbox. change your passwords now.

Why is it when my money is tied up into important things, every artist I want to commission, opens! Nooo, never when I'm actually looking. Out bass to be when I can't afford them! V.v

https://youtu.be/4oqfodY2Lz0
seriously! This video is my god sent!

So there is this guy, named Pretty Lights. I finally found out his genre and love it. He is a minimal vocal hip-hop musician.

His music is really mellow at times but can also be pretty kicking!

Here are a few songs of his that I really like


[yt]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMt2shWPaOw[yt/]

[yt]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFH2Xou9ZPI[yt/]
(personal favorite of mine)
[yt]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNxNa_5L2TU[yt/]

[yt]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Z5NMHKY5PE[yt/]


What I like about him is that he has nice flow too me. His beats are pleasant and his lack of vocals keep me from getting it associated with anything bad. This is my chill music. Hope you guys enjoy!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18042596/

Anyone else realize, my title was "generous contribution" and the picture was a free art raffle? it took me, 10 months? To realize this.

Some people like it , but man I can't get into it. I have seen plenty of petite with smaller cups. But something about D+ tits on someone with a belly and waist the size of a freaking 2x6 just makes me cring. In some situations, I swear to god if they were to curl up in a ball, their body in that ball would be the size of one of their tits.

This being said, I like huge tits, but on curvier, more meatier woman. Specially chubby woman,<3


THe other thing funny is seeing them with a belly hardly a foot across, and hips that would fit better on a brood mother, to go along with the tits. I mean, I have heard of hour glass figure BUT THATS NUTS! Either way, just a bit of a discussion.

What is your favorite body time and feature on said body time. Me, I like the bigger gals if they are going to have big assets .3.

Tonight. You guys, me, overwatch. Everyone talks about it, so where are ya? I want to get a group going! Note me with your battletags and let's have some fun tonight!

Eh, it was an alright movie. Way to over glorified though. Some of the characters that people gave the most hype (cough cough tiger dancers) Were not as characterized than I had imagined. Hell some characters the fandom went nuts for only had a one time encounter.

DO I think this movie was good? Yes, DO I think it was what everyone said it was? No.

All in all, I was smiling through most of it and enjoyed its story and world. If they made a have decent serious from it, I might just watch.

I think I am one of the last people who should say this, because I'm a cunt, I admit it. But seriously there is something bothering me.


Ever hear of victim complex? The complex where someone is in a perpetual state of being the victim, even when they are at fault. Don't be that cunt who takes their personal issues public for attention.

Social media has brainwashed us. You don't need hundreds of followers too feel good about yourself, you don't need showered in sympathy. It doesn't help, really. Victims who post their personal quarrels online are doing it for 2 reasons, sympathy, and to get attention, usually in hopes the person involved and related to the journal see it and feel bad.

Don't be a cunt and air your dirty laundry for comments and attention. Turn to your close friends and work at bettering yourself.
Avoid victim complex, because no one is innocent and everyone is to blame in a fight.

Got my money back from my truck and am now sitting in my hotel room in Denver Colorado! If anyone wants to possibly hang out, send me a note and maybe we can hang at water world!

When I wear my tool belt without my shoulder straps. My hips sway an awful lot... I got a big butt >.> whaaaat.

I am not meaning like, tons of investing. I mean like actually lost.

Ok, I love content, very much, but sometimes I feel these open world games have got a bit big. So much so that I never can keep my attention long enough to finish it all.

I seriously have to focus on the main story to finish the game. But then I never seem have the motivation to finish the side shit if I do.

It sucks, because games like the witcher 3. Which is an amazing game, I have no complaints. BUT I put 140 hours into it...ON SIDE QUESTS. Seriously, I explored 3/4 of the map and never found Ciri before I got bored .-. I am this way with a lot of other games too. GTA V, Fallout 4 (though the main story sucks >.> that lack of dialog) just cause 2, just cause 3, far cry 4. And a few others.

Now, mind you some of the games listed got boring fast, but my point remains. Side stories are nice, but do you guys ever feel like there is too much content? ANd even better question. Do you think there is to much content and not enough of it is refined? Like instead of adding so much, they fixed what they had?

I let them know who they were. But really, thank you all for watching me. I have my rants yes, and the trio seem to come in phases. Currently on an Elan kick. Don't worry though, I am making plans for Kaje and for Aylan. I can't really try the raffle thing because I don't have the money after my most recent blunder. Hopefully I can do something for you guys in the near future.

What I can do is this though. AMA (Ask Me Anything)

not many of you guys are vocal, rarely do I actually get much conversation from here. Let the questions come. I want to answer some!

DON'T YOU DARE TRUST THEM. I don't give a fuck if the vehicle looks brand new, you take the bitch into a mechanic and have them look at it before you buy it.

I bought a cheap 2800$ mazda b4000 from a guy who ran a mechanic shop. The guy advertised good tires, good breaks, suspension, and a new engine. The A/C needed freon

What did I get? A truck that had a leaking engine that is really bad, A/C is completely done. Shocks, breaks, and back tires are done (The tires I knew about but was not to worried about it.) And even worse, is when I test drove the thing, it started fine, braked fine, and didn't feel like the shocks were bad/

I am not really upset about the shocks and tires. But the guy completely lied about everything. Even worse is I should have listened to my gut when I first showed up to test drive and saw the POS on a charger. He wasn't charging it to make sure it started because he had not drove it for 2 weeks, He was charging it to make sure it started for me!

Either way. I made my mistake and am going to figure out how the fuck I can sell this thing and at least make back half of what I paid. Problem is IT WON'T EVEN START NOW. Have a mechanic look at it before you buy!

So realizations today. There was a letter on everyone's door in my apartment complex. The note was addressing the fact that the hall ways were smelling like pot. This is not a respectful thing to do as a smoker. If you don't have a house that isnt crop dusting the neighbors house. You should not be smoking the way your are if it is filling the halls.

The rule to follow on how not to be an ass, or get in trouble, is respect your neighbors.

This being said, I wanted to just shoot some advice to you guys who might not know. I have a few ways that have got me through the 3 years I have lived here in my apartments, and no one has a clue I smoke.

1. Don't smoke joints or blunts. These not only are wasteful but also produce loads of smoke, and it will cause second hand High. The THC has not been absorbed by the lungs and there for the smoke is still capable of getting others high. Joints are the worst way to smoke, despite some peoples affinity for them.

2. Don't smoke near your doors. This is common sense. If you live in apartments like me, you need to smoke far away from your front door.

3. Control the smoke. Opening a window can be risky and get you into trouble fast, while blowing a lung full out it can be harmless, if you are producing lots of smoke, don't open them. My best advice is to get filters. Smoke buddys are a carbon filter with mouth piece for you to exhale into. It allows clean air and a happy stoner. It is also great for those trying to keep their house/apartment from smelling like weed.

4. Seals seals seals. Check your doors, check your windows. Check the escape routes for smoke. I replaced the seals on my apartment door the second day I lived in it. This could be the biggest aid to help keep you safe and everyone away from it.

5. Self grooming. Keep yourself fresh and smoke free. Change your shirt when you go out if you have too. Don't smell of it and for god's sake, if you are carrying, use a proper air tight container.


Remember, there are people who don't like it, and don't want around it. Don't be a dick and say that they have to accept it. It is important to respect your neighbors and those who don't share the same interest. Thank you guys, and good evening.