came back from to see the doctor and he saying I need to stop eating more than I should be, stay away from sault and sugar, drink plenty of water and some some exercise until I drop 214 pounds I'll be fine.

Spent 2 weeks digging ourselves out of deep snow but we all celebrated new years and we were finally refused and here I am home at last with lots to do a bills to pay, what can get worse than this.

Just got back from work, spending time with the lads for some fun.

Its the same every year, and its was just my family with Live video feed with our parents. But the hell today was tough it seems UPS, FedEx jobs are loosing their touch and to get home on time for family reunions you have to sacrifice the time from Job, Travel time to get home even in rough weather and traffic, and I wish I was my OC stomping all the vehicles into my fat feet. But then again the rules and the rules and nobody wants to break the law. As long you're reading this life will get tougher for all of you and as long you have a family stay united with them always.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Fed Ex is recruiting more jobs I'll be working at a Airport where they do Air Cargo and package loading onto the planes. It's 8 hour night shift but it least I get paid $110 every 2 weeks, I might have to consider moving somewhere near by due to fuel costs.

Wish me Luck!

Due to companies that is in co-partnership with the east mainly Russia and China I was informed that today we just shutdown in transfer rates and now I need to look for a new job, its life and I'm ok with it just hope that Russian President stops this war because all these Sanctions is his Punishment. Time to find a job at Amazon or UPS if I can get it.

Starting to work on my new job soon, since my old job is slowly closing down, the new job is pretty much the same as my old job but with different shifts and money.

A Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

It's coming to Winter and soon I'll be immobile unable to move and perhaps die for being the most fattest person on my Street but before all that happens I like to eat as much as I can and hoping to get a Marshmallow suit for my gluttonous body. It's not like nobody cares because they have no interest although I don't call this a suicide note but a wish to be fatter and bigger like a slob that consumes all like The Blob. But my choice and I want it to be true because life is a living hell for me so I'll do the best i can to gain more and give respects to those with amazing talents. Do don't worry about me the world is not enough for my stomach or my life but it was better in the 90's in the school days until now it kinda sucks.

If you see this Journal avoid it if it worries you or if you don't understand and take good care of yourselves don't follow my dreams.

It has come to my attention that some artists don't respect one another even when our fetishes are involved. Some people find it strange to talk about RP or using character's in any means of Art and media would cause privacy and violation. I'd tried to ask nicely to 4 different artists who has some very sexy or attractive characters with permission I ask that artist to use his or her character with my own done by another artists who has the skills to create such a pic. I understand that some artists have limits but that doesn't mean they have to be so hostile to anyone even me. A simple yes or No would be nice for any reasons I like to ask they must respond to that reason. I understand that Hate is still a thing and dis-trust going around in the world I only ask for a rough sketch by any artists involving my character who is a gay fatass Villain. I think with some joy I'd ask away and to get the pic done with or without permission of using characters because they're not alive, no soul just based on someone's creative imagination of a fictional character.

Even some artists are bad when they're busy, some are good when they're also busy with a little notes for them to respond in peace not with aggression. To keep their reputation intact you need to show some respect to to who are buying the works and the artists all to be good exact. I tried asking for rough sketches which aren't commissions like to see how the artist draws my character, some say yes or some say no and that's fine with me if their reasons are unknown without responding then I understand that too.

I went onto Youtube and found this funny channel where all clips and butt squashes of Po the Kung Fu Panda from the movie and series but someone has edited fart sounds to these clips I couldn't stop laughing but it does sound awesome though. Po is such a Dirty Panda lol. View at your own risk and task a Gas Mask!!!

https://youtu.be/QDeqs3Ohe6I

I accidently Nuked my Watchers Tick Tock Tick Tock BOOM!

People must respect those who have Autism because there are some folks who thinks we are aliens or strangers, but we are all different because we were made like this. Sure we got bullied in school and struggle in life even on the internet people don't understand us and they something think of us as Weak, strange and why we excist. I was told by someone that I sound and type like someone else they knew. They didn't like or accepted that person into their life we are strange it's either were special or we were born with mutations doesn't mean are being taken advantage of were just like you but with some special needs.

I have problems with typing and communications but that gets taken advantage by those who don't don't like stranger people.

So please respect us

Thank you!

I never do any of these journals so I'll leave this short one to the page. I find myself surrounded by talented and amazed artists on Affinity still I ask myself where do I go from here? Do I ask for art or do I just watch more people and click favourites as they go along. One of the things I like is FAT, Obesity and a little muscle why they show something I once was strong. fit till I ate more and gained more. Then I was inspired by Big things because the extra body fat increases the weight and if I were a giant or more bigger in size like a Macro the more amount of force the fat and thick can damage. I picked Stay Puft as my Character or Fursona because from the games and films having being a walking snack full of Marshmallow and Sugar. With all those ingredients inside me can make those who consume my mass into massive obesity blobs.

So I ask who could draw my character being eaten or gained weight is all I ask.